CHAPTER FIVE
ANGLE STREET(1)
1
The intentions of the sign-maker had undoubtedly
been the best, but his spelling had been poor. The sign was nailed
to one of the porch uprights of the old house by the railroad
tracks, and it read:
ANGLE STREET
Since there were no angles on Railroad Avenue that
Sam could see—like most Iowa streets and roads, it was as straight
as a string—he reckoned the sign-maker had meant Angel Street.
Well, so what? Sam thought that, while the road of good intentions
might end in hell, the people who tried to fill the potholes along
the way deserved at least some credit.
Angle Street was a big building which, Sam guessed,
had housed railroad-company offices back in the days when Junction
City really had been a railway junction point. Now there
were just two sets of working tracks, both going east-west. All the
others were rusty and overgrown with weeds. Most of the cross-ties
were gone, appropriated for fires by the same homeless people Angle
Street was here to serve.
Sam arrived at quarter to five. The sun cast a
mournful, failing light over the empty fields which took over here
at the edge of town. A seemingly endless freight was rumbling by
behind the few buildings which stood out here. A breeze had sprung
up, and as he stopped his car and got out, he could hear the rusty
squeak of the old JUNCTION CITY sign swinging back and forth above
the deserted platform where people had once boarded passenger
trains for St. Louis and Chicago—even the old Sunnyland Express,
which had made its only Iowa stop in Junction City on its way west
to the fabulous kingdoms of Las Vegas and Los Angeles.
The homeless shelter had once been white; now it
was a paintless gray. The curtains in the windows were clean but
tired and limp. Weeds were trying to grow in the cindery yard. Sam
thought they might gain a foothold by June, but right now they were
making a bad job of it. A rusty barrel had been placed by the
splintery steps leading up to the porch. Opposite the Angle Street
sign, nailed to another porch support, was this message:
NO DRINKING ALOWED AT THIS SHELTER! IF YOU HAVE
A BOTTLE, IT MUST GO HERE BEFORE YOU ENTER!
His luck was in. Although Saturday night had almost
arrived and the ginmills and beerjoints of Junction City awaited,
Dirty Dave was here, and he was sober. He was, in fact, sitting on
the porch with two other winos. They were engaged in making posters
on large rectangles of white cardboard, and enjoying varying
degrees of success. The fellow sitting on the floor at the far end
of the porch was holding his right wrist with his left hand in an
effort to offset a bad case of the shakes. The one in the middle
worked with his tongue peeking from the comer of his mouth, and
looked like a very old nursery child trying his level best to draw
a tree which would earn him a gold star to show Mommy. Dirty Dave,
sitting in a splintered rocking chair near the porch steps, was
easily in the best shape, but all three of them looked folded,
stapled, and mutilated.
“Hello, Dave,” Sam said, mounting the steps.
Dave looked up, squinted, and then offered a
tentative smile. All of his remaining teeth were in front. The
smile revealed all five of them.
“Mr. Peebles?”
“Yes,” he said. “How you doing, Dave?”
“Oh, purty fair, I guess. Purty fair.” He looked
around. “Say, you guys! Say hello to Mr. Peebles! He’s a
lawyer!”
The fellow with the tip of his tongue sticking out
looked up, nodded briefly, and went back to his poster. A long
runner of snot depended from his left nostril.
“Actually,” Sam said, “real estate’s my game, Dave.
Real estate and insur—”
“You got me my Slim Jim?” the man with the shakes
asked abruptly. He did not look up at all, but his frown of
concentration deepened. Sam could see his poster from where he
stood; it was covered with long orange squiggles which vaguely
resembled words.
“Pardon?” Sam asked.
“That’s Lukey,” Dave said in a low voice. “He ain’t
havin one of his better days, Mr. Peebles.”
“Got me my Slim Jim, got me my Slim Jim, got me my
Slim Fuckin Slim Jim?” Lukey chanted without looking up.
“Uh, I’m sorry—” Sam began.
“He ain’t got no Slim Jims!” Dirty Dave yelled.
“Shut up and do your poster, Lukey! Sarah wants em by six! She’s
comin out special!”
“I’ll get me a fuckin Slim Jim,” Lukey said in a
low intense voice. “If I don’t, I guess I’ll eat rat-turds.”
“Don’t mind him, Mr. Peebles,” Dave said. “What’s
up?”
“Well, I was just wondering if you might have found
a couple of books when you picked up the newspapers last Thursday.
I’ve misplaced them, and I thought I’d check. They’re overdue at
the Library.”
“You got a quarter?” the man with the tip of his
tongue sticking out asked abruptly. “What’s the word?
Thunderbird!”
Sam reached automatically into his pocket. Dave
reached out and touched his wrist, almost apologetically.
“Don’t give him any money, Mr. Peebles,” he said.
“That’s Rudolph. He don’t need no Thunderbird. Him and the Bird
don’t agree no more. He just needs a night’s sleep.”
“I’m sorry,” Sam said. “I’m tapped, Rudolph.”
“Yeah, you and everybody else,” Rudolph said. As he
went back to his poster he muttered: “What’s the price? Fifty
twice.”
“I didn’t see any books,” Dirty Dave said. “I’m
sorry. I just got the papers, like usual. Missus V. was there, and
she can tell you. I didn’t do nothing wrong.” But his rheumy,
unhappy eyes said he did not expect Sam to believe this. Unlike
Mary, Dirty Dave Duncan did not live in a world where doom lay just
up the road or around the comer; his surrounded him. He lived in it
with what little dignity he could muster.
“I believe you.” Sam laid a hand on Dave’s
shoulder. “I just dumped your box of papers into one of my bags,
like always,” Dave said.
“If I had a thousand Slim Jims, I’d eat them all,”
Lukey said abruptly. “I would snark those suckers right down!
That’s chow! That’s chow! That’s chow-de-dow!”
“I believe you,” Sam repeated, and patted Dave’s
horribly bony shoulder. He found himself wondering, God help him,
if Dave had fleas. On the heels of this uncharitable thought came
another: he wondered if any of the other Rotarians, those hale and
hearty fellows with whom he had made such a hit a week ago, had
been down to this end of town lately. He wondered if they even knew
about Angle Street. And he wondered if Spencer Michael Free had
been thinking about such men as Lukey and Rudolph and Dirty Dave
when he wrote that it was the human touch in this world that
counted—the touch of your hand and mine. Sam felt a sudden burst of
shame at the recollection of his speech, so full of innocent
boosterism and approval for the simple pleasures of small-town
life.
“That’s good,” Dave said. “Then I can come back
next month?”
“Sure. You took the papers to the Recycling Center,
right?”
“Uh-huh.” Dirty Dave pointed with a finger which
ended in a yellow, ragged nail. “Right over there. But they’re
closed.”
Sam nodded. “What are you doing?” he asked.
“Aw, just passin the time,” Dave said, and turned
the poster around so Sam could see it.
It showed a picture of a smiling woman holding a
platter of fried chicken, and the first thing that struck Sam was
that it was good—really good. Wino or not, Dirty Dave had a natural
touch. Above the picture, the following was neatly printed:
CHICKEN DINNER AT THE 1ST METHODIST CHURCH
TO BENEFIT “ANGEL STREET” HOMELESS SHELTER
SUNDAY APRIL 15TH
6:00 TO 8:00 P.M.
COME ONE COME ALL
TO BENEFIT “ANGEL STREET” HOMELESS SHELTER
SUNDAY APRIL 15TH
6:00 TO 8:00 P.M.
COME ONE COME ALL
“It’s before the AA meeting,” Dave said, “but you
can’t put nothing on the poster about AA. That’s because it’s sort
of secret.”
“I know,” Sam said. He paused, then asked: “Do you
go to AA? You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to. I know
it’s really none of my business.”
“I go,” Dave said, “but it’s hard, Mr. Peebles. I
got more white chips than Carter has got liver pills. I’m good for
a month, sometimes two, and once I went sober almost a whole year.
But it’s hard.” He shook his head. “Some people can’t never get
with the program, they say. I must be one of those. But I keep
tryin.”
Sam’s eyes were drawn back to the woman with her
platter of chicken. The picture was too detailed to be a cartoon or
a sketch, but it wasn’t a painting, either. It was clear that Dirty
Dave had done it in a hurry, but he had caught a kindness about the
eyes and a faint slant of humor, like one last sunbeam at the close
of the day, in the mouth. And the oddest thing was that the woman
looked familiar to Sam.
“Is that a real person?” he asked Dave.
Dave’s smile widened. He nodded. “That’s Sarah.
She’s a great gal, Mr. Peebles. This place would have closed down
five years ago except for her. She finds people to give money just
when it seems the taxes will be too much or we won’t be able to fix
the place up enough to satisfy the building inspectors when they
come. She calls the people who give the money angels, but she’s the
angel. We named the place for Sarah. Of course, Tommy St. John
spelled part of it wrong when he made the sign, but he meant well.”
Dirty Dave fell silent for a moment, looking at his poster. Without
looking up, he added: “Tommy’s dead now, a course. Died this last
winter. His liver busted.”
“Oh,” Sam said, and then he added lamely, “I’m
sorry.”
“Don’t be. He’s well out of it.”
“Chow-de-dow!” Lukey exclaimed, getting up.
“Chow-de-dow! Ain’t that some fuckin chow-de-dow!” He brought his
poster over to Dave. Below the orange squiggles he had drawn a
monster woman whose legs ended in sharkfins Sam thought were meant
to be shoes. Balanced on one hand was a misshapen plate which
appeared to be loaded with blue snakes. Clutched in the other was a
cylindrical brown object.
Dave took the poster from Lukey and examined it.
“This is good, Lukey.”
Lukey’s lips peeled back in a gleeful smile. He
pointed at the brown thing. “Look, Dave! She got her a Slim Fuckin
Slim Jim!”
“She sure does. Purty good. Go on inside and turn
on the TV, if you want. Star Trek’s on right away. How you
doin, Dolph?”
“I draw better when I’m stewed,” Rudolph said, and
gave his poster to Dave. On it was a gigantic chicken leg with
stick men and women standing around and looking up at it. “It’s the
fantasy approach,” Rudolph said to Sam. He spoke with some
truculence.
“I like it,” Sam said. He did, actually. Rudolph’s
poster reminded him of a New Yorker cartoon, one of the ones
he sometimes couldn’t understand because they were so
surreal.
“Good.” Rudolph studied him closely. “You sure you
ain’t got a quarter?”
“No,” Sam said.
Rudolph nodded. “In a way, that’s good,” he said.
“But in another way, it really shits the bed.” He followed Lukey
inside, and soon the Star Trek theme drifted out through the
open door. William Shatner told the winos and burnouts of Angle
Street that their mission was to boldly go where no man had gone
before. Sam guessed that several members of this audience were
already there.
“Nobody much comes to the dinners but us guys and
some of the AA’s from town,” Dave said, “but it gives us something
to do. Lukey hardly talks at all anymore, ’less he’s
drawing.”
“You’re awfully good,” Sam told him. “You really
are, Dave. Why don’t you—” He stopped.
“Why don’t I what, Mr. Peebles?” Dave asked gently.
“Why don’t I use my right hand to turn a buck? The same reason I
don’t get myself a regular job. The day got late while I was doin
other things.”
Sam couldn’t think of a thing to say.
“I had a shot at it, though. Do you know I went to
the Lorillard School in Des Moines on full scholarship? The best
art school in the Midwest. I flunked out my first semester. Booze.
It don’t matter. Do you want to come in and have a cup of coffee,
Mr. Peebles? Wait around? You could meet Sarah.”
“No, I better get back. I’ve got an errand to
run.”
He did, too.
“All right. Are you sure you’re not mad at
me?”
“Not a bit.”
Dave stood up. “I guess I’ll go in awhile, then,”
he said. “It was a beautiful day, but it’s gettin nippy now. You
have a nice night, Mr. Peebles.”
“Okay,” Sam said, although he doubted that he was
going to enjoy himself very much this Saturday evening. But
his mother had had another saying: the way to make the best of bad
medicine is to swallow it just as fast as you can. And that was
what he intended to do.
He walked back down the steps of Angle Street, and
Dirty Dave Duncan went on inside.
2
Sam got almost all the way back to his car, then
detoured in the direction of the Recycling Center. He walked across
the weedy, cindery ground slowly, watching the long freight
disappear in the direction of Camden and Omaha. The red lamps on
the caboose twinkled like dying stars. Freight trains always made
him feel lonely for some reason, and now, following his
conversation with Dirty Dave, he felt lonelier than ever. On the
few occasions when he had met Dave while Dave was collecting his
papers, he had seemed a jolly, almost clownish man. Tonight Sam
thought he had seen behind the make-up, and what he had seen made
him feel unhappy and helpless. Dave was a lost man, calm but
totally lost, using what was clearly a talent of some size to make
posters for a church supper.
One approached the Recycling Center through zones
of litter—first the yellowing ad supplements which had escaped old
copies of the Gazette, then the torn plastic garbage bags,
finally an asteroid belt of busted bottles and squashed cans. The
shades of the small clapboard building were drawn. The sign hanging
in the door simply read CLOSED.
Sam lit a cigarette and started back to his car. He
had gone only half a dozen steps when he saw something familiar
lying on the ground. He picked it up. It was the bookjacket of
Best Loved Poems of the American People. The words PROPERTY
OF THE JUNCTION CITY-PUBLIC LIBRARY were stamped across it.
So now he knew for sure. He had set the books on
top of the papers in the Johnnie Walker box and then forgotten
them. He had put other papers—Tuesday‘s, Wednesday’s, and
Thursday’s—on top of the books. Then Dirty Dave had come along late
Thursday morning and had dumped the whole shebang into his plastic
collection bag. The bag had gone into his shopping-cart, the
shopping-cart had come here, and this was all that was left—a
bookjacket with a muddy sneaker-print tattooed on it.
Sam let the bookjacket flutter out of his fingers
and walked slowly back to his car. He had an errand to run, and it
was fitting that he should run it at the dinner hour.
It seemed he had some crow to eat.