Chapter 8
When Jason and Decker pulled her to her
heels, she almost thought she’d faint. She could barely walk,
fearing whatever apparatus they’d chosen to call by a religious
name, having no idea what would happen next. A minute ago, she’d
wanted to know. But now she wasn’t so sure—she couldn’t think
straight, couldn’t reason.
A slight bit of relief echoed through her when they
approached a simple piece of furniture, the main surfaces padded in
black leather. She was put on her knees on a small steplike
platform approximately a foot off the floor and her torso bent
forward over a larger slanted surface. Her bared breasts, complete
with chain, protruded over the top.
Brent had said she was to be tied, so it didn’t
surprise her when Zack and Decker pulled connected leather straps
from beneath the padding where her stomach rested. One was
stretched across the backs of her upper arms where they’d been
pulled behind her, and another was drawn tight across her waist,
under her tethered wrists but over her corset. Bondage, she
thought. Maybe if she’d been a good slave, the only bondage she’d
have suffered would have been the chains on the wall, but now she
was learning about being restrained in a whole new, utterly
subduing way.
Gathering the courage to look around her, she
realized Serena and Gabe no longer occupied the nearby horse, and
judging from the lack of moans and groans in the dungeon, she was
back to being the main event.
As a large, warm body leaned over her from behind,
Brent’s voice came low near her ear. “Unfortunately for you, now
you must endure the rougher use of the flogger.” His erection
nestled at her ass, and despite herself, she longed for it, inside
her. Her clit ached maddeningly.
Then his warmth was gone—and the next sensation was
a stinging blow on her bare ass that made her cry out. But it also
vibrated through her breasts and cunt, like a harsh echo.
A second lash from the leather flogger delivered
yet another stinging sensation—even while, oh God, somehow
heightening the arousal in other parts of her body. It was like
when Serena had pulled on the nipple chain, delivering pleasure and
pain at once—but now it came on a much more consuming level.
She clenched her teeth, preparing for the next
blow—which hurt but simultaneously dispensed that strange,
permeating pleasure, a heat that moved all through her, stretching
down through her fishnet-covered thighs and up through the small of
her back. As she flinched against the bands strapping her to the
kneeling rail, somehow even that brought a hint of
unexpected excitement.
Again and again, Brent brought the leather flogger
down on her flesh, allocating the snapping lashes to one side of
her bottom for several blows, then switching to the other. As she
suffered the nearly paralyzing sensations spreading through her
being, she wondered if her skin there was turning red. She sobbed,
as much from pleasure as from pain—all of it soon drowning out
thoughts and leaving only reactions. “Oh!” she cried out. “Oh God!
God!” And once she even heard herself yell, “Please!” but she
didn’t even know what she was begging for: more, or less; to be
fucked, or freed.
Just when she wondered how much more she could
take—of any of the overwhelming sensations—they quit coming.
And her body went limp within the ties that held her. Was it over?
Her punishment done? And oh God, her clit still pulsed like mad,
making her crazy inside.
“Bring me the glass dildo,” Brent said, and she let
out a slight moan. The weirdest part was—even she couldn’t
tell if it was a moan of dread or needful anticipation. She’d never
been so emotionally torn, so confused about her own
responses.
Then she remembered Brent saying her pussy wouldn’t
be fucked—but maybe he thought the sex toy didn’t count. And just
as she tried to puzzle through that in her depleted mind, she
experienced the oddest sensation—then gasped. Oh Lord. He was
pressing the glass knob at the fissure of her ass.
She sucked in her breath in disbelief—and fear. It
had felt surprisingly good when he’d inserted his fingers during
the schoolgirl fantasy, but the glass dildo was much larger—and so
incredibly hard.
Yet . . . he didn’t push it in—he simply rested the
round end against her and twisted it back and forth, almost as if
teasing her. And—mmm, God—that felt good. Too good.
She tried to be completely still within her bindings, lest she
follow the urge to lift her ass against the toy and make him think
she wanted it inserted.
“Lubricant,” Brent said—and she sensed, in her
peripheral vision, someone going to get it. She swallowed
nervously.
A moment later, something slippery was smeared at
her anus, perhaps Vaseline. And then—again—came that same pressure
from the round knob.
Almost in disbelief that he was going to do this,
she found the strength to crane her neck, to look over her
shoulder. The angle was difficult—and impossible to hold—but she
was even more stunned by what she’d caught a glimpse of. He wasn’t
preparing to fuck her ass exactly the way she’d thought—instead, he
held what she’d thought of as the handle of the glass dildo
toward her, with its row of smaller glass knobs, and suddenly the
penis-shaped part had become the piece he held.
Part of her was relieved—the knobs were a lot
smaller on this end, so getting them inside her ass didn’t seem as
inconceivable. And yet—how would it feel? How deep would he go? It
would surely be a much more extreme experience than when he’d used
only his fingers.
“Arch your ass toward me, slave,” he said deeply,
“and brace yourself.”
She could have ignored the command, but she didn’t.
It was only smart to give him an easier angle.
And then came the pressure—and the first knob
entered the tiny opening. She sobbed lightly, but . . . it wasn’t
from pain. God. Oh. It was . . . it was like before, with his
fingers. It was a most odd but certain pleasure.
He pushed again and another glass knob slipped
inside. Her breath came heavier as her ass began to feel more
filled.
A few seconds later her asshole swallowed another
of the knobs, and then another. She cried out, from pure
amazement—and the consuming fullness. Her scalp tingled and began
to pulse. Her nipples ached and her breasts heaved. Her clit felt
huge—and abandoned, deeply in need.
And just when Jenna thought maybe that was it, all
that would happen, Brent began to slowly fuck her ass with the toy,
pulling it part of the way out, then pushing it back in.
She let out a long, low, “Ohhhhhhh.” that sprang
from her gut as the smooth knobs moved through her. She could
barely understand the overwhelming pleasure he delivered—she’d
broken out into a sweat and, oh God, one touch to her poor clit and
she knew she’d explode in orgasm, but there was still no way to
stimulate it.
Oh God, oh God, oh God—she trembled, teeth
clenched, as Brent fucked her ass with the glass balls. So much
profound pleasure, as if the toy stretched through her whole
body—and yet still so much need, too. Oh damn it, she needed that
chain off her clit! How much more could she take?
Just then, the flogger came down on her ass again,
making her flinch and yell—and then she sobbed more deeply as her
own movement jarred the glass toy. She heard herself begin to
whimper and couldn’t stop—she’d lost complete control of
herself.
“Take over with these,” she heard Brent softly
instruct, and she hardly even cared who he was handing his torture
devices over to at this point—she only wondered what the hell would
happen next.
Brent walked around in front of her, which brought
his still stone-hard cock back to her eye level. Oh God, he was
hot. Even now, amid everything else, she could comprehend
that. He was hot and dirty and made her wild inside.
She watched as he stepped closer and without
touching himself or her, he raised his erection behind her nipple
chain and used it to pull slightly outward. She cried out yet
again—oh God, more pleasure/pain, more insanely intense sensation.
With each second, she grew more crazed. So much pleasure but no
release, just that teasing clit chain—how was she supposed to stand
it? Perspiration still poured from her skin as heat echoed through
her with every smooth glide of the glass knobs in her ass, with
every hot sting of the flogger.
In utter desperation, she leaned her head back,
straining to look up at Brent. She had to find some way to relieve
herself of the crushing frustration. “Can—can I ask you for
something, tell you what I want?” She’d never heard herself sound
so helpless, almost despairing.
She wanted—needed—for him to fuck her, the
normal way, and to rub her clit, to let her come. She needed
it like she needed air to breathe. Nothing else mattered but sweet
release.
She peered up at him, not breaking eye contact even
when the dildo plunged into that tiny opening and made her sob with
hard pleasure.
She couldn’t read his expression. Clearly lust
drove him, yet his eyes appeared pained as he leaned down close—and
when he spoke, he sounded partly like her master but also like
Brent. “Not tonight,” he whispered. “Tonight you have to obey. It’s
the only way.”
She thought she would die. She found herself
wriggling against her leather bindings, as if that would do any
good. More whimpers left her throat.
Brent gently touched her face. “Open your mouth
now,” he said, still low but soft, almost as if ignoring her pleas
were as hard on him as on her. “And suck my cock.”
Jenna simply did as she was told. All choice had
been taken from her. Brent was her master now. He pushed his
erection slow and deep and she accepted it—even welcomed it, since
at least it was another form of being fucked, and right now, she
needed more, more, more, even if the “more” wasn’t what
would make her come.
He moved gradual and steady between her lips,
fucking her mouth fully, unapologetically. And Jenna closed her
eyes and simply felt. Every sensation. Even the clawing,
nagging pressure on her clit. Her face flushed with warmth even as
she attempted to calm herself and just be a good slave, just serve
him.
Finally, he placed his hands on her head and drew
back, leaving her lips stretched and sore. “Have you had enough
torture?” he asked, still sounding more like Brent than the angry,
controlling master.
“Yes,” she breathed, aware that the glass toy had
gone still in her ass and the leather strips of the flogger now
rested unmoving on her flesh.
“Apologize,” Brent instructed her solemnly.
“I’m sorry, master.”
“More,” he insisted.
She didn’t hesitate. “I should have taken what you
wanted me to have, master. Please forgive me. I’ll be good from now
on.”
“Tell me that whatever I wish for you, you wish it,
too.”
She took a breath. “Whatever you wish for me, I
wish it, too.”
“Tell me you want to be fucked however I deem you
should be fucked.”
“I want to be fucked however you deem I should be
fucked.”
Now Brent crouched down before her, looking her
very closely in the eye. “Jenna, tell me you mean it. Tell me
you’re truly prepared to take what I decide you need. Tell me you
want it. Tell me it’s real.”
As she peered into his dark, beautiful eyes,
something caught in her throat. He was . . . himself now. Brent.
Still all-powerful, but also Brent. Asking her to truly trust him,
and to truly choose to please him in a deeper way than she’d
experienced thus far. And unable to break her gaze from his—so
persuasive, full of emotion—oh God, it became real and profound.
The deep need to do as he bid. To please him unconditionally, no
matter what it required. Her words came out barely audible, but
heartfelt and sincere. “It’s real. I mean it. I want it. Whatever
you want for me, from me. If you want it,
I want it. I’ll take it. For you.”
Their eyes stayed locked—and his softened. “That’s
very good, baby,” he murmured, reaching to stroke his fingertips
across her cheek. He raised his voice then, to be heard, but his
gaze remained soft on her as he said, “Untie the slave. Strap her
to the examination table.”
Jenna didn’t know what to think. Things were
changing, but she didn’t yet know how. Would he relieve her
frustration or just deal out more?
When the glass knobs exited her ass, it felt odd,
uncomfortable, but she couldn’t concentrate on that for long since
she realized she was being unbound—both the leather straps around
her back and the tie around her wrists loosened. She didn’t even
know who helped her up from her knees—she felt like a robot as two
men escorted her to yet another apparatus, this one a simple table.
Yet she could see more straps and chains attached to it.
She was laid on her back—and went willingly. She’d
meant every word she said to Brent, so even as her pussy ached
maddeningly, she let herself be guided.
From the bottom of the table, two extensions were
drawn out—sort of like a doctor’s table, they supported her legs,
yet left empty space between them. Thick leather buckles were
fastened at her ankles, over her boots. Her arms were stretched
over her head and she heard something—metal or steel—being fastened
to the cuffs still on her wrists. She waited for more, but no
further bindings came.
“Zack, fuck her,” Brent said, and though she sucked
in her breath, this time it was no longer in fear or repulsion or
moral concern. That was all gone now. Now it was a strange
combination of numb obedience and anticipation. More. She would get
more. More pleasure. More sensation. And it would please Brent. And
that would please her.
Zack stepped between her legs, his erect cock
already in hand. He wasn’t as big as Brent—but he rivaled the glass
dildo. And she wanted him between her legs now.
Positioning himself, he closed his hands over her
bare hips and pushed smoothly inside. He groaned and she sighed. He
began to thrust—smooth, steady—and she found herself meeting his
drives, excited to be fucked by a stranger now, for Brent,
who stood at her side watching her cunt accept and respond.
“Serena,” Brent said—calling Jenna’s attention to
the fact that Serena again stood nearby, “remove the clit chain and
suck her there.”
Jenna made no attempt to hold in her sounds of joy
at what he’d just commanded. Finally, finally, she would
come! She couldn’t imagine needing to climax any worse than she did
at this moment.
As Serena followed Brent’s instructions, soon
closing her lips around Jenna’s swollen clitoris, she cried out.
And Brent stepped closer, leaning over to cup her breasts and begin
massaging them in the same rhythm as Zack’s strokes below. “Tell me
when you’re gonna come,” Brent said.
And as she’d known, it didn’t take long—mere
seconds, in fact—from Serena’s soft suckling. “Now,” she said, then
louder. “Now.”
And as the powerful orgasm roared through her body
like a tidal wave, Brent yanked the chain between her tits, pulling
the rings from her nipples, and she yowled even louder, the move
stretching the climax to what seemed an impossible length. The wild
pulses in her cunt rolled on and on as she sobbed her release, eyes
shut in an unbelievable ecstasy she couldn’t have anticipated.
Oh God—yes, yes, yes, yes, yes! Pleasure had never been
wrenched from her body in such a profound and intense way.
After that, things went quiet in the dungeon; she
sensed the other players leaving, and thank God—because it was as
if her body simply shut down. It had been through too much. Part of
her basked in elation at such an amazing orgasm, thrilled she’d
survived this, and thrilled she’d done what Brent had wanted and
that it hadn’t been so awful, after all—it had been undeniably
pleasurable and she had to start accepting that, accepting
that he truly knew what she needed. But she felt so
physically spent that she nearly dropped into a deep sleep, just
like guys often did after they came.
She forgot everything else and just rested—and
though it briefly crossed her mind that Zack had not ejaculated,
she didn’t belabor it, figuring he would get his satisfaction with
someone else now.
Soon, the cuffs at her wrists were turned loose and
she stretched her sore arms slowly down to her sides. She eased her
eyes open to see Brent move to her feet, silently unbuckling the
straps that held her ankles.
Finally, when she was freed, he raised his eyes to
hers. “Are you pissed at me?”
He was totally Brent now. He’d even zipped up his
pants, and though she had a horrible thought—he hadn’t finished
either, and if they were done here, who would he come
with?—she pushed it aside. There was far too much else to ponder
right now.
She considered his question and bit her lip. “I’m
not sure what I am right now. Besides overwhelmed.”
“I’m sorry,” he said, sounding completely sincere,
“that I had to put you through that—but I did. For you to really
move forward. I know it seemed harsh, but with only two weeks and
one of them nearly over, it felt necessary to make you take a big
leap. And now you know some things you didn’t this morning. You
know that being fucked by a total stranger can bring satisfying
pleasure without any emotional connection, whether you wanted to
believe that or not. I’m not saying that’s always the case, but it
can happen, it can be enough—even for you. And now you know sex
doesn’t have to be soft or sweet to be good. Sometimes really hard,
rough sex can be fucking great, and you understand that now.
And sometimes it can feel freaking fantastic to just let yourself
be totally dirty—even though I’m sure you don’t like that idea,
either. But it’s true, and there’s nothing wrong with it. You came
an incredibly long way tonight if you’ll admit it to
yourself.”
Jenna took a deep breath, let it back out. “As
usual, everything you’re saying is true. And as things went on, I
understood . . . about submission and obedience—I really did want
what you wanted, no matter what it was. But at this moment, now
that I’m no longer desperate to come, it’s all freaking me out a
little. Even if I do know all these things I didn’t know
this morning, I’m not sure . . . it’s me.”
He stepped up between her still-spread legs and
rested his hands on her thighs, the move more comforting than
sexual. “It doesn’t have to be you. It’s you tonight.
It’s you for the coming week. It’s a hurdle you’re jumping,
and on the other side you’re going to find yourself a lot more at
ease in and in control of your normal sex life—whatever you choose
to make it.”
She sighed and leaned her head back on the table.
“It’s hard to imagine my sex life ever feeling normal
again.”
When she met his gaze, he cast a small grin. “It
will, sunshine—and all this will just seem like a dream, the dream
you had to have to get where you needed to go.”
Then something hit her—something she hadn’t thought
about before, and it felt important. “What if . . . what if I meet
a guy and he’s the one? But . . . well, what if he’s a lot
more like me than like you—what if it would change
his opinion of me to know the things I did here?”
“Then maybe he needs to come here, too,” Brent
replied with raised eyebrows, his look half teasing, half
sincere.
She propped up on her elbows. “Not everyone who
doesn’t indulge in kinky sex with multiple partners needs help,
Brent.”
To her surprise, he actually appeared contrite—an
expression she’d never seen on him before. “Fair enough, and very
true. So . . . maybe when you find this Mr. Right, you just don’t
tell him.”
“Then there’s a huge secret standing between
us.”
“Not one he needs to know if it’ll fuck up your
relationship. What you’re doing here has nothing to do with any
future guy you’re going to meet and it’s no reflection on who you
are as a person, Jenna. It’s just about making you enjoy the sex
you choose to have to the fullest. In fact, Mr. Right should be
glad you came here, because I guarantee it’ll make
his sex life a lot better, too.”
Brent suddenly found himself trying to envision
Jenna’s future Mr. Right—probably some Ivy League academic type,
somebody who wouldn’t be nearly what she needed in a man. Maybe
there was a reason no guy she’d ever dated had gotten her very
excited about sex—she probably picked boring guys.
So he added, “Do me a favor. Don’t pick a boring
guy.”
She grinned. “And exactly what kind of guy should I
pick?”
He shrugged, then teased her. “Somebody more like
me.”
She tilted her head, arched a brow. “Not likely.
You have sex for a living.”
“Again, fair enough. So . . . somebody like me but
who doesn’t have sex for a living.”
She flashed an expression he couldn’t quite read.
“I’m afraid I’ve never met anybody quite like you before.” And he
wondered how she meant that but didn’t ask. Maybe he didn’t really
want to know. Maybe, after tonight, she was starting to think he
was a pretty awful guy.
Not that he knew why he cared.
But he did need to retain her trust in him—now more
than ever.
“You were fucking amazing tonight, Jenna,” he felt
the need to tell her.
She looked surprised. “I . . . didn’t feel amazing.
I felt like . . . a plebe. Ignorant, out of place. Silly.”
He lowered his chin in doubt. “You didn’t look too
silly when you were excited and coming. You were . . . smokin’ hot,
babe. I really need for you to know that.”
She appeared to be thinking back over the evening.
“Okay, maybe I mostly felt like a silly plebe at the beginning. I
was pretty scared.”
“But you still managed to go along with the
fantasy. And I enjoyed every minute of it,” he assured her.
She sat up a bit more, leaning back on her hands,
and bent her knees, her legs still spread before him. “What did you
enjoy? In particular? It would help me to know.”
His cock still ached in his pants—he’d actually
been through a lot of arousal himself tonight without getting off.
And thinking back on it all made him begin to throb—but he still
met her gaze as he answered. “The way you look in leather. Your
tits, with the rings, and the chain. That you’re able to let a
woman touch you now without flinching.” His voice deepened. “How
you let yourself accept pleasure when you were chained to the wall.
The way you looked . . . bound. The way your ass closed so tight
around the glass. The way you whimpered and moaned.”
Her skin flushed and he tightened his hold on her
thighs, squeezing lightly. He found himself watching her eyes, then
her mouth—her lips pouty-looking from stretching around his dick
for so long. He felt the urge to kiss her. But he resisted. It was
best he start doing that more—resisting.
Remembering the period of time when she’d been
strapped to the kneeling rail and how intense it had all gotten, he
felt a little bad. But he wasn’t going to keep apologizing.
Instead, he said, “What were you going to ask me for at the
kneeling rail?”
“I was going to beg you to fuck me,” she said.
Little Mary Sunshine no more. A perfect good girl gone perfectly
bad. He wanted her like hell. “It turned out you were right, like
always—what you wanted did bring me pleasure. I wasn’t
repulsed by it—it was . . . more than I could have dreamed. But . .
.” She lowered her eyes then, looking strangely bashful for a girl
who wore a revealing corset and dominatrix boots. “I still find
myself wanting now,” she went on softly, “what I wanted
then.”
For him to fuck her. Him. No one else.
Brent lifted his hand from her fishnet-clad thigh,
leaning over to touch her pretty face. He should resist. But
he wasn’t going to. “Beg me now, sunshine.”
Looking beautifully needy but determined, she sat
up fully and ran her hands through his hair, making his scalp
tingle. “Please, Brent. Fuck me.” Her breath was shaky, audible.
“Please, please, please—fuck me hard and deep. I’ll beg you all
night if you want—I just need you inside me. Please.”
Damn. He’d begun to think she didn’t have it in
her—the ability to let a lover know what she desired so honestly,
so frankly. And this was another major step—a triumph—in her
journey toward sexual freedom. But mainly, he heard it with his
cock. And with his heart, which was beating way too rapidly. “I
love hearing you say that, baby. Say it some more,” he
rasped.
“Fuck me, Brent. Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me,” she
pleaded in a hot, breathy voice that nearly buried him. “I want you
to make me come. And I want to make you come, too.
Please.”
A low groan left him as he kissed her. As he thrust
his tongue into her mouth. As he molded his hands to her gorgeous
tits, squeezing, massaging.
He loved it when she reached to undo his pants.
Sweet Jenna, going for what she wanted. It made him even stiffer,
if that was possible.
When his erection was freed, she moaned at the
sight, then took him in her hand. Mmm, yeah—so good. He couldn’t
hold in a low growl.
And then he was leaning in, letting her pull his
dick toward her pussy, until he thrust inside. Aw, God. So fucking
tight. Wet. Even after all she’d been through tonight, she was so
hot for him. He curled his hands around her ass and let her set the
pace, find her rhythm.
As she undulated against him, tits to chest, belly
to belly, he let that rhythm move through him and soaked up
everything hungry and wild and female about her. He ran his hands
over her curves. He listened to her hot breath in his ear. Then he
molded his hands tight to her ass, squeezing hard as she swayed and
moaned, clearly getting close—beautifully close—then whimpering,
“Now, Brent, now—oh God . . .”
Fuck yes. She looked and felt so beautiful coming
in his arms that he could barely hold back. But he did—because this
was her moment, to climax, to free herself a little more, to
feel everything he wanted her to feel. He watched the orgasm wash
over her, stealing her senses, and loved it more than he ever had.
The way her eyes fell shut, her mouth dropped open, slack and lost
to passion. The way she sighed, replete, when it had passed.
Then and only then did he take over, once again
feeling the urge to dominate, because he needed release so fucking
bad. He pressed her back to the table and climbed on. Then he
plunged into her fiercely, unrelenting, loving the way her body
jerked and her tits bounced with each drive, loving the way she
held on to the table with both hands to better meet his cock with
her sweet cunt.
“Beg me some more, baby,” he murmured against her
breast, nibbling on the nipple. He’d had no idea how much it would
excite him to hear that—Jenna begging.
“Fuck me,” she pleaded without hesitation. “Please,
please fuck me!”
And that was all he needed. To ram into her still
more powerfully, to make them both cry out with every pummeling
stroke, and then to explode inside her.
“Damn—I’m coming, I’m coming!” he told her as a
violent climax drained him. He groaned with every burst of come he
shot inside her. Then he collapsed gently atop her soft body,
amazed by the whole night.
At first, Jenna was surprised to wake up in
Brent’s bed. But she instantly liked it there, a lot. And then she
remembered the way the night had ended. He’d kissed her cheek and
murmured, “Let’s go to my place, get some sleep.” She hadn’t
argued. So she’d put on her black coat and let him lead her from
the dungeon to another luxury golf cart, and they’d proceeded
here.
She hadn’t been able to see much in the dark except
the ocean—the small house rested high on the beach in a row with
two or three others, all sharing sand and some palm trees for a
yard. And to her surprise, the tiny community felt quite isolated
from the rest of the resort.
Now she sat up in bed, peering out a window covered
with sheer curtains to see a hammock stretched between two palm
trees and another glimpse of the beach. She could hear the waves
crashing from here.
Looking around, she found Brent’s home completely .
. . normal. She wasn’t sure what she’d been expecting, but not
this. The bedroom was bright and tidy, with a large teakwood bed
and Spanish tile floors. The open bathroom door to the right
revealed a large, modern shower and a wide vanity, with plush navy
blue towels hanging from a bar in between. A glance in the other
direction provided a glimpse of the living room, where she spied a
leather sofa, expensive-looking end tables, and a large flat-screen
TV.
“Morning, sunshine,” he said, his voice raspy from
sleep.
She gazed down at where he lay, not in the least
embarrassed to be naked with him any longer. “Morning.”
“How are you? Still doing okay after last
night?”
“Sore,” she said. The muscles in her arms and upper
back ached, and in her thighs, too—maybe from walking so far in
those ridiculously high-heeled boots.
“Sorry about that. But I scheduled a spa visit for
you this afternoon with our best masseuse, Rhoda.”
She tilted her head, remembering where she was—not
his bungalow, but the Hotel Erotique. “So—is a massage here a
massage? Or is a massage here a sex thing?”
He grinned softly against his pillow, and she liked
the way he looked with messy hair, needing a shave. “We do some
massage fantasies, but most of the time, sunshine, a massage here
is just a massage. Rhoda is a sweet, older woman who’ll give you
the best massage of your life.”
She couldn’t help asking. “What is someone like
her doing working here?”
“Her kids are grown and gone, she likes the beach,
and we pay well,” he replied with a lazy wink—after which he looked
a little more serious. “But back to the point—how are you, besides
sore?”
She hadn’t yet thought about that. Mainly, she was
focusing on the last round of sex, with Brent, and the fact
that he’d whisked her back here as if it were the natural thing to
do. “I think I’m okay,” she answered honestly. “I . . . don’t feel
upset. I feel sort of like you said last night . . . like it was a
dream or something.” Then she tilted her head. “Are the rest of my
fantasies going to be . . .” But then she drifted off, not exactly
sure what she was asking.
“Not quite as intense,” he replied, seeming to
understand her concerns. “If your visit here is a hurdle in your
sex life, then last night was the hurdle in your visit here. Now
that you accept certain things and are less afraid, the rest should
come easier.” Then he propped himself up on one elbow. “Don’t get
me wrong, though. Don’t start expecting those silk sheets and
violins of yours. You’ll still be experiencing new things and I’ll
still be stretching you to new limits.”
“Okay,” she said with a light nod, pleased enough
by his answer. Last night had ultimately brought her many new and
intense kinds of pleasure, but she wasn’t sure she could do that
again. “So . . . does this sleepover come with breakfast?”
He looked a little doubtful, then sheepish. “I’m,
uh, not a big breakfast guy. I usually grab a muffin or something
easy from one of the restaurants, on the way to my office. What did
you have in mind?”
“Um, eggs? Bacon?”
“Nope, sorry.”
“Donuts? Pastries?” she suggested.
“Nada.”
“Cereal? Toast?”
His eyes widened happily. “Hey, that I’ve
got. I can offer you a smorgasbord of Cheerios or Rice Krispies.
And—don’t get too excited, but I just remembered I might even have
some cinnamon raisin bagels.”
“A fine feast to restore my energy after last
night,” she teased.
After getting up, Brent slipped into a pair of
white boxer briefs from a drawer, leaving Jenna to admire the way
they hugged his ass—and his bulge, when he turned around. “Want a
T-shirt?” he asked.
“Sure,” she said, and he opened another drawer,
soon tossing a faded aqua Miami Dolphins tee across the bed.
“Ah, look what we have here,” he said as she
followed him into the living room a moment later. Through the front
door, which sported a long glass panel, she followed his eyes to a
shopping bag on the front stoop bearing the Hotel Erotique
logo.
“What is it?” she asked as he opened the door,
admitting a salty sea breeze.
“I sent a text message to the front desk last night
after we got here,” he replied, pulling the bag inside. She’d
remembered him playing with his phone, but had assumed he was
checking messages. “I asked the clerk on duty to open the gift shop
and send a few things over.”
When Brent handed her the bag, she looked inside to
find a cami, some cotton shorts, a Hotel Erotique thong with hot
pink trim, and a pair of flip-flops.
“Just enough for you to get back to the room
without feeling obvious this morning. No bra—but I figured you’re a
big girl now and won’t freak out if anyone sees you without one
between here and there,” he added with a wink.
She couldn’t help saying the obvious. “That was
really thoughtful.” Then what was equally obvious. “But is,
um, that sort of request normal? To have clothes sent to your
place?”
“No,” he said simply.
“So, um, won’t that mean whoever handled the
request will figure out you brought a guest here after a
fantasy?”
“Probably.”
“Will you be in trouble for that?”
He gave a shrug, but she wasn’t sure if he was as
relaxed about the question as he tried to act. “Other employees
might be pissed since it is against the rules—but I guess
that’s one perk of being an owner. They can be pissed
without it really affecting me.”
As Brent found cereal bowls and toasted the bagels,
Jenna took the opportunity to explore a little more. She wasn’t
sure why—but this seemed like the best chance she’d get to see what
made Brent tick, besides insatiable lust.
She perused the built-in shelves in the living
room—which opened onto the kitchen—and other than some sexual
psychology books, again found all typical stuff. Among the CDs,
which ranged from the eighties to current music, she spotted some
Stone Temple Pilots and a lot of Pearl Jam. Besides the sex books,
she spied a few sports books, a world atlas, and several volumes on
car repair—one specifically about classic Mustangs. “Do a lot of
car repair here on the island, do you?” she joked.
Turning from the fridge with a small tub of
margarine in his hand, he grinned. “I used to be into cars—before I
came here.” So he’d given up cars for sex. She supposed when push
came to shove, most guys would.
Then her eyes fell on an old photo album, the kind
with sticky pages. Checking to make sure he wasn’t watching, she
smoothly pulled it out and let it fall open.
Inside, she discovered snapshots of a younger
Brent. She guessed him to be around twenty in most of them, and
whereas he was a rugged, handsome man now, then he’d
been a fresh-faced, just-as-good-looking boy. Quick glances told
her he’d had a lot of friends—there were group pictures at parties,
picnics, events she couldn’t identify. In one, he had his arm
around a pretty yet plain sort of girl and she noted how
comfortable they appeared together. Jenna might have thought it was
a sister, except they looked nothing alike. She was struck by the
girl’s simplicity—hardly the bombshell cheerleader type she would
have expected Brent to hook up with at that age, or any
age.
When she heard the toaster pop and Brent said,
“Breakfast is served,” starting to butter the bagels with his back
to her, she quickly returned the album to the shelf and made her
way to the kitchen—she didn’t want to be caught snooping quite
that much.
And as they ate and Brent started chatting about
the other resort owners who were his neighbors, she was almost
sorry she’d gotten this peek into his life, into how normal
it all seemed.
Because being with him had been . . . well,
easier when she’d thought he was so different from her. She
was already in major lust with the guy, and she already felt way
too much when she had sex with him. Or—hell—even when he watched
her fool around with someone else. So she surely couldn’t start
feeling attached in nonsexual ways, too.
She would be here for only another week, after all.
And at heart . . . they were different. Very
different. You have to remember that. He’s had sex with hundreds
of women, maybe thousands. He’s happy living here on an island
doing nothing but creating sexual fantasies for people and having
still more sex. He’s no one to fall for. No matter how hot he is,
no matter what crazily intimate things you’ve done with him—and
for him.
You have to see him as . . . a sexual conduit,
nothing more. Do not get any more attached here.
So she resolved not to ask him about anything else
in the house—not where he got the peaceful beach painting over the
sofa, or where he’d traveled, or who the people in the album were,
or anything. She had to do what Brent was so good
at—keep this all about sex.
So when they both stood up a little while later to
carry empty bowls and plates to the sink, she set hers back down,
stepped close enough to him to feel his warmth, and said, “Fuck me
again.”
He lowered his chin, looking somewhere between
amused and aroused. “Who’s the master here, sunshine?”
“Maybe I am. Or would I be the mistress?”
Then she slapped his ass through his underwear and tried to sound
more dominating than playful. “Now do it.”
It didn’t work—she just wasn’t the bossy type—but
that didn’t keep Brent from easing his strong arms around her,
planting them on her bare ass, and lifting her onto the kitchen
table. He stepped between her legs, kissing her—kisses she could
easily get lost in—but she still managed to reach inside his
underwear. He was only half hard, but still big in her hand, and
stiffening rapidly.
He let out a hot sigh when she squeezed and began
to massage the length in her fist. “Mmm, sunshine, that’s nice.
You’re getting better at this all the time.”
She didn’t answer, simply took pride in the fact
that his cock had just become a stone pillar in her hand. “God,
you’re so big,” she murmured, always amazed by it.
“And you like it,” he teased with sexy, half-shut
eyes.
Why bother lying? “I love it. It scared me
at first, but now I crave it.”
“You’ve done very, very well, Little Mary
Sunshine,” he growled, “so here’s a reward.” And with that, he
plunged the object of her lust into her waiting pussy.
As usual, she cried out. Mmm, God—she wasn’t lying
about his size or how incredible it felt inside her. She parted her
legs as wide as possible to welcome his thrusts.
Soon, though, he wrapped his arms around her waist
and she curled her legs around his hips, and he carried her to the
couch while still inside her. He eased back onto the creamy brown
leather, which left her straddling him. “Oh, Brent,” she purred as
hot lust rushed through her veins, “you feel even bigger
like this.”
He cast a cocky grin. “I know. That’s why I brought
you over here.”
In fact, it was almost a challenge to ride him in
this position, with all her weight on him. She grew used to it as
she found her rhythm—but she couldn’t help moaning deeply with
every undulation, feeling truly impaled on his magnificent
shaft.
“Oh God,” she groaned as he filled her, as she
moved on him. “Oh God, oh God.”
“Work that sweet pussy, honey,” he said low, his
dirty talk intoxicating to her now.
Oh God, this was so good, so hot. Without kinky
settings or special costumes or disciplinary roles. It was steamy
and perfect just to fuck him, in a T-shirt, on his couch. Like
normal people. Normal lovers. With that thought in mind, she shut
her eyes, let her body guide her swaying movements, and came.
Moments later, he came, too, after which she sank
against him—truly, utterly exhausted from so much sex in less than
twelve hours. She still managed to smile into his eyes, though, to
say, “This is the first time I’ve been on top with you.”
His warm hands gripped the curves of her waist,
under her shirt. “You look good up there, baby. Confident. Like a
woman who knows what she wants.”
“I do,” she teased him. “Your big, perfect
cock.”
“Damn, I love to hear you talk sexy now. What a
difference a few days make. You say ‘cock’ now like it’s
nothing.”
“Oh, it’s far from nothing,” she assured him. “It’s
my favorite part of you.”
He grinned, kissed her, and she wanted to melt in
his arms. They rested together like that, until finally Brent said,
“I’m afraid if we don’t get up, I’m gonna fall back asleep, and I
have work to do today.”
Coming out of a sleepy comfort of her own, Jenna
smiled into his eyes. “More fantasies to plan for me?”
He tilted his head. “You’re not my only guest, you
know.”
Actually, she’d sort of forgotten that. He’d made
her feel so special. “But the others are guys, right?”
“Right.”
“And you don’t take part in their fantasies,
right?”
“Right again.” Then his eyes narrowed slightly.
“Why?”
She tried to slough if off. “You don’t know by now
that I’m nosy and inquisitive?”
“Crazy me—I forgot. And by the way, just so you
know, no fantasy for you tonight.”
Still snuggling with him on the couch, she tried to
hide her disappointment. “No?”
“Last night was a lot. You need some downtime. You
have that spa appointment today at two, but the rest of your time
is your own until you get new instructions tomorrow. Enjoy,” he
said with a wink.
But she would have enjoyed it much more if her
plans had included him.
They took turns in the shower, and while he was in
the bathroom, she couldn’t help herself—she went back to that photo
album. Able to look a bit more slowly now, she found pictures of
young Brent at some sort of formal dance, with the same plain girl
as before, although she looked prettier here in a blue gown with
her hair piled on her head. She saw what appeared to be family
pictures at Christmastime: Brent and a teenage sister—who
did look like him—with his parents, opening presents; Brent
wearing a Santa hat, making a silly face for the camera. She also
stumbled upon college graduation pictures: Brent in a cap and gown.
But he looked sullen in them compared to his friends.
As she climbed back on the golf cart with Brent a
little while later, heading back into the wild world of the Hotel
Erotique, she kept up the playful small talk, even grilling him for
some hint about her next fantasy, but he didn’t budge. Yet when he
let her off at her building with a kiss, as she walked away from
him beneath the tropical sun, she began to feel . . . very
worried.
Because yes, she’d come an amazingly long way. But
. . . what if he was the only guy on the planet she could be this
hot and wild with? What if she was healed . . . only with
him?
And worse yet . . . despite her admonitions to
herself this morning, she was beginning to think she’d made those
resolutions far too late. Because parting with him just now had
hurt, leaving her to feel ridiculously lonely. She still felt his
kiss on her lips when she reached her room. And knowing she
wouldn’t see him again until probably tomorrow night . . . well, it
sounded like forever. And to think that after another week, she’d
never see him again? Her heart physically ached.
The horrifying truth was—she’d fallen for Brent
Powers. She’d fallen for him hard, and she had no idea how to save
herself.