Four
“Dest—” “No! Please don’t say it. Not the D
word.”
Ignoring Eve’s exasperated plea, Grand continued to
regard her with regal serenity, something she did exceptionally
well. “If you want a different answer, my darling Eve, ask a
different question.”
Eve settled for making a small, disgruntled sound
and staring at the teacup in front of her. It was fine bone china,
its color the soft white of heirloom pearls. The gently curved
handle fit her hand perfectly, and there was a sprinkling of
hand-painted red roses just below the rim. It was simple and
elegant, like everything in Grand’s home, like Grand herself. She
was eighty but looked and acted younger, something Eve attributed
to her fiery spirit and magical T’airna genes. Her white hair was
cut in an asymmetrical bob that played to her great bone structure
and beautiful eyes, and she’d always had a strong, intrepid sense
of style. All the color and adventure lacking in Eve’s closet could
be found in Grand’s.
They were sitting at the old, polished oak kitchen
table in Grand’s kitchen. She lived in a cozy three-room addition
to the brick Tudor Eve shared with her sister and niece. It was a
perfect arrangement. Grand had a place where she could retreat for
a bit of peace and quiet, and there was a solid door equipped with
dual dead bolts to keep whatever magic she chose to conjure on her
own turf, out of sight and out of mind for the rest of them. Eve
would have preferred to keep magic out of the house entirely, but a
deal was a deal.
The door connecting their kitchens was usually left
open, and that’s how Eve found it when she returned home after the
auction. It was late, and as she pulled into the garage, she was
afraid her grandmother might already be sleeping. She wasn’t sure
she could stand to wait until morning to talk to her. But she found
Grand still up and waiting with a pot of tea steeped to perfection;
two teacups and a plate of lemon shortbread sat on the table. It
was as if she’d known not only that Eve would come rushing in,
shaken and bewildered, and in need of her special calming brew, but
also the precise moment. How she always seemed to know such
things was something Eve didn’t want to think about just then. She
had enough magical mystery to deal with for one night.
Words usually came easily to her. She made her
living stringing them together in logical order. But when she
opened her mouth to tell her grandmother what had happened, out
poured a jumbled tirade about magic and strange men and wild,
irresistible impulses. While Eve rambled, Grand calmly nudged her
to sit and tucked her favorite shawl around her shoulders. Faded
blue and soft as feathers, the shawl smelled of sweet rosewater and
a thousand happy memories. And all the time Grand was soothing her
and pouring tea, she listened.
That was one of the wonderful things about Grand;
she always listened and understood and told you exactly what she
thought, even if it wasn’t exactly what you wanted to hear. Or even
close to what you wanted to hear.
Like tonight.
Eve sipped her tea, letting the sweet warmth and
spicy fragrance relax her until she was able to consider Grand’s
explanation with a reasonably open mind.
“Fine,” she said, “let’s assume you’re right and
destiny is responsible for everything that happened. Why now? Why
tonight? And why, for pity’s sake, in front of hundreds of people?”
Her voice took on a disgruntled edge. “Hasn’t destiny ever heard of
discretion . . . you know, the ‘better part of valor’ and all
that?”
Grand’s smile was gentle. “Ours is not to reason
why . . .”
“Of course ours is to reason why,” Eve argued. “If
we don’t, we’re like . . . like balls in a pinball machine, getting
randomly slapped around for no good reason. And for the record, “do
or die” was nowhere on my To Do list for today.”
“So it is with destiny.”
“My point exactly,” Eve said. “I need answers, and
as answers go, ‘destiny’ falls in the cosmic, big-picture class of
explanations. I was hoping you could give me something a little
more specific and small picture. Like a snapshot. More focus, less
hocus-pocus. I want to know why, after years of détente, destiny
suddenly decided to rear its ugly head and steamroll my life
tonight.”
“Oh dear, I suspect the only thing sudden about it
was your own sense of awareness . . . or perhaps I should say lack
thereof.”
“Lack thereof? Me?” Eve shook her head
emphatically. “I’m all about awareness. It’s what I do . . . it’s
who I am.”
Grand looked bemused. “Now don’t be getting all
miffed. I wasn’t talking about your job. Of course, you’re very
good at what you do, but your work calls for awareness of a
different sort . . . one might even say more focus, less
hocus-pocus.”
“And that’s a bad thing?”
“Not a bit. To be sure; it’s a fine quality to
have. It just won’t help you to understand what happened tonight.”
She paused and it seemed to Eve that she was choosing her words
very carefully. “Tell me, Eve, do you remember anything of what I
taught you about magic?”
The question took Eve by surprise.
“Of course I do. I remember everything, Grand. How
could I not?”
Grand looked so pleased that Eve didn’t even
consider spoiling the moment by mentioning how often she wished it
weren’t the case. Or how many nights she’d lain awake fantasizing
about how different her life would be if she’d never opened the
Book of Enchantment and found the Winter Rose Spell.
“Then you remember that magic is all around us,
always. It’s the energy of life itself, and it’s present in the
wind and the tides and—”
“And in the tallest tree in the forest and the
smallest wildflower growing in the shade below.”
Grand smiled approvingly. “Then you must remember
that all that magical energy trapped in nature can be called forth;
why even a drab with enough knowledge and persistence might learn
to coax out a wee bit of it.”
Even a drab. Eve had to smile. It had been a
very long time since she’d heard the word “drab” used that way. It
was the name the magical world gave to mortals who possess no
magic. Drab, as in colorless and boring. There was a time when a
drab was the very last thing she wanted to be. That was before she
understood that in the great cosmic carnival that is the universe,
drabs are really the lucky ones. They get to sleepwalk through life
blissfully unaware of the mystical danger lurking just out of
sight. They can tuck their kids in at night and tell them that of
course there are no such things as monsters or ghosts or goblins
with a clear conscience, never knowing how wrong they are. And if
they’re really lucky, they never find out.
“But the greatest magic,” Grand continued, “is the
magic inside you, the magic you were born with. That’s what sets us
apart as enchantresses. It’s always with you, Eve, and it always
will be, as long as there is blood running through your
veins.”
“But I haven’t used magic in years. I don’t even
think about it.”
“It’s still there,” Grand countered. “The magic
within us is different from the magic around us, and far greater,
but it’s also one with it. And like calls to like. You were born
with a connection to the magic of the universe, and I suspect it’s
draining you more than you know to try to suppress what is meant to
be.”
She took a sip of tea while Eve considered that.
Could Grand be right? She’d always assumed that when she made the
decision to reject magic, that was that. End of story. Could it be
that instead she’d been unconsciously suppressing it all this time?
And if so, what had changed tonight?
“You’ve been working much too hard,” Grand
continued. “Such dreadful long hours and deadline on top of
deadline, there seems no end to it. And with Chloe away, you take
it on yourself to see to Rory even more than usual.”
There was no denying that. After years of flitting
like the free spirit she was from one job to another, her sister
seemed to have found her bliss as a wedding planner. Not ordinary
weddings naturally, but one-of-a-kind weddings in exotic, far-off
locales. It was the perfect career for a diehard romantic with
boundless creativity and a wanderer’s soul. The downside was that
Chloe was away from home for weeks at a stretch. At the moment she
was on a private island somewhere off the coast of Greece. And when
she was away, Eve picked up the slack at home. She didn’t mind; she
shared a special bond with her only niece, and it had been that way
since the day Rory was born. Actually, since before she was
born.
Chloe was only seventeen when she announced she was
pregnant, father unknown, and that she intended to keep her baby. A
senior in high school, she was still living with their paternal
grandparents, who had taken them in after the fire that killed
their parents and destroyed their home. The Lockharts were
horrified by Chloe’s pregnancy. Wealthy and prominent in the
community, they were as concerned with appearances as Grand was
totally unconcerned with what anyone else thought or said about
her. Their response to the situation involved equal parts shame and
secrecy. They wanted to pack Chloe off to give birth somewhere far,
far away, arrange for a private, sealed adoption and never speak of
the matter again. Ever.
Eve’s father had been their youngest and most
troublesome son. They’d strongly disapproved of his marriage and
had little to do with his family when he was alive. That changed
upon his death. They had more money, more influence and more
friends in high places than Grand did, and they’d used all of them
to elbow her aside and claim full custody of Eve and her sister. In
true Solomon fashion, Grand had elected not to fight them, legally
or otherwise, though she surely could have prevailed had she chosen
to do battle on her own unorthodox terms. She’d stepped aside
because she believed the girls had been through enough.
The Lockhart name made the fire front-page news
locally, and Grand’s long-standing reputation as the neighborhood’s
resident witch provided the media and the public with plenty of
scandalous details. Rumors and half-truths attributed to anonymous
sources were twisted and exaggerated, with vague insinuations of
animal sacrifices and black masses. When the state fire marshall’s
final report said that the fire was caused by candles left burning
unattended in the turret room, it was taken for granted that Grand
was to blame. Whispers about a charred crystal ball and silver
pentagram found among the ruins fanned speculation about what she
had been doing that night.
Grand rose above it all, neither denying nor
explaining the rumors, and not allowing a custody battle to incite
more hurtful publicity and prolong the public ordeal for Eve and
Chloe. Instead, she made do with only occasional visits with the
granddaughters she loved, and it was years before Eve learned about
the sacrifices she’d made.
Eve was out of college and living in New York when
Chloe called to tell her she was pregnant. She had just been
awarded a prestigious fellowship to study international journalism;
it was the next step on her carefully planned path to becoming a
foreign correspondent. Those were heady days when it seemed that
every piece of her life was falling into place.
Her immediate response to Chloe’s announcement was
to return home and try to negotiate a compromise. She reasoned and
pleaded and cajoled, but her grandparents stood their ground and
her sister stood hers. More than once Eve wanted to throw up her
hands and walk out. She wanted to go back to New York where she had
a real life tied to a real future, a future she’d dreamed of and
worked to make happen. The reason she didn’t was because when she
tuned out the arguments and threats and accusations being hurled
all around her, and listened instead to her heart, one truth stood
out above all else: Chloe needed her. That came before everything
else.
The night after their parents died, she and Chloe
slept in the same bed. Huddled beneath the covers, they had linked
pinkie fingers and sworn they would always be there for each other,
no matter what. It was a childish gesture made by children
desperate for comfort and reassurance wherever they could get it.
But Eve had meant every word. It wasn’t simply a sense of
obligation that brought her home to stand by Chloe. She
wanted to be there for her sister. No matter what the
price.
There had been a quick trip to New York to settle
matters there. Eve salvaged what she could and said good-bye to
what she couldn’t, and she moved on. When she got back to
Providence, she called Grand to broach an idea she had, and the
three of them—Grand and Chloe and she—banded together and forged
the arrangement that had worked pretty well ever since.
“I know you’d do anything to help Chloe and that
you love Rory as if she were your own,” Grand was saying now. “But
a schedule as hectic as yours takes its toll on a body. I should
think it was only a matter of time before something like this
happened.”
Eve shot to her feet, ignoring the chill on her
bare shoulders as the shawl slipped from them. “Something
like this? What are you saying? That more things like
this could happen?”
“I’m saying that when a body’s resistance to
anything is low—”
Eve cut in. “My resistance isn’t low. When it comes
to magic, I’m as resistant as hell . . . I’m every bit as resistant
as I ever was.”
“If you say so,” Grand returned, her dubious tone
saying something else.
Eve crossed her arms, defensive, not wanting Grand
to be right. “I know what you’re thinking. You’re thinking the
proof is in the pudding. That tonight happened because I somehow
dropped my guard and that if I don’t get more sleep and take more
vitamins it could happen again.”
“Oh, I don’t think vitamins have a thing to do with
it. And what I was thinking was that you have a peculiar bump
inside your dress. Just there,” she said, pointing.
Eve glanced down. “That’s just the pendant.”
Grand was suddenly still. “What pendant might that
be?”
“This one,” Eve replied, starting to pull the
pendant from inside her dress only to have the chain get caught on
the material.
“I’m sure I mentioned it.”
“I’m certain you didn’t,” Grand countered, reaching
behind her for her reading glasses. “I surely would have taken
notice if you had.”
“Sorry. It must have gotten lost in the babble. The
pendant is what started the whole thing,” she explained, trying to
loosen the link without tearing her dress. “No, that’s wrong. It
really started with the guy in the lobby. I know I mentioned him
and how I felt so drawn to him.”
“That’s not so unusual; you did say he was quite
handsome.”
Eve shook her head. “It wasn’t that. This feeling
was different, and much stronger; it was like being hypnotized and
fully aware at the same time. I never felt anything like it, and I
knew even then something strange was going on. But when I walked
away, I assumed the spell was broken. I thought I had things under
control and that if I just kept my head, I could make it through
the rest of the night.”
She finally managed to free the chain and slip it
over her head.
“This man . . . he would be the same man who jumped
off the roof of the garage?”
“It wasn’t the roof, but yes, he’s the one.”
“And you think he’s the mage who cast the
spell?”
“I have no idea what he is,” Eve said as she
placed the pendant in Grand’s outstretched palm. “I’m not even sure
it was a spell. But it was definitely something; I felt it. And
whatever it was, he was connected to it . . . to all of it. He
wanted the pendant every bit as badly as I did, and that’s saying
something. As soon as I saw it, I went into some kind of mad
shopaholic trance. Everything just . . .” She made an exploding
sound and threw her hands up in the air to illustrate. “It was like
a Bewitched episode . . . minus Darren and the laugh
track.”
“Saints be praised!”
Grand’s cry commanded Eve’s full attention. When
Grand was a girl, the only school in Glengara was run by nuns, and
her beliefs were a comfortable mix of magic and Christianity.
Through the years, Eve heard all manner of colorful exclamations
delivered in that musical brogue, but “saints be praised” was
reserved for things of real significance.
“What is it, Grand?”
“The answer to your question . . . the reason for
everything that happened tonight. Now I understand.” She
lifted her gaze to meet Eve’s, cradling the pendant in both
trembling hands. “Oh, Eve, do you have any idea what this
means?”
Before she could admit that she didn’t, Grand was
up and hurrying toward her bedroom, still clutching the pendant.
Eve watched from the kitchen as she went straight to her dressing
table and opened the ancient silver box that held things she
cherished. Returning, she handed Eve an oval frame a little smaller
than a deck of cards. It held the image of a woman, a girl really,
with dark hair, a sweet smile and eyes as blue as Grand’s.
“That is your great-great-great-great . . . I lost
count, was that three greats or four?” Her hand fluttered
impatiently. “Never mind that. The girl is Maura T’airna; she sat
for that portrait in 1790. She was seventeen.”
“It’s so tiny,” Eve remarked, examining it closely.
“Tiny and perfect.”
“It’s a miniature. Before cameras came along, they
were all the rage among people of means. It took quite a talented
artist to capture such detail on so small a canvas. Look closely .
. . do you see what she’s wearing around her neck?”
Eve brought the painting closer and squinted, and
then slid her gaze to meet Grand’s look of watchful anticipation.
“She’s wearing the pendant. Well, a pendant anyway. Do you
really think it could be the same one?”
“I’ve never been so certain of anything in my
life.”
Grand sat, cradling the gold hourglass in her hands
as if it were the most valuable and fragile of treasures. She
gently curled her fingers around it and closed her eyes.
“I can feel it,” she said softly. “It’s so warm to
the touch.” She opened her eyes and her sharp gaze pinned Eve’s.
“You must have felt it too.”
When Eve hesitated, Grand reached for her hand and
placed the pendant in her palm. Then she covered it with her own
hand.
“Close your eyes,” she instructed. “Close your eyes
and let yourself feel.”
Eve closed her eyes. “I’m not sure what it is I’m
supposed to be feeling.”
“Power. Blood. Kinship.” Grand’s voice was strong,
a matriarch’s voice. “But you’re fighting it; see how stiff your
spine is. Listen to me, Eve. This is not simply any pendant. This
is the lost T’airna talisman . . . our talisman. I’m as sure
of that as I am that the sun rose this morning.”
She drew her hand away, leaving the pendant with
Eve.
“The lost T’airna talisman?” Eve echoed the words
slowly, as if they were spoken in a language she’d never heard
before, which in a way they were. “How come I never heard anything
about a lost family talisman before now?”
“I suppose because when you were very young, I did
my best to abide by your parents’ wishes where magic was concerned.
I did,” she insisted when Eve looked askance at her. “That was my
very best. Anyway, I always thought there would be plenty of time
later, when you were older, to tell you everything. I expected
there to be time for so many things, and then . . . and then there
wasn’t.”
Eve nodded, understanding. “How long ago was it
lost?”
“Centuries. It disappeared just after Maura sat for
that portrait, stolen by the man she later married, never to be
seen again. At least the family suspected it was he who stole it,
and he who caused poor Maura’s death only months after they were
wed. Neither was ever proven; Phineas Pavane was too slippery, all
charm and smiles when it suited him.
“T’is said he learned of the talisman from Maura,
who was a bit of a flibbertigibbet. Who knows how she might have
bragged to impress a suitor she fancied? But in truth Maura was a
silly little thing with scant power of her own and no interest in
learning how to control even that. If Pavane married her thinking
she was his key to unlocking the talisman’s power, he would have
soon found out differently and had no use for her.”
“And so he killed her? That’s horrible.”
“Indeed, for poor Maura and for all of us who
followed. With the talisman gone, everything changed. T’airna
fortunes dwindled, and their power too.”
Grand’s expression hardened. Her sharp blue gaze
was fixed on a point over Eve’s shoulder, but Eve surmised that
whatever she was seeing was an ocean and several lifetimes
away.
“The T’airnas were once the toast of Glengara. They
were beloved by their neighbors, and for very good reason; there
wasn’t a soul who hadn’t turned to them for help, and help they
always got. Whether it was a potion for a sick child or a charm to
save a failing crop, they could be counted on in a time of need.
And then there were the other matters they tended to, matters on a
far grander scale, matters of life and death that their neighbors
never thanked them for, because they never knew. They were spared
having to know because the T’airnas were among those who kept watch
against the darkness.”
Kept watch against the darkness . . . The
words stirred Eve’s imagination, and her curiosity, and sent a
shiver dancing along her spine.
“Our legacy is a proud one of duty and destiny,”
Grand told her. “For all of time, enchantresses of the house of
T’airna made life better and safer in ways no one else could. And
then, in the space of only a generation or two, everything changed,
and they found themselves working as paid servants on Pavane’s
grand estate or in one of his businesses; there was naught else to
do since by then he owned the village whole.”
“And you think this . . . reversal of
fortune was all because of a lost pendant?”
“Because of a lost talisman,” Grand
corrected indignantly. “Even if Pavane couldn’t access its true
power, its loss tipped the scales and he took full advantage. It
was only years later, after he’d gathered all the wealth and power
a man could want in this world, that it became known he was a
necromancer, calling on the darkest of magics to work his
will.”
She held her hand out and waited for Eve to return
the pendant to her. “This talisman is our heritage. It holds the
wisdom and power of every woman who’s ever possessed it. And it is
our future, a link to magic purer and more potent than any in this
realm, a link to the divine magic of the Everrealm. That’s why
Pavane wanted it so badly and why the likes of him could never make
use of it on his own.”
Eve bit her bottom lip, unsure what to say. She
didn’t want to say “That sounds crazy,” though it did. It was hard
to believe a simple piece of jewelry could hold such power, but the
spark in her grandmother’s eyes and the stubborn set of her jaw
made it clear she believed it. And that meant something to Eve. She
might have given up on magic, but she still trusted Grand.
Besides, who was she to judge? She wasn’t even sure
exactly what a talisman was. Sure she’d heard the word before, but
she understood its meaning in only the most general terms. And she
wasn’t at all sure she wanted to know more.
She liked her life the way it was. It wasn’t
perfect, but there was nothing so bad she needed an ancient good
luck charm to fix it. If it even brought good luck. You could never
be completely sure with magic. To her thinking, that was the big
disadvantage to playing a game without rules: there were no
rules.
She liked rules. And she was good at following
them. She liked that along with rules came consequences. So if you
should decide to break one, you knew right up front what to expect.
For instance, you didn’t go to bed one night believing you had the
world figured out and wake up to find your world broken and turned
upside down and with pieces missing. Important pieces that you
could never get back, or replace or forget.
That’s why she didn’t want to know more about the
talisman.
It’s why she didn’t want her pulse to quicken the
way it did when Grand spoke of power and blood and kinship. And why
she didn’t want to feel a small burst of excitement and something
else—pride—when she realized that long before there were historians
around to record such things, her ancestors had stood against the
darkness in the world.
Most of all she didn’t want to feel the warm,
urgent pull of energy stretching inside her and around her when she
held the pendant in her hand.
The problem was that what she wanted seemed less
important when she considered the look of wonderment on her
grandmother’s face and heard the excited lilt in her voice. She
remembered both from those long-ago days when Grand had helped her
prepare for the Winter Rose Spell.
I expected there to be time . . . and
then there wasn’t.
Telling herself it couldn’t hurt to listen, she sat
back down and reached across the table to cover Grand’s hand with
her own. The older woman’s skin was wrinkled but silky and dear to
her touch.
Their eyes met and Eve smiled.
“We have time now, Grand,” she said. “Will you tell
me about it?”
Her grandmother gave her a nod, the corners of her
mouth lifting with pleasure as she took a minute to gather her
thoughts before speaking. “The pendant was a gift from the Goddess
Danu to a T’airna woman,” she told Eve.
The Goddess Danu. Incredibly, in a single sentence
the story had moved back in time from Maura and
late-eighteenth-century Ireland to the era of the Tuatha de Danaan,
a divine race descended from Danu herself in the time before
time.
“You know about the Danaans?” she asked.
“Yes,” Eve replied.
She knew enough. She knew that according to Irish
mythology the Danaans conquered and ruled Ireland long before the
Celtic tribes arrived. They had powers and abilities beyond those
of men and were said to be the predecessors of the sidhe, or
fairies. As a race they were revered as both warriors and
goldsmiths, but what they were best known for was their penchant
for dallying with humans. According to Grand, T’airna magic
originated with the union of a besotted Danaan prince and the
daughter of Irish hero Finn mac Cool.
“The legend is that this brave woman risked her
life and used her magic to stop the overthrow of the High King of
Ireland by his own knights,” Grand recounted. “T’airna men among
them, I’m shamed to say. To reward her for her loyalty, the goddess
enhanced the woman’s power and decreed that it be carried forth in
the T’airna female line for all time.”
“So that’s where it all started,” Eve
murmured.
“T’airna women have always been creatures of great
passion and reckless hearts, and the goddess knew that to safeguard
their new power and ensure it was carried forth, they must choose
mates with hearts as true and courageous as their own. That’s the
reason she created the talisman.”
“So it’s sort of like a good-luck-in-love charm?”
she ventured.
Grand straightened in her chair, indignant. “Not at
all. Quite the opposite in fact; the talisman was created so that
for a T’airna woman, matters of the heart would never again be left
to mere luck. Do you recall the legend of Lia Fáil?”
“I think so. Lia Fáil is what’s known as the ‘stone
of destiny,’ right?”
Her grandmother nodded. “It stands at Tara still.
In days gone by it was used as the coronation stone, and when the
rightful king would put his foot upon it, the stone would give a
shout of joy.”
“So says Irish mythology . . . emphasis on the
‘myth.’ ”
“Are you so sure of that?”
She shrugged. “You know what? I’m not sure what I’m
sure of at this moment. So I guess you could say no, I’m not a
hundred percent sure it’s only a myth.”
“Good, it will be easier for you to believe what
I’m about to tell you if you understand that Lia Fáil is no more a
myth than . . . than this pendant in my hand. In fact, in a way,
the two are one and the same. You see, the goddess used crystals
from Lia Fáil to fill the hourglass, and gold from the throne at
Tara to cast the pendant itself. She intended for it to serve as
our own stone of destiny, with its pure white crystals empowered to
glow red as a sign that a man’s heart is true.”
“Literally?”
“Quite. All a man need do is touch the talisman and
we can read his heart and know if he is the one.”
“Like Cinderella’s slipper,” Eve mused.
She’d say one thing for Grand: when it came to
drama she had the auctioneer beat all day. Ben’s claims of diamond
dust paled beside her version, with its high kings and gifts
bestowed by goddesses. Part of her didn’t believe a word of it, of
course. But another part, the part she could never completely
silence or escape, no matter how much she pretended she had even to
herself, that part of her knew that what Grand was telling her was
not only possible but also, just maybe, the stunning, absolute
truth.
Did she want to admit that and open, even slightly,
a door she had shut and locked long ago? And for very good reason.
While she was making up her mind, Grand added to her quandary by
turning the hourglass over so that she could see the engraving on
the base.
“And then there is this,” she said, and Eve’s
breath caught in her chest.
The engraving on the hourglass was a cross within a
circle; it was an exact match of the birthmark over her own
heart.