were not born in this body; Billy Slade was. His is not an old soul that was
you
in a previous life. He clearly has his own separate identity. Your spirit
only
recently arrived and settled in his body. That's not reincarnation, my
friend.
That's possession."
"Now just...one.. .moment," Merlin said, sitting up with an effort. "Are you
actually implying that I'm a demon of some sort?"
"I'm implying nothing of the kind," said Makepeace. "What I'm saying is that
you
were never reincarnated into Billy's body because, in a manner of speaking,
you
never really died."
"What?" Wyrdrune and Merlin said simultaneously. Kira and Jacqueline listened
with fascination. Blood stared at them all, completely out of his depth, then
he
just sighed, shook his head, and sank down into an armchair with his Scotch.
"Naturally I wasn't there when your so-called 'death' occurred," said
Makepeace,
"but I can make an educated guess about what must have happened. At the
moment
when you realized that your death was imminent and that there was absolutely
nothing you could do about it, you were still unable to accept it. Your very
soul screamed its denial. Now, faced with imminent death, most ordinary men
would simply resign themselves to the inevitable, but you were no ordinary
man,
Ambrosius. You never were. You saw yourself hurtling down to your death, and
rather than accept the unacceptable, you flung yourself away from your doomed
body and your astral self flew out into the ether. And when you found, as you
put it so appropriately, a body whose genetic makeup provided the necessary
compatibility, you simply moved in, like the proverbial cowbird muscling in on
a
sparrow's nest."
"No," said Merlin. "No, it can't be. If that were true, then that would
indeed
be..." his voice trailed off.
"Admit it, Ambrosius," said Makepeace. "You possessed the boy."
"If what you say is true," said Merlin slowly, "then it would answer many
questions, such as why I don't remember dying, or why I have no memory of
anything that's happened between my so-called 'death' and my awakening in
Billy."
"You must have blanked it out subconsciously," said Makepeace. "Part of you,
your physical self, had actually died, though you had removed your spiritual
self from that event via an out-of-body experience. So, in one sense, you
died... and in another sense you didn't. You broke the rules, Ambrosius. In
effect, you became a ghost, trapped between this world and the next. Until
your
astral self was drawn to Billy.
"Anyway," Makepeace continued, "it seems to me that the important thing is
how