12
And from the roof he saw a
woman washing herself;
and the woman was very beautiful to look upon.
and the woman was very beautiful to look upon.
2 SAMUEL 11:2
KANE AWOKE WITH A START, THE HAIRS ON THE BACK OF his neck standing upright, his hands groping for a weapon. Then he remembered he didn’t have one. If I’m going to do this for any length of time, he thought, I’m going to have to get over my qualms about guns.
That’s the thing about living in the world. So
many problems to deal with. Life in prison was simpler. He was
beginning to understand why so many cons did things that got them
jugged again.
His eyes scanned the room, finding only darkness
in varying shapes and depths. His ears sought sounds and heard only
the soughing of his breath and the hammering of his heart. He lay
there breathing deeply and waited for his pulse to slow. When he
was calmer, he unzipped his sleeping bag, put his bare feet on the
hard, cold floor, walked across the room, switched on the lights,
and looked around.
The little cabin looked like a cave that bears
had been wrestling in. Before turning in, Kane had moved the bed
out of sight of the remaining window, shoving a chair and small
table haphazardly out of the way. There was a short curtain on that
window, but nothing to keep someone from looking in to find a
target. He’d searched the cabin for a better covering and, finding
none, had settled for stuffing the cushions from the chairs into
the window opening. Then he’d wedged the door shut, unrolled his
bag, undressed, and crawled in. He lay there thinking about how
he’d get out of the cabin if somebody set fire to it. Just when he
decided he was too wound-up to fall asleep, he did.
Satisfied that there was no immediate danger,
Kane put on a polypropylene union suit and socks and started a fire
in the wood stove. Then he walked into the tiny bathroom and stood
eyeing the phone-booth-sized metal shower stall. The electric water
heater that stood next to it was warm to the touch, so he decided
to risk it. He stripped off his clothing, turned on the water, and,
clenching his teeth, walked into the stall. He showered in tepid
water, toweled off, and got dressed. Only then did he think to look
at his watch. It was five-thirty a.m., far too early to do much of
anything in the way of detecting.
There was no stove in the kitchen, and no
refrigerator, either. Cooking was done on the wood stove, he
decided, and there was probably a trapdoor somewhere in the cabin
floor over a hole in permafrost that served as a cooler. They
haven’t given me the VIP quarters, he thought, and laughed. More
likely they figured a guy just out of prison wouldn’t be
comfortable in anything fancy.
He rummaged in the single cupboard, found a small
pot, and filled it with water. He carried it over, set it on top of
the wood stove, and waited. When it started to boil, he rinsed his
traveling mug with hot water to warm it up, then poured coffee into
a one-cup dripper, set it on the mug, and poured water through it.
Just one day in Rejoice, he thought, and I’m already breaking the
rules.
He carried the cup into the bathroom and balanced
it on the edge of the tiny sink. He filled the sink with water and
shaved, maneuvering his face so he could see it in the scrap of
mirror, alternating razor strokes with sips of coffee. When he
finished, he examined the result. Even without the scar, not much
chance of being chosen as Brad Pitt’s stand-in.
He went back into the living room and made
himself another cup of coffee. The beans were Guatemalan, bought
from an Anchorage roaster, and the brew that resulted was, Kane
decided, what they served for breakfast in heaven. Good coffee was
one of the things he’d really missed in prison, along with, oh,
everything else. He was happy to be able to indulge in small
pleasures again.
He sat on the bed and read through his notes,
took out a legal-sized tablet and pencil, and began sketching. He
put Faith Wright in a box in the middle of the page and started a
connections matrix. The problem was, everyone was connected to her
somehow, and connected to everyone else for that matter.
He flipped the page over and tried doing the same
with himself, to see if he could limit the field of people who
might have shot at him. But once he put in the names of the Council
of Elders and the people he’d interviewed the day before, he saw
that he had the same problem: too many possibilities, too little
information. Rejoice had had plenty of warning he would be here, so
anyone who didn’t want him to find Faith could have been behind the
attack. Especially since all they had to do to find him was look at
the map in the community hall.
Of the people he’d talked with, only those away
with the basketball teams could be ruled out. And that wasn’t even
counting the people at the mine who knew he was here or, for that
matter, the “rough element,” who no doubt had heard, especially
after his performance in the bar. He couldn’t even be one hundred
percent sure that the attempt was connected to his search for
Faith.
Faced with nothing but dead ends, his mind
slipped off to other matters. He thought about making himself
breakfast, but all he had was oatmeal and a few freeze-dried meals.
He could do better than that at the cafeteria. But he knew his real
reason for going there was the hope he’d see Ruth Hunt again. He
thought about her for a while, searching for something not to
like.
“Well,” he said to the empty room, “there is the
fact she’s married.”
Kane knew he shouldn’t be thinking about the wife
of one of his employers in quite the way he was, but decided he
just didn’t have the mental discipline to stop. Laurie’s decision
to leave had left a vacuum inside him that feelings for Ruth were
rushing to fill. He’d tried steeling himself against such feelings,
but a few moments standing alone with Ruth in the cabin and his
willpower had just run out. Well, he thought, I’ll just have to
have the feelings, do this job, and leave without acting on them. I
did seven years, I can do this.
He thought for a while about Laurie without, as
usual, getting anywhere. Her departure still seemed as random as a
lightning strike. He knew that living with him was no day at the
beach, but she’d put up with him for so long, and stuck with him
all through his prison term, that he’d thought they’d be together
forever.
But she was gone from his life and she wasn’t
coming back.
He wrenched his thoughts from that channel and
began thinking about Rejoice. He supposed its government was
something between feudalism and monarchy, with elements of
theocracy and the New England town meeting thrown in. Or was that
the way to think about it? Maybe it was just its own thing, a
community shaped in part by its beliefs, in part by its
circumstances. Primitive because its conditions were primitive;
fundamentalist because its members’ beliefs were fundamentalist.
Still there after forty years because of the stubbornness of those
beliefs, compounded by misin-formation about the outside world and
a growing economic stake in the area.
Perhaps fragile despite all of that, Kane
thought, without the deeper historical roots of other communities
dominated by religious belief. One good shock to Rejoice’s belief
system, and the members might scatter like ducks that glimpsed the
shadow of an eagle. That prospect alone would be enough to make the
more devout members want his search to fail. But was their faith
strong enough to send someone out into the cold to try to murder
him?
Besides, how could anyone know how Rejoice would
react to a shock? History showed that belief systems could be tough
and durable. Why else were there people clinging to absurd beliefs
in creation myths, to outmoded ideas about women, to exclusionary
beliefs in their own righteousness? Why else would a couple of
hundred people be living out in this difficult country, clinging to
the contents of a book of dubious authorship. Was the Bible really
God’s word? Was there really a God? Why did that question seem
important to him?
These and other thoughts occupied Kane for some
time, until hunger and frustration drove him off the bed. He got a
folding knife out of his duffel and dug the slugs out of the log
wall, weighing each in his hand. He dropped them into his shirt
pocket, put on his coat, and let himself out, carrying a flashlight
in one hand. He walked through ankle-deep snow to the tree line.
Once there, he lined himself up with the cabin, switched on the
flashlight, and examined the ground. It took him a few minutes to
find where the shooter had stood, using a birch branch as a rest.
His flashlight beam lit up the plywood covering the window.
He must not have been a very good shot, Kane
thought. With the lights on inside the cabin, it would have been
hard to miss from here.
Kane followed the footprints through the trees.
They soon came to a well-worn path. He turned toward the town and
followed it, but other well-worn paths branched off. No way to tell
where the shooter had gone.
He walked back through the trees, keeping his
flashlight pointed toward the ground. The shooter must have known
the area well, to make his way back without using a light. But
otherwise Kane hadn’t learned much from his expedition.
Back at the cabin, Kane made a last pass through
the bathroom, then drove to the community building. At six-thirty
a.m., it was coming to life. Kane walked into the cafeteria and was
served powdered eggs, sausage of indeterminate origin, and powdered
orange juice. Every bit as good as prison food, he thought. The
only thing that set the breakfast apart were freshly baked biscuits
with honey. The biscuits were delicious.
As Kane was eating, more people arrived, most of
them nodding to him as they passed. He’d just about finished when
Ruth came out of the back, waved, and walked over. When he motioned
for her to sit, she shook her head.
“I don’t have time to visit,” she said, “but I
wanted to say hello.”
“I appreciate that,” Kane said, “and I do have a
question. Is there anyone here who would try to shoot you?”
The woman laughed, confusion in her face.
“You’re kidding, right?” she said.
“Not entirely,” the detective said. “The odds are
very high that those bullets were meant for me, but I can’t ignore
the possibility, however slight, that you were the target.”
The woman cocked her head to the side and
smiled.
“You have the most interesting way of looking at
things,” she said. “I can’t imagine that I’ve irritated anyone
enough to try to murder me.” She paused. “But I’ll think about it
some more and give you a definitive answer over dinner, provided
you’d be willing to buy me one.”
It was Kane’s turn to be confused.
“Buy you one?” he said. “I thought everything in
Rejoice was free to community members.”
“It is,” the woman said, “but ever since I came
here I’ve made it a point to have dinner at the Devil’s Toe
Roadhouse every other Friday. I did that before I married and
continued after. It’s something of a scandal in the community, I’m
happy to say. I’ve come to think it’s my duty to give Rejoice
something to gossip about.”
Kane laughed. She was starting to make him feel
human again. Feeling human, letting his guard down, had been
dangerous for so long that it made him nervous.
“I’ll bet,” he said, following that thought.
“Don’t some of the people there make you a little nervous?”
“You don’t know me very well,” she said, “if you
think the crowd at the roadhouse would make me nervous.”
So they set a time to meet, and the woman went
back to her chores.
Thomas Wright came into the cafeteria just as
Kane was finishing his breakfast. He saw the detective and walked
over.
“You’re up early,” he said, waving a hand at
Kane’s empty plate. “I just heard about the shooting at your cabin.
Praise God no one was hurt.”
“Someone must have gotten up early to deliver
that news,” Kane said.
“Gossip never sleeps,” Wright said with a
smile.
“Can you sit for a minute?” Kane asked.
Wright sat.
“What are you going to do about the shooting?” he
asked.
“Well, I’m headed out to see the trooper anyway,
so I’ll report it,” Kane said. “Maybe when it’s light enough he’ll
come over and look at the crime scene, although what a bunch of
tracks in the snow would tell him I don’t know. Anyway, since the
shooter missed, I’m far more interested in his reasons than the
actual shooting.”
“What do you mean?” Wright asked.
“The fact that someone shot at me makes it more
likely that the reason for Faith’s disappearance is something more
sinister than her desire to live in the outside world,” Kane
said.
The two men sat quietly for a moment.
“I see what you mean.” Thomas Wright said.
“Shooting at you seems to represent a pretty serious objection to
trying to find her.”
“Yeah,” Kane said, “somebody must think he has a
good reason for Faith to stay missing. And I haven’t been here long
enough for it to be anything but the job I’m doing. I don’t suppose
there’s any point in asking who has hunting rifles in Rejoice.” He
pulled a slug from his pocket. “Specifically a .30-caliber or
7.62?”
“I’m afraid not,” Wright said. “I think every
home in Rejoice has guns for hunting and for self-defense and
defense of the community. We don’t have a police force, you know,
and there’s only one trooper for the whole area.”
“That’s what I thought,” Kane said, pocketing the
slug. “I’ll turn these over to the trooper, but it’s probably just
going through the motions. I’d better get started.”
Kane left Wright sitting at the table and went
out to his truck. As he pushed through the doors of the Arctic
entryway, he passed Matthew Pinchon, who was headed in.
“I thought you went to Anchorage,” he said.
“I felt like I was coming down with something, so
I decided to stay,” the young man said. “The team didn’t really
need me. We’ll win this game easily.”
When Kane was well away from Rejoice, he put a
Beatles CD in the player and tracked along until he reached “Here
Comes the Sun King.”
I may not have the sun, Kane thought, looking at
the dark sky, but I have reason to celebrate this morning anyway.
Being alive is a good excuse for song.
He drove through the frozen landscape, singing
along. The countryside looked as desolate and forbidding as ever,
but the music—and the prospect of dinner with Ruth—buoyed his
spirits.
Devil’s Toe was still locked up tight, but there
was a four-wheel-drive cruiser parked in front of the trooper
office, where the lights were on. Kane parked next to the cruiser
and walked in.
A young man with close-cropped hair looked up
from a computer screen. Kane figured him for about twenty-five, big
like all the troopers, wearing the full outfit with his Smokey Bear
hat lying on the desk.
“Help you?” he asked in a tone of forced
friendliness.
Kane walked over and sat in the chair pulled up
next to the desk.
“My name’s Nik Kane,” he said, sticking out his
hand. “I’ve been hired by the Rejoice Council of Elders to find
Faith Wright. I’d appreciate any help you could give me.”
The trooper had started frowning at the sound of
Kane’s name.
“You got some ID?” he asked.
Kane took out his wallet, removed his driver’s
license, and handed it to the trooper.
“You don’t have a private investigator’s
license?” the trooper asked, handing the license back.
“You are new, aren’t you?” Kane said. “Alaska
doesn’t issue them.”
The trooper nodded.
“We don’t have truck with private eyes out here
in the sticks,” he said. “Now, why should I tell a civilian
anything?”
“It’s like this, Trooper”—he looked at the
nameplate on the desk—“Slade. I’m here because some law-abiding
citizens hired me. I have the blessing of your superiors. I think
it would be in your best interests to help me. And of course, I’d
be grateful personally.”
The trooper gave Kane a hard look.
“I don’t think so,” he said. “I’ve given this
matter all the time and attention it deserves. I’ve got a lot of
territory to cover and plenty of crime to deal with, and I’m not
giving the departure of a girl who’s old enough to make her own
decisions any more attention.”
Kane was surprised by the trooper’s attitude. No
cop liked having somebody breathing down his neck on a case, but
Slade didn’t seem to think it was a case. Why would he begrudge
Kane a chance to make some money and, maybe, find the girl? Unless
he was just a kid trying to prove how hard-ass he could be.
“Okay,” he said to the trooper, “but I have a job
to do, a job that would be a lot easier with your help.”
“Tough titty,” the trooper said.
“You’re making a mistake,” Kane said. “Who knows,
I might be able to teach you a thing or two.”
The trooper leaned toward Kane.
“I’m not interested in learning to get drunk and
gun down unarmed civilians,” he said. “All I want from you is to
not let the doorknob hit you in the ass on the way out.”
Kane stood up.
“Fine,” he said. “I don’t know why you’re being
so stubborn, but I’ll be certain to report your lack of cooperation
to your superiors.”
Slade opened his mouth to reply, but the phone
intervened. The trooper grabbed the receiver.
“Slade,” he barked, then listened.
“Uh huh,” he said, “uh huh, uh huh, uh
huh.”
With the first “uh huh” he sat straight up in the
chair. With the second, he rose to his feet. By the fourth, he had
his hat on and a key in his hand. He put the receiver down and
walked to an upright safe, opened it, and pulled out a
shotgun.
“I’d love to keep talking,” he said, locking the
safe, “but I’m afraid I have to go. Somebody just stole the mine
payroll and killed one of the guards.”