Twenty-two

A sense of urgency drove Jack. He wanted Celina to be his wife—yesterday if that could be accomplished—and he wanted Amelia to love her stepmother and be crazy about the coming baby, when she was told about the coming baby, and he wanted everything that threatened their mad grab for happiness to be solved and then to go away.

“What are you thinking?” Celina asked him. Freshly showered, and dressed in the white shirt and gauze pants she’d arrived in the previous evening, she looked fabulous. Lovely, glowing, and wholesome.

“A penny for them.”

He jumped and looked into her navy blue eyes, now so close to his that he blinked. Seated on a kitchen chair, he’d been watching her prepare the breakfast she’d said she wanted to “cook.” He hadn’t commented that bowls of dry cereal, apples cut in quarters, and glasses of orange juice didn’t constitute cooking. Neither had he mentioned that as the first meal of the day, but served at two in the afternoon, this might be adequate for her, but he might be tempted to take a bite or two out of the “cook” afterward if he were to stave off starvation.

She pressed her nose to his.

“Okay.” He laughed and pulled her onto his lap. “I was thinking that I’m a bit nervous about Amelia’s reaction. And Tilly’s reaction. And I hope your parents come around. And I hope Cyrus decides to abandon the dire warnings of impending doom when we go ahead with our marriage. And I want to know exactly what happened to Errol and put it behind us as best we can.” And he also wanted to deal with the oldest, biggest outstanding debt owed him, and move on.

Celina eased from his lap and pulled a chair to face his. She’d removed the daisy-scattered tablecloth of the night before—blushing profusely as expected—and replaced it with two of Amelia’s frog-strewn plastic place mats.

“We’ve got a lot to overcome, Jack. If you’ve got doubts that we can do it, speak now. I’ll manage, I promise I will. And I will never, ever suggest that Errol had anything to do with my condition.”

“You changed your mind?”

“Of course I changed my mind. I’d have changed it anyway in time. You just speeded the process. I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you, and you treasure his memory, just as I do.”

“Tell me who raped you.”

She flinched, and kept her eyes closed. “Please don’t ask me.”

“Tell me.”

“I’m never going to tell you. He’s never going to know what he really did to me. And he’s never going to know that while he thought… He’s never going to know that he brought me far more joy than pain. I want my baby. I’ve wanted her almost since I knew I was expecting her. At first I was too shocked to know what I thought or wanted, but that passed quickly enough.”

He leaned forward to hold her hands. “Will you let the baby be mine, too?”

Her soft smile undid him. Her full lips curved upward, and her eyes sparkled. “I want the baby to be yours too.” She sobered and looked at the floor, and said quietly, “I wish she really were yours.”

“I wish he were, too.”

In the silence that followed, they held hands and stared at each other.

“Celina, I know you’re easily embarrassed, but I’m never going to forget last night—or this morning.”

“I’d better check the cereal.”

“Check the cereal?” he said, keeping a straight face.

“You don’t like it soggy, do you?”

“Nope.” Something told him his future wife was unlikely to spend a lot of time in the kitchen. “Can you put into words why you’re so determined that...You seem even more determined to have nothing to do with the baby’s father than one might expect. You seem fearful that he might find out. Will you tell me why?”

She got up and carried the bowls to the table, then fetched the apples that had begun to turn brown, and the orange juice. “It’s probably not an issue at all, but I’m afraid he’d either hold the pregnancy over me and try to use it. Or decide he wanted the baby.”

Jack turned cold. “So this wasn’t a random thing with a stranger.”

“I never said it was.”

“You never said one way or the other. He’s someone you know well?”

“I’ve answered your question about my fears. Can we drop the subject now?”

“Of course.” He took up a spoonful of flakes turned to the mush Celina dreaded, and ate valiantly. The apples were fine if you didn’t look at them.

“The apples look funny,” Celina said. “I think you’re supposed to put vinegar on them to stop that. I remember Ms. Simmons saying that when we were in school. Or was it salt?”

Jack made an interested sound. He didn’t want to drop the question of the baby’s father, but it could wait. “When did Cyrus say he could get over?”

She pushed the brown glop around her bowl. “He’s agreed to counsel Sally Lamar.”

Jack put down his spoon. “You’re kiddin’.”

“Uh uh. She was in a terrible state last night. That’s what Cyrus was talking about for so long on the phone. I’ve got a hunch there may have been a lot he didn’t say, too. Cyrus is very discreet, but he sounded worried. Evidently he’s going to meet with her today, and she wants them to get together a couple of times a week.”

“A pretty serious sinner, hmm?” He didn’t like Sally Lamar any more than he liked her husband.

“In pretty serious trouble emotionally, so Cyrus said,” Celina told him. “I don’t trust her. She had a thing for him from when we were children. And he’s an innocent when it comes to women and the way they react to him.”

“He’s a big boy.”

“He’ll be mortified if she really comes on to him. You know what she’s capable of. He said they’re going to be meeting in private. Not at her home and not in Royal Street.”

Jack couldn’t help grinning. “Maybe you’re right to be worried. And you’d better hope Sally really is trying to save her soul, rather than capture Cyrus’s for the devil.”

“That’s not funny.”

“No. Sorry.” He promptly laughed, tried to stop, but gave up.

Celina punched his shoulder.

Jack coughed and managed to control himself. “The main thing I’m thinking about is Amelia. When Tilly gets back with her, I want to tell her about us.”

With her spoon halfway to her mouth, Celina stopped. She looked at the food and set the spoon down again. “I think it’s too soon.”

“Tomorrow we’re taking care of the formalities. I intend to do the deed on Friday or Saturday, whichever suits you. And Amelia must be there. Tilly too. I’m sure Cyrus will come, and I’d like to see your parents attend, but I won’t expect them.”

“Friday or Saturday?” Her voice squeaked.

He chomped a piece of apple and swallowed. “I thought we could have the marriage blessed later, if that’s what you want.”

She looked blank.

“We don’t have time to waste, Celina. You’re already quite obviously pregnant. Which reminds me. You probably should do something about a whole new wardrobe. I’d like to take you away afterwards but we’ll have to wait, I suppose.”

“You’re going too fast for me again, Jack.”

He got up and bent over her until she raised her face. He stroked a forefinger back and forth over her lips, then kissed her. At first the kiss was soft and sweet, but quickly it became passionate. How was he going to manage what she did to him? He only had to look at her to want to get her naked and feel her body pressed to his.

He took his lips a fraction away from hers. “All I have to do is think your name and I’m hard. When you were asleep this morning, before it got light, I watched you and you wouldn’t believe the urges I had. A lesser man would have given in to them.”

“I love humility in a man, Mr. Charbonnet.”

“Mmm.” He shut his eyes. “I see dark places, and dark things that move in those dark places. There’s hot music playing, and your body is hot, and so is mine. Chère, I want to throw you down, get rid of all that virginal white, and leap aboard for the kind of ride I doubt any man even dreams of—even in his best wet dreams. Argh, I said it again!”

“Jack, you make me ...”

He opened his eyes and regarded her expectantly. “Don’t stop. I make you?” He turned up a hand and urged her to finish the thought.

“You make me wet where I shouldn’t be wet, and you make my breasts feel swollen, and my nipples sting, and all my veins pulse. I can hardly sit still because of what I feel...You know, what I feel.”

Jack felt short of breath. “Let’s do it.”

“I want to. I do.”

“Come on, then.” He kissed her again, and while he kissed her he fondled her breasts. “We didn’t do it in the bath yet. Or in the shower. Or outside. I’ve got a house by Lake Pontchartrain with a gallery high off the ground, only the stars at night and the sun in the day as an audience. My mother’s father left it to me. I spent a lot of time there when I was growing up. Oh, Celina, tonight’s supposed to be clear. Lots of stars, sweet thing. It wouldn’t take long to drive up there.”

“I’m feeling very overheated, Jack.”

“Good. In a rowboat. Rocking gently.”

“Until we turn the thing over,” she told him, struggling not to smile. “If performances to date are any measure, we’d be on the bottom of the lake feeding the alligators in no time.”

“I’ll settle for bed, then.”

“No.”

He wasn’t joking anymore. His penis threatened to break his zipper. Α simple solution presented itself. He unzipped his pants, opened them, and something else presented itself.

‘‘Jack!”

“That sounds like approval. Why, thank you, ma’am. Come here.”

“It’s daylight and we have wings to do.”

“I couldn’t agree with you more.” He pulled his shirt over his head.

“Oh, Jack,” she moaned. “Oh, you’re doing it to me again.”

“I intend to.” He beckoned to her. “Come here. I’ve got something for you.”

She hesitated, turned her back, turned to him again, and approached very slowly. But she ate him up with her eyes. Her pink cheeks made her look very young. Her lips were moist and slightly parted. Her breasts rose and fell with each short breath.

When she stood beside him, he pulled her face down and kissed her again, and slipped a hand beneath her top to maneuver her bra undone. She gasped when her breasts were freed, and he lifted the top to allow him to apply the tip of his tongue to the very tip of each nipple. She wriggled, and grasped for something to hold on to. What she found suited both of them.

Celina took her own slacks and panties off, but Jack lifted her astride his thighs. She came with his thumb on her clitoris, and his penis stroking deep—and with his face buried in her beautiful breasts, and he was right with her.

They collapsed together in the chair.

Minutes passed. Jack cooled a little, but not so much that he wasn’t already thinking of the next time.

“Maybe I shouldn’t marry you,” she murmured.

“Huh?” He pushed her upright. He didn’t remember taking off her top, but it was on the floor. “You can’t what?”

“Oh, I was going to make some cute joke about if we get married we’ll both be dead in a couple of weeks. Exhausted. Probably we’ll have heart attacks. Forget it.” She arched forward to rub her breasts slowly from side to side over his chest. “That is heavenly. I’ve been fooling myself. I didn’t know this side of me at all.”

“It’s my influence,” he said smugly. “You find me irresistible.”

“When do Amelia and Tilly get back?”

“Not for at least an hour.”

Her eyes cleared instantly. “An hour? Jack, why didn’t you tell me? Oh, look at us.”

“I’m looking.”

“We’ve got to hurry. And you’ve got to be careful in front of your daughter. She’s very impressionable, even more impressionable than most children her age.”

“We’ll be careful. Her grandmother—Elise’s mother—loves having her for the weekends though, and she’s been complaining that I don’t let Amelia visit often enough.”

“You won’t be sending your daughter away to accommodate our sex lives,” she told him.

“You are so right. I will not be doin’ that. I just wish you wouldn’t be in such a hurry to run away from me every time I try to touch you. And refuse to enter into anythin’ I suggest. And I’m hurt you felt you had to make love and rush away like you just did.”

She frowned, and glanced down to where her white thighs splayed over his darker skinned, black-hair-sprinkled skin, and where his black pubic hair tangled with her red curls. She said, “You can be quite sarcastic, Mr. Charbonnet.”

He caught her by the waist and slowly lifted her up while they both watched their bodies part.

This time it was Celina who initiated the kiss. “You and I have some things to talk about,” she told him when they paused for breath. “We’ve proved we do this sex thing really well. But beyond that our lives are a mess, Jack. We’re still plumb in the middle of a drama.”

She had no idea just how many dramas. One, singular, didn’t come close. “We haven’t begun to address how we’ll get around Garth Fletcher’s little bombshell. I can’t stand having everything at Dreams on hold like this.”

He stood up and pulled on his pants while she picked up her own clothes and began to dress.

The phone rang, but he ignored it.

He felt Celina looking at him and raised his brows in question.

“Aren’t you going to answer that?”

“They’ll give up soon enough.”

“What if it’s Amelia?”

Jack paused in the act of putting on his shirt. “Jeez,” he said. “What am I thinking of? That’s the problem. I’ve quit thinking entirely.” He dashed for the phone and yanked the receiver off the wall in midring. “Charbonnet.”

“Yeah. Get here, Jack, or I won’t be responsible for what happens.”

He pressed the phone hard against his ear. “Is that any way to speak to an old friend.”

“This isn’t a friendly how-are-ya,” Win Giavanelli said. “This is one of those times when I wouldn’t be making a call at all if I didn’t want to save your hide—or the hide of someone you care about.”