Twenty-two
This was as far as she’d planned while
Pavane was sleeping. The rest had come to her later, when she
claimed the pendant and put it on. She knew then what she must do,
and that it must be done here, with soil steeped in memories
beneath her feet and the moon in that velvet patch of sky directly
overhead. There, in the place where she’d first felt her power on
the same night she lost it . . . and lost herself.
She released Pavane’s hands, and he staggered a few
steps away from her. There was an expression of astonishment on his
face as he hurriedly glanced around, and again she saw a spark of
fear in his eyes. But this time the spark ignited a sudden blaze of
rage and hatred as understanding of the situation dawned on
him.
Eve held her hands out, palms up, and gazed at the
moon overhead. “Within this circle of light I gather what is mine.
What I hold fast inside these flames cannot be taken from me; what
I cast out from this light is gone forevermore.”
“Words,” Pavane said with contempt. “Speak all the
words you want. You have no power over me.”
He attempted to stomp from the circle, but with a
quick movement of her hand, Eve stopped him.
“You’re wrong,” she said as he turned back and
glared at her. “This is not your place or your time. You’re only
here because you stole and murdered and used power that was not
yours to use. And all that keeps you here is the bond you managed
to forge with this . . .” She lifted the pendant. “And over this I
do have power.”
His upper lip curled back. “Power? Ha! You didn’t
even have enough power to detect a most rudimentary glamour or to
lift your foot when I bid you not to.”
“That was then,” she retorted, smiling. She turned
and held her hands out to Grand and Rory. “Join me.”
As they moved to her side and linked hands with
her, Hazard backed out of the way.
“No . . . you too,” Eve said to him. “You’re a part
of this too. As much a part of it as anyone.”
He hesitated, regarding her uncertainly.
“Trust me,” she said.
He nodded his head once and stepped to stand
shoulder to shoulder with Grand.
“It is our will to cast this darkness from our
midst.” She stared into Pavane’s eyes. “Phineas Pavane, I cast you
from this time and place. With the T’airna power of the past I cast
you out. With the T’airna power of the future I cast you
out.”
“Think of what you are doing, Enchantress. I could
make you a queen,” he declared, stuffing his anger under a flimsy
layer of concern. “Join your power with mine and we will be
indomitable.”
“I don’t need your power.”
Grand squeezed her hand, and Rory breathed a soft,
emphatic yes. Eve felt their pride in her but resisted
acknowledging it with a quick glance, not about to underestimate
Pavane and take her eyes off him for even that long.
“With all the power and wisdom entrusted to me, be
it from blood, the elements or the divine, I cast you out.” Her
voice rang out strong and clearly. “Let whatever it is that resists
our will and holds you here reveal itself now so it can be severed
forever.”
She pulled her hands free and held them in front of
her, closing her eyes and calling to mind a detailed image of the
athame she used to cut the winter rose, and as she did she felt the
cool, solid weight of its silver handle in her left hand. She
opened her eyes just as a dark line was taking shape before them,
running from the pendant around her neck to the center of Pavane’s
chest. The line was grainy and translucent . . . and not real. It
was only a mystical manifestation of Pavane’s connection to the
pendant. Unlike that grainy line, the link was very real, and the
spell that created it powerful and devious. Eve hoped the athame
would do the trick. A mystical weapon to break a mystical bond. As
soon as the link was broken, nothing would stop the bonds on his
wrist from sucking him back where he belonged.
“No,” Pavane cried when he saw the athame that had
appeared in her hand. “You bitch. You can’t do this . . . I won’t
let you. Who are you to destroy all I have worked for?”
“You know who I am,” she replied, and brought the
blade up.
“Bitch,” he growled again.
Eve caught the sudden movement of his arms from the
corner of her eye and looked up quickly to see his face a feral
mask, with teeth bared and eyes that were no more than faintly
glowing orange slits.
She wasted no time planting her feet, her body
braced for whatever came. She felt more than saw Hazard straining
at the tether of his self-control, and knew that if she didn’t act
fast, he would. If there were dragons to be slain, he wanted to be
the one to do it, risks and consequences be damned; she knew that
and loved him for it. And chivalry aside, he had a reason of his
own to slay this dragon. But tonight was about more than rescuing
her or evening the score with Pavane. Much more. She needed Hazard
there in order to do this, but he couldn’t do it for her.
With one hand, Pavane made a circle in the air
above his head and set wind swirling around them, a wind so vicious
it felt more like a wave of water than air. Rory lost her balance
and crouched down to brace herself with her hands on the ground.
Hazard gathered Grand close and used his body to take the brunt of
the punishment as they were pelted with crushed stone lifted from
the garden path and anything else in the vicinity light enough to
be swept up and flung at them: trash cans, rusty garden tools,
fence pickets.
Eve focused and struck back, sending her will forth
to push against his. They came together with a thud that she felt
as pressure inside her head, and then the wind quieted as suddenly
as it had come. And Pavane hissed in anger.
Here was the battle. Dark against light. Pavane
wanted to possess her power and her soul. He couldn’t, so he wanted
to destroy her instead.
And she wanted the same, to destroy him.
“I cast you out, back to the dark,” she cried,
tightening her grip on the athame.
“Do that and what you love will cease to exist,”
Pavane warned, and in spite of herself the words made Eve pause. He
pointed his finger at Hazard. “Cast me out, and my last act in this
realm will be to end the curse and let him die.”
“You can’t end what never was,” she retorted. “Your
curse was a joke, a failure.”
“It was not a joke to him. He lives.”
“Not because of you,” she said, certain of that
though she couldn’t explain why. “Hazard is alive because of what’s
inside him; he lives because he carries what you crave . . . what
you cheated and bullied and killed to possess: the magic of the
talisman. You meant to curse him, and instead he was given T’airna
magic to safeguard. “
“You lie,” he shouted. He lifted his arms and held
them bent in front of him, with his hands fisted, and the Bonds of
Arricles on his wrists turned the fire red of a blacksmith’s
tongs.
“Eve, look . . . what is that?”
It was Rory’s voice, and Eve thought she was asking
about the marks on his wrists until she saw the heavy black shadow
that seemed to be oozing from the pores of Pavane’s body.
He’d told her the marks represented an open portal
to the Void; now the marks were smoldering and something evil was
crawling out of him and tainting the air. He was using the portal
to draw the darkness here, she realized with a rush of new fear.
The shadowy substance hung in the air around them, a strange,
sinister presence spreading outward. As it neared the candles, Eve
watched, anxious to see if her circle would hold. Whatever it was,
she didn’t want it out there roaming free. It reached the edge of
the circle and stopped, like water backing up behind a damn. Inside
the circle it grew darker, and the air became saturated with the
shadows, which felt oily on her skin and her tongue.
She called out to the sorcerer. “Don’t be a fool,
Pavane. Whatever this is will end you too.”
“I am willing to chance that it will end you or one
of yours first, and your circle will split open. Spare yourself
that pointless sacrifice by releasing me now. We can agree to be
done with each other and go our own ways.”
She wouldn’t agree to that even if she believed
him, which she didn’t.
She couldn’t let him go as long as he had any
connection at all to the pendant. He’d proven how resourceful he
could be; she didn’t want another T’airna woman to have to fight
him centuries from now because she failed to finish the job. She’d
thought of magic as a gift, and as a burden, but never before as a
responsibility.
Gathering her energy, she released it full force
and straight ahead, driving the shadows away enough to see the dark
line stretching between Pavane and the pendant. She focused, reared
back and brought the athame down with everything she had.
The fact that the line was a magically wrought
figment didn’t keep it from feeling real—unyielding, electrified,
solid-as-hell real. When the blade struck the line, a high-pitched
screech ripped through the night and ten thousand volts of very
real pain shot up her arm. The sheer force of it made her stumble;
the sheer agony of it made her drop the athame and clutch her
shoulder, where the pain had stopped and pooled and gone to work
ripping the joint apart, bone by bone, tendon by tendon. That’s how
it felt anyway. Hot, paralyzing agony.
She wanted to cry but swore instead.
Still holding her shoulder, she bent to look for
the athame. The shadows pouring from the Void were so thick she
could no longer see her feet, so she crouched and used one hand to
feel around the ground for it.
“You can’t do this.”
Eve froze, not sure it if the insidiously assured
voice came from somewhere out there or from right inside her head.
Either way, the message was unmistakable. But was it true?
Maybe she couldn’t do this.
She had no training. No experience. She didn’t even
know all the rules. What the hell had made her think she could pull
it off? Maybe the insight and unswerving confidence she was willing
to believe were hers simply because she put on the pendant and said
she was ready were as illusionary as that dark line . . . only not
as impervious. Because now, at the worst possible moment, her
confidence had faltered.
She abandoned her search and stood.
Maybe she couldn’t do this.
Before the lump in her throat had finished forming,
Hazard was at her side, his body so close to hers there was no room
for shadows in-between. He bent his head and put his mouth close to
her ear.
“You can do this,” he said, his voice deep and
strong. “You’re the most amazing woman I’ve ever known. Not because
I love you, because you are. You can do this. You were born to do
this. And I was always meant to stand by your side when you
do.”
He lifted his head and their gazes met, his gray
eyes holding nothing back as he pressed the athame into her
hand.
“Finish it now,” he urged.
Eve’s fingers curled over the handle as she turned
and lifted her arm in a single fluid motion. She thought only of
her intention at that moment, and as she started down with the
blade, Hazard reached to cover her hand with his so that they were
acting as one.
There was the same loud piercing sound when the
blade made contact, but this time it was met by Pavane’s enraged
howl as they destroyed his only tie to their world.
Eve’s blood sang with a surge of power purer and
stronger than any that had gone before. She threw her head back,
turning her hand to lace her fingers with Hazard’s around the
athame, gathering that boundless power, using it to turn all the
evil and darkness that was in Pavane, and all the evil and darkness
he had drawn there, back on him.
His departure was a reversal of his arrival, and
just as rapid. He began to fade, his form softening to a column of
jelly, then dust, then nothing. He and the dark shadows that oozed
from him were gone in a small burst of smoke and sparks that
sizzled and lingered a few seconds longer and disappeared
too.
There was a half a second of silence, and then Rory
whooped and there was a resounding “Saints be praised” from Grand.
But Eve turned first to Hazard.
He was winded, his face drawn and pale. He still
managed a look that made her feel as though it was the sun shining
down on her instead of a silver-white moon. “You did it.”
“We did it,” she corrected, shaking her head
in amazement as she tried to absorb what had just happened. More
than two hundred years of evil had just bitten the dust, and it
couldn’t have happened in a more fitting place as far as she was
concerned.
“All I did was hold your hand,” he said.
“It was more than that . . . you made it
happen. I felt it and so did you. What I told Pavane about the
magic of the talisman being in you was right. I’m sure of that.”
She shoved the athame in the waist of her jeans and laid her hand
on his cheek, feeling stubble and heat. “Thank you.”
His smile was no more than a slight twist of his
bottom lip, and even that seemed an effort as he bent his head and
brushed her mouth with his. “My pleasure, Enchantress.”
As soon as the words were out, he went down on one
knee, and for one crazy, careening heartbeat Eve thought he was
about to propose. Then he was flat on his back, not speaking, not
moving, his skin chalk white except for his lips, which were too
red.
Eve dropped to her knees beside him. “Hazard?
Gabriel, are you all right?”
“He doesn’t look right.” Rory had come to kneel
next to her. “What happened?”
“I don’t know,” Eve replied, shaking off a
suspicion too scary to think about. She touched his face, her brain
tripping over the fact that he looked like ice but felt like
scorching coals, as though an inferno were blazing just beneath his
skin, burning him alive from the inside out. That wasn’t
normal.
Of course it wasn’t normal. They’d left normal a
long way back.
“I don’t know,” she said again, shoving her hands
into her hair, not sure whether to shake him or slap him or scream
at him. “Oh God, I don’t know.”
“Eve, listen to me.” Grand’s voice was calm.
Eve looked up at her anxiously. Gratefully. Of
course Grand would know what had happened to him and how to fix it.
The vise squeezing her heart loosened a notch.
“Do you know what’s wrong with him?” she
asked.
“Yes. And somewhere inside, so do you,” her
grandmother said, her expression soft over steel.
Shaking her head, Eve turned back to Hazard. “No. I
don’t.”
“What neither of us knows is exactly why,” her
grandmother went on in her unflappable way. “But there’s no time
now to look for reasons and explanations. This man is mortal, and
his body was never intended to be subjected to the power of
magic.”
“Except that, if I’m right, he’s been subjected to
it for a couple of centuries and handled it just fine.”
“In a dormant state,” Grand said gently. “Eve, I
believe you are right. I believe that for whatever reason, Gabriel
Hazard was chosen to carry and safeguard the T’airna magic
belonging to the talisman. As long as that magic was inactive, he
was safe. But tonight you called on the power inside him, and by
doing that you loosed fire and fury that no mortal could
endure.”
“All right, but that’s over now,” she said,
stroking his arm as if to soothe him even though he lay absolutely
still. Too still . . . beyond soothing. She tried not to think
about how much hotter he felt than he had just a moment ago. “Maybe
whatever this is will pass. We could move him inside so he’ll be
more comfortable. He might just need to sleep it off. Or an ice
pack. It could pass. It could,” she insisted in the face of her
grandmother’s discouraging silence.
“It won’t,” Grand said quietly.
“Then I’m calling 911.” Resolved, Eve started to
get up but stopped when she felt Grand’s hand on her
shoulder.
“That would be a waste of time, dear. He’ll die
while doctors try to find a cure that doesn’t exist. Science can’t
fix this,” she said to Eve in a voice of finality. “Only you
can.”
Eve quickly looked up. “How?”
“By restoring the talisman to its original
state.”
“And if I do, he’ll be all right?”
“I can’t promise you that. I have no way of knowing
for sure,” Grand admitted. “But if you don’t do it, I fear he won’t
survive.”
“But if magic is what’s kept him alive all this
time, much longer than he ever would have lived without it, and I
take that magic from him—assuming I can even do it—then . . . then
. . .”
“Then he could die,” Grand said for her. “Yes. But
if you don’t do it, and quickly, it’s my belief that he will
die.”
“And mine.”
Eve glanced past Grand and saw Taggart standing
just outside the circle.
“I only saw the end of what happened here,” he
said, “but that’s enough for me to know that what your grandmother
says makes sense. You have to help him.” He was pleading with her,
and impatient at the same time.
“I want to help him,” Eve retorted. “But I don’t
want to kill him doing it. I can’t do that . . . I can’t take that
chance. And that’s what I’d be doing, taking a chance with his
life. Do no harm. Isn’t that the golden rule? If I call for
that magic I’d be . . .” She waved her hand as she struggled for
words. “I’d be stirring it up all over again, and that could
kill him. But if I wait, he might be able to . . .” She sighed,
uneasy in the face of Taggart’s open disapproval. “I could be doing
him harm. Can’t you see that?”
“What I see is a good man dying because he stuck
his neck out to help you, and you not having the gumption to do the
same for him.”
Eve flinched, but he wasn’t done.
“Maybe it is a chance you’ll be taking,
Enchantress,” he said. “But you’re acting as though you have a
choice and you don’t. So just do what you need to do and hope that
luck is with you.”
You can’t rely on luck.
Who was it who told her that? Madame Lavina. It
felt like weeks had passed since then.
Take a chance.
You can’t rely on luck.
What the hell could she rely on? Grand’s opinion?
Taggart’s?
She gazed down at Hazard, watched the painfully
slow rise and fall of his chest and remembered resting her head
there, right over his heart, right over the mark they shared. That
felt like weeks or months or lifetimes ago too. But it wasn’t.
She’d known him only a handful of days and he had changed her
forever. He’d given her back herself.
It was as if a veil had lifted inside her, and
thanks to him she had the courage to face what was hidden behind
it.
Now the very magic that had brought them together
threatened to rip them apart. Did she have the courage to face
that?
No. The answer erupted inside her, burning her
throat. She couldn’t let that happen. She couldn’t bear to lose him
now that she’d finally found herself . . . he was part of that
self.
She leaned forward to lay her head on his chest and
listen to his heart beat. It sounded very far away.
“I love you,” she breathed into his shirt.
“Everything I am is yours. Please come back to me.”
As she lifted her head, a passing breeze made the
candle flames flicker and wave so that the light seemed to dance
around them, and when she looked at his face in that dancing light,
the memory of seeing that face lit by another circle of
candlelight, on another night, came sweeping back to her. It was
the night she cast the Winter Rose Spell. She did have the promised
vision that night in the turret, and the face she had seen was
Hazard’s.
Hazard was her one true love. Her soul mate. Her
destiny.
And clearly she was his. A destiny two hundred
years in the making was not to be taken lightly, or surrendered
easily.
You can’t rely on luck. But what was lost can be
regained, if the heart is willing.
That was the rest of Madame Lavina’s advice to her.
And her heart was willing . . . willing to risk everything
for their shared destiny.
She just hoped it wasn’t too late.
It couldn’t be. Reality bends to desire. And
no one had ever desired or wanted anything as much as she wanted to
hear Hazard’s voice, and feel his fingers on her skin and that
silly little thrill she felt every blessed time the man looked at
her and smiled.
Slipping the pendant off, she placed it carefully
on his chest, not at all surprised to see the crystals in the
hourglass turn red. Then she took a deep breath and did what she
needed to do. Right away a shimmering mist appeared around the two
of them, mist like the one that had saved them from the warlocks
that first night, and had stopped Hazard from tangling with Pavane
before the time was right. She understood now that the mist
appeared only when she and Hazard and the talisman connected in a
certain way, and she wondered if it had been there tonight when
they came together to battle Pavane for the last time.
Quietly, she said words to invoke the Goddess Danu
and ask her help in restoring the magic of the talisman. She
finished with gratitude and a plea that it be done with harm to
none.
She felt movement in the air above where Hazard
lay, and miniscule specks of light swirled around the hourglass,
its crystals now dazzlingly bright.
Something was happening, and the effect of it
rippled outward, like rings of current from a stone tossed in a
lake. The butterfly effect, Eve thought, aware of the ruffling of
the grass and rustling of leaves. Soon there was the sound of
thunder rumbling in the distance, and overhead the sky was ablaze
with shooting stars.
When the swirl of light around the talisman dimmed,
and the last star had shot across the sky and disappeared, Eve
released the breathe she was holding, not surprised that her chest
went on aching.
It was done, she thought, and she waited for Hazard
to open his eyes.