Chapter 11
Jenna lay on the bed in her room, trying
not to cry. Oh God, you’re probably the only woman in the
history of the Hotel Erotique who was dumb enough to fall for her
guide, and now weak enough to shed tears over it.
But then she bolstered herself, remembering: Other
women hadn’t been given a sexy male guide, asked to confide in him
and trust in him in such an intimate way. So maybe this wasn’t her
fault at all—maybe the blame fell on Brent.
Not that it made her any less crazy about him. No,
instead she was just hurt and upset.
Did his refusal to be with her this afternoon mean
her future fantasies wouldn’t include him, either? Or that he’d
take part only as a spectator? Well, if that was the case, then . .
. maybe she didn’t want any more fantasies. And she’d tell
him that the next time she saw him. She’d use her safeword if
that’s what it took. She knew they didn’t have a real
relationship—she knew this would go nowhere . . . but for
now, here, it was what she needed: sex with a man she was
completely crazy about.
She was jarred from her despair by a knock on the
door. God—what now?
Rising cautiously—because she’d learned surprises
lay behind every door, sometimes even her own, at the Hotel
Erotique—she twisted the knob and opened it to find no one there;
yet another gift box rested at her feet. This one looked more
innocent than some of the others she’d received—it was a simple
white box tied with a thick lavender ribbon.
Of course, she hurriedly brought it inside and
opened it up.
She discovered, nestled in lavender tissue paper, a
lovely yet surprisingly old-fashioned peignoir set—a long white
nightgown of silk and lace, and a matching robe that tied under the
bust and possessed lace-festooned sleeves much like the dress she’d
worn today. The set also came with a pair of white lace string
bikini panties—certainly the most modern part of the
ensemble.
A card lay in the box as well—another written in
Brent’s jagged handwriting:
Put this on, sunshine. Then go for a walk on
the beach.
That was it. Not even a signature this time.
Jenna pulled in her breath, wondering what this
meant.
But as it was already fairly late—after ten—she
quickly decided to quit wasting time and just do what the note
said. She only hoped that whatever was happening here, it would
include the man she craved. If not, she wasn’t going to play these
games anymore.
Ten minutes later, Jenna left her room in the
dainty, antique nightgown and robe, her heart beating in her
throat. In one way, it felt odd to be going out like this, but on
the other hand, it was demure nightwear to say the least,
especially with the robe—and as she often had to remind herself,
this was the Hotel Erotique, so she’d have to be seen in a
lot less to make a passerby even blink.
Still, she was relieved not to encounter anyone as
she followed the main path, barefoot, across well-manicured grounds
lit by tiki torches. Crossing a wooden boardwalk that spanned the
dunes, she stepped down into the cool sand and into another
world.
The beach was empty, stark yet peaceful tonight,
and it was easy to forget a trendy sex resort lay just behind her.
A bright crescent moon guided her toward the shoreline, casting a
ribbon of light across dark water. For a moment she forgot to
wonder why she was here and simply soaked up the soft, salty breeze
as it blew her satin gown up around her thighs, making her skin
ripple lightly.
Leaning her head back, she took in the stars
above—countless millions of them twinkling in an inky black sky.
Would she see people fucking out here, experiencing their
fantasies? Somehow, tonight, the very thought seemed
ludicrous—because since reaching the beach, it did feel as
if she’d been transported someplace else, someplace . . . simpler,
quieter, more remote.
A glance to the sea at her right revealed . . .
hmm, a few lights. Did this mean—was the pirate ship still anchored
offshore? Like this afternoon, the sight whisked her back to
another time.
It was at that very moment that she saw the vague
shapes of people running toward her . . . a white shirt . . . a man
. . . two men. She tensed automatically, but before she
could think, one of them grabbed on to her arm, almost hurting her.
She gasped, pulling back, but it was too late—the other man held
her opposite wrist now and was soon jerking her hands together in
front of her. The harsh scrape of rope tightened on her skin.
Looking up, she found herself gazing into the
shadowy stare of someone familiar—Zack. Her first thought: Oh
God, I can’t believe I’ve had sex with this guy twice but barely
exchanged a word with him. Her second: Damn it, I’m being
tied up.
“Thought you could get away, did you, wench?”
Brent was angry with himself—for his weakness. And
he was angry with her—for making him this way. He’d have
never dreamed the woman he’d met a week ago could affect him like
this. Little Mary Sunshine? Not anymore, that was for sure.
Except . . . maybe part of her still fit
that description—the guilelessly honest part, the openly
inquisitive part. And maybe it was the combination that was getting
to him, and the way she’d yielded to him sexually . . . so very
deeply.
But it was the anger that surfaced when the wooden
door to the captain’s quarters banged open. He lay across the bed
watching with a strange mix of desire and resentment as Zack and
Rico brought her inside, her wrists bound before her in thick
rope.
The rear of the Spanish galleon reproduction was
small and dimly lit by kerosene lamps, and for a moment, it was
almost easy to believe he was his character—a ruthless pirate ready
to slake his need between the legs of the nearest wench. Except the
girl in front of him, looking lovely and innocent in white satin
and lace, wasn’t just any wench. And despite himself, he liked that
she appeared just a little frightened when she saw the look in his
eyes.
“The wench, captain,” Rico reported.
“Leave us,” he said, shooing the other men away. He
liked the darkness surrounding them, liked knowing that as soon as
Zack and Rico took one of the rowboats back to shore, he and Jenna
would be all alone, floating isolated, away from anything and
anyone. Tonight, he needed to believe the Hotel Erotique didn’t
even exist. Tonight he needed to fuck her—man to woman, not guide
to guest or teacher to student. If he was going to surrender to his
needs, he was going to surrender hard.
And he wasn’t inclined to make it remotely soft for
Jenna, either. He knew none of this was her fault—but his anger
toward her right now was real. No one weakened him this way—no
one. Well, once, maybe, but that had been different, and sex
had . . . sex had saved him in a way then. And no one had
ever made him feel sexually out of control—until now. He couldn’t
help it—he wanted to punish her for that. If she wanted him so damn
bad, well, she would have him, all right. She would have every inch
of him, every way he wanted to give it to her.
He wore a white, billowing pirate’s shirt now and
the same breeches and boots from earlier. Rising slowly to his
feet, he reached in the scabbard at his waist and drew out his
dagger.
Damn, she truly did look pretty—so very innocent.
Somehow it made him want to conquer her even more. Despite
everything he’d told her today about why this couldn’t happen, he’d
given in to his own desires and now here they were, both about to
pay for it.
Stepping close to her, he curled his hand over her
bound fists and lifted them firmly up over her head. Then he slid
the dagger down inside the front of her nightgown and robe, aware
that she was beginning to tremble, and—cruelly—liking it. She’d
clearly picked up on the fact that the blades on the beach today
weren’t real—and had now realized this one was. Carefully,
he pressed the curved dagger flat between her breasts. “Does the
blade feel cold against your skin, my lady?” he leaned nearer to
ask.
Her answer sounded shaky. “Yes.”
He was hard as a rock, had been that way all
afternoon, even after getting himself off in the shower, and now he
pressed his aching hard-on against her hip. “And does my big cock
feel ready to impale you?”
She lifted her gaze to him and he saw the stark
desire residing there as she responded breathily. “Oh,
yes.”
With care, he turned the dagger so that the sharp
edge pointed outward—then he sliced through the fabric, all the way
down, until both the gown and jacket fell open across her breasts
and torso. She gasped, and he groaned—because he’d just gotten a
little stiffer, damn it. He couldn’t wait much longer.
So he wasted no more time. Slipping the dagger
carefully into the side of her pretty lace panties, he cut those,
too, leaving them to fall about one thigh. She let out another gasp
and he whispered hotly, “Do I frighten you, wench?”
“Kind of,” she replied softly. And it moved all
through him like liquid—her voice, her fear.
“Good,” he said, low and dark. “Because right now,
sunshine, I’m scaring myself a little, too.”
And with that, he tossed the dagger aside, picked
her up, and threw her to her back on the bed.
She landed with a small cry of surprise and
struggled lightly against her ropes. Meanwhile, he briskly undid
his pants, reached in to free his aching cock, and promptly nailed
her to the bed with it. It happened that quick—one fluid set of
moves and he was in her, deep, hard, and she was crying out at the
entry. He felt it low in his belly, that hot little cry—in it he
heard her fear, her surrender, her pleasure, her need, and he loved
all of it, more than he could understand; he loved being the man
who made her feel so many things, so very profoundly. Feel me,
sunshine, he thought as he began to drive into her warm, tight
cunt. Feel me, feel me, feel me.
She moaned at every hot, hard plunge—and he fucked
her relentlessly, like a madman. He grabbed on to her ass, pulling
her to him so he could thrust to the hilt, make her take it, make
her take him. He grunted and growled as the dark delight of
fucking her so roughly vibrated inside him.
What would happen after this? He didn’t know. He
hadn’t thought that far ahead. He only knew he couldn’t resist
fulfilling her fantasy—even at the emotional peril of them
both.
It took a few minutes to realize that despite how
hard he was giving it to her, she was fucking him back—meeting his
strokes, slamming her pelvis into his again and again. They groaned
together, and her bound wrists circled his neck. Even afraid, she
wasn’t fighting him.
Finally, he pulled out, pressed her body back to
the bed, and moved to straddle her shoulders. Then he held his cock
down to her mouth and said, “Suck me.”
She opened wide, willing and beautiful, and he fed
her his length. And a part of him wanted to go just as hard there,
be just as brutal, but . . . he couldn’t. She looked too
defenseless with her bound arms stretched over her head, giving in
to him so fully.
And—damn, it felt good to go slow anyway. Her warm
mouth hugged his erection, snug and wet, making him curse under his
breath as he tried to keep from coming. Shit—when had he
lost control with her? He didn’t even know. He only felt himself
succumbing more and more.
“Dirty girl,” he whispered down to her. “With such
a hot, dirty little mouth. That’s so good, honey—suck my cock. Keep
sucking it, dirty girl.” He’d never thought a woman looked exactly
beautiful doing this—he’d thought they looked hot, nasty, obscene,
and a host of other descriptors—but despite himself, he thought
Jenna somehow indeed looked beautiful, even if in a really naughty
way, taking his cock deep into her throat.
But when he again feared he would come, he
withdrew. He wasn’t done here yet—no way. Not even close.
Catching his breath, he began to back slowly over
the length of her body, letting his erection glide over her chest,
between her breasts, onto her slender belly, and when he lifted his
gaze back to hers, right below his now—hell, he had to kiss her.
Just had to.
His hands cupped her face and his mouth sank over
prettily swollen lips. He didn’t kiss her gently, though—he kissed
her like a man who was starving for her. Still tied, she kissed him
just as ravenously and it made his heart beat harder, his cock
pulsing madly.
Needing still more, he kissed his way briskly down
her body—raining kisses over her breasts and tummy, placing one
next to her belly button, and then pressing his mouth into her open
slit.
Damn, she tasted good—the sweet, salty, feminine
taste of her instantly permeated his senses. And as he licked at
her folds and delivered openmouthed kisses to her beautifully
engorged clit, she let out the hot little whimpers and cries he
adored. She appeared lost in abandon—eyes shut, lips parted—except
for when her teeth clenched in sweet agony each time he focused
tightly on her turgid little nub. He found himself licking at it
harder, wanting to drive her toward climax, loving the way she
began to fuck his mouth then, loving the sex-hungry woman Jenna
became in his arms.
And that’s when he realized he needed to give her
more right now, something extra, something new. No normal
orgasm seemed good enough for her at the moment. So, still licking
at the top of her pussy, he smoothly inserted two fingers where his
dick had been a few minutes ago. A ragged sigh left her at the
small intrusion, after which he began to stroke his fingertips
deliberately along the upper wall of her vagina.
This didn’t work for every woman, but it did for
most, given that he knew what he was doing. He found the spot he
was seeking easily, where the surface of the flesh was just a
little softer, smoother—then he stroked some more, curling his
fingers toward him, like one might scratch a cat’s chin.
Above, her breath began to catch and his whole body
turned hot at the gentle yet unsettled sounds of pleasure as he
returned to suckling her clit in earnest. She began to tremble amid
her whimpers so that they came out shaky, uncontrolled. “Oh . . .
Ohhh,” she began to moan.
He stroked the inner wall of her cunt more
intensely, faster now, as he sucked her clit deeper between his
lips—and at the moment he felt her climax start to break, he closed
his teeth over her distended nub and rubbed her wildly
inside.
“Oh! Oh God! Oh God!” she cried. And then
she began to yowl like a wild animal, her pelvis bucking against
his face in a jagged response he could tell was involuntarily—her
body was jerking the powerful orgasm out of her with or without her
consent. It went on a long while, pleasing him deeply, making his
cock harden further.
He lifted his head only when she went still, quiet.
His Little Mary Sunshine looked utterly spent, her chest heaving,
her arms still stretched over her head. When she opened her eyes,
she tried to speak, but her lips still quivered. “Wh-what was . . .
?”
“It was your G-spot,” he whispered.
Her green eyes grew big and round. “That really
exists?”
He tried to keep from chuckling. Still innocent in
some ways, his sunshine. “Hell yeah, it exists. You just felt the
proof.”
“Holy shit,” she murmured. Then let her eyes fall
shut again.
Brent gave her a minute to recover—he knew she
needed it—by rising from the bed and finding the dagger he’d tossed
aside earlier, ready to free her wrists. When he returned, she
looked much more feral than frightened now, even with her wrists
bound, even with the cut remnants of her white nightgown still
falling away from her otherwise naked body.
He carefully sliced through the rope between her
fists. Then he gave her his pirate look again—the look that said,
I’m going to take you rough and hard—even though he wasn’t
thinking about being a pirate anymore. He was only thinking about
the fierce urges still driving him.
Planting one palm on her bare hip, he rolled her to
her stomach on the bed. Then, sweeping the white fabric aside to
reveal her round ass, he gave it a slap and said, “On your hands
and knees.”
She obeyed, looking at once pretty and obscene—and
he decided he needed her all the way obscene. So without
warning, he used the dagger still in hand to cut down the
back of the gown and robe this time, letting it fall away in
the other direction to leave her enticingly naked. “I’m gonna fuck
you so hard,” he breathed over her like a threat—but her only
response was to arch her ass higher for him. “Good girl,” he said,
low, deep.
Then he grabbed her ass with both hands and plunged
his aching shaft back into her slick, enveloping pussy. She cried
out, and he groaned, too—mmm, she was still so tight, even after a
week of hot fucking. He rammed into her with all the power he
possessed, as rough as he’d promised, making them both cry out at
each stroke. And he smacked her ass, simply to provide another bit
of sensation for them both. At some point, he bent his body over
hers, anchoring his arm around her waist, to deliver shorter but
still intense thrusts, and felt like a rutting animal.
Her sobs of pleasure fueled him and he knew he
still hadn’t gotten enough of her. She was wet and willing and
perfect, she was sexy and beautiful and dirty for him, she was
everything a man could want—but tonight, he was driven to a point
of needing still more.
Rising back upright, he continued to fuck her,
drive after wild drive, now kneading her soft ass. His fingers dug
into her flesh; so did his thumbs. Each time, his thumbs parted her
bottom just a little, giving him a clear view of her tight, tiny
asshole—which contracted, just slightly, with every stroke he
delivered. Shit.
He knew what he wanted in an instant. He wanted in
her ass.
But he also knew he was surely too big, even
despite the glass toy she’d taken there the other night. That part
of the toy was designed specifically for anal play, after all—his
cock definitely was not. He’d fucked women in the ass before, but
not many—and only girls who were well accustomed to that kind of
sex.
Still, as he moved in Jenna’s moist passageway,
relishing the hot slide, his thumbs moved farther inward, playing
around the tiny fissure, soon stroking it in rhythm with his
drives. The weak, lusty sighs that now came with her sobs told him
she felt it, liked it. He couldn’t resist slipping the tip of his
middle finger inside.
“Oh!” she cried, leaning her head back, arching
invitingly.
Brent slid the rest of his finger inward, all the
way, listening to the deep moan it tore from her throat. And he
began fucking her ass with his finger as he fucked her cunt with
his cock.
Her responses grew more wild and he felt strangely
desperate to make her wilder still. And oddly compelled to get into
her ass. More than just his finger. His cock. If her pussy was this
tight, how compact would that sweet little ass feel around his
erection?
He wouldn’t hurt her, of course—he couldn’t risk
that. But he knew, in sex, when there was a will there was often a
way. And if he prepared her well enough, and if her body wanted it
the way his did, he might indeed get into that tiny opening.
He inserted a second finger without warning, making
her howl in pleasure. Damn, she was hot. He still fucked her cunt,
slowly, but concentrated more on her anus now, moving his fingers
in small circles, trying to gradually expand the flesh there. He
couldn’t remember the last time he’d been this deeply, hotly
aroused, a sensation that grew in his gut. He wanted to possess her
in a way no one ever had; he wanted to own her right
now.
Withdrawing his fingers and cock, he whispered,
“Rest a second, baby,” then retreated from the bed to a set of
drawers built into the cabin. Given that this wasn’t a real
pirate’s ship, he found an array of un piratelike articles:
fur-lined handcuffs, real handcuffs, an enormous black
vibrator, some condoms, a silver cock ring—and then, finally,
yes, a nearly full tube of lubricant! Thank God.
Returning to the bed where Jenna leaned forward,
resting with her shoulders on the mattress but her knees still
tucked up under her, Brent smoothly reinserted his fingers in her
ass. A strangled cry erupted from her, pleasing the dominant side
of him.
He moved his fingers again in circles, gently
stretching her, his arousal compounding at the sight of her
widening asshole. “So hot, honey,” he murmured instinctively—and
she only let out a weak, whimpering sigh in response.
Mmm, God, he was so ready for this. So ready to
take her where no one else had. He’d done that many times already,
of course, but this felt different from all the other
fantasies—even more intense, more personal.
Upon withdrawing his fingers this time, he squeezed
a generous portion of the lubricant into the slightly opened
fissure. He knew, because it was the Hotel Erotique’s signature
lube, that it would feel cool and tingly—and he heard her surprised
gasp.
Feeling urgent now, he applied the lubricant to his
cock, rubbing it over the whole length but concentrating on the
head—and was forced to let out a small gasp of his own.
His gut clenched in anticipation as he leaned in
from behind, then bent to whisper in her ear, “Your safeword is
still Cleopatra.”
She turned her head to look at him, eyes
questioning.
“In case this hurts,” he explained, low. “Don’t let
me hurt you, Jenna.”
Too late for that, Jenna thought. But she
had no time to think about that kind of hurt at the moment—the
current threat felt much more immediate. And still, she wanted it.
She wasn’t even sure why, but she yearned to have him inside her in
this new way.
At her rear, the tip of his erection nestled in
that oh-so-sensitive spot, and she shut her eyes, bracing herself,
as he began to push.
Oh God. It hurt. He was too big—he’d never fit. She
clenched her teeth, and her fists, wanting this to work.
“Relax,” he said gently. “Try to relax your
muscles.”
She did, focusing on the task. And then it hurt
less. It was still tight as hell, stretching her there, forcing her
to bite her lip—but she never said Cleopatra. Because she didn’t
want him to stop.
Behind her, Brent’s breath came labored and
thready, and she knew he was partly inside her anus now. He
massaged her ass as he worked, clearly trying to comfort her and
stretch her more at the same time. She bit her lip and willed her
body to open to him there.
“Aw . . . aw, fuck yes,” he muttered—and then she
felt his thick cock make the painstakingly slow glide into her
ass.
She sucked in her breath at the overpowering
sensation. Although she was aware of being stretched to the max, it
no longer hurt—exactly. Or maybe it did, but at the same time, it
filled her with . . . gloriously overwhelming pleasure. “Oh
God.” The words came straight from her core.
“Does it hurt?” He sounded barely able to
talk.
Did it? Crazy as it sounded, she wasn’t sure. “Yes.
And no. I . . . I . . .”
“Tell me, damn it—am I hurting you?”
“N-no. It’s . . . amazing.”
“You are,” he whispered deeply. “Fucking
amazing.”
She could only sob in response. Because the
sensations this position produced were growing, multiplying,
spreading all through her body. It felt like his cock was
everywhere, pervading her entire being. She’d never imagined
any sexual experience could be this consuming. More than two
cocks. More than surrendering to everything he’d inflicted on her
in the dungeon. More than anything. It filled her. It
saturated her. It owned her. Sweat began to pour from every part of
her body as she clenched her teeth against the strange, hot
pleasure, at once frightening and glorious.
And then he began to move.
Short, gentle thrusts in that tiny, narrow tunnel.
And she lost all control.
As Brent slid into her, growling his pleasure with
every stroke, Jenna found herself crying out through clenched
teeth, pounding her fists on the bed, besieged with sensation.
“Oh God, oh God, oh God!” she heard herself scream. All the
blood drained from her face and her body grew weak trying to absorb
it all. She heard the deep sobs and cries echoing uncontrolled from
her throat and could barely fathom anything but the huge cock in
her ass and her own incredible response—she’d never been this
crazed.
And even after the most powerful orgasm she’d ever
had—oh Lord, the G-spot was real!—she felt on the edge of another,
wildly hungry to come again. Her clit ached—she craved friction
there.
Behind her, Brent growled ferociously and she
became aware of one more important thing—his pleasure. It
felt as intense as hers, roaring through her almost as
forcefully.
Soon, her limbs grew so shaky that she sank to the
bed completely, flat on her stomach—still with Brent fucking that
tiny fissure that felt so huge right now. And almost as soon as her
clit touched the woven bedspread, the orgasm hit like an
earthquake.
Her heartbeat pounded in her ears as it echoed
violently through her—her body thrashed about and she screamed
through the raging pleasure pumping from her cunt. And just when it
ended—as mind-numbing and earth-shattering as the previous
climax—Brent let out a deep groan, said, “Jesus, I’m coming in your
ass, baby,” and thrust into her, spilling himself.
Then he sank on top of her and they both fell into
an exhausted sleep within seconds.
Jenna woke a little while later to the rocking
motion of the ship, astonished. Wow, she’d discovered her G-spot
and been fucked in the ass, all in the same short span of
time—no wonder she felt so replete yet drained.
Brent lay next to her, still in his sexy pirate
clothes. Sexy, but she wanted them off now—especially since her own
lay in shreds around her.
Just then, his eyes opened. “You okay, sunshine?”
he asked softly.
She bit her lip, feeling sheepish about her reply.
“More than okay,” she admitted. “I have been . . . thoroughly
pleasured.” Then she let out a small sigh. “Although . .
.”
“Yeah?” He lifted his head slightly to peer down at
her.
“Well, my—um—anus feels kind of odd, like it’s . .
. uh . . . sort of more open than usual right now. Which felt
better, frankly, when there was something inside it.”
He cast an indulgent smile. “That’ll go away in a
little while.”
He said it with such confidence that she wondered
how he knew, but then remembered who she was talking to—he wasn’t
just her lover. He’d likely been having this same discussion
for years with other girls he’d fucked this way.
Ugh—unpleasant thought, so she pushed it aside and tried to ignore
the senseless jealousy pulsing through her veins.
As Brent scooted toward the head of the bed—they’d
ended up sideways across it—he reached for her. “Come share a
pillow with me,” he murmured, still sounding sleepy.
She replied by joining him but giving him a
command, too. “Take your clothes off. The pirate thing is hot, but
naked is hotter.”
Brent said nothing, just agreeably removed the
white shirt over his head to reveal the muscular chest and arms
underneath, then shed his boots and pants as well. Together, they
wordlessly pushed down the covers and crawled underneath.
Then it hit her—what did this mean? Was she
spending the night with him here? Or was this just a temporary rest
period before they went their separate ways for the evening? Given
his declarations this afternoon about not being able to get close
to her anymore, she was pretty confused by this whole night.
So she propped up on one elbow and looked down at
him. “I thought you said we were getting too involved.”
“We are,” he answered simply, without quite meeting
her gaze.
“Then why . . .”
“Don’t ask me.”
“How come?”
Now he looked at her. “Because I don’t know the
answer. I just did it. Because I wanted to. And because you
wanted to.”
Hmm. Wow. He’d wanted her just like she’d wanted
him. Enough to break more of his own rules. She couldn’t help
it—she leaned down and kissed him, a move that left her scalp
tingling. “You’ve . . . changed me so much. In such a short
time.”
He nodded. “That’s my job, sunshine.”
And her stomach pinched lightly. But, deciding this
was no time to start holding back, she asked what was on her mind.
“When I leave here, Brent, will I . . . mean anything to you? At
least be someone you remember fondly?”
“Honey, let’s not go there.”
Damn it. “I need to. Need, Brent.” She knew
that was a word he well understood.
He sighed, looked slightly troubled, but then met
her eyes once again, looking calmer, more acceptant. “Okay, yes,”
he admitted. “I will remember you . . . very fondly.” He reached up
to gently stroke her hair. “Today on the beach—my God, I loved your
. . . recklessness. You’ve gotten to be amazing in bed,
Jenna.”
She lowered her gaze briefly, ready to make a
confession of her own. It was obvious, but she felt the need to
tell him. “I never could have done it without the freedom you’ve
brought me. And . . . maybe I’m beginning to understand that those,
um, occurrences in my youth did color my opinions of sex. So
. . . thank you. For pushing me to do these things.”
Beside her, he used his elbow to raise slightly, as
well, giving his head an inquisitive tilt. “So tell me, did you
really not like being with girls?”
She shrugged, amused with the question. Guys were
always so obsessed with that. “I kind of liked it. But I
told you—I like it more when you’re there.” Then she smiled,
teasing him. “Why do guys always think girls secretly want other
girls? After all, have you ever been with other
guys?”
“Yeah,” he said easily—and her jaw dropped.
“Oh.” His answer left her utterly stunned—and then,
for some reason, it kind of aroused her. “Do you . . . like
it?”
He lowered his head back to the pillow. “Sometimes.
Does that turn you off?”
“No. I mean, I never thought about it, but . . . to
tell you the truth, I don’t know why, but it’s kind of getting me
hot right now.”
He grinned up at her. “Good.” Yet then his
expression changed. “Though maybe it would have been better if it
turned you off.”
“Why? Isn’t all this about me becoming more and
more open about sex?”
“Yeah, but . . . it would be best if it stopped
having to do with . . . me.”
Oh, hell. They both knew the situation, but hearing
him say it made her feel like some “guide groupie.” So she simply
chose not to reply. Instead she lowered her head to the pillow,
too, bringing them face-to-face. “Tell me,” she said softly. “About
being with other guys.”
The request hung in the air for a moment before he
said, “What about it? I’ve been here for fifteen years—there’s not
much I haven’t done, sunshine.”
Another harsh reminder, but since she was thinking
of him with other guys instead of other girls right now, it didn’t
sting so much as simply remind her that she was practically still a
virgin compared to Brent Powers. “Tell me . . . what you like. With
another guy,” she asked, cautiously. Because yes, she was weirdly
turned on by the idea, but she wasn’t sure how much, or what she
wanted to hear, or if his answers would transform her arousal to
something else.
When he hesitated, she realized maybe she wasn’t
the only one uneasy with the topic—maybe he was embarrassed to talk
about it with her, afraid of her reaction. It was the first time
she’d ever seen Brent uncomfortable with any aspect of sex—he was
usually so confident and smooth. But maybe it was because of the
weird divergence in current society—straight girls playing at
bisexuality had somehow become socially acceptable, but straight
guys experimenting with other guys? Not as much.
Finally, he replied, speaking more softly than
normal. “Sometimes . . . I like that it’s harder than sex with a
girl—I mean, I like feeling a harder body against me.”
His answer made her heart pound. Possibly because
it meant he truly understood—through experience—something a
woman liked about sex? Or perhaps just because it clearly
wasn’t easy for him to say and yet he was telling her anyway.
“What else?” she asked, fascinated. “What else do
you like about it?”
He met her gaze squarely, as if about to confide in
her. “Honestly, sunshine,” he said on a slightly awkward laugh, “if
I’m in the right mood, everything.”
Everything. Wow. Did he really mean that? “Sucking
another guy’s cock?”
He nodded simply.
“Having yours sucked by another guy?”
Another nod.
Her chest tightened at the images forming in her
mind. “Do you . . . you know, fuck them?”
“Yeah, honey, I do.” He looked a little less
embarrassed now, like he was coming back to himself, to his normal
confidence. In fact, he sounded much more amused than worried when
he asked, “So, are you . . . not liking me yet?”
She shook her head. “I’m actually . . .
amazed by you. This means you’re not all talk.”
He cast a typical Brent grin. “Nope, afraid I walk
the walk, babe.”
“And you’ve . . . been fucked? By a guy? In your .
. .”
“Ass?” he finished for her. “Yeah.”
Whoa. So that’s how he’d known the odd
feeling would go away—and it had now, mostly.
“What are you thinking?” he asked when she said
nothing.
She didn’t respond immediately. There were too many
new, impossible pictures in her head. But the answer, she realized
to her surprise, was, “That I’d kind of like to see it. You with a
guy.”
“Oh,” he said, back to sounding unsettled
again.
“Can I?”
“I don’t know.”
“Why?”
“Well, because that doesn’t have much to do with my
plans for you. And trust me, we’ve already sailed far enough off
course without drifting farther.”
She couldn’t help smiling. “You’re talking like a
pirate.”
He laughed softly and said, “No, if I was talking
like a pirate, I’d be . . . asking if you want to see my yardarm or
. . . saying you’ve got the nicest booty I’ve ever seen.”
She giggled in reply. “You were much smoother as
Captain Powers.”
He shrugged, grinned. “I’m not in character right
now, so you have to settle for the goofy stuff.”
Just then, her eyes fell on the tattoo on his arm.
She noticed it often when they were together, but only now did she
feel bold enough to bring it up. She reached to run her fingers
over the initials. “Did pirates have tattoos?” she asked
inquisitively.
“Probably.”
“So, who is D.L., anyway?”
“An old girlfriend,” he said with a slight shake of
his head, as if it was nothing.
“I didn’t think a guy like you had
girlfriends,” she said, half teasing, half serious.
He grinned in reply, but his eyes looked sad. “It
was a long time ago.”
“She must have been special,” Jenna speculated. “I
mean, to warrant a tattoo, a permanent reminder.”
He shrugged, still managing to sound totally blasé
even as he said, “Yeah, she was.”
She couldn’t help wanting to dig more. “What was
her name?”
“Deena,” he answered softly then, his voice
sounding different, lower, as he said it. “Deena Little.”
She had been special. Very special.
Jenna could tell. “Did you meet her here? Another guide or
something?”
Brent shook his head. “It was back in college. We
were in love.”
Oh. Wow. The girl in the photo album? The plain
one. “But it ended?”
“Yep.” He rolled to his back, looking like he
didn’t want to discuss it anymore.
“Did you ever get over her?” Jenna pressed
anyway.
“Of course.” He peered toward the ceiling as he
spoke now. “It was more than fifteen years ago. Why?”
Now it was Jenna’s turn to shrug. “Well, like I
said, she warranted a tattoo. That just seems . . . important.
Permanent. Like maybe you thought you and she would be
permanent.”
He glanced her way. “Once upon a time, I did. But
you know how life goes—you fall in love and think it’ll last
forever, but it doesn’t always. That simple.”
Hmm—sure didn’t sound simple. “Have you ever
been in love again?”
When he looked at her this time, he gave her a sexy
grin. “No, Miss Inquisitive. Now go to sleep, my little pirate
wench, and maybe I’ll tup you again in the morning.”
So they were spending the night here. On the
pirate ship. Breaking rules. Already planning more forbidden
guide-and-guest sex in the morning. It was, as he’d surely planned,
enough to take Jenna’s mind off Deena Little and make her snuggle
against him in the captain’s bed, back to feeling sexy and thinking
about all the naughty pirate fun he’d given her. “Thank you, by the
way,” she said. “For the whole pirate thing. I’m sure you knew how
much I’d like that.”
Slipping his arm around her, he raised his eyebrows
playfully. “I did, but I was still surprised to find out you were
the wife of a wealthy planter.”
“I’m unpredictably quick on my feet
sometimes.”
“And your husband would have been shocked, my lady,
to see you getting your brains fucked out by two guys on the beach
today.”
“And now, too. Don’t forget—I just let the captain
fuck me in the ass.”
He chuckled and said, “I must be the luckiest
buccaneer on all the seven seas to find such an accommodating
wench.”
“Well, keep giving me orgasms like that and I’ll .
. .” Oh crap, she’d started to say she’d forget the planter and
become the captain’s wench for good. But under the
circumstances—being a “guide groupie”—she stopped, and fumbled for
a conclusion. “I’ll . . . let you . . . play in my treasure chest
anytime.”
He laughed at her silly attempt at more pirate
talk, then smoothly slid his free hand onto her ass. “Honey, I’ve
got news for you—you couldn’t keep me out of your treasure
chest if you tried.”