CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
The flash was so bright that Kevin could not
conceive of it later; could, in fact, barely remember it at all.
The camera he was holding did not grow hot and melt; instead there
were three or four quick, decisive breaking sounds from inside it
as its ground-glass lenses burst and its springs either snapped or
simply disintegrated.
In the white afterglare he saw the Sun dog
frozen, a perfect black-and-white Polaroid photograph, its
head thrown back, every twisting fold and crevasse in its wildly
bushed-out fur caught like the complicated topography of a dry
river-valley. Its teeth shone, no longer subtly shaded yellow but
as white and nasty as old bones in that sterile emptiness where
water had quit running millennia ago. Its single swollen eye,
robbed of the dark and bloody porthole of iris by the merciless
flash, was as white as an eye in the head of a Greek bust. Smoking
snot drizzled from its flared nostrils and ran like hot lava in the
narrow gutters between its rolled-back muzzle and its gums.
It was like a negative of all the Polaroids Kevin
had ever seen: black-and-white instead of color, and in three
dimensions instead of two. And it was like watching a living
creature turned instantly to stone by a careless look at the head
of Medusa.
“You’re done, you son of a bitch!” Kevin
screamed in a cracked, hysterical voice, and as if in agreement,
the thing’s frozen forelegs lost their hold on the desk and it
began to disappear, first slowly and then rapidly, into the hole
from which it had come. It went with a rocky coughing sound, like a
landslide.
What would I see if I ran over now and looked
into that hole? he wondered incoherently. Would I see that
house, that fence, the old man with his shopping-cart, staring with
wide-eyed wonder at the face of a giant, not a boy but a Boy,
staring back at him from a torn and charred hole in the hazy sky?
Would it suck me in? What?
Instead, he dropped the Polaroid and raised his
hands to his face.
Only John Delevan, lying on the floor, saw the
final act: the twisted, dead membrane shrivelling in on itself,
pulling into a complicated but unimportant node around the hole,
crumpling there, and then falling (or being inhaled) into
itself.
There was a whooping sound of air, which rose from
a broad gasp to a thin tea-kettle whistle.
Then it turned inside-out and was gone. Simply
gone, as if it had never been.
Getting slowly and shakily to his feet, Mr. Delevan
saw that the final inrush (or outrush, he supposed, depending on
which side of that hole you were on) of air had pulled the
desk-blotter and the other Polaroids the old man had taken in with
it.
His son was standing in the middle of the floor
with his hands over his face, weeping.
“Kevin,” he said quietly, and put his arms around
his boy.
“I had to take its picture,” Kevin said through his
tears and through his hands. “It was the only way to get rid of it.
I had to take the rotten whoredog’s picture. That’s what I
mean to say.”
“Yes.” He hugged him tighter. “Yes, and you did
it.”
Kevin looked at his father with naked, streaming
eyes. “That’s how I had to shoot it, Dad. Do you see?”
“Yes,” his father said. “Yes, I see that.” He
kissed Kevin’s hot cheek again. “Let’s go home, son.”
He tightened his grip around Kevin’s shoulders,
wanting to lead him toward the door and away from the smoking,
bloody body of the old man (Kevin hadn’t really noticed yet, Mr.
Delevan thought, but if they spent much longer here, he would), and
for a moment Kevin resisted him.
“What are people going to say?” Kevin asked,
and his tone was so prim and spinsterish that Mr. Delevan laughed
in spite of his own sizzling nerves.
“Let them say whatever they want,” he told Kevin.
“They’ll never get within shouting distance of the truth, and I
don’t think anyone will try very hard, anyway.” He paused. “No one
really liked him much, you know.”
“I never want to be in shouting distance of
the truth,” Kevin whispered. “Let’s go home.”
“Yes. I love you, Kevin.”
“I love you, too,” Kevin said hoarsely, and they
went out of the smoke and the stink of old things best left
forgotten and into the bright light of day. Behind them, a pile of
old magazines burst into flame ... and the fire was quick to
stretch out its hungry orange fingers.