6
The heart knoweth his own
bitterness.
PROVERBS 14:10
KANE FOUND THOMAS WRIGHT IN THE OFFICE TRAILER, sitting behind a desk, talking on a cell phone. He took the seat Wright waved him to and waited.
“Sorry about that,” Wright said when his
conversation was over. “Business.”
“That’s okay,” Kane said. “I’m surprised cell
phones work out here.”
“There’s a string of towers along the highway
system, if you can call the handful of highways we’ve got here a
system,” Wright said. “They actually make more sense than regular
phones. No wires to maintain.”
“I suppose that’s right,” Kane said. “Anyway, I’m
here to get to work, Elder Thomas Wright.”
“Please,” the other man said, “call me Tom.” He
grinned. “Just don’t call my father Mo.”
“I won’t be doing that anytime soon,” Kane
said.
“So, tell me about ‘Nik,’ ” Wright said. “Is it
short for Nicholas?”
This was a question Kane hated answering, but he
couldn’t see a polite way out of it.
“No, it’s short for Nikiski,” Kane said. “The
place down on the Kenai Peninsula? When my father first came to
Alaska, as a soldier in World War II, he saw the area and vowed
he’d come back after the war and homestead there. But then he met
my mom, and they got married and started having kids. They needed
money and schools and medical care, so a homestead wouldn’t work.
Anchorage was as far as they got. My father went to work doing
whatever he could. By the time I came along, he knew he’d never
achieve his dream, so he named me to remind him of it. Fortunately,
even he never called me anything but Nik.”
“Nikiski Kane,” Wright said. “Your father sounds
like something of a romantic.”
“I suppose he was,” Kane said. “And then there’s
the fact he was dead drunk the day I was born. But that’s another
story.”
The two men sat silently for a moment.
“Fathers aren’t always what we’d wish them to
be,” Wright said.
“Too true,” Kane said. “Anyway, have you told the
other members of the community what I’m up to?”
“Yes,” Wright said, “at last night’s gathering.
If you are here, I’d like to introduce you formally at tonight’s
gathering. But the members of the community already know to expect
you to ask questions, and I asked them to answer as openly as
possible.”
“You don’t expect members of your community to
withhold information, do you?” Kane asked.
Wright gave him a wistful smile.
“Religion is important to most members of this
community,” he said, “but it is a community of human beings. Not
saints.”
“Or Angels?” Kane asked.
Wright’s smile faded.
“I know others call us that,” he said, “but it’s
not a name we picked for ourselves. ‘Pride, and arrogancy . . . do
I hate.’ ”
Kane cocked an eyebrow.
“Proverbs,” Wright said, “slightly edited.”
“It’s possible that your neighbors aren’t being
complimentary,” Kane said. “There must be friction between a
community like this and, say, the people around Devil’s Toe who are
engaged in more worldly pursuits.”
“There is,” Wright agreed. “But is that of
concern to you?”
“Until I find out more, everything is of concern
to me,” Kane said. “You don’t suppose this friction might be
connected to Faith’s disappearance, do you?”
Wright was silent for a moment.
“You mean, someone took out their animosity
toward us on Faith? If that were the case, wouldn’t whoever did it
want us to know?”
Kane looked at Wright, who looked back with an
unruffled expression. I wouldn’t want to play cards with this guy,
Kane thought. He’s smart, and he has a good poker face.
“They might,” Kane said. “They might not. One
thing I learned in law enforcement is that people don’t follow
patterns. Each one makes his own. Or her own.
“Anyway, I should get started.” He took out a
notebook and a pen. “Let’s start with a physical description.
Height, weight, eye color. All that.”
Wright nodded.
“Faith is five-foot-six, about one hundred twenty
pounds. Shoulder-length blond hair, blue eyes.”
“Any scars, distinguishing marks?”
“She has a small scar at the corner of her left
eye, where a dog cut her with a claw when she was a baby.”
“That it? What was she wearing the last time you
saw her?”
Wright shook his head.
“I’m sorry, I just don’t notice those things.
Perhaps one of her friends can tell you.”
“A girl, you mean?” Kane asked. “Or is Faith the
sort of girl the boys notice?”
Wright squirmed in his chair.
“I don’t think these are the sort of questions
you can expect a father to answer. But Faith wasn’t seeing anyone
here in Rejoice, and I don’t believe she was attending any of the
social events at the high school.”
Kane had daughters of his own, so he understood
Wright’s reluctance to discuss anything bordering on sex. Every
father wanted his daughter to remain the little girl who thought
kissing was icky. And when she decided it wasn’t, he didn’t want to
hear about it. It must have been tough for Wright, he thought, to
have a daughter go through her teen years with no woman in the
house.
“Okay,” Kane said. “When did you see Faith
last?”
Wright’s story was straightforward. It had been
the previous Friday. They’d attended the morning gathering together
and eaten breakfast in the cafeteria. Faith had her nose buried in
her history book most of the time; she said she had a test that
day. She’d seemed normal.
“What’s normal?” Kane asked.
“Friendly, but reserved,” Wright said. “A little
formal.”
“A little formal? Even with her father?”
“Yes, even with her father. Maybe especially with
her father. Her mother did most of the child-rearing and kept our
family together. When she died, Faith and I grew apart.”
Kane understood this, too. Even not counting the
time he’d been in prison, Laurie had raised their kids almost on
her own. Kane was out chasing bad guys and, truth be told, hanging
out with other cops, who were the only people he’d ever felt
entirely comfortable with. He’d brought home a paycheck and doled
out punishment when called upon, but otherwise the fact that the
Kane children were functioning adults had been Laurie’s doing. If
she’d died when the kids were young, God alone knew what would have
happened.
“Faith said she had a couple of after-school
activities, as she seemed to every day,” Wright said, “but would be
back before dinner. Then she got into her car and left.”
“She had her own car?” Kane asked.
“None of us has his own car, but some of us have
use of one. When Faith chose to attend the regional high school,
the elders decided to grant her use of an old Jeep.”
“Where’s the Jeep now?”
“It’s plugged in outside the cafeteria building.
It was sitting in the parking lot of the high school, and we
decided to bring it back before it froze up completely.”
“Did anybody search it?”
“I looked around in it but didn’t find
anything.”
“How about Faith’s room?”
“I didn’t find anything there, either.” Wright
gave Kane an embarrassed smile. “I probably didn’t do the best job
of searching anything. It seemed like an invasion of Faith’s
privacy to me.”
“It is,” Kane said, “but invading people’s
privacy is a big part of this job. I’ll probably do a lot of it
here. That might make some problems for you.”
“We’ll deal with those as they come along,”
Wright said. “What will you do first?”
“Search Faith’s car and room,” Kane said. “But
before that I’ll need the names of the people who knew Faith best
and where to find them. Including your father.”
“Faith and my father weren’t really close, at
least not in the past few years,” Wright said, picking up a pen and
writing.
“Why not?” Kane asked.
“I’m not sure,” Wright said, handing him the
piece of paper. “I think he thought Faith wasn’t truly religious
enough. And when she left Rejoice to go to high school, well . .
.”
“Was that unusual?”
“As far as I know, Faith is the first child from
Rejoice to do so.”
Wright handed Kane the keys to both the Jeep and
the log cabin he shared with Faith.
“You lock things up here?” Kane asked.
“ ‘Lead us not into temptation,’ ” Wright
said.
Kane got to his feet.
“I’ll be around here all day,” he said. “Maybe
more than one day. So if you’ve got a spare bed, that would be
good. And somebody might tell whoever runs the cafeteria to feed
me, too.”
He turned to go.
“One more thing,” he said, taking the pictures
out of the manila envelope. “Do you know these people?”
Wright looked at the picture on top, which showed
a man in his late twenties with long, unwashed black hair and an
earring. The photo did not seem to have been posed; the man was
captured in profile, apparently talking with someone off
camera.
“I think this is the fellow they call Big John,
although the picture has to have been taken thirty years ago,”
Wright said, holding it up. “At least that’s what he calls himself.
If he has a real name, I’ve never heard it. He owns the Devil’s Toe
Roadhouse and some other local, um, businesses. He doesn’t run them
anymore, though, or so people say. That work’s done now by his son,
who answers to Little John. There is another son, too, younger,
named Johnny Starship. Named for his mother, they say. It’s an
improbable name, isn’t it? Starship? Anyway, I don’t think she ever
married his father.”
He stopped and shook his head.
“Listen to me, gossiping. ‘Let every man be swift
to hear, slow to speak.’ ”
“That’s from the New Testament, isn’t it?” Kane
asked.
“Some of us read the New Testament, too,” Wright
said with a smile.
He set that picture down and looked at the second
one, a man with shoulder-length brown hair and a bushy brown beard.
Like the first one, this looked unposed; the man had been captured
glaring at someone to his right. Wright was silent for a
moment.
“This is an old picture of my father, one I’ve
never seen before. It was probably taken not long after Rejoice was
founded.”
He gave Kane a questioning look, then picked up
the third photograph. The blood seemed to drain from his
face.
“Where did you get this?” he asked Kane.
“Someone had the pictures delivered to me. I’m
not sure why.”
“That seems strange.”
“It does, doesn’t it. Do you know her?”
“I do, although I’ve never seen this particular
picture. It’s my mother, Margaret Anderson Wright.”
He looked at the photograph some more. This one
had the appearance of being posed. The woman was looking at the
camera, joy in her eyes, her lips slightly parted and
smiling.
“I just don’t understand why someone would give
you her picture,” he said. “She’s been gone for so long.”
“Neither do I,” Kane said. “What can you tell me
about her?”
Thomas Wright was silent for a long time.
“I’m not certain this is a subject I want to
discuss,” he said at last.
“Tom,” Kane said, “if you expect me to work for
you, you’re going to have to answer my questions. No matter how odd
they might seem. Or invasive. Detection isn’t the straightforward,
scientific process they make it seem on TV. It’s a lot of fits and
starts and detours and dead ends. So you’ll have to humor
me.”
Thomas Wright sat silently for a while longer.
Then he sighed and shrugged.
“It’s not something we talk about much. And I was
so young when it happened, I have no firsthand knowledge. All I
know is that she left not long after my birth and was never heard
from again. She just wasn’t cut out for the pioneer life, I
guess.”
“Surely you know something. Take this picture.
Was this taken before you were born or after? She looks pretty
young here.”
“I wouldn’t know when the photograph was taken.
My impression is that my mother was quite a bit younger than my
father. As were most of those who came here to found
Rejoice.”
“That’s it? Aren’t you curious?”
“Of course I’m curious, but my father won’t
discuss it in any detail. I have asked others from time to time,
but they were very circumspect. Today, with deaths and departures,
I don’t think there is anyone left in Rejoice who would remember
her.”
Wright sighed.
“I know very little. And I’m not sure that’s a
bad thing. After all, the woman left her infant son and has never
made a single attempt to get in touch since. Whoever she was,
whoever she is, she has no interest in me. Why should I be
interested in her?”
“So you haven’t tried to find her?”
“Really, Mr. Kane, do you have any idea what it’s
like to try to keep something as complex as this community going,
let alone moving forward? Even if I wanted to indulge my curiosity,
I don’t have the time or the energy to do so. Or the resources, for
that matter.”
“I suppose there’s no reason for you to try to
find out something you don’t care to know,” Kane said. “Still, two
pretty young blondes seem to have vanished from Rejoice thirty-five
years apart. That’s interesting.”
“My mother didn’t vanish, she ran away.”
“How do you know that?”
“Everyone said so, and I’ve been listening to my
father complain about it my whole life. In fact, you should ask him
about it. He knows the details. Just stand back when you do.”
“I’ll do that,” Kane said, gathering up the
photos and returning them to the envelope. “Thanks for your time. I
guess I’ll get to work.”
He left Thomas Wright staring off into the
distance.
The things parents do to children, Kane thought.
But then, I’m not exactly perfect on that score myself, am I.