Chapter 1

Miss Bingley’s letter arrived, and put an end to
doubt. The very first sentence conveyed the assurance of their
being all settled in London for the winter, and concluded with her
brother’s regret at not having had time to pay his respects to his
friends in Hertfordshire before he left the country.
Hope was over, entirely over; and when Jane could
attend to the rest of the letter, she found little, except the
professed affection of the writer, that could give her any comfort.
Miss Darcy’s praise occupied the chief of it. Her many attractions
were again dwelt on; and Caroline boasted joyfully of their
increasing intimacy, and ventured to predict the accomplishment of
the wishes which had been unfolded in her former letter. She wrote
also with great pleasure of her brother’s being an inmate of Mr.
Darcy’s house, and mentioned with raptures some plans of the latter
with regard to new furniture.
Elizabeth, to whom Jane very soon communicated the
chief of all this, heard it in silent indignation. Her heart was
divided between concern for her sister and resentment against all
others. To Caroline’s assertion of her brother’s being partial to
Miss Darcy, she paid no credit. That he was really fond of Jane,
she doubted no more than she had ever done; and much as she had
always been disposed to like him, she could not think without
anger, hardly without contempt, on that easiness of temper, that
want of proper resolution, which now made him the slave of his
designing friends, and led him to sacrifice his own happiness to
the caprice of their inclinations. Had his own happiness, however,
been the only sacrifice, he might have been allowed to sport with
it in whatever manner he thought best; but her sister’s was
involved in it, as she thought he must be sensible himself. It was
a subject, in short, on which reflection would be long indulged,
and must be unavailing. She could think of nothing else; and yet,
whether Bingley’s regard had really died away, or were suppressed
by his friend’s interference; whether he had been aware of Jane’s
attachment, or whether it had escaped his observation; whatever
were the case, though her opinion of him must be materially
affected by the difference, her sister’s situation remained the
same, her peace equally wounded.
A day or two passed before Jane had courage to
speak of her feelings to Elizabeth; but at last, on Mrs. Bennet’s
leaving them together, after a longer irritation than usual about
Netherfield and its master, she could not help saying,—
“Oh that my dear mother had more command over
herself; she can have no idea of the pain she gives me by her
continual reflections on him. But I will not repine. It cannot last
long. He will be forgot, and we shall all be as we were
before.”
Elizabeth looked at her sister with incredulous
solicitude, but said nothing.
“You doubt me,” cried Jane, slightly colouring;
“indeed you have no reason. He may live in my memory as the most
amiable man of my acquaintance, but that is all. I have nothing
either to hope or fear, and nothing to reproach him with. Thank
God, I have not that pain. A little time, therefore—I shall
certainly try to get the better——”
With a stronger voice she soon added, “I have this
comfort immediately, that it has not been more than an error of
fancy on my side, and that it has done no harm to any one but
myself.”
“My dear Jane,” exclaimed Elizabeth, “you are too
good. Your sweetness and disinterestedness are really angelic; I do
not know what to say to you. I feel as if I had never done you
justice, or loved you as you deserve.”
Miss Bennet eagerly disclaimed all extraordinary
merit, and threw back the praise on her sister’s warm
affection.
“Nay,” said Elizabeth, “this is not fair.
You wish to think all the world respectable, and are hurt if
I speak ill of any body. I only want to think you
perfect, and you set yourself against it. Do not be afraid of my
running into any excess, of my encroaching on your privilege of
universal good-will. You need not. There are few people whom I
really love, and still fewer of whom I think well. The more I see
of the world, the more am I dissatisfied with it; and every day
confirms my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters,
and of the little dependence that can be placed on the appearance
of either merit or sense. I have met with two instances lately: one
I will not mention, the other is Charlotte’s marriage. It is
unaccountable! in every view it is unaccountable!”
“My dear Lizzy, do not give way to such feelings as
these. They will ruin your happiness. You do not make allowance
enough for difference of situation and temper. Consider Mr.
Collins’s respectability, and Charlotte’s prudent, steady
character. Remember that she is one of a large family; that as to
fortune, it is a most eligible match; and be ready to believe, for
every body’s sake, that she may feel something like regard and
esteem for our cousin.”
“To oblige you, I would try to believe almost any
thing, but no one else could be benefited by such a belief as this;
for were I persuaded that Charlotte had any regard for him, I
should only think worse of her understanding than I now do of her
heart. My dear Jane, Mr. Collins is a conceited, pompous,
narrow-minded, silly man: you know he is, as well as I do; and you
must feel, as well as I do, that the woman who marries him cannot
have a proper way of thinking. You shall not defend her, though it
is Charlotte Lucas. You shall not, for the sake of one individual,
change the meaning of principle and integrity, nor endeavour to
persuade yourself or me, that selfishness is prudence, and
insensibility of danger security for happiness.”
“I must think your language too strong in speaking
of both,” replied Jane; “and I hope you will be convinced of it, by
seeing them happy together. But enough of this. You alluded to
something else. You mentioned two instances. I cannot
misunderstand you; but I entreat you, dear Lizzy, not to pain me by
thinking that person to blame, and saying your opinion of
him is sunk. We must not be so ready to fancy ourselves
intentionally injured. We must not expect a lively young man to be
always so guarded and circumspect. It is very often nothing but our
own vanity that deceives us. Women fancy admiration means more than
it does.”
“And men take care that they should.”
“If it is designedly done, they cannot be
justified; but I have no idea of there being so much design in the
world as some persons imagine.”
“I am far from attributing any part of Mr.
Bingley’s conduct to design,” said Elizabeth; “but without scheming
to do wrong, or to make others unhappy, there may be error, and
there may be misery. Thoughtlessness, want of attention to other
people’s feelings, and want of resolution, will do the
business.”
“And do you impute it to either of those?”
“Yes; to the last. But if I go on, I shall
displease you by saying what I think of persons you esteem. Stop me
whilst you can.”
“You persist, then, in supposing his sisters
influence him.”
“Yes, in conjunction with his friend.”
“I cannot believe it. Why should they try to
influence him? They can only wish his happiness; and if he is
attached to me, no other woman can secure it.”
“Your first position is false. They may wish many
things besides his happiness: they may wish his increase of wealth
and consequence; they may wish him to marry a girl who has all the
importance of money, great connections, and pride.”
“Beyond a doubt, they do wish him to choose Miss
Darcy,” replied Jane; “but this may be from better feelings than
you are supposing. They have known her much longer than they have
known me; no wonder if they love her better. But, whatever may be
their own wishes, it is very unlikely they should have opposed
their brother’s. What sister would think herself at liberty to do
it, unless there were something very objectionable? If they
believed him attached to me, they would not try to part us; if he
were so, they could not succeed. By supposing such an affection,
you make every body acting unnaturally and wrong, and me most
unhappy. Do not distress me by the idea. I am not ashamed of having
been mistaken—or, at least, it is slight, it is nothing in
comparison of what I should feel in thinking ill of him or his
sisters. Let me take it in “the best light, in the light in which
it may be understood.”
Elizabeth could not oppose such a wish; and from
this time Mr. Bingley’s name was scarcely ever mentioned between
them.
Mrs. Bennet still continued to wonder and repine at
his returning no more; and though a day seldom passed in which
Elizabeth did not account for it clearly, there seemed little
chance of her ever considering it with less perplexity. Her
daughter endeavoured to convince her of what she did not believe
herself, that his attentions to Jane had been merely the effect of
a common and transient liking, which ceased when he saw her no
more; but though the probability of the statement was admitted at
the time, she had the same story to repeat every day. Mrs. Bennet’s
best comfort was, that Mr. Bingley must be down again in the
summer.
Mr. Bennet treated the matter differently. “So,
Lizzy,” said he one day, “your sister is crossed in love, I find. I
congratulate her. Next to being married, a girl likes to be crossed
in love a little now and then. It is something to think of, and
gives her a sort of distinction among her companions. When is your
turn to come? You will hardly bear to be long outdone by Jane. Now
is your time. Here are officers enough at Meryton to disappoint all
the young ladies in the country. Let Wickham be your man. He is a
pleasant fellow, and would jilt you creditably.”
“Thank you, sir, but a less agreeable man would
satisfy me. We must not all expect Jane’s good fortune.”
“True,” said Mr. Bennet; “but it is a comfort to
think that, whatever of that kind may befall you, you have an
affectionate mother who will always make the most of it.”
Mr. Wickham’s society was of material service in
dispelling the gloom which the late perverse occurrences had thrown
on many of the Longbourn family. They saw him often, and to his
other recommendations was now added that of general unreserve. The
whole of what Elizabeth had already heard, his claims on Mr. Darcy,
and all that he had suffered from him, was now openly acknowledged
and publicly canvassed; and every body was pleased to think how
much they had always disliked Mr. Darcy before they had known any
thing of the matter.
Miss Bennet was the only creature who could suppose
there might be any extenuating circumstances in the case unknown to
the society of Hertfordshire: her mild and steady candour always
pleaded for allowances, and urged the possibility of mistakes; but
by every body else Mr. Darcy was condemned as the worst of
men.