Eight
Minutes after the bell began its somber tolling,
someone tapped on Talia’s door; before Keren could answer, Skif
stuck his head inside.
Keren lowered the blade she had aimed reflexively
at the entrance.
“Keren—” Skif said hesitantly “—your brother sent
me. He thought you might want to be with the others. I can watch
Talia.”
Keren pulled herself together with an obvious
effort. “You sure? I know you think you’re good,
youngling—”
Talia didn’t even notice Skif’s hand moving, but
suddenly there was a knife quivering in the wall not an inch from
Keren’s nose. Both of them stared at it in surprise.
“Huh!” was all the reply Keren made.
“If there had been a fly on your beak, I could have
nipped it off without touching you,” Skif said soberly, with none
of his usual boastfulness. “I know I’ve got a long way to go in
everything else, but not even Alberich can best me with
these.”
He held up his right hand, with a dagger that
matched the first in it. “Anybody who tries forcing their way in
here is going to have to get around six inches of steel in his
throat.”
“I’ll take your word for it,” Keren rose and
sheathed her sword. “You may regret this—because I’ll probably
arrange for you to share Talia-watch from now on.”
“So? I volunteered, but Ylsa wouldn’t take me
seriously.”
“Well, I will.” She passed him, waving him into the
room. “And youngling? Thanks. You’ve got a good heart.”
Skif just shrugged and pulled his knife out of the
wall.
“What’s going on?” Talia whispered hoarsely.
“What’s the Death Bell?”
Skif perched himself cross-legged on the top of her
desk; his expression was unwontedly serious. “What do you want
answered first?”
“The Bell.”
“All right—since I don’t know what you know, I’ll
take it from the beginning. There used to be a little temple in the
Grove in Companion’s Field; King Valdemar had it put up. It had a
bell-tower, but not until just before he died was there a bell in
it. The bell was actually installed the day before he died, but the
rope to ring it hadn’t been hung, and it didn’t have a clapper. So
you can imagine that when a strange bell was heard tolling before
dawn the next morning, people were pretty startled. When they went
out to look, they saw what you’d see now if you were to go out to
the Field—every Companion here gathered around the tower and
staring at it. When they got back to the Palace they learned what
the Heralds had already known—that Valdemar was dead. The temple’s
long gone, but the tower is still there—and every time a Herald
dies, the Death Bell tolls.”
“And Keren?”
“Every Herald knows when another one dies, and
whether or not it was from natural causes. You sort of start to get
the sensing of it around about your third year—sooner if your Gift
is strong; I haven’t got it yet. It hurts, they tell me, like
something of yourself has died—the ones with the strongest Gifts
may know details of what happened. You always know who, if you’re a
full Herald, and a little of how, as soon as the Bell begins to
ring. Most of ’em find it easier to be together for a while,
especially if it was someone you knew really well. That’s why
Herald Teren sent me—Beltren was one of Keren’s year-mates.”
There wasn’t much Talia could say in reply. She and
Skif stared gloomily out the windows for a long time, listening to
the Bell; the tolling that sounded like the cold iron was
sobbing.
Word on what had actually befallen Beltren did not
reach the Collegium for several days. When news came, it was not
good. Someone or something had ambushed him, and sent both Beltren
and his Companion over the edge of a cliff. There were no clues as
to who the murderer was—and if the Queen knew why it had happened,
she kept her own council.
The atmosphere became more desolate and oppressive,
with every passing day. Talia’s newly-awakened sensitivity left her
painfully aware of it, and the weakness she was prey to as she
recovered did not make bearing the brunt of this easy.
Skif (who, true to Keren’s threat, was now sharing
guard-duty with the three adults) did his best to cheer her with
Collegium gossip and more of his absurd stories, but even he could
not completely counteract the effect of the mourning of all those
around her.
Finally the Queen gave orders—and the Heralds flew
like the arrows they were named for to obey. Talia never did hear
details, but the murderer was caught—though not even the news that
he had been found and condemned by Queen and Council did anything
to ease the atmosphere of pain, for Beltren had been universally
held in high regard by the members of the Circle.
The entirety of the Collegium as well as those of
the Circle at Court assembled for the memorial service several
weeks later. As was all too often the case, there was no body to
bury, and the service was held at the single pillar that held the
names of all those Heralds who had sacrificed themselves for
Monarch and Kingdom.
Talia had only just been allowed to leave her bed,
but something impelled her to beg the Healer, Devan, to permit her
to attend the memorial. Impressed by the urgency she was obviously
feeling, he overrode his own better judgment and agreed that she
should be allowed to go. She had not confided how strongly she was
being affected by the mourning about her to anyone yet; she had
been hoping that Keren had been right and it would go away. And
having been accused of having an overactive imagination more than
once, she couldn’t be entirely sure how much of this she might be
conjuring out of her own mind.
Nothing of the ceremony was any too clear in her
mind; everything seemed to be washed away in a flood of sadness and
loss. She stood through it in a fog of pain, sure only now that she
was in no way inflicting any of this on herself. When those
assembled had begun dispersing, a locus of agony sharpened and
defined.
It was the Queen.
Talia had not been this close to Selenay since her
first day at the Collegium; she would not have dared to disturb her
except that the Queen’s emotional turmoil drew on her with an
irresistible attraction. She approached shyly, as quietly as she
could.
“Your Majesty?” she said hesitantly. “It’s
Talia.”
“I sent him to his death,” Selenay replied
as if in answer to some internal question. “I knew what I was
sending him into, and I sent him anyway. I murdered him, just as
surely as if it had been my hand that pushed him to his
death.”
The pain and self-accusation of the Queen’s words
triggered something within Talia, something that impelled her to
reply. “Why are you trying to convince yourself that he didn’t know
the kind of danger he was in?” she said, knowing that her own words
were nothing less than the stark truth, but not knowing how
she knew. “He was fully aware, and he went despite that knowledge.
He wasn’t expecting to die, but he knew it was a
possibility. Majesty, we all know it can happen, and at any
time. You had no choice either—wasn’t it absolutely imperative that
someone be sent?”
“Yes,” the word came reluctantly.
“And wasn’t he the best—perhaps the only—Herald for
the task?”
“He was the only Herald with any hope of convincing
the people of the area to part with the information I needed. He
worked as my agent there for three years, and they knew and trusted
him.”
“And did he not succeed in sending you that
information? Was there any substitute for it?”
“What he sent to me will save us a war,” Selenay
sighed. “Even among rulers blackmail sometimes works wonders, and
I’ll blackmail Relnethar with a cheerful heart if it will keep him
off our borders and within his own. Lady knows I’d tried every
other way to get it—”
“Then you had no choice at all; you acted for the
good of all our people. It’s the kind of decision that you
and only you can make. Majesty, in Orientation class they told me
in good plain terms that it is quite likely that a Herald will
perish, perhaps horribly, before he ever has to think of retiring
because of age. They tell everyone that—but it’s never stopped
anyone from becoming a Herald. It’s something we have to
do—just as making hard choices is something you have to do. And
behind all of it, I think, is that we all have to choose to do what
we know to be right; you as Queen, the rest of us as your
Heralds. I know if Beltren could be standing here right at
this moment, he’d tell you that the choice you made was the only
one you could have made.”
The Queen stared at Talia, her eyes bright with
unshed tears, but Talia could feel the agony within her easing.
“Child,” she said slowly, “you very nearly perished yourself
because of my actions—or lack of them. Can you stand there and tell
me you would have been glad to die?”
“No,” Talia said frankly. “I was awfully afraid—I
didn’t want to die, and I still don’t, but if it happens, it
happens. I made the choice to become a Herald, and if I knew I was
going to die tomorrow, I still wouldn’t choose otherwise.”
“Oh, Talia—child—” the Queen sat abruptly on the
side of the memorial, and Talia hesitantly touched her, then sat
beside her and put one arm around her shoulders, feeling odd and a
little awkward, and yet impelled to do so nevertheless. It was
apparently the correct action, as Selenay suddenly relaxed long
enough to shed a few, bitter tears, allowing herself the brief
luxury of leaning on a strength outside her own.
“How have you become so wise, so young?” she said
at last, composing herself. “Not yet even a year at the
Collegium—yet, truly Queen’s Own. Talamir would approve of you, I
think....” She rose gracefully, her face once again a serene mask.
Talia sensed that while she still mourned, the burden of guilt had
been lifted from her shoulders. “But you are not yet well, little
one—and I see your keepers looking for you. And I must face the
Ambassador of Karse, and dance in diplomatic circles about him
until he knows with absolute certainty that I have the proof of his
lord’s double dealings. Thank you, Queen’s Own.”
She turned and walked swiftly back to the Palace,
as Keren and Teren approached.
“When you didn’t come back with the rest, we began
to worry,” Teren half-scolded. “Healer Devan wants you back in
bed.”
“You look like someone forced you through a sieve,
lovey,” Keren observed. “What’s wrong?”
“The Queen—she was so guilty-feeling, so unhappy. I
could feel it and I had to do something about it—”
“So you went to talk to her,” Keren nodded with
satisfaction at her twin. “All the right words just seemed to flow
from you, right?”
“How did you guess?”
“Lovey, that’s what makes you Queen’s Own,
and the rest of us ordinary Heralds. Grandfather used to claim he
never knew what he was going to say to the King beforehand, yet it
was always exactly the right thing. Trust those instincts.”
“Grandfather?” Talia asked in a daze.
“Talamir was our grandfather,” Teren explained. “I
think he secretly hoped one of us would succeed him.”
“Well I didn’t,” Keren replied firmly. “After
seeing the kind of hell he went through, I wouldn’t have the job
under any circumstances. I don’t envy you, Talia, not at
all.”
“I agree,” Teren nodded. “Talia, you still look a
bit wobbly. Will you be all right now?”
“I ... think so,” she said slowly, beginning to
feel a bit better now that the overwhelming burden of the sorrows
of the rest of the Heralds was dissipating.
“Let’s get you back to your room then, and I’ll
have a little talk with Dean Elcarth. If nothing else, we should
show you how to shield yourself so you don’t take on more of other
people’s feelings than you can handle. If your Gift hasn’t faded by
now, it’s not going to,” Keren said as her twin nodded his
agreement.
Keren stayed with her until Elcarth arrived, then
left the two of them alone. Talia sat carefully on the edge of her
chair, concentrating on what Elcarth had to say, afraid she might
miss something vital. She was beginning to think she couldn’t bear
much more of this business of carrying other people’s emotions and
thoughts around inside of her. If there was a way to stop it from
happening, she most devoutly wanted to learn it!
But this “shielding” was a simple trick to
learn—for which Talia was very grateful.
“Think of a wall,” Elcarth told her. “A wall all
around you and between you and everyone else. See it and
feel it—and believe that nothing and no one can reach you
through it.”
Talia concentrated with all her strength, and for
the first time in days, she felt a blessed sense of relief from the
pressure of minds around her. With its lessening her own confidence
in the “shield” grew—and the shield grew stronger in response. At
last Elcarth was satisfied that nothing could penetrate what she
had built, and left her to her own devices.
“Don’t ever hesitate to drop it, though,” the Dean
urged her. “Especially if you suspect danger—your Gift may give you
the best warning you’re likely to get.”
Talia made a thoughtful gesture of acquiescence,
thinking how, if she’d been able to detect the maliciousness of her
tormentors, she’d have been warned enough to have gotten help with
them long before things had come to so nearly fatal a
conclusion.
A few days later the Healer pronounced her fit, and
she returned to her normal round of classes. Outwardly her life
seemed little different—yet there were some profound changes.
The first thing that had changed was her bond with
Rolan; it was so much stronger now than it had been before the
river incident that there was no comparison.
She discovered this not long after she had learned
how to shield out the emotions of others.
She was sitting in a quiet corner of the Library;
she had just finished her book and had closed it with a feeling of
satisfaction, as it was one of the histories that concluded on a
positive note. There wasn’t enough time for her to start a new book
before the next class, so she was simply sitting for a moment with
her eyes closed, letting her mind wander where it would. Almost
inevitably it wandered toward Rolan.
Suddenly she was seeing a corner of Companion’s
Field, but her view was curiously flat and distorted. There seemed
to be a blind spot straight ahead of her, her peripheral vision was
doubled, and she seemed to be several inches higher than she
actually stood. There was that feeling of slight disorientation
that she had come to associate with seeing through the eyes and
memories of others—
Then a start of surprise, followed by an
out-pouring of love and welcome. It was then that she realized that
she was sharing Rolan’s thoughts.
From that moment on she had only to think briefly
of him to know exactly where he was and what he was doing, and if
she closed her eyes she could even see what he was seeing. Thoughts
and images—though never words—flowed between them constantly. An
emotion so profound it transcended every meaning Talia had ever
heard attached to the word “love” tied them together now, and she
understood how it was that Heralds and their Companions so seldom
survived one another when death broke that bond that held them
together.
It was shortly after this that her relationship
with the Queen underwent a similarly abrupt change.
Selenay had sought the sanctuary of the barren
gardens—a place where, with the last of winter still upon them, it
was unlikely that she would be disturbed. Talia had found herself
pulled inexorably to those same gardens; on seeing the Queen pacing
the paths, she understood why.
“Majesty?” she called out softly. Selenay shaded
her eyes against the weak afternoon sunlight and smiled when she
saw who it was that had called her.
“Another lover of desolation? I thought I
was the only person who found dead gardens attractive.”
“But the potential is here for more. You only have
to look ahead to what will be in the spring,” Talia pointed out,
falling into step beside the Queen. “It’s not so much desolate and
dead here as it is dormant. It’s just a matter of seeing the
possibilities.”
“Seeing the possibilities—long-term instead of
immediacy,” Selenay became very thoughtful, then began to brighten
visibly. “Yes! That’s it exactly! Little one, you’ve done it
again—and I have to get back to the Council. Thank you—”
She strode rapidly away, leaving Talia to wonder
just what it was that she’d done.
But as time passed, such incidents became more and
more commonplace. And as winter became spring, it was less often
the case that Talia sought the Queen’s company as it was the other
way around. Selenay actively hunted her out at irregular intervals;
they would talk together, sometimes for hours, sometimes only for a
moment or two. Talia would find the words to express the things she
knew, somehow, that the Queen needed to hear, and Selenay would
take her leave, comforted or energized. Talia often thought of
herself, with no little bewilderment, as two people; one, the
ordiniary, everyday Talia, no more wise than the next half-grown
adolescent, the other, some incredibly knowledgeable and ancient
being who only manifested herself in Selenay’s presence.
With this assumption of her duty as Queen’s Own,
Talia was reminded of yet another. The apparent reason that Rolan
had Chosen her, after all, was because she was supposedly the one
person who could civilize the Brat—yet in all this time she had
seen Elspeth only once and that when she had first arrived. It was
true that until now she had been too busy adjusting herself to the
Collegium to have any time or emotional energy to spare for dealing
with the child. Still, that wasn’t the case anymore. It was
definitely time to do something about the Heir-presumptive.
“Glory! What a long face!” Skif exclaimed, plopping
himself down in the chair next to Talia in the Library, and earning
himself a black look or two for disturbing the silence from the
trainees sitting nearby. “What’s the matter, or should I not ask?”
he continued with less volume.
“It’s the Brat. I’m supposed to be doing something
about her, but I can’t get anywhere near her!” Talia replied with
gloom and self-disgust.
“Oh, so? And what’s keeping you away?”
“Her nurse—I think.The foreigner, Hulda—I haven’t
once seen the old one. I can’t prove anything, though. She seems
very conscientious; the very model of respect and cooperation, yet
somehow whenever I try to get anywhere near the child, she’s
there, too, with something Elspeth absolutely has to be
doing right that very moment. And it’s all very logical, all quite
correct. It’s just that it’s happened too many times now.”
“ ‘Once is chance, twice is coincidence,’ ” Skif
quoted. “ ‘But three times is conspiracy.’ Has it gotten to the
conspiracy stage yet?”
“It got to that point a long time ago. But I can’t
see how I can prove it, or where everything fits in—”
He bounded to his feet and tapped her nose with an
outstretched finger. “You just leave the proving it to good old
Sneaky Skif. And as for figuring out how everything fits together,
I should think Herald Jadus would be the best source for
information. He’s been stuck here at the Collegium since the Tedrel
Wars were over; the servants tell him everything, and he’s
got the thought-sensing Gift to boot. If anyone would know the
pieces of the puzzle that go back forever, he would. So ask him—you
see him every night.”
“I never thought of Jadus,” Talia replied,
beginning to smile. “But Skif—is this likely to get you into
trouble?”
“Only if I get caught—in which case I’ll have a
good story ready. And you’d better be ready to back me up!”
“But—”
“Never you mind, but! Life’s been too quiet around
here. Nothing to get my blood stirred up. Besides, I don’t intend
to do this for nothing, you know. You owe me, lady-o.”
“Skif,” she replied unthinkingly, “If you can help
me prove what I suspect, you can name your reward!”
“Thank you,” he grinned, waggling his bushy
eyebrows in what he obviously thought was a lascivious
fashion, but which fell a lot closer to absurdity. “I’ll do just
that!”
Talia succeeded in sparing his feelings by
smothering her laughter as he bounced jauntily out.
“Elspeth’s nurse?” Jadus was so startled by Talia’s
question that he actually set My Lady down. “Talia, why in the name
of the Nine would old Melidy want to keep you away from
Elspeth?”
“It’s not Melidy that’s doing it, it’s the other
one,” Talia replied, “Hulda. Melidy really doesn’t seem to do very
much, actually; she mostly just knits and nods. Hulda seems to be
the one giving all the orders.”
“That puts another complexion on things entirely,”
Jadus mused. “Youngling, how much do you know about the current
situation—the background, I should say?”
“Not one thing—well, almost nothing. Selenay told
me that her marriage with Elspeth’s father wasn’t a good one, and
that she felt that a lot of Elspeth’s Bratliness is due to her own
neglect. And since nobody mentions him, I supposed her husband was
either dead or vanished—or banished. That’s about all.”
“Hm. In that case, I’d better tell you starting
from the Tedrel War. That was when Selenay’s father was
killed.”
“That was at least fifteen years ago, wasn’t
it?”
“Just about. All right; Karse intended to overrun
us without actually declaring war. They hired the entire nation of
Tedrel Mercenaries to do their dirty work for them. The King was
killed just as the last battle was won—and if I’d just been a
little more agile he’d still be alive—” he sighed, and guilt washed
briefly over his features. “Well, I wasn’t. Selenay had only just
completed her internship when the war broke out; she was duly
crowned, completed the work of mopping up the last of the Tedrel,
and settled down to rule. As was to be expected, anyone of rank
with a younger son to dispose of sent him to the Court. One of
those visiting sons was Prince Karathanelan.”
“With a name like that, he could only have been
from Rethwellan.”
Jadus smiled, “They are rather fond of
mouth-filling nominatives, aren’t they? He was, indeed. He was also
almost impossibly handsome, cultured, intelligent—Selenay was
instantly infatuated, and there was nothing anyone could say that
would make her change her mind about him. They were wedded less
than a month after he’d first arrived. The trouble began soon after
that.”
“Why should there have been trouble?”
“Because he wanted something Selenay could never,
by law, give him—the throne. Had he been Chosen, he could have
reigned as equal consort, but no Companion would have anything to
do with him. Selenay’s Caryo even kicked him once, as I recall. He
had brought a number of landless, titled friends with him, and the
Lord knows we have unclaimed territory enough, so Selenay had
granted them estates. He didn’t see why she couldn’t just as easily
give him rank at least equal with hers.”
“But why didn’t he understand? I mean, everyone
knows the law is the law for everybody.”
“Except that outKingdom the monarch’s word
frequently is the law; he wouldn’t or couldn’t accept that such is
not the case here. When he couldn’t get what he wanted by gift, he
began scheming to take it by force, under the mistaken assumption
that it was his right to do so.”
Talia shook her head in disbelief.
“At any rate, he and his friends, and even some of
our own people, began plotting a way to remove Selenay and set him
in her place. And to allay any suspicions, he reconciled with
Selenay and had his own nurse travel here to help Melidy with
Elspeth. I don’t think that his intention was to kill
Selenay—I really do believe he only intended to hold her until she
agreed to abdicate in his favor or Elspeth’s with him as Regent. I
do know for a fact that his friends were far more ruthless. Their
intention was assassination, and they planned it for when Selenay
was alone, exercising Caryo. It might have worked, too—except for
Alberich’s Gift.”
“Alberich has a Gift? I never guessed....”
Jadus nodded; “It’s hard to think of Alberich as a
Herald, isn’t it?”
“It is,” Talia confessed. “He doesn’t wear Whites.
I scarcely ever see Kantor, with or without him. And that
accent and the way he acts; he’s so strange—where is he from,
anyway? Nobody ever told me.”
“Karse,” Jadus said to her surprise, “Which is why
you’ll never hear a Herald use that old saying ‘The only things
that come out of Karse are bad weather and brigands.’ He was a
captain in their army—the youngest ever to hold that rank, or so
I’m told. Unfortunately for him—though not for us—his Gift, when it
works, is very powerful. It caused him to slip a time or two too
often, to seem to know far more than he should have, especially
about the future. His own people—his own company of the army—were
hunting him as a witch because of that. They had him cornered in a
burning barn when Kantor galloped through the flames to save him.
Well, that’s another story and you should ask him to tell it to you
some time; the pertinent thing to this story is that Alberich’s
Gift is Foresight. Without telling Selenay why, he insisted on
accompanying her, along with a dozen of his best pupils. Every one
of the ambushers was killed; among them was the Prince. The
official story is that he was killed in a hunting accident along
with his friends.”
“I suppose that’s marginally true. They were
hunting Selenay.”
Jadus grimaced. “Child, you have a macabre sense of
humor.”
“But didn’t his own people have anything to say
about such a flimsy tale?”
“They might have, except that circumstances had
changed. As it happened, their King had since died and the Prince’s
brother was reigning, and there had been no love lost between the
two of them. The new King knew what his power-hungry sibling was
like and was just as pleased that the scandal was shoved beneath
the rug so neatly. Well, after that Selenay was kept very busy in
attempting to ferret out those conspirators who hadn’t actually
been among the ambushers—and to tell you the truth, I still don’t
think she’s found all of them. I’ll tell you now what I’ve
suspected for some time—Talamir was murdered because he was
about to propose to the Council that Elspeth be fostered out to
some of his remote relations. They were isolated folk of very minor
noble rank. They weren’t going to put up with any nonsense from a
child, and they were isolated enough that there was no chance
Elspeth would be able to run away. But they are stubborn folk and
Talamir was the only one likely to be able to persuade them to take
the Brat on, and when he died, the plan was given up. But that all
came later—after Selenay had been so busy that she had very little
time to spare for Elspeth. Up until two years ago none of us had
any inkling of trouble—we just turned around one day, and the
sweet, tractable child had become the Royal Brat.”
“What’s all this got to do with Hulda?”
“That is something I can’t tell you; I’d been under
the impression that it was Melidy who was in charge of the nursery,
but from what you’ve observed that doesn’t seem to be the case.
That’s exceedingly disturbing since I would have bet any amount of
money that Melidy was the equal of anyone, up to and including
Alberich! I can’t picture her just handing everything over to a
foreigner.”
“Something’s changed drastically, then,” Talia
mused. “And it looks like it’s up to me to find out what.”
“I fear so, youngling,” Jadus sighed, seeing the
determination in her eyes. “I fear so.”
Another change in Talia’s life was in the way the
other students treated her. Hitherto they had assumed Talia’s
reticence was due to a wish for privacy and had honored that wish.
Now that they knew it was simply due to shyness, they went out of
their way to include her in their gossip and pranks.
Sessions in the sewing room were no longer a time
for Talia to hide behind a mound of mending. The change was
signaled one afternoon when there were no boys sharing the
task.
Nerrissa was the current target of teasing about
her most recent amorous conquest. She was being quite good-humored
about it, but the jibes were getting a little tiresome. She looked
around for a possible victim to switch the attention to, and her
eye lighted on Talia.
“Ridiculous! And old news as well,” she replied to
the most recent sally. “Besides, there’s somebody here who’s
managed to captivate a lad who’s a lot harder to catch than
Baern is.”
A chorus of “Who?” greeted the revelation.
“What?” Nerrissa’s eyes glinted with mischief. “You
mean none of you noticed anything? Bright Havens, you must
be denser than I thought. I would have figured that someone
else would have seen that our Skif’s attentions to Talia are a
great deal warmer than brotherly of late.”
“Oh, really?” Sheri turned to look at Talia,
who was blushing hotly. “I thought you were my friend, Talia! You
might have told me!”
Talia blushed even redder and stammered out a
disclaimer.
“Oh, my—” Sheri teased. “So vehement! Sounds to me
a little too vehement.”
After a while, Talia managed to stop blushing and
to give as good as she got. From then on, her relationships with
her fellow students were a great deal easier.
Meals were another time when she could forget the
problems with getting closer to Elspeth. There had always been a
certain amount of pranking about in the kitchen; Mero saw to it
that their hands were always too full for them to get into
mischief, but he put no such rein on their mouths. Mero himself was
a favored target, and Talia, with her innocent face, was now the
one generally picked to try and fool him.
“Haven’t you forgotten something, Mero?”
“I? I? Talia, you are surely
mistaken.”
“I don’t know, Mero,” one of the others chimed in.
“It seems to me that the salt cellar is missing—”
“By the Book! It is! What could I have done with
the cursed thing?” He searched for it with feigned panic, watching
out of the corner of his eye while they passed it from hand to
hand, grinning hugely. At last Talia got it back again and placed
it prominently on the table while his back was turned.
“Ha!” he shouted, pouncing on it. “Now I
know I looked there before—” he stared directly at Talia,
who shrugged guilessly.
“Kobolds,” he muttered, while they smothered
giggles. “There must be kobolds in my kitchen. What’s this place
coming to?”
Five minutes later he got his revenge.
“Would you say, young Talia, that you are a fairly
good hand in the kitchen?” he asked, as the hoist went up with the
precious salt-cellar on it.
“I—guess so.”
“And would you say that you know how to prepare
just about any common dish of your Hold people?” he
persisted.
“Definitely,” she replied injudiciously.
“Ah, good! Then certainly you can show me what to
do with this.” He dropped an enormous gnarled and knobbly
root in front of her.
Talia, who had never seen anything like it in her
life, coughed and tried to temporize, while Mero’s grin got wider
and the rest of the kitchen helpers giggled.
Finally (since it was evident that he wasn’t going
to feed them unless she admitted her ignorance or told him how to
prepare it) she confessed to being defeated.
Mero chuckled hugely and took the thing away,
replacing it with their lunch. “What is it, anyway?” Griffon
asked.
“A briar burl,” Mero laughed. “I doubt Talia could
have done anything with it that would please a human palate—but she
might have managed a gourmet meal for a termite-ant!”
Meals themselves were high points of the day. She
had a permanent seat now at the second table, sandwiched between
Sherrill and Jeri, across from Skif, Griffon, and Keren. To the
eternal amusement of the girls and their teacher, both Griffon and
Skif insisted on cosseting her, Griffon with the air of a big
brother, Skif’s intentions obviously otherwise although he
attempted to counterfeit Griffon’s. Griffon wasn’t fooled by Skif
in the least.
“Watch yourself, you—” he growled under his breath.
“You treat my Talia right, or I’ll feed you to the river with your
best clothes on!”
Sherrill and the others overheard this “subtle”
threat, and their faces puckered with the effort not to
laugh.
Skif retaliated by picking Griffon’s pockets bare
even of lint without the larger boy even being aware of the
fact.
“More greens, brother?” he asked innocently,
passing Griffon a plate containing his possessions.
Talia had to be saved from choking to death as she
attempted to keep from giggling at the dumbfounded look on
Griffon’s face.
That night Talia was on the receiving end of
unmerciful teasing when they all got their baths at the end of the
day.
“Oh, Talia—” Jeri piled her hair on the top of her
head and simpered at her in imitation of Skif. “Would you like
a—mushroom? Take two! Take a hundred!”
“Oh, thank you, no, dear, dear Skif—”
Sherrill batted her eyelashes coyly at “Skif.” “I’d much rather
have a—pickle.”
“I’ll just bet you would, wouldn’t you?” “Skif”
replied, with a leer.
About this time the real Talia was torn between
hilarity and outraged embarrassment. “I don’t know where you get
your filthy minds—” she said, attacking both of them with a bar of
soap and a sponge, “But they plainly need a good scrubbing!”
The episode degenerated at that point into a
ducking and splashing match that soaked every towel in the room and
brought down the wrath of the Housekeeper on all three of
them.
“Hist!” someone hissed at Talia from behind the
bushes next to the entrance to the gardens. She jumped, remembering
all too well the misery of the months previous—then relaxed as she
realized the whisperer was Skif.
“What on earth are you doing in there?” she asked,
getting down on hands and knees, and seeing him in a kind of tunnel
between two planted rows of hedges.
“What I told you I’d do—spying on the Brat. There’s
something I want to show you. Squeeze on in here and follow
me!”
She looked at him a bit doubtfully, then saw that
he was completely serious, and did as he asked. They crawled
through the prickly tunnel for some time before Skif stopped and
Talia all but bumped into him. He signed at her to be quiet, and
parted the twigs on one side, just enough for both of them to peer
through.
Elspeth and her two nurses, Hulda and Melidy, were
no more than a few feet away. They had no problem listening in on
their conversation.
“Oh, no, dear,” Hulda was saying gently. “It’s
quite out of the question. Your rank is much too high for
you to be associating with Lord Delphor’s children. You are
the Heir to the Throne, after all.”
Talia bit her lip angrily as Elspeth’s face fell.
Old Melidy seemed to wake up a little from her half-doze. Her
wrinkled face was creased with a faint frown as she seemed to be
struggling to remember something.
“Hulda, that . . .” she began slowly, “ . . . that
just doesn’t seem right somehow....”
“What doesn’t seem right, dear?” Hulda asked with
artificial sweetness.
“Elspeth isn’t . . . she can’t. . . .”
“Be expected to know these things, I know. Now
don’t you worry about a thing. Just drink your medicine like a dear
love, and I’ll take care of everything.” Hulda poured a tiny glass
of something red and sticky-looking and all but forced it into
Melidy’s hand. The old woman gave up the struggle for thought and
obediently drank it down. Not long afterward she fell asleep
again.
Skif motioned that they should leave, and they
backed out of the hedgerow on all fours.
“That’s what I wanted you to see,” he said, as they
exited the hedge in a distant part of the garden. “Hold still,
you’ve got twigs in your hair.” He began picking them out
carefully.
“So’ve you. And leaves. She must be drugging
Melidy, and keeping her drugged. Witch! But how did the old woman
get into a state where she allowed herself to be drugged in
the first place?”
“You’ve got me; I can’t hazard a guess. Ask
Jadus, maybe he knows. Want me to keep watching?”
“If you don’t mind. I want to know if she’s doing
this on her own or at someone else’s direction. And I want to know
what else she’s telling the child.”
“Oh, I don’t mind; this is fun! It’s like being
back on the streets again, except that now I’m not in danger of
losing a hand or being hungry all the time,” he grinned.
“Oh, Skif—” she stopped, unsure of what to say
next. Then, greatly daring, she leaned forward on an impulse and
kissed his cheek lightly, blushed, and scampered away.
Skif stared after her in surprise, one hand raised
to touch the spot she’d kissed.

Jadus didn’t know anything about the state of
Melidy’s health, but he directed her to one of the Healers who
would.
“Melidy was ill about two years ago,” she
said thoughtfully. “Do you know what a ‘brainstorm’ is?”
“Isn’t that where an old person suddenly can’t move
or talk—maybe even falls unconscious for a long time—and then gets
better, slowly?”
The Healer nodded. “That’s what happened to Melidy.
She seemed to have recovered completely, at least to me. I
might have been wrong, though. Lady knows we aren’t
infallible.”
“Maybe you weren’t wrong—or maybe she was affected
in some way that you wouldn’t have noticed,” Talia replied,
sounding much more adult than she appeared, and making the Healer’s
eyes widen in surprise. “Keldar’s mother had a brainstorm after she
brought her to live at our Hold. She seemed completely all
right—except that you had to be very careful what you said to her
because she’d believe anything you told her, no matter how
absurd it was. That might have been what happened to Melidy.”
And if it was, she thought grimly, she’d
have been easy prey for Hulda.
“As for that medicine you saw Hulda giving her, I
never prescribed anything like that for her, but it might be a folk
remedy, or one of the other Healers might have ordered it for her.
I can check if you’d like. . . .”
Talia belatedly realized that this might not be a
wise idea. She didn’t want Hulda alerted if the woman was up
to something—and she didn’t want her embarrassed if she
wasn’t.
“No, that’s all right, thank you. It probably is
just a folk remedy. In fact, now that I think of it, it looked a
lot like a syrup Keldar used to give her mother for aching
joints.”
The Healer smiled, with obvious relief. “Melidy
does have arthritis, and unfortunately there isn’t much we can do
for her other than try and ease the pain. The potion might very
well be one of ours. I’m glad the other nurse seems to be taking
care of her, then. Is there anything else I can do for you?”
“No—thank you,” Talia replied. “You’ve answered
everything I needed to ask.”
But, she thought as she walked slowly back
to her room, you raised a lot more questions than you
answered.