FOUR
 
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NOW? BUT THAT MEANT . . . Could they really be planning an attack on the Keepers this soon? The thought of returning home frightened me as much as it compelled me. I wanted to get back to my pack as soon as possible, but was I ready to fight side by side with Searchers? I didn’t trust these people. My captors. They wanted an alliance, but they had yet to tell me anything else.
“Excellent,” Lydia said, re-entering the room. “I would have been so disappointed if I’d sharpened my daggers for nothing.”
A ripple of tension slid through my body. Lydia’s appearance was ferocious enough that it was a struggle for me not to shift when she was nearby. The scent of her clothes, the gleam of steel at her waist—she was everything I’d been trained to kill.
“Right now?” Shay strode across the room. The air around him was buzzing and I worried he was about to shift forms again. Apparently we were both on edge among the Searchers. “Are you insane?”
“Shay.” Anika spoke calmly, but her tone wasn’t unlike a sword sliding out of its scabbard. Smooth and deadly. “You are important here, more than I could possibly convey to you. But I am still in charge, and you will follow my orders.”
“I barely know who you are,” Shay snarled. “Why would I take any orders from you?”
I swore under my breath. He was about to change. Lydia seemed to sense it too. Her hands shot to the bright hilts at her waist. I snarled. The moment those weapons appeared, I’d shift too. I did a quick scan of the room. We were evenly matched—not good.
“Time-out, kiddo,” she said. “Take a breath. Or several.”
I knew Shay wouldn’t listen to any of them. His wolf instincts were taking over, and they were threatening something he considered his territory . . . me. He was acting like I was his mate. His alpha counterpart. And that meant I was the only one who could intervene. Though my instincts were shrieking for blood, I fought them off. It wasn’t worth the risk.
“Shay, wait,” I said, grasping his arm. His pulse was racing; I could feel each staccato beat beneath my fingertips matching my own. “It’s okay.”
“How is it okay?” He was still on the brink of shifting, but at least his focus was on me now.
“Because I want to go,” I said. “I need to go.”
As I spoke the words, their truth settled deep in my bones. No matter how little I knew about the Searchers, my pack was worth risking everything. I had to go back for them. I needed a fight. I was desperate for one. If that meant I had to fight with the Searchers at my side, I could find a way to make it work. At least I hoped I could.
Shay watched me, uneasy, but he was listening. I was taken aback by how deeply the wolf had marked him. The way he reacted to me was the way one alpha took counsel from another. That partnership made strong, unwavering leaders. If his mind was working on those terms now, I knew how to sway him.
“The pack, Shay,” I whispered. “Think of our pack.”
My skin prickled at calling the Haldis wolves “our” pack—Shay’s and mine instead of Ren’s and mine. But it worked.
“Do you really think this could save them?” he asked, and I saw his anger begin to fade.
“It’s our only shot.” I showed him my sharp canines. He smiled, understanding the signal that this alliance wasn’t us giving up. I was negotiating terms that the wolf warriors within both of us needed.
“She’s right,” Anika said, motioning for Lydia to back off. “We wouldn’t take the risk if there was another way. And it’s not just Calla we’re risking. I’m sending in our people too.”
I watched the Arrow, assessing her expression. Her face was set, resolved, her eyes alight with the fire of impending battle. It was true. The Searchers were risking their lives by heading back to Vail. And they were doing it to pull Guardians—my packmates—out of danger. It was the last thing I’d expected. I found it both thrilling and unnerving.
“Damn straight,” Lydia said, her own eyes bright as Anika’s. “Wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
Gazing at the two women, I was suddenly relieved that I’d be going into the fight with them, not against them.
“And unless we walk into the best scenario possible, which is unlikely,” Anika continued, “the rescue won’t happen tonight. This mission’s focus will be first contact. We need to go now because it’s Saturday.”
“Saturday?” Shay repeated.
“The weekend day patrols are made up of Calla’s packmates.” Anika cast a sidelong glance at me. “Am I right?”
“Yeah.” I nodded, though I was more than a little unsettled that she knew it. How did they find out about our patrol routes?
“To make this alliance happen, we need to start by gaining the young wolves’ trust, with the intention that a wave of revolt would spread through the Guardians from that initial point of contact. Calla’s presence will secure that trust, hopefully with a first step today.”
I almost smiled but stopped myself. For now I only wanted the Searchers to see me as serious in the face of battle . . . and dangerous.
“It would be some pairing of Mason, Fey, and my brother,” I said. “They rotate through Saturday patrols.”
“Here’s hoping it’s Mason and Ansel.” Relief flickered over Shay’s face. “That’s probably the best pair you could hope to meet.”
“But . . .” My own flash of joy at the thought of seeing Ansel and Mason wavered. “When I left Ren, he said that my packmates were being held for questioning. Do you think they’re back on patrol?”
“Did any of them know about Shay’s true identity?” Anika asked. “Or that he was going to be sacrificed at the ceremony?”
“No,” I said. “They knew nothing.” Guilt wedged its way into my chest, sharp as a knife between the ribs. How much danger had I put them in?
I thought of Bryn, of the last time I’d seen her.
“You ready for this?” Bryn asked. She offered me a bright smile, but I could hear an edge of fear in her voice.
“I’m not sure that’s the right question,” I said. I glanced at the ring again. This is where I belong. I’ve always known my path. Now I have to walk it.
“Just know that I’ll be right behind you.” Bryn took my arm. “None of the pack will let anything bad happen.”
“You’re not allowed to participate,” I said, letting her lead me out, down the steps and into the forest.
“You think they’ll be able to stop us if you’re in trouble?” She elbowed me, making a smile pull at my lips.
“I love you, Cal.” She kissed my cheek and headed for the ring of torches.
My blood was singing. I wanted to shift forms and howl, calling to the pack I’d left behind. I love you too, Bryn. I’m coming for you.
“Their ignorance works in our favor,” Anika was saying. “Once the Keepers have determined that you and Shay were alone in the plot, they’ll most likely try to return things to normal. They’ll want to convince the Guardians that nothing is amiss—it would hurt them to suggest that they’d in any way lost control.”
I nodded, swallowing the thickness that clogged my throat. “But Ren . . . they’ll know he lied.” My packmates hadn’t known what I’d done or who Shay was. Ren had. Did that mean we’d be too late to save him?
“We don’t have a clear picture of what’s been happening among the Keepers and Guardians since we hit Rowan Estate,” Anika continued. “We’re hoping to get a better sense of that before we execute the next phase of the plan. Even if you don’t meet the wolves you’re hoping to, we’ll still benefit from clearing up the confusion that’s ensued in the past week. The scouting team will rendezvous with one of our contacts at a drop point tonight.”
“You have contacts in Vail?” Shay asked. “You mean spies?”
“We do,” Anika said.
“Where?” I asked, racking my brain for how there could be Searchers in Vail that we hadn’t identified. It didn’t seem possible.
“Right now there are only two,” she said. “One in the school and one in the city.”
“In the school?” I gasped. “That’s impossible!” I ran through the faces and scents of my classmates, teachers, and the staff of the Mountain School. None fit into this scenario.
Anika laughed. “Not so.”
“If there were Searchers in the school, I would have known. The Keepers would have known.”
“Well, if we were stupid enough to use our own people as spies, we would have lost this war before it started.”
The speaker was new, his voice muffled. I turned to see a strange figure in the doorway. His face was obscured by the mismatched stack of books and tightly rolled papers that swayed precariously in his grasp.
“A little help,” he said. Adne, giggling, hurried forward and caught the scrolls that slid off the top of his pile.
“Hey, Adne.” The new arrival grinned. Now that I could see his face, I was even more confused. He was a young man, no older than Shay. Thick black glasses only made the sharp lines of his face more striking. But his most noticeable feature was the mass of hair atop his head. Swirls of ebony and vivid cobalt battled each other like a roiling sea that formed peaks and waves just above his eyebrows.
He stumbled into the room, propelled forward by the weight of his armload, spilling the mass across the tabletop.
“Thank you for coming on such short notice, Silas,” Anika said. “She’s just woken up.”
“I figured it was something like that.” He turned and gave me an assessing look. Not only did he have crazy hair, but he was dressed in torn jeans, combat boots, and a Ramones T-shirt. If I’d been confused about the Searchers before, with his arrival I was utterly stumped.
Connor, followed by a still skittish-looking Monroe, came through the door, took one look at Silas, and turned back around.
“Catch you guys later,” he said, waving good-bye.
“Stay,” Anika said.
“Aw, man,” he moaned. “Really?”
“Connor.” She didn’t veil the threatening note in her voice.
“I’m staying, I’m staying.” But he was staring at Silas like the newly arrived punk look-alike had just crawled out of a Dumpster.
“Nice to see you too.” The look Silas was giving Connor wasn’t any friendlier.
“Calla, Shay,” Anika said, ignoring their game of Let’s Burn Holes in Each Other’s Skulls with Angry Stares. “This is Silas. The Haldis Scribe.”
I stared at his rumpled T-shirt and mad hair. “He’s a Searcher too?” He didn’t look like one.
Anika twisted her mouth and I thought she was trying not to laugh. “As a Scribe, Silas can take a bit more liberty with his wardrobe. It’s unlikely he’d be involved in a field action.”
“What’s a Scribe?” Shay asked.
“A paper pusher,” Connor muttered.
“This coming from a quasi-illiterate,” Silas snarked. “What an insult. How will I recover?”
“Would you two lay off?” Adne said, turning to Shay. “Scribes manage our intelligence and archives.”
“That’s hardly an adequate—” Silas began, puffing up his chest.
“It’s adequate enough,” Anika cut him off. “Just say hello, Silas.”
“Fine, Miss Manners. Just trying to keep my reputation intact,” Silas said, deflated.
Their exchange bewildered me, and not just because Silas was so odd. Anika held the reins of this bunch—that was clear enough. But she didn’t seem to mind their constant jibing. Guardians had to submit to their masters. The sorts of comments the Searchers were always throwing around would garner severe punishment. But Silas, Connor . . . all of them treated Anika like she was a friend.
My muddle of thoughts was interrupted by the penetrating way Silas was staring at me. He cocked his head back and forth, as if trying to get the right angle on a strange new specimen that showed up on his lab table. “You’re the alpha, huh? Pretty. That’s interesting. I thought you’d be all haggish or something. We mostly hear horror stories about Guardians. You know, sin against nature all that.”
Sin against nature? What the hell is he talking about? I blinked at him, utterly unable to respond.
Silas’s eyes rolled to the side and looked Shay up and down. “Hmmm. And you must be the Scion.”
He walked in a slow circle around Shay, pausing to eye the back of his neck, and smiled. “And there’s the mark. Hey, hey. Things are looking up after all. Man, I’ve been waiting a long time hoping to meet you. I had my doubts that we’d get there. Grant says you like Hobbes. That’s fantastic. Too bad about the curse; sounded like your classmates were just about to embark on an interesting discussion when he got hexed. Oh, well.”
“Grant?” Shay sputtered. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“Grant Selby,” Silas said. “He’s one of our agents.”
“Wait,” I said, blinking at him. “Our teacher? Our philosophy teacher is one of your spies?”
“He is.” Silas smiled. “Good cover, huh?”
Anika crossed the room, sorting through the mess of papers Silas had dropped onto the table. “We obviously can’t get near the Keepers without being detected. So we’ve taken to recruiting humans to be our eyes among them. Not many, obviously; we don’t want to risk any more lives than we have to. Mostly they are people who stumbled across our world by accident, caught in the crossfire, that sort of thing. The ones who have a genuine interest in the war’s outcome usually offer to help. The most able are sent right into it. Spies.”
“And you have them teach us?” I asked. It seemed crazy. Dangerous and crazy. Who would sign up for a mission like that? Mr. Selby was either very brave or had a serious death wish.
“That school is the easiest place to track Keeper investments because it offers the juncture of human, Guardian, and Keeper lives,” Silas said. “And they employ only human teachers. We’ve been able to keep at least one and sometimes two agents on its staff for the past few years. They’ve significantly improved our intelligence operations.”
“He always has to bring that up,” Connor whispered to Adne in a voice loud enough for all of us to hear. “It’s not like he’s the only person who’s had an original idea in this outfit.”
I nodded, ignoring Connor’s snide remark, but then frowned. “If Mr. Selby knows about our world, why did he talk about Hobbes in class? Do you know what happened to him?”
Our teacher had discussed The War of All Against All—a topic raised by Shay but strictly forbidden by the school’s proprietors, the Keepers—and he’d paid for it. I remembered the way he’d flailed at the front of the classroom, spittle running down his face. Magical torture disguised as a seizure.
Anika grimaced, but Connor started laughing. “Yes, and it happened because he’s a sentimental fool. Nearly got himself caught there.”
He batted his eyelashes at Shay. “He was just so taken with the fact that the Scion wanted to talk about Hobbes. Thought it was a sign from on high or something.”
Shay scowled.
“It probably is,” Silas said. “If you’d crack a book, you’d appreciate the connection. But then again, you’d have to learn to read first . . .”
“You knew something like that was bound to happen when we let him recruit an agent.” Connor ignored the Scribe, speaking to Anika. “Silas has all the wrong priorities.”
“Grant has done exceptional work,” Silas sneered.
“That slipup almost blew his cover,” Connor said. “It was stupid, and he should have known better.”
“Better than that troglodyte you brought on board,” Silas said, shuffling through a mound of papers. “I wouldn’t set foot in that dunghill he operates. Then again, you probably already have all the diseases you could catch in the Rundown.”
“It’s Burnout, moron,” Connor said. “And it’s as good a cover as the school. The wolves are there all the time.”
“Burnout?” I gaped. “Tom Shaw is an operative?” I thought of the gruff manager of our favorite dive bar. A place we found refuge from the Keepers’ scrutiny—and were never carded. Tom was Nev’s friend, the drummer in their band. Was all of that just for show so he could glean information from us when we hung out at the bar?
“He is.” Monroe glanced wearily between Connor and Silas.
“Hardly the keen observer that Grant has been for us,” Silas sniffed.
“Tom’s got better connections.” Connor had pulled out his dagger and thumbed the edge of the blade while throwing menacing looks at Silas. “He’ll be a linchpin in this alliance. Grant hasn’t gotten his hands dirty the way Tom has. That school is a cushy place to cool your heels.”
If you aren’t being tailed by a succubus. Grant wasn’t the only one who’d been punished at the Mountain School. I squirmed at the memory of Nurse Flynn’s fingernails digging into my cheeks when she walked in on Ren and me. Then I blushed when I remembered what we’d been doing. I glanced guiltily at Shay, but he wasn’t looking at me.
“I like Mr. Selby,” Shay protested. “He was a great teacher.”
“Of course you like him.” Adne threw a stern glance at Connor. “He’s a brave man and brilliant to boot. Connor just has no appreciation for intellect.”
“You know you don’t have to defend Silas just ’cause you’re both overachievers,” he said. “My point is, intellect won’t save your hide at the end of the day.”
“That’s not necessarily true,” Shay countered, looking ready to have a serious debate. But Connor shook his head.
“I call ’em like I see ’em, kid. I’m not going to argue with you.”
“You just like free drinks.” Silas began scribbling furiously in what looked like some sort of logbook.
“God, you aren’t filing another complaint against me, are you?” Connor pointed the dagger at Silas.
“Actions unbecoming, threatening language . . .” Silas didn’t look up.
“I’ll just ignore it, Silas.” Anika folded her arms across her chest. “You submit at least ten of those a week.”
“Twenty.”
I was getting impatient with all this bickering. “How do you get information from them? How do they avoid detection?” We’d been talking about a fight. Was that ever going to happen? My teeth were sharp in my mouth and I was working hard not to growl every time I spoke.
“We keep two post office boxes in Vail, under aliases of course, but we give them each a key,” Anika replied, happy for the opportunity to interrupt. “That’s how we communicate. We change the name and box every few months and distribute the new keys. Vail has a lot of ski bums and seasonal workers who move in and out; it keeps interest in the rotating names low.”
I nodded, increasingly on edge. The Searchers had been watching us the whole time, and we hadn’t even known it. They were unpredictable, but that seemed to make them more effective than I’d first thought. My pride in the effectiveness of Guardian patrols was being eroded with each revelation.
“You’ll rendezvous with Grant tonight,” Silas said, pulling a crumpled piece of paper out of his jeans pocket. “I just got confirmation.”
Anika reached for the note. “Silas, we’ve talked about keeping correspondence neat.”
“I was in a hurry.” He shrugged.
“I wouldn’t touch that if I were you,” Connor said. “You don’t know where it’s been.”
“Shut up, you louse,” Silas snapped.
“Louse?” Connor laughed. “How deep did you have to dig for that one?”
“Quiet, both of you.” Monroe spoke for the first time since rejoining our group. The calm, forceful demeanor that usually emanated from the Guide had returned. “Anika, my team is set. Can we execute today, like we’d hoped?”
I held my breath, waiting for the response. If she didn’t say yes, I’d be damned if I didn’t find my own way back to Vail.
“Yes,” she replied. “Who’s the team?”
I smiled, running my tongue over my sharp teeth. Shay looked at me. I could tell he was worried, but he nodded. He knew as well as I did how much this fight mattered.
“Lydia, Connor, Ethan, and Calla,” he said, startling me. As much as I was eager for battle, it felt strange to be counted among the Searchers. Plus there was one name that still left me uneasy.
“Ethan?” I asked, remembering the raging eyes and maniacal screams of the Searcher not half an hour ago.
“He must adjust to this alliance as quickly as possible,” Monroe said. “There isn’t time to coddle him.”
“I agree,” Anika said. “Who else?”
“Isaac and Tess will help us stage the mission from the outpost.” He paused, glancing at Adne. “Jerome will weave.”
Adne sputtered, but Anika spoke first. “No. Jerome has been reassigned to a teaching post. He’s an excellent Weaver and he’s earned his place in the Academy. Adne is the Haldis Weaver effective immediately.”
Adne closed her mouth, looking smug.
“I thought with the nature of this—” Monroe began.
“No discussion,” Anika broke in. “Adne weaves. I trust that won’t be a problem.”
“No,” Monroe said, though he folded his arms across his chest, clearly unhappy.
I frowned as I watched the exchange. What’s up with them? Whatever the source of Monroe and Adne’s bickering was, I didn’t want it interfering with this mission. Luckily, neither did Anika.
“Good,” she said. “There’s no time to waste. Ethan’s already there?”
“Yep,” Connor said. “Should have cooled off by now. Tess works magic with the ravaged soul. Plus I think she gave him cookies.”
He winked at Lydia. “That whole Betty Crocker thing is how she snagged you, isn’t it?”
“I’m a sucker for oatmeal chocolate chip.” Lydia shrugged.
“Maybe Ethan hasn’t eaten them all yet.” Connor laughed.
“You’re about to find out.” Anika smiled. “Adne, open a door.”