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Whose adorning let it not be
that outward adorning of plaiting the hair,
and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel.
and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel.
1 PETER 3:3
KANE TOOK HIS TIME GOING THROUGH THE JEEP, IGNORING the cold. A thickening stream of people headed for lunch passed him, but no one stopped to ask him what he was up to. This lack of curiosity surprised Kane, until he remembered that in small towns people spent a lot of time not poking their noses into their neighbor’s business. That’s how Anchorage had worked when he was a boy, before it grew beyond all recognition. Restraint was one of the things that made small towns work.
He didn’t find so much as a gum wrapper. That was
odd. Kane had been through the cars of dozens of young women, and
every one of them had been a mess. Either Faith was very neat, or
she didn’t want to leave evidence of anything lying around. Or
somebody else didn’t.
The driver’s seat was where it should have been
for a driver of Faith’s height, and when Kane inserted the key the
engine fired right up. He examined the Jeep’s seats with a
flashlight, nose to the upholstery, and didn’t find anything. If
something bloody had happened to Faith, it hadn’t happened in this
car.
He walked back into the building and into the
cafeteria. The tables were nearly full, and several women and girls
stood behind the long counter, ready to serve. Women seemed like
amazing creatures to Kane after his years in prison. Seeing them
made him nervous in some way, and talking to them even more
nervous. Well, he’d have to get over that. He walked up to one of
them, a willowy, dark-haired woman in her thirties with intelligent
eyes. She was dressed simply, in a way that neither accentuated her
feminine attributes nor hid them. Of course, Kane thought, hiding
that shape would take some doing.
“Excuse me,” he said, “I’m doing some work here,
and I was hoping to eat lunch.”
“You must be the detective, then,” the woman
said. Her voice washed over Kane like a warm breeze. “Help
yourself.”
Kane got a tray and loaded it with chicken and
vegetables while the woman watched him.
“Excuse me again,” he said when he reached her.
“Where will I find a hot drink?”
“I’m afraid we don’t drink coffee here,” the
woman said, “but I can offer you a cup of tea.”
“Why one and not the other?” Kane asked.
“Tea is in the Bible,” she said.
“Then I’ll take a cup,” he said.
The woman came right back with a cup of hot water
and a selection of tea bags.
“I’m afraid I don’t know enough to make an
intelligent choice,” Kane said.
“Try the Earl Grey,” the woman said, “most people
like that.”
She turned to go back to her work.
“Excuse me one more time,” Kane said, “but do you
know Faith Wright?”
The woman turned and looked at Kane. She had a
smile on her face. Kane felt happy to have put it there.
“This is a small community,” she said. “Of course
I know Faith.”
“Then, if you can spare the time, perhaps you
could talk with me while I eat my lunch,” Kane said.
She came out from behind the counter, and they
took seats at the nearest table.
“You know,” Kane said, dropping his tea bag into
the water, “I’m certain Elder Moses Wright told me that the
community doesn’t allow stimulants.”
“Elder Moses Wright doesn’t run the cafeteria,”
the woman said matter-of-factly.
“And you do?” Kane asked.
“Yes, I do,” the woman said with a smile.
Enough of those, Kane thought, and I might get
light-headed.
“Then I’m sure the operation is in good hands,”
he said, smiling himself.
“Did you ask me over here just to flirt?” the
woman asked. “With a woman whose name and marital circumstances you
don’t even know?”
“I’m sorry,” Kane said quickly. “I didn’t mean to
flirt.”
“It’s okay,” the woman said, placing her hand on
Kane’s. “Even we Angels recognize that the difference between men
and women is a gift of God.”
Kane slowly slid his hand away, then picked up
his fork and began to eat.
“It’s just that I’ve sort of forgotten how to
behave around women,” he said at last.
“I’m not surprised,” the woman said. “We were
told you’d been in prison. You killed somebody, didn’t you?”
The woman’s matter-of-fact attitude toward his
history surprised Kane. It must have shown in his face.
“Don’t worry,” the woman said. She picked up
Kane’s spoon, lifted the tea bag from the water, set it in the
spoon’s bowl, wrapped the string around it and squeezed. Dark drops
fell into the water. She unwrapped the tea bag, set it down on the
table, and used the spoon to stir Kane’s tea. “We were also told
that you served many years in prison for a crime but were finally
cleared by the authorities.”
Kane was sure he was goggling at her by now. She
laughed.
“We’re used to talking about sins here, our own
and other people’s,” she said. “We have many members who came here
to get away from what they’d done elsewhere, to start over. So if
you’d like to talk about it . . .”
To Kane’s surprise, he found he wanted to tell
her all about the shooting and the years in prison. But he shook
his head.
“I don’t think we have time for that right now,”
he said. “Perhaps you could tell me what you know about Faith
Wright?”
The woman looked at him for a long time. As Kane
looked back, he could feel something fluttering around in his
stomach.
“Okay,” the woman said, “some other time, then.”
She cleared her throat. “I’ve been here nine years now, so Faith
was seven or eight when I arrived. She was bright, well-mannered,
and seemed to be genuinely happy. She was a good student, and as
far as I know didn’t cause her parents a moment’s worry.
“But then her mother, Martha, got sick. You could
tell Faith was worried about her. The illness, cancer, moved along,
and four years ago Martha died.
“About that time, Faith changed. She was still
pleasant and well-mannered, but you couldn’t call her happy. She
seemed to go inside herself, somehow. Most people thought she was
grieving her mother’s death, but the change was permanent.”
“So you don’t think it was grief?” Kane
asked.
“I don’t know what to think,” the woman said. “I
have no training in psychology, but Faith’s trouble seems to be
something besides grief. Or in addition to it.”
“Is she a popular girl?”
The woman seemed to think about that
question.
“As I said, she is polite and quiet, she attends
gatherings and behaves well, so I guess you could say she is
popular among the adults. But she doesn’t seem to be very close to
the girls of her age.”
“How about the boys?”
“Faith is a beautiful girl. She could be very
popular with the boys if she wants to be. Several of them tried to
get close to her, but she gave them no encouragement and they
wandered off. Looking for a better reception elsewhere, no
doubt.”
“You don’t seem to have a very high opinion of
men,” Kane said.
The woman smiled.
“I’m realistic about men,” she said. “They want
what they want.” Her smile got bigger. “But, then again, so do
women.”
Kane found himself looking into the woman’s eyes.
He felt warm and unfocused, as if she had given him some sort of
very pleasant drug. He drank some tea. Its bitterness brought him
back to himself.
“Were you surprised when Faith decided to attend
school outside Rejoice?” Kane asked.
Again, the woman seemed to think.
“No, I guess not,” she said. “Faith is very much
her own person, in a way that few people in Rejoice are. Oh, I
mean, we’re all individuals, but in mostly acceptable ways. Rejoice
is a place with few rules but strong customs, and going against the
customs is something most won’t do. But doing so doesn’t seem to
bother Faith.”
“How does she get along with her family?”
“With her father, you mean? They seem to get
along all right, but on a superficial level. And sometimes, when he
wasn’t looking, she would give him a look that might have been
anger. But if she thought someone was watching, she covered it up
quickly.”
“You seem to be very observant,” Kane said.
The woman inclined her head and said, “When I
came here I saw that there weren’t really any written rules,” she
said, “so I watched others to learn. It suited my personality,
anyway. I like watching people. I think they’re fascinating. For
instance, I think it would be fun to watch you do your
investigation.”
“Probably not,” Kane said. “Most investigating is
pretty tedious, asking the same questions over and over again. How
did Faith get along with her grandfather?”
“All you want is the facts, eh?” the woman said.
Again, she paused to think.
“You know, I don’t believe I see her much with
her grandfather,” she said. “Oh, they are at meals and gatherings
and so on, but they don’t seem to interact very often. Can’t say I
blame Faith much. If he were my grandfather, I wouldn’t spend any
more time around him than I had to, either.”
“You don’t like Elder Moses Wright?” Kane
asked.
“Let’s just say that his view of the world is
much more patriarchal than mine,” the woman said, getting to her
feet. “I’m afraid I have to get back to work. And you need to
finish your lunch before it gets stone cold.”
“Wait,” Kane said. “You never told me your name
and marital status.”
“You’re a detective,” she said. “You find
out.”
The woman gave him a big smile and walked back
behind the counter and into what Kane assumed was the kitchen.
Watching her walk made Kane want to jump on the table and howl.
Instead, he picked up his fork and finished his lunch, then took
out a notebook and wrote some notes on his interview with Thomas
Wright. When he read them over, Kane realized just how little the
man had told him.
The Montaigne passage came to Kane’s mind. Wright
had a contradictory character, all right. It must take some grit to
run Rejoice, but when it came to his family he was diffident to the
point of timidity. Unless he was hiding something behind his
reserve.
Kane added some notes about his interview with
the woman, then stretched his cup of tea out as long as he could in
the hope that she’d reappear. She didn’t, so he carried his empty
cup to the counter and went back to work.
Tom and Faith Wright lived in a log cabin about a
quarter-mile from the cafeteria building. Kane decided to walk
despite the cold. The sun was making its brief appearance over the
mountaintops, painting the snow an almost painful white. As he
thought about Faith and Rejoice, images of the woman in the
cafeteria kept intruding. Stop acting like a damn teenager, he
thought.
Kane kicked the snow off his boots and let
himself into the cabin with the key he’d been given. The living
room was small and tidy and missing something. A television set,
Kane decided. Satellite TV had reached even the most remote
settlements in rural Alaska. Few made the choice to forgo
television.
The room contained a big, potbellied stove, a
sofa that had seen better days, and a couple of chairs that looked
handmade. Tacked to the walls were big, bright primitive paintings
of tropical scenes, signed “Faith” in a childish scrawl.
Kane went through the room thoroughly, and found
nothing but dust bunnies. The kitchen contained basic cooking and
eating utensils, some canned and dried food and nothing more.
Probably just emergency rations, Kane thought. Who’d cook with the
cafeteria so close? He walked back into the living room.
To Kane’s right was a short hallway that ended in
a bathroom. Bedrooms were to the left and right. He went into the
one on the right and switched on the light.
The bed was covered with a wool blanket and made
exactly the way they’d taught him to make one in boot camp. It was
only when he opened the door to the small closet that Kane was sure
he was in the girl’s room. A single dress hung there, a blue summer
dress with white flowers. The rest of the clothes looked as if
they’d been chosen for warmth.
The small chest of drawers contained utilitarian
underwear, socks, a scant assortment of T-shirts, and a couple of
pairs of jeans. A bottle of hand lotion and a tube of lip balm
stood on top. Nothing under the mattress or under the bed. No
hiding places were possible in the log walls. The floor had no
obvious hollow spots. Without a hammer and a wrecking bar, he
wasn’t going to find anything else.
Kane ticked off all the things that weren’t
there: cosmetics, jewelry, CD player, computer, magazines, posters.
The room suited a nun better than a teenage girl. Like the Jeep, it
told him absolutely nothing.
“Just what is it you’re hiding behind all of this
austerity, Faith Wright?” Kane asked the empty room.
Whatever it was, he didn’t find it in the
bathroom, either. It yielded shampoo, soap, and tampons. In
frustration, he decided to toss Tom Wright’s room, too. It was as
bad as his daughter’s. The only personal items were a pair of
photographs in a plain wooden frame on his nightstand. One showed a
young, pretty, blond woman holding a baby. Next to her stood a
younger Thomas Wright. The other showed a different family in an
almost identical pose: a very young, very pretty blond, a baby, and
a dark-haired version of Moses Wright.
Moses is definitely next on my list, Kane
thought.
He walked back into the living room and stood
there, trying to imagine where a teenage girl would hide things she
didn’t want found. He looked into the stove, which was full of cold
ashes, and into a medium-size wooden trunk, which held a collection
of women’s clothes that Kane figured had belonged to Wright’s
wife.
I don’t suppose you can afford to throw anything
away out here, he thought. Even difficult memories.
He was halfway out the door when he realized
there was something else he hadn’t found in Faith’s room. A Bible.
There was no copy of the Good Book in her father’s room, either. Or
anywhere else in the house.
“That’s strange,” he said aloud.
In fact, the whole situation was strange. And the
more he looked, the stranger it got.
I hope this isn’t one of those investigations
where I end up more confused than when I started, he thought, and
looking like a dope in the bargain.
On his walk back to the main building, he thought
about the tidy, empty cabin and how little it had told him. Or how
much. It reminded him of his apartment, and his prison cell. None
was a home, just a place where people slept and marked time. Maybe
Faith got tired of marking time, he thought. Maybe I will,
too.