data that were bombarding the consciousness and there wasn't enough time to examine it. In addition to this the emotional block was inhibiting reason: I'd lost. 'Back off a bit,' Schrenk said, 'you're too close.' I did what he told me. 'Never carry a gun, do you?' His hand was absolutely steady. 'That's a mistake.' Peripheral vision: Ignatov had moved away from the wall where he'd been standing with a handkerchief pressed to his temple; he was looking at Schrenk and waiting for instructions. Misha hadn't moved but I could hear her tremulous breathing: she was a country girl and not used to the big city with its tall concrete towers and the grinding underground trains and men who were ready to kill each other in the warmth of a ground-floor apartment with the comfortable smell of boiled cabbage in the air. 'Sweetheart,' Schrenk said, 'would you get me another cigarette?' He didn't take his eyes off me. The girl moved out of my sight and then came back, lighting a cigarette from the crumpled paper packet and handing it to him, taking away the butt of the old one and dropping it into the ashtray. `Will everything be all right?' she asked him, close to tears. 'Everything will be all right, sweetheart, yes. Don't worry.' My left eyelid had begun flickering and without thinking about it I was breathing more deeply. There wasn't going to be any action because things had passed beyond that stage: you can't rush a gun and I wasn't going to try. The only conceivable chance was in getting behind Ignatov and using him as a shield but there was Schrenk behind that thing, Shapiro, not some half-trained amateur. And he wanted me out of his way. 'Had some good times, didn't we?' He drew deeply on the cigarette. `Remember Rosita?' I didn't say anything. He wasn't making sense. `Tenerife? Tell you something. I took her out the night before old Templer flew in. What a gal!' He began wheezing with quiet laughter, his thin body shaking with it. But his gun hand remained perfectly steady. `Poor old Templer. He was going to take her out that night, but of course those bastards . . .' He began coughing but managed to control it: the range was fifteen feet and he knew I could move very fast. 'Remember that bloody bomb in the consulate in Cairo? Got the motto out, didn't we?' He giggled again. `Good times. We had some good times.' Then he straightened up as far as he could and his tone was serious. 'We could do a deal if you like.' I began listening carefully. 'What deal?' I think Ignatov must have moved at this point, though he was outside my vision field. Schrenk said to him sharply: 'Pytor, stay where you are. If you move any closer he'll try to use you as a shield, can't you see that? Stay exactly where you are.' In English he asked me: 'Are you interested?' 'I don't know yet.' 'Pretty simple. If you agree to abort the mission I'll let you go home.' `It's not on.' 'Always so bloody obstinate,' he said in annoyance. `Don't you know the alternative?' 'Yes.' 'You think there's a chance?' He shook his head. 'I'm not going to have you picked up again, you know that. It's too risky - you might get away as you did before. You know what I've got to do.' He was losing his colour, and there was a certain stiffness coming into his body, as if he were readying himself to do something that would need a lot of effort on his part, a lot of determination. I could feel my eyelid flickering again and wondered if it showed: it's always been an embarrassment. 'Spell it out for me,' I told Schrenk. 'We don't want any misunderstandings.' 'You're so right. All I want you to do is to go back to London without telling them where I am, or even that you found me. I want to be left alone.' In a moment I said: 'You'd take my word?' He looked surprised. 'Of course.' 'You think you know me that well?' 'Oh yes. I'm not risking anything.' I thought about it. 'Yes, you are. They could pick me up again and grill me, and I know where to find you.' Concerned, he asked quickly: 'Haven't you got a capsule?' 'Yes.'