CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
“You can’t know he was in here, Kevin!” Mr.
Delevan was still protesting feebly as they went into
LaVerdiere’s.
Ignoring him, Kevin went straight to the counter
where Molly Durham stood. Her urge to vomit had passed off, and she
felt much better. The whole thing seemed a little silly now, like a
nightmare you have and then wake up from and after the initial
relief you think: I was afraid of THAT? How could I ever have
thought THAT was really happening to me, even in a dream?
But when the Delevan boy presented his drawn white
face at the counter, she knew how you could be afraid, yes, oh yes,
even of things as ridiculous as the things which happened in
dreams, because she was tumbled back into her own waking dreamscape
again.
The thing was, Kevin Delevan had almost the same
look on his face: as though he were so deep inside somewhere that
when his voice and his gaze finally reached her, they seemed almost
expended.
“Pop Merrill was in here,” he said. “What did he
buy?”
“Please excuse my son,” Mr. Delevan said. “He’s not
feeling w—”
Then he saw Molly’s face and stopped. She
looked like she had just seen a man lose his arm to a factory
machine.
“Oh!” she said. “Oh my God!”
“Was it film?” Kevin asked her.
“What’s wrong with him?” Molly asked faintly. “I
knew something was the minute he walked in. What is it? Has he ...
done something?”
Jesus, John Delevan thought. He DOES
know. It’s all true, then.
At that moment, Mr. Delevan made a quietly heroic
decision: he gave up entirely. He gave up entirely and put himself
and what he believed could and could not be true entirely in his
son’s hands.
“It was, wasn’t it?” Kevin pressed her. His urgent
face rebuked her for her flutters and tremors. “Polaroid film. From
that.” He pointed at the display.
“Yes.” Her complexion was as pale as china; the bit
of rouge she had put on that morning stood out in hectic, flaring
patches. “He was so ... strange. Like a talking doll. What’s wrong
with him? What—”
But Kevin had whirled away, back to his
father.
“I need a camera,” he rapped. “I need it right now.
A Polaroid Sun 660. They have them. They’re even on special.
See?”
And in spite of his decision, Mr. Delevan’s mouth
would not quite let go of the last clinging shreds of rationality.
“Why—” he began, and that was as far as Kevin let him get.
“I don’t know why!” he shouted, and Molly
Durham moaned. She didn’t want to throw up now; Kevin Delevan was
scary, but not that scary. What she wanted to do right now
was simply go home and creep up to her bedroom and draw the covers
over her head. “But we have to have it, and time’s almost up,
Dad!”
“Give me one of those cameras,” Mr. Delevan said,
drawing his wallet out with shaking hands, unaware that Kevin had
already darted to the display.
“Just take one,” she heard a trembling voice
entirely unlike her own say. “Just take one and go.”