Fifteen

The Tinkers’ Guild was a large gray building on
the edge of the city. The driver had deposited the carriage in a
large, open area—now soaked with rain—in front of the double doors.
The footman opened the door of the carriage as though it weren’t
raining cold, fat drops all down his face and soaking his clothes,
and opened a rain parasol for her.
Securing her fur-lined cloak tight at the throat,
she took the footman’s hand and stepped down into the cobblestone
area. The footman escorted her to the door with Gregorio following.
They entered the building and Gregorio shook his head like a dog to
get the rain off. Apparently he was too much of a man to use a rain
parasol—she should have expected no less from him.
A tall, gaunt man with salt-and-pepper hair greeted
them in the small office area that they’d entered. “Master Vikhin!
It is a rare honor to have you visit us today,” said the man,
clasping Gregorio’s hand.
“Master Roghman, thank you for having us,” Gregorio
answered.
“Ytoyi Roghman?” asked Evangeline. “The primary
author of the book The Theft of Invention?”
“I am.”
She reached out and clasped his hand in hers. “I
enjoyed your book very much, Mr. Roghman! It’s an honor to meet
you!”
“Thank you!” Master Roghman gave her a dazzling
smile. “But it’s perhaps even more of an honor to have a former
J’Edaeii with us! I have never had the pleasure of meeting anyone
with the power of magick.”
“Well . . . thank you,” she responded, a little at
a loss for words. She hadn’t expected a reception like that at
all.
Master Roghman turned and, linking his thin arm
with hers, led her toward another pair of double doors, away from
the office area. “Master Vikhin tells me you have the power to
influence people’s emotions. How incredible and rare! You know, you
and I are not all that different.”
She smiled at him. “How so, Master Roghman?”
“The tinkers also have a sort of magick, magick
created through the use of science and invention. Yours is natural
and ours is not, but incredible and rare they both are.” Evangeline
couldn’t help but pick up on the excitement and enthusiasm of the
Master Tinker. He clearly lived for the guild and his work
here.
“I read in your book that the royalty didn’t
approve of these inventions.”
Roghman tutted. “No, no, not at all. The Edaeii
only approved of the natural sort of magick and they wanted it all
in their bloodline. They felt very threatened by any sort of
scientific invention that might diminish their grandeur. I never
understood the reasoning since, to my mind, science is no match for
real magick.” He shook his head. “No. The things I’m about to show
you today are indeed wondrous, but they’re no match for you, Miss
Bansdaughter.”
He led her through the double doors and into a
large, well lit warehouse. Gregorio followed behind. There were
many different work areas set up as far as she could see. Some had
objects covered with large tarps and others—mostly hunks of
metal—had men hurrying around them while they tinkered with tools
or scribbled notes on pads of paper.
Roghman stopped and threw an arm wide. “This is
where the Tinkers’ Guild does its work. The last few months have
been very exciting. We have dusted off the inventions we had been
forced to put aside and have been making great strides with
them.”
Gregorio walked up to stand near them. “I think
Miss Bansdaughter might like to see the printing press.”
“Oh! Of course. It’s one of our most successful
inventions so far. It has so much potential.” He guided her
forward. “It might put the scribes out of business, though.” He
winked at her.
Roghman chattered on about each of the twisted
pieces of metal they passed. One was meant to help women with their
washing, but was too huge and expensive to be practical and needed
to be redesigned. Another was a contraption that was supposed to
act like a mini steam transport, ferrying the occupant down the
street on its own. It was ugly—all hard metal and sharp edges. She
certainly couldn’t imagine climbing into one. Evangeline didn’t see
the point when carriages and horses worked perfectly fine for such
things.
There were half-designed machines that were meant
to aid in preparing food, cutting grass, filtering the air, doing
just about anything under the sun that a man or a woman needed to
do. It was all quite mind-blowing. In all her years at Belai,
Evangeline had never imagined such things, let alone known that
someone had been trying to construct them all.
The printing press sat somewhere in the middle of
the warehouse. “There it is,” declared Roghman. “With the exception
of the helium floating balloon and the steam transport, it’s our
finest invention yet. That one was our first prototype. We have
constructed one other and given it over to the use of printing
newspapers and books. More, of course, are in construction.”
She inched closer to the thing. It was huge and
oddly shaped. Like nearly everything in the warehouse it was also
made of metal. Small letters and numbers lined a top plate, each
apparently was able to be configured to print a certain word or
sentence. She couldn’t fathom how it worked. It was
fantastical.
“It is! Oh, it is!” said Roghman, and Evangeline
realized she must have spoken out loud.
Just then the contraption across the aisle caught
her eyes. Half covered with a large tarp, multicolored swathes of
fabric covered a large wooden frame. “What is that?”
“This?” Roghman flipped the tarp back, revealing
what appeared to be a set of wings. In the center was a sort of
small metal box attached to a set of suspenders.
She glanced at Roghman in surprise. “A machine to
allow a man to fly like a bird?”
Roghman laughed. “We only wish. It doesn’t work,
I’m afraid. We’re still trying to perfect this one. It’s sent three
men to the physician so far.” He barked out a laugh.
“Speaking of flying. Would you like to take a ride
in the helium float with me, Evangeline?” Gregorio touched her arm,
the heat of his hand bleeding through the material of her dress and
warming her skin.
She glanced up at him, smiling. “I would love
nothing more to take a ride in the balloon, but it’s raining,
remember?”
“I think the rain has cleared up,” answered
Roghman. “I’ll escort you to the back of the building. You are
welcome to ride in the very first helium float the Tinkers’ Guild
ever made.” He winked. “It’s made only for two.”

“Oh, it’s so beautiful,” Evangeline
breathed.
The city of Milzyr stretched below the small
balloon, looking like it was something made for dolls. Belai and
its lawns stretched over there, gray and green and beautiful even
from the air. Over there were the grimy slums of Cook Square. Over
there was the merchants’ circle, where Evangeline bought her gowns
once upon a time. And there was the middle class area of town where
Gregorio had his home. She wondered if Anatol was sitting outside
on the porch watching the balloon in the sky right now. Around the
edges of the city lay a patchwork quilt of greens and
browns—farmers’ fields, she supposed.
Suddenly it hit her how very far up in the sky they
were. She grabbed Gregorio’s sleeve. “Please tell me you know how
to steer this thing.”
He laughed—a deep, rich sound. “Don’t worry. I
helped finance this invention, helped to build it a little, myself.
I’m a perfectly capable helium float pilot.”
She relaxed and went back to marveling at the view.
It was chilly up here. Despite her warm state of dress, icy fingers
tugged at her wrap and whipped pink into her cheeks. She smiled,
letting herself enjoy the experience for once—without
second-guessing every aspect of it.
“You’re so beautiful, Evangeline,” Gregorio said in
a throaty voice. His desire hit her full force, warming her.
She glanced at him. “Is that why you want me so
much? Because you think I’m beautiful?”
“Partly.” At least he was honest. “But there’s more
to you. You’re very complex. You fascinate me. I find you
intelligent and strong willed. Not many women are, you know.”
She gave him a sharp look. “Not many women are
intelligent?”
“No, strong willed. This world breeds all the
backbone out of them. But you, growing up the way you did, it’s
made you strong. You challenge me and I find that most
invigorating. I can have a conversation with you, an argument,
even, and not necessarily know I’ll come out the winner. I can play
a game of strategia with you and not know whether or not I’ll
win.”
“You like me because I argue well?”
He laughed. “Yes, I guess I do. I always know where
I stand with you. You will never dissemble with me, never lie to me
in order to get what you want.”
She smiled a little, remembering her past, and
looked at him. “I don’t do that anymore, Gregorio. Once, I did.
Once it was a lifestyle.”
“And now you have a different lifestyle. I hope you
will consider including me in it.”
Her stomach did a little flip, not at the words he
spoke, but the emotion behind them. Gregorio fancied himself
falling in love with her. The lust she’d constantly felt from him
was beginning to deepen into something else, something far more
serious. In fact, it grew close to something like what Anatol felt
for her, and she for him.
That confusing tangle of maybe-love.
She looked away, down over the city. That strong
emotion he had for her scared her, but there was something that
frightened her even worse . . . the emotion she was developing for
him. For both Gregorio and Anatol. They were foreign feelings and
risky. These emotions were a little like stepping out onto a thin
wire in high winds with only these two men to hold on to her. If
their hold slipped and she fell, she would be dashed on the
pavement below—shattered.
“Evangeline?”
“I’m fine. Just enjoying the view.” She glanced at
him and found him staring at her.
“As am I.” His voice was a low, hungry growl that
heated her blood.
He reached out, caught her by the waist, and pulled
her against him. His body was hard and warm. She wanted to back
away, but she just couldn’t make herself. His head dipped toward
hers and his lips met her lips.
They clung together high over the city, mouths
meshing and hearts almost touching.
“It was incredible!” Evangeline said as soon as
she and Gregorio had cleared the doorway of the house.
Anatol’s heart did a little flip as soon as he saw
her. Her gray eyes shone and her cheeks and lips were rosy. For a
moment he had a flash of acute jealousy that Gregorio could give
her such happiness.
He walked over and touched her cheek. “You’re
freezing.”
“It’s a cold evening, but it’s cozy and warm in
here.” While he helped her out of her wrap, she told him about all
the inventions they’d seen and the ride in the helium float. “You
should have come along, Anatol, you would have loved it.”
Anatol met Gregorio’s dark gaze. “Maybe next time.”
He was also slightly jealous that Gregorio had been able to spend
the day with her. Spending the afternoon dealing with all the
arrangements he’d made for the shop was no match for her
presence.
Gregorio stepped forward and cupped Evangeline’s
cheek in his palm. “I enjoyed spending the day with you more than I
can remember taking pleasure in anything for a long time.”
Evangeline smiled up at him, her hand resting on
Gregorio’s sleeve. “It was an amazing day.”
The flash of truth that swept through Anatol in
that moment rocked him back on his heels. In that moment he saw
straight through the illusion of pretense and proper behavior,
through Evangeline’s fear and Gregorio’s yearning. Magick leapt
unsummoned inside him.
Gregorio Vikhin wasn’t just fodder for Evangeline’s
burgeoning and uneven emotions. He was no fling that she would soon
forget. Gregorio was a man who had qualities that she needed for
her well-being. Gregorio’s presence in her life would be beneficial
to her, as she would be beneficial to Gregorio.
An ember of love existed between them just as much
as it existed between himself and Evangeline.
The wrap he’d taken from Evangeline’s shoulders
dropped to the floor.
“Anatol? Are you all right?”
He looked up at the sound of Evangeline’s voice and
forced his eyes to focus on her face. He couldn’t answer her. He
always saw into the truth of things to some extent, but this had
been amazingly clear. Disappointment sparked in his belly and he
drew a ragged breath. He’d hoped Evangeline would one day be his
alone, but he saw now that was not to be.
If he was to have any kind of relationship with
Evangeline, Gregorio would need to be a part of it.
“Anatol?” she repeated, taking a step toward
him.
He swept the wrap up from the floor and moved to
the rack by the door to hang it. “I’m fine. Just hungry, that’s
all.”
Gregorio walked from the foyer into the small
study. “I’ll have the cook make something hot for us to drink.
There’s a fire in here, Evangeline. You should warm up a
bit.”
She followed him, gravitating toward the warmth,
and sat down in the chair, still chattering on about all the
inventions at the Tinkers’ Guild, her eyes shining. He’d never seen
her this excited—not even after she’d returned from a shopping trip
when they’d lived at Belai. Clearly, Gregorio was good for
her.
He sat down in a chair opposite her and waved away
tea when the cook offered it to him. Evangeline took a cup and
wrapped her fingers around it, warming her cold hands. “So, what
did you do all day?”
Missed you. He shrugged. “Read mostly. Sat
outside. I need to get back to training. I’m recovered enough to
take it back up now. If I don’t I’ll get soft as Czz’ar Ondriiko
was.”
“I’ll go with you, if you like. I know a place
where we can spar in the northern part of Milzyr.” Gregorio leaned
up against the mantel of the fireplace. “There’s a club.”
Anatol gritted his teeth. He fought the desire to
lash out at Gregorio from a place of jealousy, but doing that would
only cause him to lose Evangeline. He needed to come to terms with
this truth. “All right. That sounds great.”
“How are you going to find the time, Gregorio?”
Evangeline asked. “You work so much.”
Anatol watched Gregorio glance at her lingeringly
while her head was down as she sipped her tea. “I have reason to
take some time off.”
Evangeline froze, blinked, and then took a quick
sip of tea as if to cover her reaction to his words.
“Anyway,” Gregorio continued, “the Council is going
to have to start pulling its weight as a uniform body of
governance. That won’t start until I take a step back from
it.”
“Well, good. I think it’s wonderful that you’ve
decided to back away a little.” Evangeline stood and set her empty
cup on the table. “I think I’ll go up and have a bath before
dinner.” She walked over and gave Gregorio a kiss on the cheek.
Closing her eyes and touching his sleeve, she lingered. “Thank you
for a most incredible day.”
“It’s only the first of many wonders I would like
to show you, Evangeline.”
She smiled in response. Then she turned from
Gregorio, kissed Anatol on the cheek, and left the room.
Gregorio watched her leave the room. “She’s
wonderful. Like no other woman I’ve ever met.”
“Or will meet. Evangeline is unique. I always knew
she was, even at Belai, even when she was in the grip of her gift’s
backlash, with all those walls built up around her.”
Gregorio turned. “But she needed those walls. I see
fear in her now; she feels too much, too strongly. She doesn’t know
how to deal with it all. Those walls, no matter that they made her
into a cold person who had no empathy for others, protected her.
Now it’s like—”
“Like she’s walking around with her heart on the
outside, just waiting for someone to stab it.”
Gregorio turned back to the mantel and let out a
breath. “Yes.”
“Those walls were never any good for her. I hope
they never come back. She needs to find a better way to deal with
her gift.” Anatol drew a breath. “I think I know how we can do
that.”
“We?”
“You have feelings for Evangeline.” It wasn’t a
question since he already knew the answer.
Gregorio said nothing for a long moment, keeping
his back turned to Anatol. “I’ve never felt this way about another
person in my life.” He sounded defeated. “You love her, too. I know
I need to back away.”
“No, you don’t.”
Gregorio turned to face him.
Anatol smiled. “I told you I see into the truth of
people. You don’t just want to fuck her. There’s love there,
too. You appreciate her, care about her, want to protect her. She
needs all of that. She’s like a dry sponge. Fill her up. And I
will, too. We’ll work together to make Evangeline bloom.”
Gregorio shook his head. “If you love her, how can
you want to share her?”
“It’s because I love her that I’m
willing to share her. She’s too damaged for one man alone.
She needs both of us to balance her. If she doesn’t get that
balance and stability, she’ll run away from me. Be my partner,
Gregorio.”
Gregorio turned his back on him. “You’re
insane.”
“Maybe.” Anatol paused. “Think about it.”
Gregorio turned to him, one hand resting on the
mantel. “I don’t need to think about it. I want her. I don’t care
about your reasons for wanting to share her.” He rubbed his hand
over his mouth, considering him. “But I don’t understand your
motivations. You could tell me to fuck off right now and I would.
You’d have her to yourself.”
Anatol paused, considering best how to explain
things. “I will lose Evangeline eventually if I can’t make her
completely open up to love. I need your help to do that. If I want
to keep her in my life, I need to add you to my life as well. I
love Evangeline and I want what’s best for her. What’s best for her
is you and me, together. The gift of my magick has shown me
this is true.”
“So you want us to enter into a three-way
relationship—you, me, and Evangeline.”
“Yes.”
Gregorio’s gaze flicked to him. “I’m not into
men.”
“I’m not either. I’m not proposing anything
directly sexual between the two of us. I propose that she is the
woman we both want and need, and we are the men she needs. I
propose that our relationship holds her in the middle, that she is
its focus.”
“And you think she wants that, too?”
“I think she needs that. She needs us both.
She just doesn’t understand it yet. I’m not saying that it will be
easy, not with a woman as hurt as Evangeline.”
“You know her better than I do.”
Anatol took a moment to answer. “Growing with up
her, I always knew there was a jewel beneath the ice. That ice has
thawed and we’re lucky enough to be in the presence of the
sapphire.”
“Sapphire? Is that what you see her as?”
“Deep blue, emotional, vibrant, beautiful. I think
they chose well when they selected the sapphire to represent her
jewel.”
“She’s a strong woman and kind.”
“She wasn’t always. Ah, well, she was always
strong. The kindness is only a recent thing. She’s becoming more
the woman she would have been if she hadn’t grown up at
Belai.”
Gregorio sighed, glancing into the fire. “Do you
think she would like to meet her family? She seems unsure.”
“I don’t know. I think she wants to find them, but
she’s frightened she’ll be rejected by them. I don’t see a rational
basis for that fear, but I understand it.”
“I have access to the records at Belai. I think I
could track down their location.” Gregorio rubbed his chin. “Do you
think I should?”
Anatol gritted his teeth for a moment. If Gregorio
found her family, she might favor Gregorio over him. He gave his
head a sharp shake. Damn it. Jealousy. If this was going to
work he needed to defeat that emotion. He’d known it would be
difficult. “Do it. She should at least be given the choice.”
Gregorio said nothing for several moments. The
clock in the room ticked off the seconds as the large man leaned on
the mantel. “And in this new relationship, what about
jealousy?”
Joshui, it was like Gregorio had magickal empathy
of his own. “It will be present. We’ll have to deal with it.”
He nodded. “I have nothing to lose in trying, but
everything to gain in succeeding.”
Anatol nodded. “Good.”
“Don’t you think it’s a little high-handed,
deciding what’s best for Evangeline without even asking her?”
Anatol shrugged. “It may be high-handed, but it’s
for the best. I can see truths that she can’t. The danger is in
making Evangeline realize this is for the best before she
flees.”
Gregorio raised his eyebrows. “Flees?”
“If we manage to draw Evangeline into a
relationship with us, she will discover that she’s deeply in love
with both of us. It’s going to frighten her.”
“And you think she’ll leave us then?”
“I hope not.”
Gregorio let out a careful breath. “You just gave
my fantasy to me on a platter and now you’re taking it away.”
“I see truth. I can’t predict the future.”
Gregorio looked at him, his gaze hard. “I want
her.”
“Then take her.”
Evangeline reentered the study, seeing the two men
staring at each other intently, as if they’d been discussing
something of great importance. She immediately felt uncomfortable
alone with the two of them—especially now that she’d had sex with
Gregorio. She’d been with both of them. They both wanted her.
And she wanted both of them.
“What are you talking about?” she asked, forcing a
smile.
“What else would we be talking about?” asked
Anatol. “Or who else, I should say.”
Her cheeks heated. She hesitated in the doorway and
almost left the room. She had a good book resting on her bedside
table. But that would be too much like running away and she wasn’t
doing that anymore.
She stepped into the room. “It’s not polite to talk
about people when they’re not present,” she tried to say lightly.
Wrapping her silk bathrobe closer around her, she walked over to
sit at the fire, comb in her hand.
“All right, then we can talk about you while you’re
here.” Anatol’s voice held a note of mischievousness. “Do you think
she’s beautiful, Gregorio?” He asked from his place at the couch,
amber liquid in his glass swirling as he examined it.
The emotion in the room surged—lust, love. Mostly
lust, coming from Gregorio. It made her knees go weak. She clutched
the comb until it hurt her hand. It was a good thing she was
sitting down.
“Of course I do.” Gregorio’s voice came out clipped
and a little harsh. “She knows I do.”
She gave Anatol a cold smile. “It’s also not polite
to talk about someone who is in the room as if they’re not
in the room.”
“Play the game, my love. You know you want to.”
Anatol smiled down into his glass, but didn’t look up at her.
“Evangeline finds both of us attractive, don’t you,
Evangeline?”
She opened her mouth, then closed it. “I do. I fail
to see the merit to this line of conversation.”
“She has the most exquisite breasts; don’t you
think so, Gregorio? They’re the perfect size and shape. A man could
worship them for hours.”
Gregorio glanced at her and she colored. “Given a
chance, I might try,” he answered with a twist to his lips.
“Anatol.” She’d meant his name to come out as a
warning, but her voice sounded shaky and a little excited
instead.
“And her sex. It’s the most gorgeous thing I’ve
ever seen.”
“I wouldn’t know,” answered Gregorio.
Anatol lifted his head. “You haven’t seen
it?”
Evangeline’s mouth went dry. She knew what Anatol
was doing and she wasn’t sure she was ready for it. She wasn’t sure
she’d ever be ready for it. At Belai she’d slept with two men at
once, two women—once two men and another woman. But this was
different. Oh, so much different.
This time she wanted it. This time she would enjoy
it. This time there was emotion in it. These men were
special.
This time it would mean something.
Gregorio looked at her with such a massive amount
of sexual hunger on his face that it made her stomach do a
backflip. “I took her up against a wall, skirts raised. I fucked
her cunt, but I never had an opportunity to see it.”
Evangeline cleared her throat, half of her wanting
to end the game and the other half wanting to see where it might
go. Being with Anatol alone was mind-numbingly wonderful. Being
with Gregorio had provided erotic delights she’d never before
known. Both of them together would be an experience worthy of
heaven. “I am, as you can both see, still very much in the room.
Have you any awareness of your immediate surroundings?”
Anatol finally looked at her with lazy,
heavy-lidded eyes. “Oh, I think we’re both very aware of our
immediate surroundings. We’re both very aware of you right
now, Evangeline. You are, by far, the most important person in this
room to us both.”
“What are you doing, Anatol?”
“I’m simply asking Gregorio if he would like to see
your sex. Would you like to show it to him, Evangeline? It’s a
beautiful thing.”
She glanced at Gregorio, who was watching her like
a hawk, his dark eyes bright under his hooded gaze. She licked her
lips and felt herself flush harder.
“What emotions do you feel from us right
now?”
Her answer came quick, since she was being
bombarded with them. “Lust. Hunger. Yearning.” She paused, her
breathing quickening. “Love.”
The first three things she knew what to do with,
but not the fourth.