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Two large men rushed into the room.

Before David realized what was happening, they moved quickly around the wooden table in the center of the room, punched him in the stomach, dragged him to the floor, gagged him, and tied him up. He struggled as best he could, but they kicked him repeatedly, and eventually one of them pressed his boot down on David’s face to keep him from thrashing around any further.

Next they kicked the chairs aside and dragged in a large wooden board that looked almost like a stretcher, roughly seven or eight feet long and several feet wide. They propped one end on the desk so that the board was inclined like a child’s slide. Then they grabbed David and strapped him to the board with thick ropes, his feet at the elevated end, his head toward the floor, and his arms stretched over his head.

That’s when David knew exactly where they were headed. He was about to be waterboarded. He struggled all the more to get free, but it was impossible. Everything was happening too fast. They knew he was CIA. He had no idea how. But they were going to brutalize him until he told them everything. Fear gripped him. Sweat poured down his face and up his back. He gritted his teeth and willed himself not to break. He would rather die than betray his family or his country.

They placed a dirty towel over his face. It had been soaked in something, alcohol or possibly gasoline. Either way, his eyes began to sting and water. He began to gag as well. He knew what was coming. He sucked in a lungful of air and shut his eyes and mouth. Without warning, they hoisted a large can over his head and began to pour water over his face in a steady, controlled fashion. The water soaked the towel, making it heavy and limp. As more and more water poured over it, the towel settled around the contours of David’s face and sealed up his nose and mouth. Now, even if he wanted to breathe, he wouldn’t be able to. His arms tried to thrash but couldn’t move. His legs struggled to break free but could not. David knew he shouldn’t be expending the extra energy. He needed to save every ounce of strength, every bit of oxygen, to stay alive. But he couldn’t help himself. His movements were involuntary.

From the moment the water started, he was counting.

Fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen . . .

The water kept coming.

Twenty-eight, twenty-nine, thirty, thirty-one . . .

He wasn’t going to make it. His lungs were going to explode. He didn’t want to die. He had no idea where he would go, and it scared him more than anything else he had ever faced. Thirty-five, thirty-six, thirty-seven . . .

Suddenly the water stopped. The towel came off. David exhaled. The overhead lights were so bright he couldn’t see his captors. He knew he had only a moment. He breathed in and out and in and out and in one more time.

Then they smashed the towel back down on his face and began pouring buckets of water over him again.

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight . . .

His lungs burned. His hands and feet were shaking. Was he about to go to hell? Was hell real? Was he going to spend eternity burning and writhing with no way of escape?

Nineteen, twenty, twenty-one, twenty-two, twenty-three, twenty-four, twenty-five, twenty-six . . .

The more he writhed, the more he could feel the burning of the ropes as they cut into his wrists and ankles. And because his body was strapped to the board at a downward angle, water finally began seeping into his nasal passages. This instantly triggered a gag reflex to keep him from drowning.

Thirty-two, thirty-three, thirty-four, thirty-five . . .

“Okay, he’s ready,” one of them said.

The water stopped. The towel came off.

“How long have you worked for the CIA?”

David shook his head. “I don’t.”

“Stop lying! We know you do. We’ve been tapping your calls. We’ve been following you. We just want to know how long you’ve been with them.”

“I’m a businessman. I work for MDS. You have my papers.”

“Forget it,” the leader said. “Do it again.”

Again they covered his face. Again they poured gallons of water over his mouth and nose. David couldn’t take any more. He was suffocating. He was drowning. He’d never experienced such terror. He knew he was going to die any moment, and if not now, then by hanging or firing squad later that day or the next day.

He tried to fix his mind on an image of his mother or father but couldn’t do it. He tried to picture Marseille, tried to achieve one last moment of sweetness before he crossed into eternity. But he couldn’t do it. Everything was black.

And then he saw a tunnel. He was heading down this tunnel, and all he could hear was screaming, shrieking unlike anything he had ever heard before. He could no longer feel the water pouring over his face. All he felt was heat, rising up through the tunnel as he descended. Intense, scalding, searing heat. It was real. It was happening. He had to make it stop, but he didn’t know how.

Then suddenly the water stopped again. The towel came off, and the blinding light was in his eyes once more.

“We have Fischer in custody. We were going to torture her. We were going to make her suffer too, but she sang, almost from the start. She’s told us everything. She admitted she was CIA. She said that you were too. She told us MDS was a front organization. She told us you were sent to penetrate the Revolutionary Guard Corps. So stop lying. Tell us what we want to know. How long have you been working for the CIA?”

Every molecule in his body screamed for him to tell them what they wanted to hear. They already knew. Why prolong the agony?

“I don’t. My parents were Iranian. I’m German. You know that. I would never betray Iran. I’m not a traitor.”

David had been through SERE training—Survival, Evasion, Resistance, and Escape—but it had been nothing like this. He was terrified. He was ready to tell them anything to make them stop.

Dr. Birjandi’s face suddenly flashed in his mind. He could hear the man saying, “David, you need to receive Christ as your Savior. You need to be forgiven. Don’t wait. Give your life to the Lord before it’s too late. Only He can save you.”

But they were shouting at him again. They were firing question after question at him. He couldn’t think, couldn’t react. David felt a sharp blow to the stomach and then another to the kidney. The combination knocked out of him what little air he had in his lungs. Wincing in excruciating pain, he forced himself to breathe in and out, deeper and deeper, and then sucked in a final lungful as the towel came down again and the water began crashing down all over his face, all over his head and body.

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven . . .

David forced himself to stop moving, stop thrashing. How could they have captured Eva? How could they have interrogated her? She was in New York. She was interrogating one of theirs. They couldn’t possibly have captured her. There was no way they had her. So they were lying. But how, then, did they know about the three hundred phones?

Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen . . .

The pain was intense, but using every ounce of energy, he focused on counting, not resisting.

Twenty, twenty-one, twenty-two . . .

Why hadn’t they taken shots to his face? Why were they hitting him in the stomach and sides?

Twenty-five, twenty-six, twenty-seven, twenty-eight . . .

They didn’t want his face to be bloodied or bruised. They were professionals. They were doing everything they could to break him without letting him look like he’d been tortured. Maybe they were lying. Maybe they were fishing.

Thirty-eight, thirty-nine, forty, forty-one . . .

His lungs were burning again. He was about to explode.

Forty-two, forty-three, forty-four, forty-five . . .

David couldn’t hold out much longer. Maybe he was wrong. Maybe they did know. Maybe they were going to kill him after all. Then once more, without warning, the water stopped. Someone pulled the towel off.

“Why are you asking so many questions about the Mahdi?” one of them asked. “Why do you care about who he is and what he’s doing?”

“I love the Mahdi,” David cried, half-choking in the process. “Everybody wants to know who the messiah is. I do too. How is that wrong? How can that be wrong?”

“Were you part of the plot to kill him? Why were you out of the country when someone tried to kill him?”

“I would never betray him,” David replied, willing now to say almost anything he thought they wanted to hear. “I’d follow him anywhere. I’d pledge my life to serve him!”