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For in much wisdom is much
grief: and he that
increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.
increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.
ECCLESIASTES 1:18
KANE THUMBED THE REMOTE CONTROL TO REWIND the tape. Slade walked over and set his hat on the breakfast bar, took two bottles of beer from the refrigerator, opened them, and walked back into the living room. He offered a bottle to Kane, who shook his head. Now was no time to start drinking. Slade sat down in one of the armchairs. The whir of the tape rewinding stopped, leaving only silence. The silence continued as Slade drank his beer slowly, pausing between swallows to stare into space.
Finally, Kane broke the silence.
“Shit,” he said. “Shitshitshitshitshit. And
fuck.” He sighed. “What could Charlie have been thinking of? That
girl was young enough to be his granddaughter. What could he have
been thinking?”
Slade said nothing.
“And what about Faith?” Kane continued. “What
would make a Christian girl, one living in a religious community,
for Christ’s sake, take to whoring? It can’t have been the
money.”
That’s the trouble with detecting, Kane thought.
A lot of what you uncovered you didn’t want to know, and most of
the time answers just led to more questions.
“Well,” he said, “we’re going to have to find out
where that tape was made, where Faith was working. Although it’s
pretty much got to be the roadhouse, doesn’t it?”
“I know where the tape was made,” Slade said in a
small voice.
Kane went on as if he hadn’t heard the other
man.
“God damn it, this news will kill her father. Who
is going to tell him? I don’t want to do it. Maybe we’re better off
just dropping the whole thing.”
“I said,” Slade said, “I know where the tape was
made.”
Kane stopped talking and looked at Slade. The
younger man had pain, and what might have been fear, in his eyes.
As Kane opened his mouth to speak, he heard Harry and Sam coming up
the stairs. He jumped to his feet, ejected the tape, and put it on
top of the pile. The trooper investigators came into the
room.
“A wasted day,” Sam said, tossing his coat on the
floor. “You guys get anywhere on the girl?”
“Not really,” Kane said. He looked at his watch.
“It’s early, but I think I’ll turn in anyway. Get an early
start.”
Harry held up the tape of Charlie Simms and the
girl.
“What you guys watching?” he asked.
“The Sopranos,” Kane
said. “Charlie Simms taped them, and I’d never seen the
show.”
“What did you think, huh?” Harry said. “That Tony
Soprano’s as fucked up as a real bad guy, isn’t he?” He put the
tape back on the stack. “I’ve been watching that show since it
started. You should get cable.”
Kane put the tapes back into their boxes and
picked them up.
“I’ll return these tomorrow,” he said. “I guess
they’re still Charlie’s property.”
Harry and Sam looked at each other, then at
Kane.
“The mine manager got a call just before we
left,” Sam said. “Simms didn’t make it.”
“Aw,” Kane said, “that’s too bad. Did he say
anything before he died?”
“Never came out of the coma,” Harry said.
Kane took the tapes and walked downstairs to the
cell. He put the tape of Charlie, and the three he hadn’t watched
yet, into his duffel. He set the others on the edge of Slade’s
desk. Then he took a Clif bar from his bag and sat on the bed. He
tried to think of nothing while he forced himself to eat. Each bite
was like a mouthful of sand; it took a whole bottle of water to
wash the bar down. His mind kept jumping to the images of Faith
Wright and Charlie Simms, screwing their futures away. His life, in
Charlie’s case. Maybe hers, in Faith’s.
Kane could feel depression clawing at him, and he
set his jaw against it. He concentrated on trying to figure out
what he’d just seen and heard.
He could understand Charlie being there, he
supposed. Few old men would pass up a chance to get next to a young
woman, especially a man like Charlie, who’d always followed his
dick wherever it led him, even though that was mostly into trouble.
Charlie had to know the risks to his job, his marriage, and his
reputation, but the chance to get a good-looking young woman into
the sack would drive everything else from his mind.
Out in the office, the fax machine started
up.
Charlie is easy to figure, Kane thought, because
he’s not all that different from me. But Faith’s motives are much
harder for me to fathom. I’ve never been a teenage girl.
Kane was not naive. If he’d run across a teenage
hooker on the streets of Anchorage, he wouldn’t have thought twice.
The culture spat out rootless children in an unending
stream—runaways, throwaways, druggies, adrenaline junkies—and some
of them washed up in cities, even cities the size of
Anchorage.
But he hadn’t expected this here, even though he
knew that the trailers and cabins and slapped-together homes at the
ends of the dirt roads of Alaska housed plenty of the cruelty and
depravity that were epidemic in the world. Somehow, he’d been
seduced by the idea of Faith Wright as the dutiful Christian girl,
not entirely religious perhaps, but with the moral compass that a
religious, small-town upbringing had given her. What was it the
psalm said? He picked up his Bible and leafed through it until he
found the passage he wanted: “God is in the midst of her; she shall
not be moved: God shall help her, and that right early.”
Despite a life spent looking all too often into
the abyss of human behavior, Kane had retained a belief in the
saving grace of religion. Even though he couldn’t make himself take
what theologians called the leap of faith, he admired those who had
and stood safely on the other side. It wasn’t the aggressive and
hostile religiosity of Moses Wright that he yearned for, or the
superstition-ridden faith of his parents, but the quiet and
constant right behavior he had projected onto Faith Wright. He
wanted it so much for himself that he had imagined it in her.
Well, the videotape was the end of that. Probably
the end of Charlie Simms’s reputation, too. And he wondered what it
would do to Slade, who seemed to know more about it than he should
have.
Footsteps came down the stairs, and Slade walked
into the office. He picked up the fax, read it, and carried it into
the jail cell. Kane straightened up and made room on the bed. Slade
handed him the fax and sat, leaning his arms on his knees and
folding his hands.
“Looks like Harry was wrong about how long the
lab tests would take,” he said. “The fax says no gunshot residue on
Simms’s clothing, so whatever he did he didn’t shoot Lester
Logan.”
“Thank God for that,” Kane said. “Where are Sam
and Harry?”
“Upstairs watching Fear
Factor,” Slade said. “So they’re good for a while. I’ve got
some things I need to tell you, but we have to keep them between
us.”
Kane shook his head.
“I can try to keep you out of it,” he said, “but
we both know if you’re involved in a serious crime, it’s got to
come out.”
Slade was silent for a few moments.
“Yeah, I can see that,” he said, “but if there’s
any way you can help me, I’d appreciate it.”
Kane sat and waited.
“I’d only been out here a couple of months,”
Slade said. “I’d had the academy and the on-the-job training, but
this was my first solo assignment. I guess I wasn’t really ready
for it. They tell you all about procedures and precautions, but
they never tell you what it’s like to be the only cop for hundreds
of miles, to never really be off duty.”
Slade was quiet again, then shook his head.
“Listen to me, making excuses like some perp,” he
said. “It was a Friday night and I was tired of my own cooking, so
I went over to the roadhouse for dinner. I guess I wanted to look
over the action, too, maybe get some of it. The waitress seemed
friendly, and we got to talking. I ended up waiting for her in the
bar. Maybe me being there put a damper on things, because the bar
emptied out about eleven. The waitress showed up a few minutes
later with another woman. We had a couple of drinks, and one thing
led to another. I suggested we go back to my place, but the
waitress said she had a key to one of the rooms. I thought, what
the hell. The three of us spent a couple of very pleasant hours in
that room, and that was that.”
Slade was silent again.
“Only, that wasn’t that,” Kane said to prime the
pump.
Slade shook his head.
“No, it wasn’t. A couple of days later, this old
guy with a beard and earring comes in here with a videotape under
his arm. Says his name is John Wesley Harding and he wants to
welcome me to the community. Says the videotape is a gift. ‘It’s
only a copy,’ he says, ‘but I thought you’d want to see it. In
fact, I think you should watch it right now.’
“By now, I’ve already got an idea what’s coming.
So I bring the tape upstairs here and put it into the VCR, and
there we are, the three of us, doing what comes naturally.
“The old guy has followed me upstairs, so I don’t
have to go far to get my hands around his neck. ‘What are you
showing this to me for?’ I ask him. ‘There’s no law against
consenting adults doing what they want.’
“The old guy kind of cackles and says,
‘Consenting adults? That Tracy there, she’s a working girl. And the
other one? She’s married. You don’t want your bosses to see this,
especially when you think about the story that can be told around
this tape.’
“So I let go of the old bastard and start
thinking, and the more thinking I do, the worse it gets. ‘What do
you want from me?’ I ask.
“ ‘Nothing,’ he says, ‘except for you to remember
that I’m providing a necessary service over at the roadhouse and it
would be a shame to disrupt it.’ ”
Slade unfolded his hands and held them up,
looking at them like he’d never seen them before.
“Of course, that wasn’t all,” Kane said.
“No, it wasn’t,” Slade said. “I figured the odds
were good it wouldn’t be. So I didn’t intervene in the whorehouse
part of the operation, but I kept a close eye on it.”
“Close enough that you knew Faith had joined it?”
Kane asked.
The trooper nodded and dropped his hands.
“Yeah,” he said, “so I pulled her over one day on
the highway and we had a little talk. She made it clear to me that
she was older than sixteen, which is the age of consent in this
state, and that she was a volunteer. Needed the money for college,
she said. Told me there were no drugs involved or anything else.
She just laid it all out, as calm and cool as could be.
“I couldn’t see any reason to intervene,
especially with the original of that tape in the background.”
“What did you do with your copy?” Kane
asked.
Slade gave him a startled look.
“Destroyed it, of course,” he said. “Why would I
leave something like that lying around?”
Slade stopped again. Kane just waited. He’d tell
the rest of it on his own.
“Then the girl disappeared,” the trooper said. “I
heard her father and the others were looking for her, and her dad
came to see me. After he left, I went looking for Big John. I found
him in the roadhouse office with Little John and braced him about
her.
“ ‘She was just fine when she left work Friday
evening,’ he told me. ‘Maybe she just decided to take off and make
a movie.’ Then he laughed and gave me a look. I got the point. I
went through the motions of looking for her, but with no evidence
of foul play I was happy to soft-pedal the whole thing.”
Slade stopped then and took a couple of deep
breaths.
“If anything happened to her because I dragged my
feet,” he said.
Kane stood up, walked over, and kicked the
trooper’s desk. Then he started pacing.
“You should have locked the old bastard up right
after he showed you the tape, then gotten on the telephone,” he
said, trying to sound more confident than he felt. “Your bosses
were young once, so if they thought you had any real cop in you
they’d have helped you survive this. No matter what we tell the
public, we’re not a band of God’s angels, and we all know
it.”
He paced some more.
“Here’s what’s going to happen. You and I are
going to question the boy and his brother and fill in the blanks
about Faith as best we can. Then we’re going after Big John. When
we find his stash of tapes, a couple of them are going to
disappear. There’s no need Charlie Simms’s widow should have to see
the one, and you’ll be rid of the other. With any luck, your bosses
will never know.”
“What about the women?”
“I’ll find them and have a word, and the next
time you are deciding whether to do something stupid, you’ll
remember that I know all about this.”
He walked over and put his hand on Slade’s
shoulder.
“There are several ways this won’t work out that
well,” he said, “but we’ll take it one step at a time and hope. Now
get upstairs and try to get some sleep. We’ve got a busy day ahead
of us.”