10
For I have been a stranger in
a strange land.
EXODUS 2:22
KANE SPENT THE REST OF THE DAY IN INTERVIEWS WITH the adults of Rejoice, checking names off Thomas Wright’s list as he went. He had no trouble finding people, because they were all in public places, working. Kane dodged through the clear, crisp, thirty-below air, going from building to building and cornering them, introducing himself and asking questions that the workers seemed perfectly willing to answer without any fear of losing time from their tasks.
Some of the work was necessary to keep a
community the size of Rejoice going: cooking in the cafeteria,
medicating in the clinic, tending to livestock in the barns,
gardening in the greenhouses, teaching in the school, and a half
dozen people handling the paperwork that any modern American town,
no matter how isolated, generates in the
twenty-first-century.
Most of the rest seemed to be involved in making
items to sell during the next tourist season. People knitted and
sewed, threw pots and worked in wood, even ran a small printing
plant, which, that day, was producing color post-cards of a Devil’s
Toe ablaze in summer flowers and foliage and bathed in the summer
sunshine that lasted nearly around the clock. There was apparently
no end to the gewgaws tourists would buy, and Rejoice seemed
determined to supply any imaginable legal want, and to keep the
profits thereof. It was, Kane thought, like visiting Santa’s
workshop, if Santa made moose-poop swizzle sticks.
Kane talked to the schoolteachers, the town’s
doctor, and a sampling of the residents and got, when he added it
all up, nothing useful. Faith put no strain on Rejoice’s social
fabric, raised no questions troubling to its religious consensus,
and spoke only when spoken to. The town’s account reminded Kane of
what people said when one of their neighbors was revealed as a mass
murderer: He was such a quiet, polite young man.
The town was, of course, concerned when Faith
went off to the regional high school, concerned both for Faith,
among all those outsiders, and for what she might bring back to the
community. But Faith didn’t start smoking or wear revealing clothes
or go Goth, and she spoke of her experiences outside Rejoice in
steady, judicious, slightly superior tones, reassuring the adults
that she was a solid young woman and that their way of life really
was superior to that of those who lived outside.
Faith insisted to one and all that she was
attending the high school because its course offerings would better
prepare her for the Ivy League college she planned to attend, and
explained the extracurricular activities that kept her away from
Rejoice in the afternoons as extra polish for her résumé. Her first
year at the school, she’d played Mrs. Gibbs in the school’s
production of Thornton Wilder’s Our Town,
been co-chair of the canned-food drive, and worked as a copy editor
on the student newspaper, The Devil’s Toe
Imp.
As important to the adults of Rejoice were the
things Faith had not done. She had not become a cheerleader, a
position they were confident her personality and beauty would have
won for her, or joined the girl’s basketball team, which would have
suited her natural athleticism. With their skimpy costumes, either
of these pursuits, the town agreed, would have exposed more of
Faith to the world than Rejoice would have been completely
comfortable with. That, plus the fact that she did not allow
herself to be seduced by the secular teenage world of makeup and
boys and parties, reconciled the residents of Rejoice to her
choice.
After a year, the town was confident in Faith’s
ability to mix in the outside world without harm to herself or to
them. Once that threat was removed, and the novelty of having a
Rejoice teenager in the regional school wore off, the town paid
less attention to her comings and goings. So what Faith’s
extracurricular activities were this school year, no one could say
exactly.
The only off note in this chorus came from a
couple of twenty-something men Kane talked with, cornering them one
by one in the cafeteria when they came in from some outdoor labor
for a warm-up. They made a point of saying that Faith seemed to
spend a lot of time with Johnny Starship—“Can you believe that
name? What a wuss,” one of them said—who they figured was just
biding his time before taking over the family business of doing the
devil’s work. Careful questioning by Kane revealed that each of the
young men had harbored hopes of winning Faith for himself and,
although she had disabused them of this notion in the nicest
possible way, were still hurt by the rejection. Feeling that there
was nothing wrong with himself, each chose to explain it by
believing that she was interested in some other male.
The nonsmitten adults had another view. If Faith
was spending time with Johnny Starship, it was during the day and
in school, where, despite what you sometimes heard about American
public schools, they didn’t believe anything seriously sinful could
be going on. Besides, the contact didn’t seem to be hurting her and
could only help him. Everyone agreed that Elder Moses Wright
couldn’t have been happy about his granddaughter spending time with
the spawn of his sworn enemy, but it is, they pointed out, a
Christian’s duty to proclaim the Good News. Doesn’t the Bible say:
“Sing unto the Lord, bless His name; show forth His salvation from
day to day”?
Kane was sitting in his small interview room
turning all this over in his mind when Thomas Wright found
him.
“I don’t mean to interrupt,” he said, “but it is
time for the evening gathering.”
Kane got to his feet, and the two men walked out
into the community hall.
“Have you learned anything?” Thomas Wright asked
as they moved through the thickening crowd toward the front of the
room.
“Only that your daughter was well liked and
respected,” Kane said, “although what I heard did raise a few
questions I’d like to ask you.”
“After the meeting,” Thomas Wright said. “If
you’ll stand here.”
Kane found himself in the front rank of a crowd
facing the front of the room. After a couple of minutes, during
which more people straggled in, Thomas Wright stepped out and
turned to face the crowd.
“We are at the end of another day of working in
the vineyards of the Lord,” he said, raising his voice to be heard
in the back.
“Praise God,” the crowd answered
“Let us hear the Lord’s words,” Thomas Wright
said, and his father, Bible under his arm, stepped out.
“My text today,” he said, opening the Bible, “is
from the Gospel of Saint Mark, chapter four, verse eleven.”
“Speak to us of God’s word,” the crowd
replied.
The old man looked straight at Kane, then dropped
his eyes to read: “ ‘And he said unto them, Unto you it is given to
know the kingdom of God: but to them that are without, all things
are done in parables.’ ”
The old man closed his Bible, fastened his gaze
on Kane again, and expanded on his theme: the superiority of those
who believed over those who didn’t, Rejoice over the outside world,
and self-reliance over depending on outsiders. Kane locked his gaze
with the preacher’s and stood there, a slight smile on his
lips.
There was no telling how long that might have
gone on if the crowd hadn’t started fidgeting. Moses Wright, in
tune with his audience like any showman, sensed its unease, wrapped
up his homily and, with one last look at Kane, stepped back into
the crowd.
His son took his place. He looked unhappy.
“Once again, it is good to hear one of the
possible interpretations of God’s words,” he said, bringing a
titter from his audience and a scowl from his father. “Now, who has
matters to be brought before the meeting?”
What followed was a mishmash of progress reports,
complaints, and news, delivered by people in the crowd, some of
whom stepped forward in the same manner the Wrights had, others who
stood where they were and spoke. The community gave a prayer of
thanks that two of its members serving in Iraq remained unharmed
and a third was recovering from her wounds in Germany. It said
another prayer for the safety and success of the basketball teams
on their way to Anchorage. The rest of the proceeding seemed to
Kane to be wholly secular: production reports, plumbing problems,
plans for the spring and summer. There was some discussion of the
wisdom of opening an espresso stand in Devil’s Toe, those for it
stressing the profits to be made, and those against it voicing the
community’s aversion to nonbiblical stimulants. No vote was
taken.
When everyone had had a chance to speak, Thomas
Wright stepped up again and gestured to Kane to join him. Kane
walked up and turned to face the crowd. Seeing so many people in
one place, all looking at him, made Kane nervous, but he fought to
keep an easy smile on his face.
“As you know,” Thomas Wright told the crowd, “a
member of our community, my daughter, is missing. The Council of
Elders has decided that her disappearance merits investigation that
is beyond the abilities of anyone here. So we have employed Nik
Kane here to look into it. I know he has talked with some of you
already, and may want to talk with others. I urge you to cooperate
with him, to answer his questions fully and truthfully, and to aid
his efforts in any way you can. For now, though, I would simply
like you to bid him welcome.”
“Welcome, Nik Kane,” most of the crowd said.
Moses Wright and a few others kept their lips pressed firmly
together.
“Let us go now, walking in the light of the Lord,
until we meet again in the morning,” Thomas Wright said.
The crowd broke up, several members making a
point of going to shake Kane’s hand.
“Elder Moses Wright seems to have forgotten his
duty to strangers,” one middle-aged woman said. “The Bible says,
‘Thou shalt neither vex a stranger nor oppress him.’ ”
“And elsewhere,” her companion, another
middle-aged woman, said, “ ‘Be not forgetful to entertain
strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares.’
”
Kane laughed.
“I appreciate the welcome,” he said, “although I
don’t pretend to be an angel.”
“Neither do we,” one of the women said, “but
others still call us that.”
Kane was swept along into the dining room, where
he ate spaghetti and meatballs at a long table filled with Rejoice
residents of all ages and occupations. They asked him so many
questions about life in Anchorage that an elder had to intervene,
laughing. “Please, give Mr. Kane a chance to eat. We wouldn’t want
him to go hungry to answer our questions.”
Kane found his dinner companions to be an odd
mixture of innocence and sophistication, able to talk knowledgeably
about national politics and economics, but completely unaware of
things like property taxes or the price of a loaf of bread. They
got their information, he learned, mostly from the radio, which
meant mostly from talk radio and, thus, mostly from the rantings of
right-wing white men. So they thought the larger world was much
more dangerous and threatening than it was, much more sinful, much
more strident and partisan, much less friendly and compassionate.
Most of those who had more recent experience of the outside world
had come to Rejoice to escape it, their own fears and
disappointments reinforcing that view. Kane’s suggestions that this
might not be a full picture of the outside world were met with
skepticism, so he gave that up and used the time to try to learn
more about Rejoice.
What he found out was that the community was
hardly monolithic. Most of those at his table were unreservedly
Christian in their beliefs and fundamentalist in their practice,
but some were less so. That the two groups had worked out a
satisfactory relationship was clear, and it appeared to Kane that a
person could live quite happily in the town by respecting the
forms, if not embracing the content, of Christian fundamentalism.
Among the strictly religious, there was a wide variety of opinion
on both religious form and content. Some sided with Moses Wright’s
stubborn adherence to a literal interpretation of the Bible, while
others upheld the principle that each person was his own
interpreter of the Holy Writ.
“How do you manage to live together with so many
differences?” Kane asked as he rose at a sign from Thomas
Wright.
“Why, where else would we live?” one of the
Bible-quoting ladies asked, in a tone that made it clear that she
thought no sane person would want to live anywhere but
Rejoice.
Kane followed Thomas Wright back to the small
room he’d used to interview the teens, and both men sat.
“You said you had some questions?” Wright
said.
“A few,” Kane said. “Do you know what Faith’s
extracurricular activities are this year?”
Wright thought for a moment.
“I don’t really. I assume she is pursuing the
same sort of things she did last year, but I don’t know for
certain.”
Kane made a note.
“Okay, how about her relationship with a boy
everyone calls Johnny Starship? What do you know about that?”
“I’ve heard the rumors that they are involved,
uh, romantically, but don’t believe them. Faith came to me and told
me about the boy long before the gossip started. She said that he
was a nice boy, but troubled about what his father and brother did
for a living, and that she was trying to help him through that and,
perhaps, into a more Christian life.
“I asked her if she was interested in him
romantically, and she laughed and said, ‘Oh, Papa, I couldn’t be.
We’re the same age in years, but he is so much younger in every
other way.’ ”
“So,” Kane said after finishing his note-taking,
“he was just a potential convert to her?”
Thomas Wright smiled.
“Every Christian has a duty to spread the Gospel,
but we don’t try to trick or seduce or dragoon people into our
beliefs. At least, most of us don’t. I’m certain that Faith’s
motives were first and foremost to help a fellow human being, and
if through that help he came closer to God, so much the
better.”
“Does that attitude have something to do with why
there’s no Bible in her room?”
Wright looked confused.
“No Bible? Faith always has her Bible near to
hand. It’s the one I gave her when she turned seven and was old
enough to begin to understand God’s word.”
“Describe it for me.”
“Oh, it’s hardback-book-sized, with a padded
cover done up in brown leather with gold, stamped lettering. It was
actually quite expensive. I expected it to last her a
lifetime.”
“And your own Bible?” Kane asked. “I didn’t find
it in your home, and I don’t see it here.”
Thomas Wright’s ears turned red. He squared his
shoulders and thrust out his jaw. Kane began calculating his
chances of taking Wright down if it came to that.
“You said you wanted to search Faith’s room, not
my entire home,” Wright barked.
“Calm down,” Kane said. “You’ve hired me to do a
difficult job, and to do it I need to know as much as I can find
out about your daughter and the world she lives in. That definitely
includes the house in which she lives.”
Wright sat still and silent. Kane could see him
try to will the tension from his body. He took a couple of deep
breaths, unballed his fists, and let his shoulders sag.
“ ‘He that is soon angry dealeth foolishly,’ ” he
said, as if to himself, then sighed. “I apologize for my reaction.
I suppose you have a job to do, and as I am the one who asked you
to do it, I shouldn’t complain if your methods cause me some
discomfort. But do you really need to know about the state of my
soul?”
“I don’t know what I really need to know,” Kane
said. “I just pick up information wherever I can find it, and hope
that, somehow, it arranges itself into a story that I can
understand.”
“That doesn’t sound very scientific,” Wright
said.
Kane grinned.
“It’s not. It’s more like hoping for revelation
than waiting for the results of an experiment.”
Wright smiled back at the detective.
“How can I refuse a man striving for revelation?
I don’t have a Bible in my home. When my wife died, I put mine away
in a drawer in my office. I have not yet figured out how to
reconcile her death with faith in God. I understand all the
arguments intellectually, but I don’t feel confident of them and,
until I do, I guess I am estranged from God.”
“Doesn’t that cause you problems here? Being in
charge of a Christian community without sharing the faith?”
“It does,” Wright said, smiling again, “but it
also causes many people to pray for me. That can’t be all
bad.”
Kane asked Wright a few more questions, then put
his notebook away.
“I’m going to do some detecting outside Rejoice
tomorrow,” he said, “and one of the things I need is your written
permission to search Faith’s locker at the school. I’ll take the
trooper along to make it official, but when you’re dealing with the
public education system, it’s better to be prepared for
anything.”
The two men walked over to the office trailer,
where Kane dictated a permission form. Wright typed it into a
computer, printed it out, and signed it. Then he reached into a
desk drawer and came out with a key attached to a piece of wood by
a thin chain. He tossed it to the detective.
“We’re putting you into a cabin of your own, so
you can play the violin or use cocaine or whatever it is detectives
do these days,” he said. “I could show you where it is, but I’m
late for a building committee meeting. We’ve decided it’s time for
a proper church, and you wouldn’t believe the details involved in
that. But there’s a map in the community hall, so I can show you
where it is.”
The two men walked back to the community hall and
stood in front of a big, hand-drawn map.
“This is the way we keep track of everyone, and
know which homes are available for new arrivals,” Wright said. He
pointed to a large rectangle. “We are here.” He pointed to a
smaller one nearby. “That is my home.” He pointed to a rectangle
next to a much bigger one labeled “Airport.” “My father lives
here.”
“He lives far away from everyone else,” Kane
said.
“His home is on the edge closest to Devil’s Toe,
right on the road that leads to the highway,” Thomas Wright said.
He smiled. “My father says he lives there because he is Rejoice’s
bulwark against the evils of the secular world. Others say he lives
there so he can keep an eye on everyone else’s comings and
goings.
“You will be here,” he said, pointing to a
rectangle on the other side of the town, not far from the
greenhouses. As he traced the route to it, Ruth Hunt came into the
room.
“I wondered who still had the lights on,” she
said with a smile. “Are you lost?”
“No,” Wright said, “I’m trying to show Mr. Kane
how to get to the cabin he will be using. I’m late for a meeting,
so I can’t take him there.”
“You’re always late for a meeting, Elder Thomas
Wright,” the woman said, walking over and standing next to the
detective. She smelled of cooking and clean skin. “Where is
it?”
Wright pointed to the little rectangle that
represented Kane’s quarters.
“That’s not far from me,” the woman said. “I’ll
be happy to show Mr. Kane the way and see him settled.”
“Thank you very much, Ruth,” Wright said. “I’ll
leave you to it.” He picked up a marking pen, wrote Kane’s name
next to the rectangle, and headed off to his meeting.
“Not much chance of privacy here,” the detective
said, pointing to the names written next to other rectangles on the
map.
“If you live here for a couple of weeks, you
don’t need this map,” the woman said, “but it comes in handy for
newcomers.”
Kane retrieved his coat from his interview room
and followed the woman out into the cold.
“Just follow me,” she said, getting into a Jeep
very like the one Faith had been driving.
Kane unplugged his pickup and followed the Jeep’s
taillights through the darkness, thinking about one of the last
exchanges he’d had with Thomas Wright during their interview.
“Do you remember anything that might have
happened to Faith right after her mother died?” he’d asked.
“Anything that might have changed the way she acted?”
Wright had shaken his head.
“I don’t. Faith never said anything to me, and
frankly, those days aren’t very clear in my mind. It was like I was
living in some sort of fog. You may not know what it’s like to lose
someone close to you, someone you love, but it’s like a blow that
dazes you. It took me a long time to recover. If, in fact, I have
recovered yet.”
I do know what it’s like to lose someone close,
the detective thought. Laurie’s not dead, it’s true, but she’s gone
and she’s not coming back. And that’s every bit as inexplicable to
me as why Thomas Wright’s wife died of cancer. And every bit as
final. And I don’t have a faith to fall back on or a community to
support me.
Whoa, he thought. That sounds a lot like whining.
Better to think about what’s happened to Faith and get on with
it.
He pulled in behind the Jeep at a small cabin,
got out, and unlocked the door with the key Thomas Wright had given
him. Ruth Hunt walked to a box on the back wall, opened it, and
thumbed a set of switches. Then she walked back and switched on a
lamp, then another.
The cabin was one room: sink and sideboard at the
front, wood stove and a couple of chairs in the middle, bed at the
back. A long, doorless closet ran along the foot of the bed. There
was a window over the sink and another in one of the long walls
near the wood stove. Off the living area was a door that Kane
figured led to a bathroom. A trickle of water flowed from the
sink’s faucet.
“We keep heat tape on the pipes all winter, and
leave them running so they don’t freeze up,” Ruth Hunt said. “We
heat-tape the sewer pipes, too. It’s costly but cheaper than
replacing burst pipes all the time.”
She went to the stove and opened it.
“Why don’t you bring in your things,” she said,
“while I start a fire and get some heat in the place?”
It took Kane three trips to bring everything in.
By that time, a fire was going in the stove and the woman was
putting big chunks of spruce on it.
“This should make the place warm enough for you
to sleep in,” she said, “and I’ll leave you to do that.”
Kane was suddenly aware that, for the first time
since Laurie had thrown him out, he didn’t want to be alone.
“Do you have to leave right away?” Kane
asked.
The woman smiled.
“The community will be scandalized if I stay
long,” she said, “but I have a few minutes.” She walked to the
table and sat down. Kane took a seat across from her.
“Is your investigation going all right?” she
asked.
Kane shrugged.
“People are cooperative, for the most part,” he
said, “but no one has said anything that is likely to lead me
directly to Faith.”
They were silent for a moment.
“Well, that topic doesn’t seem to be taking us
anywhere,” Ruth said. “Why don’t you tell me about why you went to
prison? You said you would.”
To his amazement, Kane found himself telling her
about the shooting, about the force’s inability to turn up a gun,
about the newspaper and TV campaign demanding his prosecution,
about Jeffords’s refusing to intervene and about the district
attorney’s deciding to prosecute.
“I could see what was going to happen then,” Kane
said, “so I told my lawyer to string it out as long as he could so
that I could prepare for prison.”
“Prepare?” Ruth said. “How?”
“Physically, for one thing,” Kane said. “I didn’t
figure that, wherever they sent me, an ex-cop was going to be the
most popular inmate in the place. So I went on a diet and spent my
afternoons with the department’s hand-to-hand combat teacher. I was
glad I did, later.”
With the delays Kane’s lawyer requested, it took
nearly a year to get the case to trial. The charge was
second-degree murder, but Kane’s lawyer did a good job discrediting
the so-called eyewitnesses and calling into question the
Breathalyzer test results. So the jury came back with manslaughter,
and the judge gave him seven years.
“Is that a lot?” Ruth asked.
“The sentencing guidelines call for five years,
first offense,” Kane said, “but the judge said, ‘If the law tells
me to add two years for being drunk when you run over somebody with
a car, I’m surely going to add them for being drunk when you shoot
somebody.’
“And so I spent the past seven years in
prison.”
Ruth reached over and put a hand on Kane’s
wrist.
“You poor man, it must have been terrible,” she
said. “Couldn’t you have gotten out earlier?”
“I could have,” Kane said, “but I didn’t want
parole. I wanted to pay the full price all at once.”
“How did you come to be cleared of the crime?”
she asked.
“First-class detective work,” Kane said with a
bitter laugh.
The woman said nothing. She just looked at Kane
expectantly.
“The other kid there that night, the one they
called Train, got shot in a dispute with another young gentleman
and ended up in a wheelchair,” he said. “The experience seemed to
bring him to Jesus. One of the sins he had to repent was lying
about what happened that night.”
“Enfield, he had him a gun
that night,” Train Simmons told a police sergeant named Tater
Therriault who’d been on duty when the young man wheeled himself
into the station to confess. “That cop who got shot, he was
knockin’ boots with a young thing name of Sharilee. Was supposed to
be my bitch. Well, I couldn’t allow that kind of disrespect, could
I? When I find this out, I beat her ’til she told me when the cop
was gonna be in our neighborhood. Then I called in a phony crime
and shot the cop when he showed up.”
Train asked for a glass of
water and drank it down.
“Okay,” Therriault said.
“Then what?”
“I never shot nobody before,”
Train said, “so I dropped the gun and kind of staggered back. And
that dummy Enfield runs out his house and grabs the gun and starts
dancing around like some sort of crazy man.”
“Why didn’t you take the gun
away from him?” Therriault said.
“Man, I was tryin’,” Train
said, exasperation pushing his voice up an octave, “but a dummy
with a gun be dangerous. And that other cop got there so
fast.”
“Then what?”
“He shoots Enfield and falls
down. I grab the gun and book. And the rest you know.”
Therriault looked at Train
for a minute, then said, “You know you’re in big trouble, right?
You’re going to prison?”
Train shook his
head.
“Man, I’m already in prison,”
he said, slapping the arm of his wheelchair. “But long as I’m right
with Jesus, that’s what counts.”
There was a silence when Kane finished the story.
Kane broke it by saying, “After Train confessed, they had to let me
out and exonerate me of manslaughter. Even a drunk has a right to
self-defense. But it didn’t make much difference.”
“Why not?” Ruth asked.
Kane gave a rueful laugh.
“By the time Train found Jesus and all the
paperwork was finished, there were only three weeks left on my
sentence.”
Ruth ran her hand along Kane’s arm, and he could
feel the fist he’d made relax. Her touch was cool and exciting.
Kane reached out and put his other hand over hers. They sat looking
at one another for several moments. Then Ruth slid her hand out
from under Kane’s and stood up.
“I’ve been here far too long already,” she said.
“I must be going.”
Kane got up and walked around the table to stand
in front of her. He took both her hands in his.
“If you’re sure you have to leave,” he
said.
Up close, in the flickering light from the stove,
Ruth Hunt was so beautiful Kane had a hard time convincing himself
she was real. She dropped his hand, reached up, and, with her
forefinger, traced the line of his scar.
“Where did you get this terrible mark?” she
asked.
Kane wanted to tell her some story, or just tell
her to mind her own business. But standing there like that with
her, he found himself telling the truth.
“A man tried to stab me in the temple with a
sharpened toothbrush handle,” he said. “Fortunately for me, he
missed my temple. Unfortunately, he didn’t miss my whole head.” He
could feel the jagged plastic ripping down the side of his face as
he said the words.
“How terrible,” she said. “This was in
prison?”
“It was,” Kane said.
“What happened to the man?” she asked.
“He’s dead,” Kane said, feeling the con’s neck
snap again as the guards tried to pull them apart.
“You really have had a difficult time, haven’t
you,” she said.
Something big and angry crashed through the
window near the wood stove, buzzed past Kane’s ear, and hit the log
wall opposite with an audible thunk. As he threw himself at the
woman, Kane heard the sharp crack of a high-powered rifle. His
weight knocked the woman to the floor and he landed on top of her.
As they lay there, Kane heard two more bullets plow into the log
wall, two more cracks, then only the rushed rasps of their
breathing.