CHAPTER 2
Screaming Butterflies
It was a wretched few weeks after that. While her
parents released her from her room after an hour that day, they
didn’t say much more about oranges, or drugs, or what was “coming,”
or anything else. Her father seemed on several occasions to want to
say something, but at the last moment, he would just sigh and
mutter about how he was always available if she needed someone to
listen.
Of course, he went off on another trip for five
days.
Meanwhile, Jennifer continued to have disturbing
dreams. In some, she was a dinosaur attacking her parents. In
others, she was an angel drowning in the clouds. In still others,
she was a python in the dark, coiled around a tree branch and
waiting to drop onto her friends.
All of this was too unsettling to share. So she
just lurked around the house, waiting for her parents to say
something, and wishing they wouldn’t. And while Susan and the rest
of the soccer team weren’t nasty to her, they weren’t exactly
friendly either. Fixing relationships there would take time.
About two weeks after the day with the oranges, she
barged bravely through the front doors of the still-frightening
high school and nearly ran over Edward Blacktooth. And she smiled
for the first time in what felt like a year.
Eddie, her next-door neighbor, reminded her of a
sparrow. He had pale skin and deep brown accents in his hair and
eyes, and his nose arced like a gentle beak. A crooked, mischievous
smile graced his face as he and Jennifer recognized each
other.
“Eddie!” she cried, delighted. “You’re back!”
“Jenny!” He grinned. He knew she hated that
nickname. “The soccer star who rules the school. They haven’t
skipped you up to tenth grade yet?”
“Hardly.” She blushed. “How was England?”
Normally Eddie started the school year with
everyone else, but this year his family had insisted on taking him
on some strange month-long vacation in England. Eddie had told
Jennifer before leaving that they would visit ancient churches,
museums, fortresses, and other horrifically boring historical
points of supposed interest. Apparently, he could trace his
ancestry back several centuries to some baron who lived in a castle
not far from Wales.
“The castle was pretty interesting. Everything else
was tolerable. We had a good time—Mom and Dad even smiled once or
twice. How goes the battle?” Eddie was always talking in military
metaphors: How goes the battle? Who’s winning the war? What an
amazing coup!
“The battle goes badly,” she muttered as he fell
into step beside her. “Way badly.”
“Oh, don’t let people like her get you down.”
She looked at him. Brown T-shirt and blue jeans.
Brown loafers. His mud-colored hair fell into his eyes and he
flicked it back with a jerk of his head. And for the first time,
Jennifer noticed a faint scent of aftershave. Edward Blacktooth was
reliable, there when you needed him, less so when you didn’t. He
was—Eddie. “People like who?” she asked.
He breathed in a bit and then spoke quickly.
“Nothing against Susan. The three of us have been buds since first
grade. But I heard about that kick, and she’s obviously jealous.
You two have owned the soccer field together for a long time. Next
year, when you both try out for the varsity team, she’ll have to
start at the bottom again—but maybe you won’t. She sees that and
doesn’t like it.”
Jennifer didn’t answer right away. Eddie
pressed.
“It’s her problem, Jen. She’ll deal with it
herself.”
She nodded and tried to smile. True, Eddie could be
a bit of a snob—he got that from his parents, who disliked
everybody—and Susan was deeper than Eddie let on. But right now,
Jennifer didn’t care. She knew why he said those things.
“Thanks, Eddie.”
“Welcome. See you in gym.” He casually smacked her
shoulder and took a sharp left. She stared after him for a long
moment, then started walking to class.
“Everyone, this is Francis—”
“Skip.”
Ms. Graf squinted at the yellow transfer sheet.
“Francis Wilson.”
“Please, just Skip,” the new kid sighed. Jennifer
fought down a giggle. Skip Wilson’s eyes were green, or maybe blue,
set far apart from a narrow nose and under dark chocolate hair. He
was taller than Ms. Graf, who many students dubbed “Ms. Giraffe,”
and his incredibly long fingers splayed across his schoolbook:
Principles and Applications of Calculus.
In ninth grade? She thought to herself. She
had felt pretty bright for picking up Advanced Algebra this
year.
“Skip’s family just moved here to Winoka from out
of state, right, Skip?”
He shrugged.
Ms. Graf was a veteran teacher and knew to give up
at that point. “Just have a seat right there,” she said, pointing
to the empty desk behind Jennifer.
The silence in the classroom was pronounced.
Jennifer felt sorry for this boy. This was, after all, high school.
No one was going to say hello, or smile, or even really look at
him. No one ever did.
Except for Bob Jarkmand. As Skip walked between him
and Jennifer, Bob stuck out his enormous leg.
The heavy and thick limb was squarely in the new
kid’s way. Jennifer sighed. This was one of the moments when being
a girl was definitely better than the alternative. When Skip tried
to step over it, Bob would bring his leg up and kick him in the
groin. He would then feign innocence while his victim doubled over
in pain. Then Ms. Graf would try to figure out what had happened,
and everyone would be too scared of Bob to speak up. Then the bell
would ring and they’d all forget about it. Except for the new kid,
who would never feel more alone and friendless in his entire
life.
Jennifer watched, wondering whether to intervene.
Bob reserved his worst bullying for boys, and generally ignored
girls unless he felt like making a crude remark about breasts or
bodily functions to get his cronies laughing. Another day, she
would not have hesitated to speak up—but today, she wasn’t sure she
needed the additional aggravation, just to help some new kid who
may turn out to be a jerk himself.
She had no time to resolve the issue. Skip raised
his leg to step over Bob’s leg, and then—just as the larger boy’s
leg kicked—jumped straight up in the air, outperforming Bob’s knee
by at least six inches. At the same time, he swung his heavy
textbook around, catching Bob in the side of the head so hard,
everyone in class looked up at the sound.
But by then, Skip was sliding into the seat behind
Jennifer, and Bob was bellowing like a walrus. It had all happened
so fast, she was certain no one else saw it. She stared, mouth open
in delight.
Bob’s ear was an angry red and was already
swelling. He spun his head around and spat at Skip.
“You’re dead, Francis!”
Skip turned in his seat—eyes, head, and body in
full—to face the other boy. Jen was impressed with how calm the new
boy seemed.
“I don’t see that happening,” he replied.
Ms. Graf, of course, had missed the entire thing.
She was pulling a stack of large, wooden picture frames off of a
low shelf behind her desk.
“Today, class, we will start our unit on insects.
We begin with the order lepidoptera . . . more commonly
known as butterflies and moths. Lepidoptera means,
literally, ‘scaled wings.’ ”
Jennifer perked up a bit at that. Scaled wings—that
sounded kind of cool. And she’d always thought insects were
fascinating. When she was younger, she’d catch dragonflies and
grasshoppers and butterflies with her bare hands and look at their
heads through a magnifying glass. They had the sweetest
expressions.
Sadly, Ms. Graf could render even the most
interesting subject lifeless. Within ten minutes Jennifer had gone
from clear-eyed interest to droopy-eyed boredom. Next to her, Bob
had tilted his head and begun snoring.
She came all the way awake when Ms. Graf opened the
picture frame cases and began taking out specimens.
“Of course,” the teacher said, “there’s nothing
like seeing these creatures up close to get a full sense of their
beauty, complexity, and elegance.”
Small cards made their way from the front of the
class to the back. Touch gently, they were told.
Pinned to the center of the first yellowed
three-by-five index card was a gorgeous monarch butterfly. Its
orange-black whorls strained against the paper, and its body was
half-decomposed.
The metal spikes driven through its soft, scaled
wings seemed incredibly cruel to Jennifer. Wincing, she chucked the
card behind her.
“Whoa, hey, easy!” the new kid mumbled as he tried
to catch the ungainly missile. “Lessee . . . mmmm . . .
lunch.”
She allowed a giggle at the remark, and at her own
squeamish reaction, even while her stomach tightened with nausea.
Or was it empathy? Why the heck would she care so much about some
dumb bugs on cards?
Another card came back—a rusty red butterfly, with
four bright blue spots at the corners of its wings. Black, yellow,
and white markings graced the spots.
She flipped the card. On the back, in neat pencil,
were the words: Peacock Butterfly. Inachis io. Ireland. One
of the pins lanced the top loop of the “B.” Jennifer winced again,
and turned the card back over to look at the poor thing.
The four bluish markings stared back at her, like
lid-less eyes. Jennifer paused. There was something scary about
this. She couldn’t place it. It was an instinct, or a warning of
danger . . .
A sharp poke on her right shoulder made her flinch.
Attack! She whipped her left hand up and grabbed . . . the
new kid’s finger.
“Hey,” Skip muttered with a crooked smile. “Easy,
champ. I just wondered if I could look at the next one. And, um,
maybe have my finger back?”
Jennifer relaxed, flashed an easy smile, let go of
his finger, and handed back the peacock butterfly. “Sorry. Don’t
poke me.”
“Sorry. Nice reflexes.”
Jennifer felt red around her ears. “Thanks.”
The penciled script on the back of the next card
listed Five Bar Swordtail. Pathysa antiphates. Singapore.
The Swordtail was an elegant thing, with black and green stripes
painting the length of its wings, accented with yellow and white
midwing markings.
Suddenly, it screamed.
“Cripes!” shrieked Jennifer, dropping the
wailing butterfly onto her lap. This made the screeching worse. She
darted out of her chair, letting the card flap onto the floor, and
backed up several paces.
“Ms. Scales!” Ms. Graf fixed her with astonished
eyes. “What is the matter?”
Jennifer looked back down at the butterfly. Its
wings were pulling against the pins in vain. It stopped screaming
long enough to pant for a piece, but then started right up
again.
The stares of her classmates and Ms. Graf gave her
more information than she wanted. She pointed down at the
screeching Swordtail. “No one else hears that?”
Ms. Graf sighed. “Ninth graders are never as funny
as they think. Ms. Scales, please take your seat.”
Bob Jarkmand guffawed. Jennifer wasn’t sure if he
was laughing at her, or with her. It did seem from the smirks at
other desks as though most of the class felt she was playing a
prank. She smiled uneasily, accepting the praise for breaking a
school day’s tedium, and sat back down.
Another poke at her right shoulder. “Um, if you’re
sure that’s dead, could you pass it on back?”
Jennifer heard herself hiss. This boy Skip was
lovably weird, perhaps, but also a bit of a pain. And hadn’t she
told him to stop poking her? “Give me a sec.”
She bent over and picked up the card. The butterfly
was sobbing now.
It was awful. Jennifer felt like she was a
conspirator in the plot to hurt this thing. She turned to the tall
classroom windows—shut against the chilly October morning—that
provided a view of the nearby farms. She wanted to burst out of her
chair, yank one of the windows open, pull the pins out of the card,
and set this creature free.
Skip’s voice behind her broke her thought. “Ummm .
. .”
“In a minute.” She was certain this boy
irritated her now. A pity Bob hadn’t managed to rack the nimble
pest!
The butterfly’s peals of pain and sorrow went on.
She looked back at the classroom windows. What was she thinking?
Everyone would laugh at her. And what was the big deal anyway?
Despite what her ears told her, this butterfly was dead. It wasn’t
going to come back from the dead and haunt her like a little buggy
ghost.
There was no outcry in its murdered sleep, no
appeal for revenge, no family to care whether it lived or died . .
.
Pleck.
A spot appeared on one of the windows. Jennifer
squinted to make out the shape. A rather large bug had run into the
glass and splattered itself.
Pleck. Pleck.
Two more spots appeared, right near the first.
Jennifer could make out long, transparent wings on the remains. It
was getting dark outside.
Pleck-pleck. Pleck-pleck-pleck.
Pleck-pleck.
Like sharp drops of rain, more small, smooth bodies
dashed themselves against the gloomy windows. Dragonflies, Jennifer
saw now. Underneath the rhythm, she could make out a low, thrilling
hum.
“Um, Ms. Graf?” One of the girls close to the
window had noticed the bugs, too.
Before the teacher could react, a barrage of
dragonflies drove themselves into the window. Heedless of their
fate, they landed with the force and volume of hailstones. Cracks
began to appear in the glass.
“Everybody out of the room!”
Nobody moved. It was too terrifying. The hairline
cracks lengthened and connected to each other. A chip of glass fell
onto the countertop below. Still the black swarm came. It was even
larger farther out in the sky, where it blotted out the sun. A vast
column was aimed like a twister at the southeast corner of Winoka
High’s second floor.
In the midst of the chaos, Jennifer stole a glance
at the Swordtail. It wailed in her hands. Her gut churned.
“Stop it,” she whispered to it. The butterfly
ignored her. “Stop it!”
It stopped.
The dragonflies vanished. Not the dead ones—those
still stuck like wretched paste all over the classroom windows. But
the humming and splattering stopped, and the cloud outside
dissipated.
Jennifer turned around slowly, and let the
butterfly drop onto Skip’s desk. Like everyone else, he was looking
at the windows—no one had noticed Jennifer’s whispered command to
the butterfly. But his face was aglow.
“That was cool!”
Jennifer knew better than to bring the matter up with her parents. But the moment she got home from school, she discovered it was useless to hide anything.
“I heard about the dragonflies,” her father said as
she walked by the kitchen table where he and her mother were
sitting.
“Fine, thanks, and you?”
“Jennifer, I think we need to talk. Before I go on
my trip tonight.”
“Why yes, Father, my day was nice. And
yours?”
“Now, Jennifer.”
“Daa-aad!” She stomped her foot. “I don’t want to
talk about this. It was a bunch of dumb dragonflies. Tonight, on
the news, they’ll say it was a tornado. Or a weather balloon. Who
knows? Who cares?”
“We don’t want to talk about the dragonflies. We
want to talk about you, and changes that are coming.”
“You’ve got to be kidding. Even you can’t be
this clueless. I learned that stuff in third grade. You gave me
books. I surfed the Internet. Boy loves girl, girl loves . .
.”
“Oh for heaven’s sake, Jennifer, be quiet,” hissed
Elizabeth.
She stared at her mother. Elizabeth Georges-Scales
was holding her head in her hands. Tears were streaking down the
doctor’s cheeks. Jennifer felt tears well up in her own eyes. If
she didn’t know better, she would have thought someone had died.
“What—what’s wrong?”
“Sit down, ace.” Her father kicked out a chair.
“There’s no easy way through this.”
Two hours later, sobbing into her pillow up in her
own room, Jennifer had to agree with at least that much.
There was no easy way, not at all, anymore.