1976
Working within the media is rather like being
employed as a snake handler. Sooner or later it’s going to bite you
back.
Judge not unless you’re prepared to be judged
yourself: the Bible is very clear on this point. Yet journalists
instinctively feel compelled to make extravagant judgement calls on
their subjects - endlessly measuring their talent, their political
and moral agendas, calling into question their public images,
belittling their fashion sense. Whilst this approach often results
in widely read copy and the promise of a highly paid column in the
dailies, it also tends to set those who initiate the process onto
the rocky road towards karmic retribution.
Of course, most news hounds become so gung-ho
ambitious and intoxicated by their power-playing status that they
conveniently misplace any residue of conscience that may have once
lurked within them. Without conscience there can be no awareness of
consequences; thus no awareness of the forces of karma. But
ignorance doesn’t prevent it from working its own mysterious magic
at all times.
Like Burt Lancaster’s sociopathic columnist in
Sweet Smell of Success, the hard-core media breed make their
bones taking indelicate pot-shots at the cultural movers and
shakers du jour, become - briefly - ersatz celebrities
themselves, lose all
perspective as a direct result, turn arrogant and lazy and
cultivate many high-powered enemies. Then they almost inevitably
become the victims of a scandal of their own making and have to
suddenly be put out to pasture by their long-suffering bosses,
their twilight years eked out in bitter alcoholic reclusion.
This is karma in full effect - powered by greed,
riddled with hubris, ending in drunken recriminations and unholy
isolation - and it hits worst when least expected. I was only in my
early twenties, with little knowledge of Buddhist theology to back
me up, but even I could sense its intricate sway over the very
scheme of human existence, if only as a form of divine
superstition. People in the seventies talked about karma as though
it was as obsolete as the kaftan but I knew I was still somehow
under its tricky spell. My charmed life was running out of blind
luck. My playhouse was about to get burned down.
Still, I had no ready clues about how or when my
judgement day would manifest itself exactly, though there was
always the distinct possibility of having my legs broken by
revenge-seeking aggrieved recording artistes who’d fallen foul of
my critical faculties. ‘You need to watch what you write, young
Kent,’ a disgruntled manager once informed me in a London
nightclub. ‘You’re making too many enemies in this business.’ He
wasn’t alone in this view. From day one, I’d been actively looking
for trouble in one form or another. It was only a matter of time
before trouble came looking for me.
In mid-’73 a tabloid reporter informed me that the
Bee Gees were planning to beat me up because of an unflattering
review I’d penned of one of their singles. Put yourself in my
place: you are suddenly told that the Bee Gees intend to break you
limb from
limb at an undisclosed place and time in the immediate future. How
do you react?
Well, if you were me, you’d make a point of heading
to a nearby record store and studying the sleeve of the trio’s most
recent album in order to see exactly what kind of physical shape
your opponents might be in. Scanning the cover I quickly surmised
that I might be in for a terrible thrashing. Two of the Gibb
siblings, Robin and Maurice, were reassuringly pasty-faced but big
brother Barry was clearly the one in the family who’d inherited all
the testosterone and muscles. He was also sporting more hairs on
his chest than you could count nestling against loud golden
medallions at a New Jersey convention for mafia capos. If he and I
ever crossed paths, I knew I was wheelchair-bound.
The NME threw a party in August at the
Speakeasy to further trumpet the fact that we’d lately become the
biggest-selling music weekly in the known universe, and the Bee
Gees’ publicist duly let it be known that the trio would be turning
up specifically to extract their pound of flesh. My co-workers at
the paper all thought this was tremendous fun and never wasted an
opportunity to tweak my paranoia further on the matter. But as the
evening progressed in a blur of alcohol and back-slapping bonhomie,
it became increasingly apparent that the three Bee Gees would not
be gracing us with their six-fisted presence. Only little Maurice
put in an appearance and he was so drunk he needed two minders to
keep him from falling over.
At one point, he stood about two yards away from me
and attempted to look menacing, but to scant avail. His face was
flushed like raw beetroot. His pair of human crutches quickly
encircled my would-be tormentor, shepherding him to the exit of the
club, and that was the end of that. In the battle between
myself and the Bee Gees, I had somehow ended up the victor by
default. Still, it was a pyrrhic victory at best. Four years hence,
the trio would become one of the biggest-selling and most
influential acts of the seventies - experiencing a second coming
that even Lazarus might envy. I meanwhile would be occupying the
same period of time as a homeless junkie barely staying
alive.
The fates were certainly frowning on me a full year
later when I found myself in Island Records’ Basing Street studios
in Ladbroke Grove watching Brian Eno record a track for his
Taking Tiger Mountain album in the company of John Cale.
Cale and I had been consuming cocaine quite liberally just prior to
this and so everything in the studio felt like it was somehow alive
and humming with diabolic energy.
Feeling fragile, I went looking for a toilet,
hoping it would prove to possess a more soothing atmosphere. I
opened the door to a dimly lit room fitted out with a urinal and
several separate cubicles and realised that I wasn’t its only
occupant. Six or seven strange-looking black guys were standing by
the urinal. One of them was holding the largest joint I have ever
seen in my entire life. It looked like a smouldering tree limb
wrapped in countless rolling papers. An entire pack of Rizlas must
have gone into its construction. The guy had to hold the thing
aloft with both his hands in order to get a hit off it. He was a
wiry arrogant-looking little fellow with angry eyes blazing out of
an enormous head topped off by a humongous mass of braided hair,
and he and his cohorts were clearly none too happy to see me
suddenly in their midst. It was Bob Marley and the Wailers taking a
break from recording tracks for their album Natty Dread in
the adjacent studio.
Although I’d briefly lived in a Jamaican community
in Ladbroke Grove two years earlier, I’d never seen a fully fledged
Rastafarian with ample dreadlocks in the flesh before. Now I was
suddenly being confronted with a whole gang of them. I felt like
Bob Hope in Son of Paleface, in the scene where the comedian
as prissy, citified dentist ‘Painless’ Potter - having ventured
west - comes suddenly face to face with a tribe of homicidal
tomahawk-wielding Apaches in full warpaint. If I hadn’t been so
looped, I would have simply turned on my heels and found an
alternative location for the emptying of my bladder. But cocaine
has an irksome habit of decimating presence of mind and so I
hurried to a cubicle, locking it behind me in shocked
surprise.
The next two minutes were awkward in the extreme. I
was so nervous I pissed all over my boots. There was loud derisive
laughter coming from the urinals. I steeled myself to make a quick
exit but knew I was doomed to experience an impromptu lesson in
what happens when different cultures clash in awkward
circumstances. As I edged towards the door, Marley started moving
towards me, flanked by his grinning accomplices. He had a
cut-throat grin on his face. He stood about three inches away and
spat out the word ‘Rasclaat’ directly into my worried face.
Apparently, it’s Jamaican for ‘scumbag’ or something equally
demeaning. I bowed my head and departed in haste. This was my
first-hand introduction to Jah Bob’s supposedly all-inclusive ‘one
love’ philosophy for mankind and all I could think was, ‘Oh well,
at least I didn’t get lynched.’
In the years that followed, Marley and his media
enablers would convincingly fashion a public image of the man as a
quasi-mystical deity that millions would unquestioningly buy into,
but my brief encounter told me he was as deeply flawed as any other
ambitious little man slouching arrogantly around the planet. I’d
never written a word on him or the Wailers. He didn’t know me
from a hole in the ground. He just took offence because I was
dressed flamboyantly and was sporting traces of eye make-up. It was
obvious he had a serious problem with men who were unafraid to
exhibit their feminine side in public. To Marley’s hard-eyed
Rasta-centric mindset spiritual salvation was not attainable to
Southern Jessies on hard drugs. He may well have been right
too.
Now fast-forward to eight months later. I’m
floating around the Roxy, the music-industry watering hole on
Hollywood’s Sunset Strip, when Led Zeppelin’s John Bonham and
Richard Cole suddenly decide to hurl their drinks at me and declare
- according to the notorious Zeppelin biography Hammer of the
Gods - that my life ‘isn’t worth piss’.
This wasn’t something to be taken lightly. Bonham
was a great big brick shithouse of a man who habitually became
transformed into a psychopathic farmhand out of Sam Peckinpah’s
Straw Dogs when over-inebriated, and Cole had the reputation
of being able to kill a man or woman with a single karate blow. I
got out of there as quickly as possible before any real physical
damage could be done.
The next morning, Peter Grant phoned me - all
sweetness, light and profuse apologies: ‘I’ve spoken to both Bonzo
and Coley . . . they’re very sorry . . . you’re still our ally.’ To
further mend fences, he invited me on the group’s private jet to
take in a Zeppelin concert in nearby Oakland later that day. A
sobered-up Bonham and Cole were duly apologetic when I arrived at
their hotel.
Later that night - at around 3 a.m. - me, Grant,
Bonham and Cole were all in Grant’s suite, snorting yet more
cocaine - Jimmy Page was in an adjacent room with a young woman -
and listening
to a white-label copy of Bad Company’s second album when the large
bay windows that opened onto the suite’s fifteenth-floor balcony
suddenly burst open and Keith Moon appeared in our midst as if
conjured out of thin air. He’d just climbed down the side of the
building from the roof of the hotel attached to some sort of
mountaineer’s winch and had narrowly escaped falling to his death.
His eyes were bulging out of his face like huge mischievous saucers
and he wasted no time in making his unruly presence felt in every
corner of the room. ‘I tell you what, playmates - that Raquel Welch
was on the blower to me again. She won’t bloody leave me alone.
It’s always the same old line. “Keith, I need you so desperately.
You’re the only man who can fulfil my needs.” I had to tell ’er
right there and then, “Raquel, love, you’re barking up the wrong
tree. Keith Moon can’t be tied down to just one woman. I’ve got to
play the field. Go buy a dog instead. Buy yourself a three-piece
suite.”’
Everyone fell about laughing. And I got to spend
several hours in the company of the two greatest drummers in the
history of rock ’n’ roll. Bonham absolutely adored Moon, and Moon
clearly loved Bonham back. But he didn’t seem to like himself much.
His moods shifted chaotically and without due cause. One minute
he’d be the life and soul of the party, performing his
side-splitting Robert Newton-as-Long John Silver impersonation to
everyone’s delight, the next he’d be talking glumly about his
aimless life in Hollywood and the difficulties of getting the other
three Who members interested in more group activities.
His face and torso that night were both extensively
padded with an unsightly strain of toxic bloat and behind his
customary shield of berserk bravado you could catch glimpses of a
man struggling to make sense of his own insanity whilst trying to
kid
himself that it wasn’t somehow all linked in with his continuing
descent into full-blown alcoholism. No wonder he and Bonham were
soulmates: they shared the same terminal disease. Moon had only
three more years to live, Bonham five.
The early-seventies rock scene had its share of
violent outbursts but that violence was usually ignited only in
hotel rooms, backstage facilities or small VIP clubs when too much
cocaine and alcohol were mixed together. It rarely spilled over to
the public sector. Paying audiences were never targeted for a
pummelling. Even the early punk bands didn’t physically abuse those
who’d come to see them. They’d abuse themselves instead.
This became apparent to me when I flew to New York
in April ’76 for a forty-eight-hour stopover whilst en route to
cover a catastrophe in the making: a tour of the US Midwest being
undertaken by UK bubblegum glam rockers the Sweet, who were then
trying to pass themselves off as virtuoso hard rockers, a kind of
poor man’s Deep Purple with permed hair and shiny jump-suits.
The three days and nights I got to spend with that
sorry bunch are forever etched on my mind. Imagine Spinal
Tap without the punchlines. The high-or-low point was reached
one morning in the lobby of a Holiday Inn in Cleveland we were
checking out of. The jazz legend Count Basie was also in the
vicinity and - being a friendly, non-judgemental soul - wandered up
to the group members at one point and offered his best wishes for
their continued success, even though he obviously didn’t have a
clue who they were. ‘Fuck all that, mate,’ tartly responded the
Sweet’s Neanderthal singer, who’d evidently mistaken the venerable
big-band maestro for a hall porter. ‘Help us load our baggage into
those limousines outside the door instead.’
Returning to New York I felt an immediate urge to
get high once more. Richard Hell phoned me out of the blue and
offered to set up a meeting with his heroin dealer. I jumped in a
yellow cab and hightailed it down to his grungy-looking
apartment.
We’d never met before but struck up a lively
rapport nonetheless. Malcolm McLaren had told me all about him,
anyway. His real name was Richard Meyers and he’d been born in
Kentucky: he and a school friend named Tom Miller had moved to New
York in their late teens intent on becoming published poets. That’s
why they’d both changed their surnames: Miller called himself ‘Tom
Verlaine’ in homage to Arthur Rimbaud’s dissolute literary
sidekick. Both were equally taken with the idea of forming a rock
group and Verlaine was already a more-than-accomplished electric
guitarist. Hell learned some rudimentary bass lines and the pair
duly instigated their first line-up-a quartet known first as the
Neon Boys and then as Television.
Unfortunately they soon developed vastly different
visions about what their group should be sounding like. Hell
favoured shorter, more dynamic songs that gave extensive vent to
his nihilistic world view. Verlaine felt intrinsically drawn to the
dreamy improvisations of late-sixties West Coast rock and his
lyrics often read like LSD hallucinations transposed into text.
Their club audiences around Manhattan during the early months of
1975 soon split into two camps: those who came to lose themselves
in Verlaine’s ethereal guitar solos and sensitive ‘starvation
artist’ persona and those who came to cheer on Hell as he
boisterously leaped around the stage singing in a grating voice
about being part of ‘the blank generation’, his chosen appellation
for the emerging seventies youth mindset.
Malcolm McLaren and the New York Dolls were part of
the
latter crowd. McLaren in particular was utterly smitten by Hell.
He loved his look: the short self-cut electric-shock hairstyle, the
ripped T-shirts and thrift-store suits held together by safety
pins. His rampant magpie instincts for kick-starting a possible
future fashion explosion were suddenly detonated the very moment he
first espied the Television bassist in the flesh. Hell’s whole
appearance was too radical to make an impact on torpid
mid-seventies American culture, but take the same ingredients,
repackage them first as costly designer garments to the lovey
fashionistas of London and then find a young impressionable rock
band to model them and turn those same designs into compulsory
high-street rebel-wear for youngsters throughout the British Isles
et voilà! Of course, he would only really be stealing
someone else’s ideas but basic moral considerations never seemed to
invade McLaren’s devious mindset. He was a little man with a big
destiny to fulfil and woe betide anyone who underestimated the
fact.
For his part Richard Hell saw McLaren as a bit of a
con artist but essentially harmless. No one in New York could
imagine that the nervous little red-haired Limey who’d briefly
convinced the New York Dolls to become Marxist sympathisers-a move
that utterly torpedoed their career - was actually going to rob
them of everything they were working towards.
At that exact moment in time, the New York scene
around CBGBs was ablaze with talent. Patti Smith was about to start
recording her debut album, but almost everyone else from Television
to Talking Heads was still unsigned and therefore financially
reliant on performing live in small clubs. The three acts mentioned
had nothing to do with punk rock, however. Smith, Verlaine and
David Byrne were all worshippers at the altar
of the art-rock aesthetic that came into play in the late sixties
with the advent of the Velvet Underground and the Doors, and were
now attempting to find new creative avenues for its expression
within the dilapidated context of mid-seventies Manhattan
clubland.
There were only two real punk bands on that scene.
The first was the Heartbreakers, who’d been formed after Richard
Hell had been evicted from Television at the end of 1974 by his old
school pal Verlaine, and Johnny Thunders and Jerry Nolan had walked
out of the New York Dolls shortly afterwards. This three-some
already shared one common bond: drug addiction. At first when they
played around Manhattan everyone had dubbed them ‘the Dooji
Brothers’, ‘dooji’ being one of many local slang terms for heroin.
‘Catch them while they’re still alive’ became the group’s
catchphrase whenever they were advertising one of their
shows.
Hell and Thunders - the group’s two leaders - had
enjoyed a brief honeymoon period of mutual admiration but soon fell
into open dispute about the Heartbreakers’ creative development.
Hell wanted to make edgy art rock based around his bleak poetic
insights whilst Thunders wanted to play simple-minded three-chord
rock that tallied well with his newly assumed image as a scrappy
Italo-American cross between Keith Richards and Arthur Fonzarelli,
the hero of mid-seventies TV show Happy Days. Their musical
alliance would end in tears by mid-’76, but in April Richard was
still a Heartbreaker struggling to keep his band-mates attuned to
his artsy sensibility when all they really wanted to do was further
promote their own junkie lifestyle to a small, like-minded clique
of followers.
Quite sensibly, no one remotely affiliated with the
US music
industry at the time - or even the incestuous CBGBs scene - felt
they had much of a future. Instead all eyes were on a younger act -
a quartet from Forest Hills who’d suddenly made a big impression on
downtown Manhattan. The Ramones were the real punk-rock deal: four
deeply dysfunctional young men who had never darkened the towers of
higher education and who therefore felt absolutely no affinity
whatsoever with the prevailing ‘rock goes to college’ aesthetic of
the early seventies.
Their music wasn’t about intellect; it was all
about instinct: geeky three-chord bubblegum rock played with
authentic primordial savagery. They sang about their aimless lives
as well as their often-morbid fantasies but did so with a kind of
understated drop-dead humour that immediately became hugely
endearing to anyone hip enough to get the joke. It also made them
an instant paradox. How could four guys who seemed so many bricks
shy of a full hod still write lyrics so exquisitely laced with
deadpan irony?
This was an enigma I found myself confronting
during my April sojourn in Manhattan. The Ramones had caused such a
sensation in so short a space of time that they’d actually been
signed up to a record deal with Seymour Stein’s local Sire imprint
by the very beginning of ’76. In fact, they’d just finished their
debut album. It hadn’t taken long to record. I was invited up to
Sire’s headquarters one afternoon to hear the finished product as
it was being mastered.
Only the record’s producer, one Craig Leon, was
present in the tiny listening room. After several minutes of
superficial banter, he placed an acetate - or maybe it was a tape -
onto an extremely expensive piece of recording equipment and cued
the first bars of ‘Blitzkrieg Bop’. The opening chords suddenly
roared out at us at
an ear-shredding volume. And then just as the vocals came in,
there was a sudden explosion. One of the speakers had literally
been blown out by the sonic bombardment of the music. Leon and I
looked at each other approvingly: rock music that shattered
everything in its path - it seemed like a good omen for the
future.
And the Ramones themselves? Deeply weird, every
last one of ’em. Tommy the drummer, the oldest, straightest one,
was their leader back then and had elected himself the group’s
spokesman in a misguided attempt to play down their general lack of
cerebral sophistication. Tommy would go to great pains to promote
his group’s ‘normal, blue-collar rock’ agenda and became
increasingly frustrated when other members like Johnny and Dee Dee
would interrupt him with offhand comments that inevitably showed
just how bizarre they really were.
Dee Dee Ramone was already a legend of sorts around
downtown Manhattan. I remember walking around the Bowery one
afternoon with Richard Hell and seeing Dee Dee on three separate
occasions - each time in the company of a different middle-aged,
effeminate-looking man. ‘Uh, this is my uncle,’ he’d tell us with a
shameful expression on his sweet young face. He was really turning
gay tricks to feed his drug habit - everybody knew this. He even
wrote a song about his experiences - ‘53rd & 3rd’ - that was
included on the Ramones’ first album. But in reality he was
anything but proud of his part-time vocation. Johnny Thunders in
particular used to needle him about it mercilessly. ‘Hey, Dee Dee
Ramone - where’s your fucking uncle?’ he used to shout at the
Ramones bassist whenever their paths crossed.
Looking back, the New York scene in 1976 had
everything going for it: a diverse range of groundbreaking young
bands, a sense of (fragile) community, novel alternatives to style
and basic
rock charisma and a new attitude for youth at decade’s end to
consolidate themselves around. Yet they were still grievously
deficient in two key areas: management and media coverage.
Most of the managers floating around the CBGBs
bands seemed to be older gay men more interested in coercing young
boys into acts of sexual congress than in advancing careers. And
media interest in America was minimal at best, especially from
national publications like Rolling Stone. The US has never
had a weekly music press - apart from industry tip-sheets like
Billboard and Cashbox - and the few monthlies
available were too stuck in the immediate past to recognise that a
new era was dawning under their very noses.
That’s fundamentally why the English punk scene
exploded with such deadly efficacy, whilst its more creative New
York counterpart - and forerunner - spluttered around like a damp
squib pinned to a tree trunk. London is a small city inhabited by a
media always ravenous to glom on to anything new and potentially
provocative and splash it over their pages. Chas Chandler
understood this implicitly when he took Jimi Hendrix from New York
clubland anonymity in late 1966 and transplanted him to London,
where his extraordinary guitar-playing and exotic image could be
more effectively assimilated first by the press and then by a mass
audience. Malcolm McLaren understood this too. It was one of the
few smart insights he ever had as the Sex Pistols’ manager. Another
bright ploy he capitalised on was to involve the Pistols’
grass-roots following, the so-called Bromley Contingent, in the
group’s early media coverage, thus making it look to all and sundry
as though a genuine new movement was coming into bloom. Apart from
that, he was way out of his depth and riddled with wrong-headed
notions.
His yuppie apologists like to throw around big
words like ‘situationism’ and ‘postmodernism’ when discussing
McLaren’s questionable accomplishments in the realm of seventies
punk management these days, terms inevitably designed to bewilder
rather than illuminate. I knew McLaren throughout 1974 and 1975 and
was privy to many conversations with him about his personal vision
of what the Sex Pistols might represent as a potential art concept.
He never once mentioned situationism to me as his guiding
philosophy. It only appeared in his interviews after the
fact.
No, Malcolm’s real career gurus were the old-school
Tin Pan Alley chicken hawks who’d controlled the late-fifties UK
rock marketplace. His key point of reference in this domain was
Larry Parnes, whom he quoted endlessly. Parnes was a gay man with
music-industry connections who ‘discovered’ his acts whilst
cruising local building sites looking for attractive young men he
could mould into the next Fabian and then exploit mercilessly. Like
a pimp, he’d first seduce his quarry with specious promises, then
dress them up in a sexually provocative fashion and change their
names to something preposterous like Stormy Tempest or Vince Eager.
Then he’d put them to work until they literally dropped, always
making sure to pocket the lion’s share of whatever monies they
managed to generate during their few fleeting months of fame.
Parnes and his ilk would duly be overtaken as pop
impresarios in the early sixties by the likes of Don Arden. Arden
showed no inclination for ever wanting to sexually molest his young
male acts. He was too busy ripping them off and breaking the legs
of anyone who fell foul of him. In short, the man was a sadist and
a vicious thieving spiv, so warped by his own petty-minded
criminality that he was fundamentally unable to see that he could
actually make himself more money by treating his clients fairly
than he could from robbing them blind.
This was a lesson learned by Arden’s former
enforcer Peter Grant - and it was one he would put to spectacular
use when he came to manage Led Zeppelin in 1968. It was at this
point that UK rock/pop management entered a new era - one where the
musicians and performers were finally permitted to share generously
in all the wealth they were generating but had previously never
seen on their own bank statements.
In later years - the early nineties to be precise -
McLaren would become obsessed with Grant’s music-biz
accomplishments to the point of trying (unsuccessfully) to produce
a film about his life, but in 1976 he was way more infatuated with
the ongoing career trajectory of the Bay City Rollers than Led
Zeppelin’s globe-straddling antics. The platinum-plated Rollers and
their singularly creepy manager Tam Paton were proof enough that
the Larry Parnes approach to pop Svengalism was still alive and
capable of reaping big financial dividends in the seventies. To
McLaren, the teeny-bopper Scottish quintet were the Beatles to his
band’s Rolling Stones and in the early days he endlessly talked up
the parallel as a way of getting the Pistols established in the
public eye.
To him - like Parnes and Paton - the whole pop
process was divided into two neat sub-headings: the puppets and the
puppeteers. Musicians were the puppets, born to be endlessly
manipulated like slow-witted peasants. The managers meanwhile were
the string-pullers, the men with the plan, the princes guiding the
paupers. Jones, Matlock and Cook never questioned McLaren’s basic
scruples or possible hidden agenda in his dealings with
them - how sweet to be an idiot - until it was far too late. But
John Lydon was onto him pretty much from the get-go.
When Lydon joined the Pistols in the autumn of ’75,
McLaren should have sensed that he was bringing in someone who
might soon turn out to be a thorn in his side. Unlike the other
three, Lydon - though still a teenager - had a mind of his own. It
wasn’t a particularly attractive or well-ordered mind - the guy was
often on acid - but he was certainly its only occupant and wasn’t
about to let some King’s Road fashion ponce claim squatter’s rights
in it and then brainwash him into a state of pop-star
servility.
McLaren and Lydon’s relationship at the outset was
strained at best. I spent an evening with them one night in October
at the Camden Town club known as Dingwalls. It was the first time
I’d ever encountered the future Johnny Rotten. He wasn’t yet the
viper-tongued larger-than-life entity we read about nowadays. He
was sullen and withdrawn, an obvious victim of chronic shyness. He
was physically fragile too and strangely sexless. At one point, an
attractive woman approached our table simply to compliment Lydon on
his (suspiciously Richard Hell-like) hairstyle. The gesture
appeared to totally unnerve him. Straight afterwards he bolted from
his chair and ran out of the building. McLaren and I looked at each
other quizzically. How could a wallflower like this credibly front
a band who called themselves the Sex Pistols?
Of course, we all know the answer to that question
more than thirty years later. Lydon quickly banished all traces of
post-adolescent wimpiness from his public persona and promptly rose
to the occasion with a scary single-mindedness. Shortly after the
Dingwalls incident, McLaren and the group invited me to one of
their first-ever public appearances, at a party held by an effete
artist and social gadfly named Andrew Logan.
There were only about thirty people present,
amongst them Mick Jones and Brian James, both still in the process
of forming bands of their own. Lydon was saucer-eyed from the LSD
he’d just consumed, the other three were drunk as lords and their
repertoire that night consisted of only one song - the Stooges’ ‘No
Fun’ - played over and over again until a seriously
disturbed-looking Lydon began smashing up his mike stand. At this
point Logan swanned over and suggested that maybe their set had
reached its fitting conclusion.
It had been an odd spectacle to say the least,
rather like seeing the early Stooges fronted not by a young white
James Brown but a teenage version of Albert Steptoe, the
miserable-old-geezer from much-loved British sitcom Steptoe and
Son, instead. It was a mad blend to aim for and yet somehow it
worked. Lydon’s very sexlessness and physical fragility only seemed
to make his stage presence all the more menacing. He represented a
radical departure from the conventional lead-singer-in-a-rock-band
stereotypes of the time. His vocal range was limited to no more
than three notes and its tone was instantly harsh and grating. It
was an instrument that was nonetheless ideal for projecting a sense
of overwhelming contempt over any subject the singer chose to sink
his mangled teeth into.
Lydon loathed most of what passed for classic rock
’n’ roll. He despised Elvis Presley, Jerry Lee Lewis and all the
other pioneers - thought they were a bunch of gormless plooks. He
disliked the Beatles too and thought the Rolling Stones were well
past their sell-by date. Instead he listened intently to German
avant-garde bands, even going so far as to model his own malevolent
wailing on the sound made by the vocalist on Neu’s debut album. He
was a bit of a closet art-rock aficionado. It must have driven
Jones
and the others mad. But without his infuriating presence in the
foreground spitting into a microphone, the rest of the group had no
centre to galvanise their individual capabilities around. If he
hadn’t been there, they’d have still been a good - and potentially
successful - little rock act but they would never have been a bona
fide cultural phenomenon.
Things changed radically within the group once they
started getting written about in the UK press. As soon as Lydon saw
his face staring back at him from the pages of the music comics, he
was never the same again. His ego suddenly exploded to sky-rocket
proportions, as did his sense of personal power. But this was only
to be expected: after all, he was still a teenager whose childhood
had been blighted by recurring bouts of chronic illness that had
left him mentally disorientated until his adolescence.
McLaren’s reaction to sudden infamy though was even
more dramatic and he had fewer excuses. He was considerably older
than everyone else and therefore supposedly more mature and
level-headed. And yet a full personality transformation occurred
within him the moment his group started getting fêted by the media.
Fame lifted up her skirt to him and little Malcolm became utterly
transfixed by the sight he beheld. It ruined him for the rest of
his life.
At the end of April ’76 he came to visit me, and
his personal metamorphosis was obvious from the moment he entered
my living room. Gone were the slight stutter and air of
self-conscious nervousness that had so defined his demeanour in the
immediate past. He now walked with the cocksure air of a young
prince mingling with his lowly courtiers.
Chrissie Hynde was with him - fresh from her native
Akron to
try her luck once again back in swinging London town. She didn’t
seem too happy to see me again but McLaren immediately came to the
point of why this visitation was taking place. He’d decided to
extend his pop-Svengali instincts beyond the realm of the Sex
Pistols and start a second band that he was fully intent on
controlling with the same steely grip. Chrissie would be the singer
and I’d play guitar. Mick Jones - then known only as ‘Brady’ -
would be the bassist and a kid from Croydon called Chris Miller
would be the drummer. The three of us - McLaren, Hynde and myself -
even drove to Miller’s hotel room that same night somewhere on the
outskirts of London to sound him out on the project. He seemed to
be up for anything but was still taken aback when McLaren suddenly
insisted that our group had to be called ‘the Masters of the
Backside’.
The guy still couldn’t see past using musicians as
glorified rent boys for his pimp-centric ambitions. The project was
over for me as soon as he came up with that demeaning name. Plus
Hynde and I were still far from comfortable in each other’s
company. Time had not healed the old wounds that still festered
between us. She came back to see me alone a few days later and our
conversation soon degenerated into an almighty row that promptly
spelt the end of ‘the Masters of the Backside’ before we’d even
played a note of music together.
It was at this time also that my girlfriend Hermine
discovered that her tightrope had been stolen. This was most
inconvenient as she’d just been booked to walk it at a Women’s Lib
festival somewhere in Cardiff during early May. Somehow this
unfortunate state of affairs developed into a scenario where she
would sing at the festival instead and I would back her up. It was
then that Chris Miller turned up and offered to lend his musical
support.
He had two friends with him: a black-haired guitarist called Brian
Robertson some years his senior and a maladjusted youth called Ray
who’d spent much of his adolescence devoid of parental guidance,
even sleeping on Brighton beach for extended periods. In a couple
of months’ time, Brian would change his surname to ‘James’, Ray
would reinvent himself as ‘Captain Sensible’, Chris would take on
the daunting sobriquet of ‘Rat Scabies’ - and with a horror-film
obsessive who called himself Dave Vanian also in tow they’d begin
playing around London as the Damned.
But before that they committed themselves to two
performances as the Subterraneans - the name came courtesy of a
Jack Kerouac novel I favoured at the time - in my old stomping
ground of Wales’s capital city. Half the show consisted of us doing
the least liberating-for-women songs ever conceived in rock - nasty
misogynistic numbers like the Stones’ ‘Under My Thumb’ and the
Crystals’ ‘He Hit Me (and It Felt Like a Kiss)’. The other half
featured brand-new songs, most significantly Brian’s composition
‘New Rose’, which was premiered for the first time ever at the two
concerts we gave. Not that anyone noticed: there were only eight
people present in both audiences.
Back in London, though, a fierce conflict was
brewing between Malcolm McLaren and anyone he perceived to be
threatening his pre-eminence as the Pygmalion of punk. Anyone
operating outside of his personal radar was suddenly marked out for
instant retribution. He’d lately become so caught up in his
new-found power that he’d started a new trend at his group’s London
shows: setting members of the audience up for a bloody
beating.
Lydon - intimidated by the rest of the Pistols -
had opted to bring some of his own hooligan cohorts into the
group’s
immediate entourage - proper bad boys like John ‘Sid’ Beverley and
Jah Wobble. Watching their former school pal suddenly become the
poster boy of late-seventies rock revolution had made them equally
determined to make their mark on this new scene. At this exact
moment their capacities for music-making were at best minimal but
not to worry: little Malcolm conscripted them instead into his own
private thug army. They could run wild at Pistols concerts,
punching and stabbing and blood-letting with complete
impunity.
When Beverley blinded a young girl during a show at
the 100 Club that summer, few amongst the media chose to draw
attention to the incident. McLaren had them all hypnotised like
chickens. Some bright spark at Melody Maker had just come up
with a new ‘punk’ manifesto. 1976 was ‘year zero’. The old rock ’n’
roll was dead. Punk was the new reality and anyone who disagreed
was a walking fossil. A kind of mass hysteria was being conjured
forth that threw the old music-industry guard based in Britain into
a complete panic.
No one knew what to think of this new music for
fear of being suddenly judged old and obsolete. And no one dared to
directly address the savagery and barbarism of its protagonists.
Like sex, physical violence isn’t something the English generally
feel too confident about exploring. When it erupts before them,
they tend to cower back, hide in the shadows and pretend that
nothing untoward is going on. Thus it was that McLaren and his
bully boys were able to terrorise London club-goers over and over
again and still receive a clean bill of health from the city’s
jobbing journos.
The first time I saw ‘Sid’ Beverley was on the 27th
of May, 1976. He was lurking around the backstage entrance of a
Rolling Stones
concert being held in the huge Earls Court exhibition show-room,
unsuccessfully trying to chance his way into the venue. In an
ill-fitting second-hand suit and electric-shock hair, he looked
like a juvenile Dickensian chimney sweep.
The second time I saw him - just two weeks later at
a Pistols show at the 100 Club - he left more of an impact. The
atmosphere that night was tense in the extreme. McLaren was doing
his puppet-master routine, setting up more dupes for a public
thrashing. Two members of Eddie and the Hot Rods’ entourage - their
logo designer Michael Beal and A&R man Howard Thompson - were
in the house, and to the Pistols this was tantamount to a rival
gang invading their turf. Just before his band started playing,
McLaren stood on the stage alongside John Lydon and beckoned to
‘Sid’ to join them. They then pointed seemingly in the direction of
the two interlopers and grinned conspiratorially. Sid pulled out
his chain and immediately went to work. But I was mistaken: McLaren
and Lydon hadn’t dispatched him to beat up the Hot Rods intruders.
They’d sent him to beat me up instead.
Sid didn’t waste any words. He just lurched over
and started kicking merry hell out of my seated frame whilst
brandishing his bike chain just above my head. One of the Hot Rods
guys intervened momentarily, only to have his face lacerated by the
chain. Whilst this was happening, Vicious’s accomplice Jah Wobble
materialised before me. He held an open penknife and was waving it
no more than two inches from my eyes. There was dried blood on the
blade and a look of pure sadistic delight in his piggy eyes as
though he was about to experience an impromptu orgasm at any
second.
Then he stepped back, allowing Sid dead aim at my
skull. He took three or four bike-chain swings but only managed to
connect with me once. I was so stoned that night that I didn’t
even feel the blow. But I could tell that something potentially
life-threatening had transpired because there was blood everywhere:
on the wall behind me in a wide crimson arc and all over the back
of my jacket. If two more of those chain-swings had actually
reached me, I’d probably have been killed by the head trauma. And
what was the audience doing whilst this was going on? Just standing
there, afraid to react, taking it all in voyeuristically. Finally a
bouncer grabbed ‘Sid’ from behind, disarmed him and dragged him
towards the nearest exit. As I was being led out, Vivienne Westwood
ran up and started apologising profusely for what had happened:
‘The boy who did that - he’s just this psychopath who’s fastened on
to the group. We’ll make sure he’s never allowed into one of our
shows again.’ Blah-blah-blah. McLaren told me the same thing when
he phoned up a day later to try and mend fences.
Who did they think they were fooling? I knew they’d
set me up, that it had all been pre-arranged and that my old
buddies in the Sex Pistols were probably all in on it too. All my
professional life, I’d been expecting this moment. But I’d always
imagined it coming at the hand of someone I’d genuinely affronted.
I never dreamed I’d be stitched up by people I’d helped and viewed
as kindred spirits.
Still, I should have seen it coming. Only a year
before, McLaren and Westwood had marketed a T-shirt they’d designed
together. On its front was written ‘One of these days you’re going
to wake up and discover which side of the bed you’ve been sleeping
on’ and below were two lists of names. One list was a roll call of
their chosen favourites, the other of their most despised enemies.
My name turns up in the pro column right next to ‘QT
Jones and the Sex Pistols’. Now I’d been shunted rudely over to
the other side of the bed. That’s what happens when you find
yourself mingling with the beautiful people. You’ve always got to
keep your back to the wall. You never know when you’ll be their
next sacrificial victim.
Did I tell you I’d become recently homeless? I was
now entering the most brutal hard-core phase of heroin addiction -
the phase where nothing else matters, not even a roof over one’s
head - or loving companionship. Hermine had left me too. I’d become
too toxic for her to waste further time on - at least for the
moment. So I was out on my own and up to no good.
Drug addiction inevitably promotes a heightened
sense of isolation within the mindset of its victims but that
didn’t mean I was alone in my predicament. In May I’d spent time
with the Rolling Stones and they were slowly unravelling too from
all the chronic drug abuse around them. Their music had lost all of
its primal momentum. Bob Dylan saw them live around this time and
Ian Hunter later asked him what he’d thought of the group’s
mid-seventies incarnation. ‘Apathy for the devil,’ he’d simply
replied with a jaundiced sneer on his cocky little face.
Something had turned distinctly rotten in the state
of Led Zeppelin too that same year. In October I went to their
newly instigated World’s End headquarters to interview Jimmy Page
for the NME. They had a film coming out - The Song
Remains the Same - accompanied by a live soundtrack album but
both were deeply underwhelming approximations of what usually
transpired at a Zeppelin live event.
Normally the film reels and live tapes would have
been judged inadequate and left in a closet. But Peter Grant was
not fully on top of the situation and had let them both reach
completion in
order to feed the record label with new product whilst the group
stayed away from the touring circuit. Grant’s impending divorce had
taken all the wind out of his sails and had sent him spinning into
the throes of a full-blown drug-accelerated breakdown. I spoke to
him on the phone for just five minutes that day: he sounded like a
cross between a wounded bear and Darth Vader with a slight East
London lisp. ‘I just want to know if you’re still our ally,’ he
kept asking me. It made my blood run cold.
Page looked distinctly fragile when he finally
arrived. It soon became clear he wasn’t too enamoured with the film
and record he was supposed to promote either - and so our talk
centred more on his recent adventures. He was particularly vexed
about the Scorpio Rising film project and its director
Kenneth Anger. He claimed he’d contributed the soundtrack music and
even helped finance the editing, but that Anger was unable to
complete the work and had generally been mistaking the guitarist’s
kindness for weakness.
I wrote up Page’s comments only to find myself
later having to confront Anger face to face. He turned up at the
NME’s office demanding a right of reply. When one wasn’t
forthcoming, he held aloft his right hand puckishly. ‘I just have
to crook this little finger and Jimmy Page will automatically be
transformed into a toad,’ he informed me with due theatricality. He
was also strongly implying that he could do the same trick on me.
But I was unmoved. That’s the one positive about being a homeless
junkie: even witchcraft can’t intimidate you. You’re so far down
the ladder anyway, nothing seems worse than where you already
are.
What else was going on? Oh yes, the Clash. Bernie
Rhodes had been McLaren’s boy - his gofer and general dogsbody.
Rhodes
had been heavily under his spell, working tirelessly for whatever
mad cause Malcolm had drawn him into. But devotion has its limits
and - seeing his mentor suddenly neck-deep in media attention -
Bernie had started developing ambitions of his own. If McLaren
could become a bona fide pop Svengali, then so could he.
In the late spring of 1976 he began consorting with
Mick Jones and a strikingly handsome youth named Paul Simonon who’d
been briefly employed by David Bowie’s Mainman organisation as a
lookalike decoy to confuse fans when the star himself was out in
public. Keith Levene-a prog-rock-besotted guitarist - was also in
the picture as was a drummer called Terry Chimes. But they needed a
frontman more than anything else - as well as a new musical
direction. The latter they discovered the first time they listened
to the Ramones’ debut album. Then they lured Joe Strummer of the
101’ers into their web.
Strummer was already a known quantity around
London’s pub-rock circuit as the snaggle-toothed troubadour of the
capital’s new bohemian squatocracy, so his sudden defection to the
cause of punk was not without personal consequences. I saw one of
the Clash’s first-ever London shows - again at the 100 Club. It was
visually impressive but the players - still including Keith Levene
- hadn’t yet secured a solid rhythmic foundation to build their
sound from and were basically just making a bunch of shrill,
overamplified noise. Afterwards I saw Strummer in a state of
advanced inebriation and close to tears remonstrating with Bernie
Rhodes. ‘I’ve sold out, Bernie,’ he kept saying over and over
again. But it was only a fleeting moment of uncertainty on the
singer’s part. As soon as the glowing reviews started getting
published, the former John Mellor - the upper-middle-class son
of a former British government diplomat turned self-styled king of
the proles - knew he’d made the right decision when he ruthlessly
rejected his old squat-rock cronies in order to throw in his lot
with the new breed.
By the end of ’76, his group were out there on the
cultural barricades alongside the Pistols and the Damned as part of
the Anarchy package tour, getting banned and/or publicly demonised
almost everywhere they played. The tour should have compounded a
sense of genuine unity within this fragile punk community but
instead only contributed to its ongoing fragmentation. The managers
were all at each other’s throats and the groups began to get coldly
competitive with each other. An even more divisive element had been
imported into the mix: Johnny Thunders’s Heartbreakers had been
invited over from New York to take part in the tour. Thunders’s
arrival in the London punk milieu that winter would have grievous
consequences. The guy was a walking advert for heroin and many
impressionable young scene-makers were suddenly seduced into
sharing the high with the guitarist.
But was I really any better than him? Junkies are
junkies, after all. Sordid people leading sordid lives. It’s the
nature of the beast. I wasn’t consciously endangering others in my
thirst for junk but in the past twelve months it had managed to
turn me into a pitiful public spectacle. There’s one photograph
that sometimes turns up in punk-related tomes that was taken at
year’s end 1976. John Lydon is sneering triumphantly next to a
high-spirited Brian James whilst I stand to their immediate left
looking like I’ve just been liberated from Dachau concentration
camp.
Even more alarming to behold were the few articles
I managed to eke out during this spell. Reading them now is like
watching a
man trying to swim his way through an ocean of mud. At Christmas
time I made my annual pilgrimage to visit my parents, who now lived
in Morecambe, Lancashire. My mother burst into tears when she
opened the door and saw the state I was in. That’s when I knew I
was truly in hell.
Death-dealing druggies and psychopaths to the left
of me. Chicken-hearted chicken hawks and yuppie violence-groupies
to the right. Stones in my pathway every step of the way. I felt
like I’d suddenly taken up residence in one of Robert Johnson’s
most godforsaken compositions. ‘The valley of the shadow of death’
wasn’t just some grim reference from the Bible any more; it was my
new postal code.
If I’d had my druthers, I would have been making
radical New Year’s resolutions to redeem my situation, but I simply
couldn’t summon the required willpower. The worst was yet to
come.