16
DARIA sat on the edge of the bed, wrapped in a
sheet, surveying the clothing strewn on the floor and remembering
the events of the night before.
Oh, god . . . what he’d done to her. She’d never
allowed a man to touch her that way, bring her to climax like that.
Her cheeks burned. And she’d liked it, too.
Alejandro walked out of the bathroom, with only a
towel around his lean waist. Water droplets beaded on the muscular
expanse of his chest and on his powerful arms—arms that had held
her down on the bed while he’d fucked her silly the night before.
Twice. Forward and backward. While she moaned and begged him for
more. She glanced up at him, frowning.
He spread his hands. “Look, Daria—”
“Alejandro.” She frowned even more. Soon her
face would crack.
He sighed. “I’m sorry, but I had to release my
whole veil over you. I couldn’t hold anything back. You were too
tense, understandably so. I had to do it.”
She looked away. “I know.”
“It was a necess—” He paused. “You know?”
“I don’t like it, but I understand why you did it.
I don’t want anything to jeopardize this mission, Alejandro.
Anything.”
“I did what I had to do.” He took a step toward
her. “But it was a risk.”
She looked up at him, trying to meet his eyes, but
failing. God, how many times had his name spilled from her lips the
night before? “What do you mean?”
He shrugged a shoulder. “I played on my bet that
you wanted me but had been holding yourself back for . . . whatever
reasons you hold yourself back. I could have been wrong. That’s why
I mean it was a risk. Once I broke down your walls with my veil,
you could have just as easily kneed me in the balls, if that’s what
you’d truly wanted to do.” A grin spread over his lips. “I think
that would have given us a fail.”
She blinked. “Does it count that I want to kick you
in the balls now?”
“Daria you can’t blame me—”
“I don’t. I’m glad you did what you did. The rest,
well, those were my desires free from my misgivings and fears
right? Can’t blame you for those. Anyway, I know I pushed you . . .
afterward. After Sante left.”
“You did push me.”
“I know. It was all my doing.”
“I appreciate that.”
“It’s the truth.” She dropped her gaze, feeling
miserable. “So now you know just how badly I’ve wanted you.”
“Yes.” He grinned wolfishly. “Pretty damn
bad.”
“Yeah, but I’ve had you now. A couple of times.”
Anger flared and she narrowed her eyes at him. “Don’t be looking
for more where that came from.”
All Alejandro did was grin at her response.
Clearly, he didn’t believe her. She looked away from him. Hell, she
didn’t believe herself. Just looking at him, standing there with
water droplets running down his body, she wanted him. Wanted to
lick every one of them off his skin. Wanted to take his cock into
her mouth and see if she could make him as crazy as he’d made her
last night. Heat flushed her body, and she closed her eyes.
“Daria, it’s the Choosing that’s making your libido
run this hard. Damn, I’ve never seen anyone with as much control as
you have. Your will is very strong, but it’s not as strong as the
aftereffects of the change.” He took a few steps toward her. “Just
give it up.”
She sank her teeth into her lower lip. After a
moment, she said, “I never give up.”
He sat on the bed beside her and traced the bare
skin of her back above the line of the sheet that wrapped her. “I
gave you last night and, fuck, it was sweet. Te deseo. That
means I want you. I want you now, I want you always.” His voice was
a low, silken rasp. It made her shiver and the hair on the back of
her neck stand on end.
She wanted him, too. It seemed that having
Alejandro once was not enough. Her body—if not her mind—desired him
again.
The question was, what did her heart want?
“Maybe,” he continued, still caressing her back,
“maybe you should just let this be what it is, Daria. Just for now.
Let this attraction between us play out for the duration of our
time here. After it’s over, we’ll go our separate ways. No problem.
The advantages are that we convinced Sante and the Shining Way that
we are truly a mated pair and we also get to sate our lust for each
other. No strings once this is all through, just lots of sex before
we part ways.”
“The disadvantages?” she asked in a hoarse
voice.
“Disadvantages?” He laughed, and the sound of it
rolled over her. “Honey, for me there are no disadvantages.”
What if she fell in love with him? That was the
disadvantage for her. It would be so easy to fall in love with this
strong, good-natured, protective man. She drew a shuddering breath.
“Let me think about it.” She stood. “Right now I have to take a
shower and get back to making teddy bears.”
He nodded. “You think on it, Daria. Go ahead and
think all you want, but I’m going to do my best to sway you in the
direction I think you should go.” He slipped a hand under the
sheet. His palm was warm on her skin. “Understand?”
She tried to back away, she really did. In the end
all she could do was stand there and look up into his warm, dark
eyes.
His pupils dilated. “I had a taste of you last
night and it wasn’t enough. Not enough by a long mile. So the
gloves are off. When I want someone, I go after them.”
Daria forced herself to take a step back, away from
that very dangerous hand and the more dangerous response her body
was having to the look in his eyes and the words coming from his
lips. “You can try.” The words were good, but her voice was a bit
shaky.
Leave it to Alejandro Martinez to make her feel
vulnerable. She turned and escaped into the bathroom.
ALEJANDRO had every intention of busting down more than just the walls of Daria’s inhibitions. He wanted more than just sex from her. He wanted her to look at him the way he remembered she used to look at Christopher Sante.
Alejandro wanted more than just her body; he wanted
her love.
He watched her disappear into the bathroom, her
conflicted emotions clearly displayed on her face and in her body
language. He fisted his hands in his lap, forcing himself to not go
in there and tease her into sexual submission once again. She was
very susceptible to him right now. He knew he could do it, but
Alejandro wanted her for the long haul, and therefore, he needed to
show restraint.
Daria had been betrayed badly and it still affected
her at a deep level. Alejandro knew he had to win her trust before
he could win her love. In fact, Alejandro could sense the
beginnings of that lofty emotion in her already. She fought it, but
it was there. He knew he needed to seduce her, not overwhelm her,
gentle her to him slowly and with patience.
Patience not being one of his better traits.
The water started in the bathroom and he shifted on
the bed uncomfortably, his cock happy with the image of Daria in
the shower, water sluicing over her curves, beading on her nipples,
and running between her thighs.
It wasn’t just her body that he loved. Daria was
strong and intelligent, a woman who could meet him head-to-head and
come out the winner. She was caring, too, beneath the gruff
exterior. After all, here she was at the Shining Way, having
altered her life irrevocably, in order to gain satisfaction for the
death of her friend.
Long ago Alejandro had recognized that Daria Moran
was the woman for him, and nothing had changed except his resolve.
This time he wasn’t going to let her walk away, no matter what he
said about meaningless sex with no strings attached. With Daria,
there was nothing meaningless about it.
With effort, he pulled himself away from thoughts
about what might happen if he entered her shower. If he used his
hands and mouth to physically show her just how much he cared about
her. Sex was the only way he could do it right now without making
her cut and run. He couldn’t say he minded. Having her climax while
he’d been sheathed deeply in her cunt the night before had been the
best goddamn thing he’d experienced in years.
Daria was his. He’d make sure she was his, heart,
body, and soul by the end of this game.
“SO how much do you know about Sante?” Daria asked Jia Ying. They stood together on the line, stuffing teddy bears.
Jia Ying shrugged and shot her a shy smile. “Not a
whole lot. I know he is one of the old ones and lucky he hasn’t
gone insane with the press of age on his mind. Know he’s a little
bit idealistic and that’s why he created the Shining Way. He wanted
to create a place just for Chosen, where we could be free to be
ourselves. I respect his vision. Other than that, he’s a private
man. Talk is he’s pretty serious about a woman right now.” She
smiled. “I think she’s lucky.”
Daria’s head snapped up. “Really?” That was news to
her.
“Oh, yeah, but they’re being secretive about it.
She stays in his house, never comes out, never sees anyone but him.
No one at the Shining Way has ever even caught a glimpse of
her.”
Interesting. Sante was in love. Was he even capable
of that? The idea didn’t jibe with the Sante she remembered. Cold.
Merciless. Murderer. Loyal to none but his bitch of a blood
mother.
“Why is that?” Daria asked.
Jia Ying shrugged. “I don’t know why they’re
keeping it so shushed. There’s speculation, but I think he’s just
protective of her. Some of the members are overly zealous in their
devotion to Christopher Sante. Personally, I think he’s just trying
to keep her away from all that.”
“Sante’s a real star around here, isn’t he?”
Daria tried to keep the sarcasm out of her voice,
but Jia Ying still caught the edge of it since her answer was a
little on the defensive side. “With good reason!”
Daria put her head down and stuffed teddy bears,
unable to answer that one and keep any semblance of Valerie
in place.
“Where’s your man today?” Jia Ying asked after a
while.
“They needed some help with the bees, so he’s
spending the day out there. He’ll be back tomorrow.”
Brandon had hooked Alejandro with a temporary “in”
over there, which was good since there had been a rash of full
moons in the dome lately. They could have as many as they wanted,
of course, and apparently someone wanted a bunch. It almost seemed
like they desired extra light or something. Maybe to prevent people
from sneaking around at night trying to see if they were
trafficking blood slaves? It made Daria a little paranoid if she
thought about it too much.
One of the factory managers approached them as they
worked. “Your presence has been requested at Christopher Sante’s
home,” he told Daria.
Her body jerked in shock and she dropped the teddy
bear she’d been working on. She turned to face the foreman. “Excuse
me?”
“It’s just what I said. Sante requests your
company. Now.”
“Yay!” Jia Ying clapped. “You get to see inside his
house! You’re so lucky! I wonder what he wants.”
Yes, Daria wondered, too. “I feel like I’m being
called to the principal’s office.”
“Oh, no, Valerie,” Jia Ying replied with a warm
smile. “Don’t worry. Sante is no one to be afraid of.”
If only Jia Ying knew.
A short time later Daria walked up the charming
cobblestone path to Sante’s front door. It all looked different in
the daylight, when she wasn’t sneaking around breaking and
entering. The house was white, a throwback to Earth in the early
twenty-first century, considered by most to be the planet’s heyday.
That bit of history fueled an enduring retro craze.
Daria knew Sante had been born during that time. So
beyond the popularity of all things early twenty-first century, he
probably had a preference for architecture of that style. Flowers
bloomed along the path on either side of her, and overflowed from
the boxes under the windows. Their scent drifted to her nose and
calmed her a bit.
What the hell did Christopher Sante want with her?
Alone. At his house in the middle of the dome’s workday.
Gah. At least, if Sante didn’t kill her, she might get a
glimpse of this woman he was hiding away. The female succubare
she’d felt the night she’d broken in.
The door opened and Sante stepped out. “Valerie!
Welcome to my home.” He ushered her inside. “Would you like
something to drink?”
“No, thank you.” She gawked a bit at the retro
furnishings of the living room, as though it was the first time
she’d seen them. Valerie would be awed, of course.
“Come, sit down,” Sante said, leading her further
into the living room and motioning to a plush chair. “I just want
to chat a bit.”
Chat a bit? Daria tried not to look wary and sank
down onto the expensive piece of furniture. “I appreciate you
inviting me over, Mr. Sante. Frankly, I wasn’t sure how I stood
with you after the events of the other night.”
“Please call me Christopher.”
“All right . . . Christopher.”
“That’s why I wanted to talk. I know what I did was
very intrusive, but you have to understand that I can take no
chances here. I spent a lot of time and money building this
community and must be very careful about who I allow to live here.
There are those in the world who would like to see this place taken
down, those who want to destroy all Chosen.”
“You’re talking about Richard Templeton and The New
Covenant Church.”
“They’re one organization, perhaps the most
activist, of several.” He paused and pursed his lips. “I have many
enemies, Valerie. People who want to destroy what I care about,
those Chosen I have come to love. I cannot allow that to happen.
Hence, the surprise visit to you and Alejandro the other
night.”
“I understand.”
“I’m not a voyeur. I just needed to find out if the
allegations lodged against you were true. That was the only way I
knew, short of taking your blood myself, to determine if they were
or not.” He grinned. “Not that I didn’t want to take your blood.
You’re a very attractive woman.”
Hmmm. “Why didn’t you have Alejandro meet us
here, Christopher?”
He smiled. “I will meet with Alejandro separately.
I thought you and I could get to know each other better if we were
alone.”
“I have no interest in sex.”
Sante’s body jerked a bit with surprise. His smile
went icy for a moment. “I find you attractive, Valerie, but I don’t
want to have sex with you.”
She tilted her head to the side. “Is it possible
for a man to find a woman attractive and not want to have sex with
her?”
His smile tightened. “For me it is.”
She inclined her head a degree. “Then I apologize.
I didn’t mean to offend.” Damn it. She’d gone fishing for evidence
of the female secreted away in his house and had come up with
nothing.
“No offense taken. I can understand why you may
have thought that, but, really, Valerie, I saw ample evidence that
you’re mated to Alejandro the other night. I would never intrude on
such a strong bond.”
Daria blinked. If she hadn’t known what a slimeball
he was she might be inclined to like him. She saw how he could
inspire loyalty at the Shining Way if he always behaved this way.
Well . . . apart from barging into people’s rooms at night and
demanding he observe them in intimate acts.
“Now that we have that settled, tell me about
yourself, Valerie. Tell me about your parents and your upbringing.
As Alejandro’s mate, I would like to get to know you better.”
She’d been fishing, and now it seemed like he was,
but she had no idea for what. Good thing she’d memorized Valerie’s
story front and back. “I was born and raised right here in the
Logos Territories. My mother was a secretary for the water company
in New Chicago and my father was a miner on Songset. He left early
on and my mother died in a gravmetro accident when I was seventeen.
To avoid being raised by my aunt, I quit school and went to work as
a waitress.”
“It’s kind of a tragic story.”
“I don’t think so. It’s just my story.”
“But then you met Alejandro and fell in
love.”
She nodded and smiled. Frighteningly, it wasn’t
hard to smile when she thought of Alejandro. “Yes. I was very
scared when he decided to Choose me. I didn’t think I’d make it
through the succubare.”
He smiled. “And then you did. Quite amazing.”
“And then I did.”
“You know that only 1 percent of all humans lacking
the Chosen gene make it through the succubare.”
Oh, maybe that was why he’d taken an interest in
her. “Yes, I’ve heard that. My mother used to always tell me that I
had a stubborn streak. I guess it served me well during the
Choosing. When I started to feel tired, started to feel like giving
up, I forced myself to push harder.”
“That kind of resolve is admirable. I may have need
of you, if you don’t mind playing a special role here at the
Shining Way.”
“I’m nobody special.”
“Oh, I beg to differ.” A slow smile spread across
his lips. “I’ve never met anyone who pushed through the succubare
and didn’t have the gene. You’re not just special; you’re
exceptional. In fact, I would like to have someone like you close
to me, someone who has the drive and will that you do.”
Her heart went pitter-pat. Getting into Sante’s
inner circle would be valuable. She’d thought maybe Alejandro had a
shot, since he had a history with him. She’d never dreamed she’d
have a chance, but she’d grab onto this one with both hands. “If
you think I can be of value to you, Christopher, then I humbly
offer my services.”
“Good. I will summon Alejandro after you’ve left.
When I need you, I will call.”
That seemed like a dismissal, so Daria stood. “I’m
glad we had this opportunity to talk.”
Sante rose and escorted her to the front door. “I
am, too.” He clasped her hand warmly in his, and she suppressed a
shudder of revulsion. “I’m very glad to have you at the Shining
Way, Valerie.”
Walking down the path away from the house, Daria
couldn’t stop the huge smile that had spread across her face. She
was one step closer to her goal.