touch. He didn't really need them, but they gave him a clerical, antiquarian
look that was often usefully deceptive. His body was lean and well muscled,
his
reflexes and instincts as sharp and quick as ever.
His grandmother, Igraine, had been a human, as was his paternal grandfather,
Uther. As a result, when Uther raped Igraine, the issue—Arthur—was a normal
human child. But his maternal grandfather, Gorlois, the Duke of Cornwall, was
of
the Old Race, and Modred's mother had inherited the genes and eldritch powers
of
the Old Ones. Morgan Le Fay had been a half-breed, as was Merlin. They both
had
the same blood running through their veins. Neither of them was completely
human.
Morgana herself did not know what she was till she met Merlin and he became
her
teacher. Merlin had told her the secret of her past and instructed her in the
mystic arts of thaumaturgy, but he never suspected her true purpose. Her
boundless ambition and her lust for vengeance had consumed her and
contaminated
everything she touched. She seduced her own half brother, Arthur, and gave
birth
to Modred. Through him she had brought down Arthur's kingdom, but when it was
over, she had been left with nothing. She could take no satisfaction in the
bitter irony of Arthur being destroyed by his own son. The spoils of her
vengeance were denied her. There had been no kingdom she could rule through
Modred, because without Arthur, the kingdom fell apart and there was no
Modred
to try to hold it all together.
With Arthur dead, the poison had gone out of Modred. He remembered Lucas and
Bedivere standing over him as he lay upon the battlefield, impaled on his
father's spear, and he heard Bedivere saying flatly, "He is done." Then they
had
left him lying mere and went to help their king, but Arthur did not survive
his
wounds. Modred had been certain that he would die of his as well. At that
moment
he had longed for nothing quite so much as death, and yet his body lingered,
clinging stubbornly to life in a way that no merely human body ever could.
He remembered lying on the corpse-strewn field of battle, looking up at the
darkening sky as the ravens feasted all around him, his body flushed with
agony,
tears of despair flooding his eyes. He grieved for the waste his life had
been,
never suspecting how much life was still ahead of him. It was as if the hate
that fueled him all his life had spilled out with his blood, and now he was
an
empty vessel, lying shattered and discarded on a field of broken dreams.
He had dragged himself away to heal and then had left England, to live first
as
an itinerant bard, then as a thief, and finally, having no other marketable
skills, he became a mercenary. It was a line of work for which he was
eminently
suited. He fought without passion or ideals and with no thought for
principles