Eleven
Someone cursed . . . Someone like
me. There was no mistaking the meaning of those words, and half
a dozen responses raced through Eve’s head, all of them variations
on “You must be joking; evil curses don’t exist.”
But it was her misfortune to know they probably did
exist, and just one look at Hazard’s unsmiling face made it plain
he wasn’t joking. He never smiled much, but there was something
different about him at that moment; he didn’t look merely serious,
he looked haunted.
“I’m not sure I understand,” she said. “What kind
of curse are you talking about? And what does it have to do with
the pendant?”
He dragged his hand through his long dark hair,
sweeping it away from his face except for one slightly shorter lock
that insisted on falling alongside his eye. “I’m afraid it’s a long
story . . . and somewhat complicated.”
“I promise to stay awake . . . and to refrain from
singing,” she added, offering a small smile of encouragement.
He didn’t smile back, so she took a sip of brandy
and waited.
“It happened a long time ago,” he began. “I was
younger . . . much younger. I suppose you could say it started with
an altercation between me and another man, a sorcerer as it turned
out, although I didn’t know that at the time. And back then, if
anyone had tried to tell me what he was, or that magic was as real
as the wind or tides or the blood pumping through your veins, I
would have laughed in his face and offered to buy him another
drink.”
So there was a time when Hazard didn’t believe real
magic existed. That fit with his claim that he had no power of his
own, but it didn’t solve the mystery that was Gabriel Hazard. There
were still unanswered questions, and the prospect of getting some
of those answers had her leaning forward in anticipation.
“What kind of altercation?” she asked him.
“The over-a-woman kind.” He said it with a shrug.
“It was all pretty straightforward. He thought the woman in
question should marry him, I disagreed, and so I took her from
him.”
“Did anyone bother to ask the woman what she
thought?”
The question seemed to take him by surprise.
“No,” he said after a few seconds. “No one did. He
didn’t care and I didn’t have time.”
“You didn’t have time?” she challenged, irritated
on the woman’s behalf.
“It’s the truth,” Hazard insisted. “When I arrived
at the church, the ceremony had already begun. I couldn’t risk
waiting around to ask for permission.”
“Ceremony?”
He nodded. “The wedding ceremony. Did I mention
that I stole her from the altar on their wedding day?”
If anyone but Hazard had said it, Eve would have
laughed and doubted their veracity. Instead, she took a deep
breath, trying to picture it. “You just walked into a church and .
. . what? Announced she couldn’t marry him because you loved her
more?”
“No. I didn’t love her more. I didn’t love her at
all, in fact. At least not then,” he added with a quiet note of
regret. “And I didn’t walk in; I rode in . . . just as they were
about to exchange vows. And I didn’t say anything. I swept
her off her feet—literally—and galloped off with her.”
“Did you say galloped? As in galloping on
horseback?”
“Exactly.”
As bizarre as it sounded, she believed it. She
believed it because . . . because Hazard was Hazard. And she had no
trouble conjuring a mental image of it happening: she saw Hazard
dressed in something suitably swashbuckling, charging down a
flower-decked aisle astride a black stallion, the winsome young
bride melting in his arms.
Suddenly concerned, she looked hard at him. “I’m
assuming she went willingly?”
“Very willingly.”
No surprise there, thought Eve with a
wistfulness she told herself was silly but entirely natural. What
woman hadn’t fantasized about being rescued by a knight in shining
armor and carried off in his arms? And handsome, charming,
chivalrous Hazard was born to play the part.
“So she was in love with you even though you
weren’t in love with her?” she asked.
“She wasn’t in love with me either. We were
strangers at the time. I happened to be passing through the village
where she lived, and she was so relieved to be rescued from
marrying a man old enough to be her grandfather it didn’t matter to
her who did the rescuing.”
“At least not then,” she ventured, echoing his
earlier words.
“Not then.”
“And afterwards?”
“Afterwards . . . things changed,” he acknowledged.
“But that has nothing to do with what happened.”
Eve resisted the urge to press for details. “So the
reason you were cursed by this guy who turned out to be a sorcerer
is because you rode into town, treated the local church like a
stable and galloped off into the sunset with his bride. No offense,
Hazard, but what did you expect him to do? Present you with the key
to the village?”
“I didn’t expect anything; I wasn’t thinking that
far ahead. Actually, I wasn’t thinking at all.” His mouth twisted
in a self-deprecating smile. “Did I mention I was bloody drenched
at the time?”
“Drenched?”
“Drunk,” he translated. “Bloody, staggering
drunk.”
Eve rolled her eyes. So much for the shining armor.
“No, but I should have guessed. Suddenly it all makes perfect
sense.”
“I suppose it would be truer to say I was bloody,
staggering hungover. Drunk is what I was the night before; that’s
when I stopped at the local pub and heard all the talk about what a
shoddy deal this poor young beauty was getting. It turned out I’d
seen the woman in passing the day before,” he revealed, “when I’d
stopped at the same roadside inn as she and the aunt who was
traveling with her. She’d been called home from London without
being told what awaited her.”
Eve’s brow furrowed with surprise. “You mean she
didn’t know she was getting married?”
“She had no idea. Her father was in heavy debt to
the rancid old windbag who owned most of the village, and
everything else for miles around it, and he intended to use her to
settle up.”
“That’s disgusting,” Eve exclaimed. “Not to mention
illegal.”
He shrugged. “More to the point, it was a
particular irritation of mine. I have a dangerously low tolerance
for randy old men who prey on women because they can afford to, who
use them up and toss them aside like yesterday’s news pages.” The
icy black glitter in his eyes underscored his use of the word
“dangerously.” There was no doubt in Eve’s mind he was talking
about something more serious than your average pet peeve.
“A few pints into the evening I made up my mind
someone ought to do something to stop what was happening to the
girl,” he continued. “In the morning I woke up on the floor of the
pub with that same notion still rattling around inside my pounding
skull. And before I knew it that someone turned out to be
me.”
Eve couldn’t help being impressed. He was talking
about standing up for someone whose own family had sold her out,
someone who was a total stranger to him. Who did something like
that? She couldn’t think of a single person she knew who—drunk or
sober—would dare to pull such a foolhardy, reckless, overbearing,
but somehow sweetly noble stunt. Hazard was one of a kind; she was
convinced of that. She just wasn’t sure what kind.
“That’s an amazing story,” she told him. “And what
you did was very brave. Impulsive, but brave. All in all, I’d say
you’re lucky he cursed you instead of shooting you in the back as
you rode away.”
“Would that he had,” he muttered, mostly to
himself. “I didn’t give him time to do anything. The curse didn’t
happen until a week later, when I went back to apologize.”
“God, Hazard, you know there is such a thing as
being too damn polite for your own good. Couldn’t you have just
called to say you were sorry and kept on running?”
He tensed, his eyes narrowing.
“I did not run,” he said coldly,
emphatically.
“Fine, you didn’t run. I still say you should have
just phoned in an apology or sent a fruit basket or something else
not so salt-in-the-wound, in-your-face confrontational.”
“This had to be done face-to-face,” he countered
stubbornly. “The man was too powerful and too ruthless to allow
himself to be publicly bested and not retaliate. Jane’s family
still lived in the village, and they were still indebted to him.
That debt had to be settled. I met with him to appease him, so he
wouldn’t punish them for my actions. He thought he’d been cheated
out of what was rightfully his, and so I offered him cash in lieu
of the bride he thought was his due.”
“Let me guess, he still wanted the bride on the
silver platter.”
He shook his head. “No, he knew it was too late for
that. Jane and I were already married.”
“Married?” It burst out more loudly than she
intended, making her especially glad they were sitting away from
other diners. “After one close call, I’d have thought she . . .
Jane . . . would want to get to know her next groom before taking
the plunge.”
“It wasn’t a matter of choice,” he said
matter-of-factly. “I hadn’t thought about where I would go or what
I would do with her after I rescued her. We were alone together for
over a day; her reputation was compromised. We had to marry.”
They had to marry? She had trouble
processing that.
She understood there were people whose attitudes
about such things were stricter than her own, but marrying to
protect a woman’s reputation seemed excessive and outdated . . .
something out of the Amish Guide to Dating or a Regency
romance.
Of course, he did say it had happened a long time
ago. And that he was much younger. He still looked young at first
glance, with his long dark hair and air of barely leashed energy.
But all you had to do was observe his manner for a short while to
detect a degree of effortless polish and absolute confidence that
can only be developed with time. And then there was that grim and
ravaged look she’d caught a glimpse of, a dark shadow falling
across his lean face. At those moments he looked much older than
his age, which Eve guessed was thirty at most.
If this happened when he was in his teens or early
twenties, he wouldn’t have been as polished, or as haunted. She
imagined he would have been impetuous and quite gallant. Then there
was the fact that his dashing rescue had occurred in a rural area,
where things, including social mores, can move a lot slower than in
places considered more urbane. A young and idealistic Hazard might
very well deem it his duty to step up and save the girl’s
reputation by marrying her, just as he later returned to the scene
of the crime and tried to set things right with the man he’d
offended.
It still niggled at her that there was something a
little off about the story . . . that is to say, something beyond
the overall wackiness of it. And the fact that he was a married
man. The fact that he was married really shouldn’t make any
difference to her, especially since it apparently didn’t make any
difference to him. It wasn’t as if she harbored visions of dinner
leading to bigger and better things.
“So. You’re married,” she said. “Your wife must be
very open-minded. Or doesn’t she know you take other women to
dinner at restaurants on Zagat’s list of Most Romantic?”
“I was married,” he countered. “It was only
for a very short time. A year and a half after we married, Jane
became ill with pneumonia and died. She and our daughter, both
within a day.”
“Oh, Gabriel, I’m so sorry. How awful for you.” She
used his first name without thinking, the same way she reached out
to touch his hand, briefly covering it with her own. “It’s bad
enough to lose someone you love, but to suddenly have both of them
taken from you . . . I know how hard that must have been for you .
. . how hard it must be still.”
“Thank you. For a long time life was . . .
unbearable. And then I became numb.” His mouth crooked. “Numb is
easier.”
The sadness of that statement made her heart hurt.
Numbness did seem easier than soul-searing grief; the problem was
it didn’t last. You could go floating along in your little bubble
of numbness for weeks or months or years, and then one day you
glimpsed or heard or brushed against something so familiar it might
as well be encoded in your DNA, and the bubble bursts and your
heart lifts, because you’re certain it’s her silky brown hair you
saw, or his smooth laugh you heard, or the fox fur trim on her hood
that you felt, the fur that always tickled your cheek when she bent
down to kiss you, but of course it’s not, and you remember why, you
remember why those things will never be again, and the fresh pain
is enough to take your breath away.
The silence continued; Hazard seemed lost somewhere
far away.
“Tell me more about the curse,” she urged. She knew
that even when you believe you’re numb, distractions can be a
blessing. “Did he refuse to accept your apology and curse you
instead?”
“No, he accepted my apology, grudgingly. And my
money, with slightly more enthusiasm,” he recalled dryly. “And then
as I was leaving he had his men jump me. Three of them. We fought,
I lost. It was . . . a very long night.” There was no mistaking the
bitterness that whipped into his voice. It kept her from asking for
a more detailed account of what transpired during that very long
night. The faraway burn in his eyes and the unyielding set of his
jaw made it clear that whatever happened had been painful, and not
pretty. “By the time he got around to the curse I was barely
conscious; my memories of what happened are hazy.”
“Please don’t take this the wrong way, but are you
sure something did happen? Maybe it was a threat . . . he
might have said he was going to curse you for effect, to frighten
you and even the score a little.”
His laughter was short and harsh, really not a
laugh at all. “It happened. I’m sure of it.”
“What kind of curse was it?” she asked.
What kind of curse was it?
The moment of truth, thought Hazard. Either that or
the moment of untruth. Which was it going to be? He’d been
struggling with that question since deciding on his strategy for
this evening.
He didn’t want to lie to Eve any more than he
wanted to steal from her. But there was a chance that if she knew
the whole truth, she would be reluctant to help him. She might
refuse to let him use the pendant. That would only prolong his
stay, and the longer he was around her, the more danger she was in.
If tonight proved anything, it was that. Even more than he didn’t
want to lie to her, he didn’t want to hurt her. He’d hurt women
before without meaning to, and if he wasn’t careful it would happen
to Eve. Lying to her might be the kindest thing he could do.
“It’s nothing fancy as curses go,” he told her, his
tone offhand. “Just your standard bad-luck curse.”
“And it worked?”
He nodded. “It’s like living with a black cat
always in my path and with every day being Friday the thirteenth.
Nothing I do turns out right. You saw what happened at the
auction.” He clenched his jaw and stared across the room, striking
a mood between anger and despair.
“You wanted to know why I’m so desperate to get my
hands on the pendant, desperate enough to fight off warlocks and
pay a king’s bloody ransom. Now you do.” He shifted his gaze to her
face. “I’m cursed, and the pendant is the only thing that can break
that curse.”
“How do you know that?”
“Because the pendant is what he used to cast it,”
he replied.
Eve was about to say that was impossible because
the pendant had been lost for years . . . centuries according to
Grand; then she remembered it had been lost only to them for all
that time. The hull of the Unity was located and her cargo
recovered in 1971, but the pendant hadn’t come into Dorothy
Dowling’s possession until 1998. According to the provenience
provided by the historical society, there had been a private sale
following its recovery and then it turned up years later at an
auction conducted by Sotheby’s in Dublin. That time frame certainly
allowed for what Hazard said happened.
“You’re sure it was the pendant?” she asked. “You
did say your memory of that night is hazy.”
“It is,” Hazard admitted. “All I actually remember
is that he had something gold in his hand. I’m not relying on my
memory. I’m relying on Taggart, or rather on his sixth sense for
these things.”
“Who’s Taggart?” Eve asked.
“Taggart is . . . an associate of mine. I hate
magic . . . for obvious reasons. But I knew if I was going to break
the curse I would have to fight fire with fire. And since I don’t
have any power of my own, I had to find someone willing to share
his . . . for a price.”
“Oh, I’m sure he’s more than willing to share if
the price is anything like what you offered me.” She tilted her
head, her eyes narrowing with curiosity. “And speaking of . . . you
sure have a lot of walking-around money for someone cursed with bad
luck.”
“It’s old money.” He dropped his gaze and used one
finger to trace the rim of the saucer beneath the cup of coffee he
hadn’t touched. “I have . . . afflictions that aren’t readily
visible or understood. It’s not an easy thing for me to talk
about.”
“You don’t have to,” she said, as he’d hoped she
would.
She had a caring heart. Everything he’d observed of
her and everything he’d learned about her surreptitiously told him
that. And if his back wasn’t to the wall, or if he were a better
man, he wouldn’t stoop to using that against her. But he wasn’t a
better man, and he was going to use her kindness, and her own
distaste for magic, to get her to do what he needed her to
do.
“Tell me how Taggart figured out that it was the
pendant you were looking for,” she said.
“He has a wide range of contacts in the
otherworld,” he explained, referring to the world of magic
interwoven with this one. “And he has a talent for locating things
that are impossible to find . . . that sixth sense I mentioned. It
took a while, and there were a lot of dead ends, but he eventually
got a strong sense that what we were looking for was in Providence.
Once we were here, he zeroed in on the house on Sycamore Street.
The fact that it was for sale was simply a lucky break “
“So it wasn’t purely by chance that you
bought the house.” There was a subtle note of accusation in her
voice.
“I never said it was chance. I said it had nothing
to do with you, and that at the time I bought it I knew nothing
about you. That’s the truth. And I said the location being well
suited to magic was a deciding factor—also true.”
She acknowledged that with a slight nod.
“It was only after we arrived here that Taggart
honed in on the auction,” he explained, “and as soon as I saw the
photograph of the pendant in the preview catalogue, I knew he was
right . . . that it was what Pavane had in his hand when he cursed
me.”
She looked at him with surprise. “The sorcerer’s
name was Pavane?”
“That’s right. Phineas Pavane.” He saw her chest
lift with a sudden deep breath and sensed her excitement. “Do you
recognize the name?”
She nodded eagerly. “If my grandmother is right—and
she usually is about these things—Phineas Pavane is the man
responsible for our long-lost family talisman being long
lost in the first place ... and for worse things. Not the same
Phineas Pavane who cursed you,” she added and then rolled her eyes
at herself. “Obviously.”
“Obviously,” he murmured, captivated by the sudden
guileless sparkle of her in a way he had no right to be.
“This rural, horse-loving village you were talking
about . . . was it by any chance in Ireland? A place called
Gleng—”
“Glengara,” he said at the same time she did. “Near
the west coast. That’s the place.”
“That’s where my family is from . . . originally, I
mean. Grand was born there.”
She tossed her hair back, making the bells on her
ears dance against the pale skin he longed to touch. It was an
effort to focus instead on what she was saying.
“I don’t know if this is a coincidence,” she told
him, “and if it’s not, I have no idea what it means, but if there
was a Pavane involved, I’m sure he played dirty. You can use the
pendant. And I don’t want any money, or papers drawn up. A
handshake is good enough for me.”
She offered her hand; he hesitated.
“Do you trust me that much?” he asked.
“I’m not sure how much I trust you,” she admitted.
“But I’m willing to give it a try. We’ll keep it simple: I’ll let
you use the pendant to break the curse, and you promise to return
it to me afterwards, safe and sound. No exceptions. No
excuses.”
They shook on it. And even though the light was
low, designed to hide flaws and soften what’s real, he saw Eve
clearly for the woman she truly was. The woman he needed her to
be.
Caring. Trusting. Gullible.
He really was a bastard.
Double, double, toil and trouble; Fire burn,
and caldron bubble.
So sayeth the witches in Macbeth, and their words
had been running through Eve’s head all day, as impossible to shake
as the refrain of a popular and God-awful song you hear on your way
to work and find yourself humming all day. They struck her as
timely; she only hoped they weren’t a bad omen. Tonight was the
night she was going to Hazard’s, talisman in hand, for what she’d
come to think of as—for want of a catchier term—the Great
Decursing.
It had been two days since their dinner at
Settimio’s. She’d offered to get together to do the deed as soon as
possible, but Hazard had things to take care of first, and so
they’d agreed on this evening. It was a good thing he hadn’t needed
more time, because thinking about it was really interfering with
her work. Flubbing lines, daydreaming during meetings and having to
double- and triple-check appointment times was all very unlike
her.
She was accustomed to work being her consuming
passion, the thing that drove and excited her; work was the first
thing she thought of in the morning and the last thing at night,
and it was unsettling to have something else kick it from first
place to a very distant second. She told herself that her curiosity
and anticipation were natural; after all, it wasn’t everyday she
got to witness someone use a magical talisman to break a bad-luck
curse. Whatever excitement she felt had less to do with Hazard the
man than Hazard the victim.
In fact, it might not even be excitement she felt;
it could be . . . compassion. It could be wild, intense compassion
waking her up in the middle of the night and making her pulse race,
suddenly and at odd and sometimes inconvenient moments.
There was no denying that compassion was at least
part of her feelings toward Hazard. His story had touched her
deeply, probably because she understood it like few others could.
She had the misfortune of knowing firsthand what it was to get
caught in the backwash of a power far greater than yourself, a
boundless, unaccountable power willing and able to pluck you from
the fabric of reality as you knew it, spin you around and toss you
back into a world radically different from the one you knew,
leaving you to find your way as best you could.
Some would say they had both brought it on
themselves by opening the door to the mysterious power of magic
without knowing where it would lead. That was probably true . . .
but with one major difference between them. She had been warned of
the danger and had chosen to cast the Winter Rose Spell anyway.
Hazard was never warned and had no way of knowing the potential
consequences of his actions; he hadn’t even known magic was real,
for pity’s sake. It was a stretch to think of the Hazard who’d
bulldozed his way into her life as an innocent, but that’s what
he’d once been.
There was also another important difference between
them. What she did, she did for herself; she’d cast the spell in
hopes of seeing what love and happiness might be in her future.
Hazard had been thinking of someone else’s future happiness. He had
unselfishly put himself at risk for the sake of a stranger. Neither
of them deserved what happened to them, but the balancing
scales in Eve’s heart decreed that he deserved it less.
For that reason alone she was willing to help him
any way she could. It would be a bonus if she could also even the
score a little with the iniquitous Pavane, both the man who had
cursed Hazard and the earlier one who had caused her own family so
much pain and trouble.
Phineas Pavane had stolen more than the talisman
from them, he’d stolen possibilities. Generations of them. There
was no way of knowing exactly how many, but Eve was convinced the
number was staggering. He’d stolen the possibility of love and joy
and contentment from so many women who shared her blood, and, maybe
worse, he’d stolen the possibility of all the good they could have
done with the power meant to be theirs and theirs alone.
She understood bad luck because she’d seen her
share of it, and she knew the return of the talisman brought the
possibility that T’airna luck could change. She resisted thinking
about it because the potential for disappointment was too great.
But gradually those thoughts began slipping through cracks in the
wall she’d put up, more frequently since her dinner with Hazard.
She wondered if that was because he represented another new
possibility . . . the possibility of a man she could be completely
open and honest with. A man she could dare to love.
Don’t think about it, don’t think about it,
don’t think about it, she told herself. She wasn’t even sure
Hazard was a man she could love. She was drawn to him in a way that
confused her, but she really knew very little about him. The other
night had filled in some of the blanks, and hopefully more of her
questions would be answered tonight. She would also get to meet the
mysterious Taggart, who would be in charge of the decursing. And
she would find out if he was right about the pendant having the
power to break the curse and set Hazard free. Maybe luck was about
to change for both of them.
Provided she didn’t miss the witching hour, she
thought, noticing the time. She took off her glasses and began to
pack up to go. The script she’d been working on, the one that
should have taken no more than an hour to write but that was still
unfinished after several, would have to wait until tomorrow.
Thrice and once, the hedge-pig whin’d. Harpier
cries: ’tis time! ’tis time!