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GAVIN SEARCHED THE WHOLE DAMN HOUSE FOR ELIZABETH, wondering if maybe Mick had found her and stuffed her in the trunk of a car.
Okay, he wouldn’t do that. Or at least he didn’t think his brother would go that far.
As he made his third pass through the house, he saw Elizabeth coming down the stairs with his mother and Jenna—and Tara, of all people.
They were all smiling, chatting away, seemingly at ease with each other.
That he hadn’t expected.
“Hey, I’ve been looking everywhere for you,” he said as she reached the bottom of the steps. “What have you been doing?”
“It’s a secret women’s society. We’re plotting the demise of the male species,” Jenna said.
“Smart-ass.” He kissed the cheek Jenna presented to him, then she walked away.
Tara came up to him and hugged him. “Girl talk. You don’t have to monopolize all of Elizabeth’s time, do you?”
He looked to Elizabeth, who seemed just fine. “I guess not.”
“Then I suppose you can have her back. Your mother and Jenna and I have to go get Mick’s cake ready. Did you and your dad grill the meat?”
“Yeah,” he said, unable to take his eyes off Elizabeth, wanting to make sure she was all right. “It’s on the counter in the kitchen.”
Elizabeth looked at Gavin’s mother. “Do you need help?”
“No,” Kathleen said. “You catch up with Gavin. We have it under control.”
They walked off, and Gavin led her out the front door so they could have some privacy.
“What’s going on? Why were you upstairs with Jenna, Tara, and my mom?”
She shrugged. “Nothing. We were just talking.”
“Did Tara grill you or give you a hard time?”
Her lips quirked. “No. We talked. It was good. It cleared the air. We’re fine now.” She laid her hand on his arm. “Really, it’s okay.”
“You sure?”
“Positive.”
“Okay.”
“So can we go inside and help out instead of skulking around avoiding everyone?”
He put his arm around her shoulder. “I guess so.”
She slid her arm around his waist. “Really, Gavin. I can take care of myself. Even with Mick.”
Who was at the front door with Tara when they opened it. Elizabeth gave him her biggest smile.
“Happy birthday, Mick.”
Gavin could tell Tara had talked to him. “Thanks. Glad you could make it.”
Elizabeth’s lips curled. “No, you’re not, but thanks for being civil about it. I’ll try to stay out of your way.” She let go of Gavin. “I’m going into the kitchen to help your mom.”
“Me, too.” Tara leaned up and kissed Mick. “Behave.”
“When have I not behaved?”
Tara rolled her eyes, then switched her gaze at Gavin. “You, too.”
Tara left and Gavin stood there with Mick. “Thanks for not jumping on Elizabeth.”
Mick shrugged. “I don’t have anything to say to her as long as she doesn’t fuck with my family. She’s already done enough of that.”
There was a lot Gavin wanted to say in reply, but it was Mick’s birthday, and his mother would probably smack him on the head if he punched the birthday boy. Which was probably why Mick figured he could get away with saying whatever he wanted.
The free pass would only last so long. Like today was the only day.
“I think we should see what Dad’s up to,” Gavin suggested, swallowing his anger.
“That’s probably a good idea.”
Dad was neutral territory. He was outside, surrounded by the smoke of the barbecue pit and a handful of Gavin and Mick’s uncles. Gavin heard the tail end of a story about this year’s Super Bowl game, about one of Mick’s outstanding plays and how there was standing room only at the bar that Sunday.
Mick groaned. “Like Uncle Robert and Uncle Matt haven’t heard that story a hundred times already.”
“Heard? Hell, they were at the bar that night. We all were. Doesn’t mean Dad isn’t going to tell it over and over again.”
There were a handful of neighbors surrounding Dad, and they’d all been at the bar that night, too. So had Gavin, who’d seen all the plays, heard all the cheers, and still had to listen to the replay.
Not that he was jealous. Winning the Super Bowl had been a damn big deal for his brother. He didn’t begrudge him the glory at all. If the shoe had been on the other foot, Gavin would be reveling in the glory and milking it for as long as he could.
“Mick, my boy, come on over and tell the guys about the winning touchdown pass.”
“Again,” Gavin murmured.
Mick rolled his eyes. “They don’t want to hear it.”
“Probably not, but Dad wants you to tell them. Maybe if you’re lucky, they’ll take up a collection for you not to tell it.”
Mick snorted and headed into the throng. Gavin stayed back and sipped his beer, listening to the story he’d heard many times before.
“Your season is looking good so far.”
Gavin hadn’t heard Tara’s son, Nathan, come up behind him. The kid was always so quiet. Of course a fifteen-year-old amidst the boisterous Riley clan could get swallowed up like a small fish in a shark tank.
“Thanks, Nathan. How are you doing?”
“Pretty good.”
Gavin knew there was something Nathan wanted to talk to him about.
“Is there something on your mind?”
Nathan glanced over to where Mick was mimicking the throw of a football.
“Yeah, kinda.”
“Go ahead. We’re family now. Tell me what you’re thinking.”
Nathan paused for a second, then said, “It’s about your girlfriend.”
“Elizabeth.”
“Yeah.”
“Are you mad at her?” Gavin asked.
“No. But Mick still is. And he thinks I should be, but I’m not.”
Gavin swiveled on the steps to face Nathan. “No one should tell you how you should feel, Nathan. Not your mom or Mick or me. If you’re pissed off about what Elizabeth did to manipulate the media that day, that’s your right. If you’re over it, that’s your right, too. If Mick is still angry about it, that’s his problem to deal with.”
“I guess so.”
“You don’t have to feel whatever he feels about anything. He’ll still care about you. It’s kind of like when two people love each other, but they’re on different sides in politics.”
“You mean when one’s a Democrat and one’s a Republican.”
“Exactly. They don’t have to agree to still love each other, right? Even though they might not agree on some serious fundamental issues.”
“We talked about that in my government class. That it’s our right to stand up for what we believe in, even if we’re in disagreement with the people closest to us.”
“Exactly. Your grandparents oppose each other politically.”
Nathan’s brows popped up. “Really?”
“Yup. But they love each other like nobody’s business. And I’ve never seen two people who can argue so fiercely, especially around election time. It’ll make your ears burn. But pick on one, and the other will defend them to the death. It’s kind of like that with how you feel about something. Just because you love Mick doesn’t mean you have to agree with everything he believes.”
Nathan stared at Mick, then nodded. “That makes sense. Thanks.”
“You’re welcome.”
“I kind of like Elizabeth. She came up to me today, and we sat down, and she told me how she screwed up and how sorry she was. I think that takes some guts.”
“Yeah, I guess it does.”
Nathan tilted his head up at Gavin. “I think she’s really trying, Gavin.”
Gavin bumped his shoulder against Nathan’s. “I think she is, too, Nathan. Maybe your dad will figure that out someday soon.”
 
 
ELIZABETH WAS DRAINED. PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, AND emotionally exhausted.
First the meltdown in front of Jenna, Kathleen, and Tara, and oh, God, could that have been a more horrifying moment? And then she’d sat down and had a heart-to-heart with a fifteen-year-old boy, who’d handled her apology with a maturity she hadn’t expected.
And to top it off she’d had to spend the rest of the night doing her best to dodge Mick, which wasn’t easy considering it had been his birthday party.
She wanted to strip down, crawl under the covers, and end this day.
Gavin had brought her home and had gone to take a shower. He had worked up a sweat with an impromptu game of football with his brother and his soon-to-be nephew, along with the various cousins.
While he did that, she opened a bottle of wine and poured herself a glass. She headed upstairs, stripped off her clothes, and fell face-first onto the bed.
She was almost asleep when she felt strong hands sliding down her back, followed by warm lips pressed against the nape of her neck.
“I’ll give you an hour to stop that.”
He didn’t speak, just conducted a very sensual assault over her shoulders with his hands, massaging the tension away from her shoulder blades, the middle of her back, her lower back, and lingering at her butt—which made her giggle. He compressed the spots that needed it and used whisper-light touches on the places that weren’t so tense. He followed his fingers with the barest touch of his lips as he mapped a trail from her back to her butt to her thighs to her calves, then lifted her feet and kneaded the arches.
She moaned as he massaged her feet, a weak spot since she spent all her time in heels.
“God, that feels good. Please don’t stop.”
He pressed his thumb on the arch of her foot, and he surprised her when his tongue wrapped around her toe. She gasped, the dual sensation of comfort and sensuality shooting right to her pussy. Wet, hot flames of arousal licked at her, made her lift her butt in the air and slide her hand between her legs to massage the ache in her clit.
“Stop,” he said. “I’ll get there in a minute.”
She laughed. “I can’t wait. I want to come.”
“You don’t have much patience, do you?” he asked, then slid her big toe in his mouth and sucked it.
Oh, damn. She lost all track of what she was about to do with her fingers, mesmerized by his talented tongue and mouth. And when he slid his tongue across the bottom of her foot, she jerked her foot away.
“That tickles.”
“We can’t have that.” He licked his way over her ankle, up her calf, and lifted her leg, then laid it down on the bed, kissing the back of one knee, then the other, parting her legs to crawl between them. He pressed his lips to the backs of her thighs and where her butt cheeks met her legs, then massaged her buttocks.
She moaned again when he started rubbing her lower back, especially the one spot that . . .
“Ohhh . . .”
“Really.”
“Yeah.”
“It’s because you insist on wearing those four-inch heels. Bad for your back.”
“Yes, Doctor. Whatever you say, Doctor. Just keep rubbing there.”
“You sure you want me to rub here? Or maybe here instead.”
He let his fingers drift lower over her ass again, then between her legs to tease her pussy.
“Well, that’s nice, too. Rub there instead.”
He did, using three fingers to part her pussy lips and spread her juices over her clit. She followed his hand by lifting her butt and rubbing against him like a cat craving attention.
Hell, she might even be purring. She knew she made some kind of noises but had no idea what they were. She was lost in sensation, her mind focused only on his touch and the feel of his body as he moved over her and slipped his cock inside her, then reached under her to continue to sweep his fingers over her clit.
He swelled inside her, thickening, stretching her, taking her to the limit and back again. She fisted the sheets and buried her head in the covers, shutting out everything but his breathing as he whispered dark words in her ear. She turned her face to the side, catching only a glimpse of his tightened features as her lips met his in a fevered kiss when he thrust deeply inside her.
Pressed to the mattress, she was powerless, giving up total control to him as he whipped her into a fevered state. Tension turned her muscles to steel as she fought the explosion that hovered so close. She wanted to prolong this ecstasy, where every stroke of his cock was bliss and every whispered word he uttered was sweet heaven.
“Let go, Elizabeth. Let me feel you come.”
She shook her head, holding on for just a few seconds longer as he wound her tighter into a ball of the sweetest pleasure imaginable.
But when he bit down on the nape of her neck, she was awash in heat that she couldn’t survive, and she climaxed, crying out and meeting his lips as he ground against her, his balls slapping against her clit. He groaned and spilled inside her. He was glued to her, shuddering against her, and she wanted this to go on forever, just the two of them connected like this.
Gavin dropped down on top of her and rolled to the side, bringing her with him, stroking her breasts as she came down off the high.
She always gave so much to him in sex, so much of herself. She laid herself open and gave him everything, held nothing back. She had never been like that with other men.
She had never loved other men.
She wondered if he realized how much she gave him, or if he thought she was simply like every other woman he’d been with.
She’d never ask. She didn’t want to know. There was only right now between them. She’d never tell him how she felt. He had too much power as it was.
And every day that passed he gathered more.
She sighed and snuggled against him. He stroked her hair in the darkness, and she allowed a single tear to slip down her cheeks.
Little by little she was losing herself in Gavin.
She was never going to win this game.