CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
 
Two Locals Pretending to Be Visitors
 
I decided to find a place to live just over the bridge from Amber in Milton. I needed to be at least that far from settling down in my hometown. Iris came along with me as a realtor showed us a variety of apartments. For the first time in my life, I didn’t simply take the first decent place that came along, and by the end of the morning I had three reasonable candidates to consider. Iris and I had lunch at a clam bar overlooking the water as we discussed my options.
 
“You really want my opinion, right?” she said.
 
“Of course I want your opinion.”
 
“Take the duplex. It was a good space and I can definitely imagine spending time there. Nice bathtub.”
 
“It did have a nice bathtub. Though realistically, you probably aren’t going to be there very often. We’re still going to want to have most of our time together in Lenox, right? I mean, Lenox is still exponentially cooler than it is around here, no matter how many handmade mugs I sell at the store.”
 
“That brings me to the other thing I’ve been planning to tell you today. Have you ever heard of the Spring Street Theatre Company?”
 
“I can’t say that I have.”
 
“You really didn’t get out much when you were here, did you? Spring Street is an experimental theater group that puts on shows about ten minutes away from here. They’ve been around – getting great notices if you were paying any attention at all – for the past six years. For the past three, they’ve been trying to convince me to come on board.”
 
“‘Come on board’ as in leave the Ensemble?”
 
“It would be a little tough to do both. Anyway, I always told them that I didn’t have any interest in coming back to this area – until I agreed to meet with them tomorrow afternoon.”
 
“Do you think you’ll get it?”
 
She tilted her head. “I know I’ll get it. Did you hear the part about them coming after me for three years?”
 
I actually felt my eyes tearing. “So you’d be right here.”
 
“That’s the idea.”
 
“All the time.”
 
“Tell me you aren’t going to get hung up about that.”
 
I tilted my head. “Did you hear the part about my dreaming about you for the past eleven years?”
 
“I deserved that.”
 
Armed with this new information, we went to look at the duplex a second time. This time, as we walked through the rooms, I imagined how we would use each one. The bathtub took on new meaning. I signed the lease that afternoon.
 
That night we stayed at an inn just off Russet Avenue. Two locals pretending to be visitors for one more night before coming home. After dinner, we took a long walk and found ourselves at the base of the Pine River Bridge. We walked out onto it and leaned against the wall, looking upon the water.
 
It was August ninth, the day before the anniversary of Chase’s death. I wondered briefly if there would be a piece about it in the Amber Advisor tomorrow and then let it go. I wasn’t about to start reading that paper now. I’d get my community news elsewhere.
 
I reached an arm around Iris’ shoulders and she leaned her head against mine. Numerous cars passed us by, shuttling between Amber and Milton. I could hear a boat somewhere off in the distance. Down on the beach, a hit song played on the radio and teenagers laughed. But the water was remarkably calm, barely lapping in the August stillness.
 
Iris turned her head and kissed me on the cheek. I pulled her closer.
 
Eventually, and without a word, we walked arm in arm back over the bridge.