CHAPTER NINE
THE LIBRARY POLICEMAN (1)
He did sleep well. There were no dreams, and an
idea came to him naturally and easily in the shower the next
morning, the way ideas sometimes did when your body was rested and
your mind hadn’t been awake long enough to get cluttered up with a
load of shit. The Public Library was not the only place where
information was available, and when it was local
history—recent local history—you were interested in, it
wasn’t even the best place.
“The Gazette!” he cried, and stuck his head
under the shower nozzle to rinse the soap out of it.
Twenty minutes later he was downstairs, dressed
except for his coat and tie, and drinking coffee in his study. The
legal pad was once more in front of him, and on it was the start of
another list.
1. Ardelia Lortz—who is she? Or who was
she?
2. Ardelia Lortz—what did she do?
3. Junction City Public Library—renovated?
When? Pictures?
At this point the doorbell rang. Sam glanced at the
clock as he got up to answer it. It was going on eight-thirty, time
to get to work. He could shoot over to the Gazette office at
ten, the time he usually took his coffee break, and check some back
issues. Which ones? He was still mulling this over—some would
undoubtedly bear fruit quicker than others—as he dug in his pocket
for the paperboy’s money. The doorbell rang again.
“I’m coming as fast as I can, Keith!” he called,
stepping into the kitchen entryway and grabbing the doorknob.
“Don’t punch a hole in the damn d—”
At that moment he looked up and saw a shape much
larger than Keith Jordan’s bulking behind the sheer curtain hung
across the window in the door. His mind had been preoccupied, more
concerned with the day ahead than this Monday-morning ritual of
paying the newsboy, but in that instant an icepick of pure terror
stabbed its way through his scattered thoughts. He did not have to
see the face; even through the sheer he recognized the shape, the
set of the body ... and the trenchcoat, of course.
The taste of red licorice, high, sweet, and
sickening, flooded his mouth.
He let go of the doorknob, but an instant too late.
The latch had clicked back, and the moment it did, the figure
standing on the back porch rammed the door open. Sam was thrown
backward into the kitchen. He flailed his arms to keep his balance
and managed to knock all three coats hanging from the rod in the
entryway to the floor.
The Library Policeman stepped in, wrapped in his
own pocket of cold air. He stepped in slowly, as if he had all the
time in the world, and closed the door behind him. In one hand he
held Sam’s copy of the Gazette neatly rolled and folded. He
raised it like a baton.
“I brought you your paper,” the Library Policeman
said. His voice was strangely distant, as if it was coming to Sam
through a heavy pane of glass. “I was going to pay the boy as well,
but he theemed in a hurry to get away. I wonder why.”
He advanced toward the kitchen—toward Sam, who was
cowering against the counter and staring at the intruder with the
huge, shocked eyes of a terrified child, of some poor fourth-grade
Simple Simon.
I am imagining this, Sam thought, or I’m
having a nightmare—a nightmare so horrible it makes the one I had
two nights ago look like a sweet dream.
But it was no nightmare. It was terrifying, but it
was no nightmare. Sam had time to hope he had gone crazy after all.
Insanity was no day at the beach, but nothing could be as awful as
this man-shaped thing which had come into his house, this thing
which walked in its own wedge of winter.
Sam’s house was old and the ceilings were high, but
the Library Policeman had to duck his head in the entry, and even
in the kitchen the crown of his gray felt hat almost brushed the
ceiling. That meant he was over seven feet tall.
His body was wrapped in a trenchcoat the leaden
color of fog at twilight. His skin was paper white. His face was
dead, as if he could understand neither kindness nor love nor
mercy. His mouth was set in lines of ultimate, passionless
authority and Sam thought for one confused moment of how the closed
library door had looked, like the slotted mouth in the face of a
granite robot. The Library Policeman’s eyes appeared to be silver
circles which had been punctured by tiny shotgun pellets. They were
rimmed with pinkish-red flesh that looked ready to bleed. They were
lashless. And the worst thing of all was this: it was a face Sam
knew. He did not think this was the first time he had
cringed in terror beneath that black gaze, and far back in his
mind, Sam heard a voice with the slightest trace of a lisp say:
Come with me, son . . . I’m a poleethman.
The scar overlaid the geography of that face
exactly as it had in Sam’s imagination—across the left cheek, below
the left eye, across the bridge of the nose. Except for the scar,
it was the man in the poster . . . or was it? He could no longer be
sure.
Come with me, son . . . I’m a
poleethman.
Sam Peebles, darling of the Junction City Rotary
Club, wet his pants. He felt his bladder let go in a warm gush, but
that seemed far away and unimportant. What was important was that
there was a monster in his kitchen, and the most terrible thing
about this monster was that Sam almost knew his face. Sam felt a
triple-locked door far back in his mind straining to burst open. He
never thought of running. The idea of flight was beyond his
capacity to imagine. He was a child again, a child who has been
caught red-handed
(the book isn’t The Speaker’s
Companion)
doing some awful bad thing. Instead of
running
(the book isn’t Best Loved Poems of the
American People)
he folded slowly over his own wet crotch and
collapsed between the two stools which stood at the counter,
holding his hands up blindly above his head.
(the book is)
“No,” he said in a husky, strengthless voice. “No,
please—no, please, please don’t do it to me, please, I’ll be good,
please don’t hurt me that way.”
He was reduced to this. But it didn’t matter; the
giant in the fog-colored trenchcoat
(the book is The Black Arrow by Robert
Louis Stevenson)
now stood directly over him.
Sam dropped his head. It seemed to weigh a thousand
pounds. He looked at the floor and prayed incoherently that when he
looked up—when he had the strength to look up—the figure
would be gone.
“Look at me,” the distant, thudding voice
instructed. It was the voice of an evil god.
“No,” Sam cried in a shrieky, breathless voice, and
then burst into helpless tears. It was not just terror, although
the terror was real enough, bad enough. Separate from it was a cold
deep drift of childish fright and childish shame. Those feelings
clung like poison syrup to whatever it was he dared not remember,
the thing that had something to do with a book he had never read:
The Black Arrow, by Robert Louis Stevenson.
Whack!
Something struck Sam’s head and he screamed.
“Look at me!”
“No, please don’t make me,” Sam begged.
Whack!
He looked up, shielding his streaming eyes with one
rubbery arm, just in time to see the Library Policeman’s arm come
down again.
Whack!
He was hitting Sam with Sam’s own rolled-up copy of
the Gazette, whacking him the way you might a heedless puppy
that has piddled on the floor.
“That’th better,” said the Library Policeman. He
grinned, lips parting to reveal the points of sharp teeth, teeth
which were almost fangs. He reached into the pocket of his
trenchcoat and brought out a leather folder. He flipped it open and
revealed the strange star of many points. It glinted in the clean
morning light.
Sam was now helpless to look away from that
merciless face, those silver eyes with their tiny birdshot pupils.
He was slobbering and knew it but was helpless to stop that,
either.
“You have two books which belong to uth,” the
Library Policeman said. His voice still seemed to be coming from a
distance, or from behind a thick pane of glass. “Mith Lorth is very
upthet with you, Mr. Peebles.”
“I lost them,” Sam said, beginning to cry harder.
The thought of lying to this man about (The Black
Arrow)
the books, about anything, was out of the
question. He was all authority, all power, all force. He was judge,
jury, and executioner.
Where’s the janitor? Sam wondered
incoherently. Where’s the janitor who checks the dials and then
goes back into the sane world? The sane world where things like
this don’t have to happen?
“I ... I ... I ...”
“I don’t want to hear your thick ecthcuses,” the
Library Policeman said. He flipped his leather folder closed and
stuffed it into his right pocket. At the same time he reached into
his left pocket and drew out a knife with a long, sharp blade. Sam,
who had spent three summers earning money for college as a
stockboy, recognized it. It was a carton-slitter. There was
undoubtedly a knife like that in every library in America. “You
have until midnight. Then . . .”
He leaned down, extending the knife in one white,
corpse-like hand. That freezing envelope of air struck Sam’s face,
numbed it. He tried to scream and could produce only a glassy
whisper of silent air.
The tip of the blade pricked the flesh of his
throat. It was like being pricked with an icicle. A single bead of
scarlet oozed out and then froze solid, a tiny seed-pearl of
blood.
“ . . . then I come again,” the Library Policeman
said in his odd, lisp-rounded voice. “You better find what you
lotht, Mr. Peebles.”
The knife disappeared back into the pocket. The
Library Policeman drew back up to his full height.
“There is another thing,” he said. “You have been
athking questions, Mr. Peebles. Don’t athk any more. Do you
underthand me?”
Sam tried to answer and could only utter a deep
groan.
The Library Policeman began to bend down, pushing
chill air ahead of him the way the flat prow of a barge might push
a chunk of river-ice. “Don’t pry into things that don’t conthern
you. Do you underthand me?”
“Yes!” Sam screamed. “Yes! Yes!
Yes!”
“Good. Because I will be watching. And I am not
alone.”
He turned, his trenchcoat rustling, and recrossed
the kitchen toward the entry. He spared not a single backward
glance for Sam. He passed through a bright patch of morning sun as
he went, and Sam saw a wonderful, terrible thing: the Library
Policeman cast no shadow.
He reached the back door. He grasped the knob.
Without turning around he said in a low, terrible voice: “If you
don’t want to thee me again, Mr. Peebles, find those
bookth.”
He opened the door and went out.
A single frantic thought filled Sam’s mind the
minute the door closed again and he heard the Library Policeman’s
feet on the back porch: he had to lock the door.
He got halfway to his feet and then grayness swam
over him and he fell forward, unconscious.