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Chuck couldn’t believe it. She was sitting on the sofa beside an honest-to-goodness vampire. A vampire!

She was almost giddy with excitement. Sure, there was a fair amount of trepidation roiling in her belly, too, but mostly she was just too darn pleased with herself.

Even if Sebastian went all feral and ate her for his supper, she figured she’d die happy in the knowledge that she’d been right! She wasn’t crazy, and she hadn’t let the wild imaginings of her previous stories for the Tattler get her all whipped up over nothing. Sebastian Raines was definitely something.

Whoo-howdy, was he ever. Was it wrong to be sitting here, drinking his wine, silently writing up bullet points for her article, and lusting after him like a sailor on shore leave? Well, like the female version of one, anyway, whatever that might be.

“I want to interview you,” she blurted out suddenly, bouncing up on her knees on the soft sofa cushions.

It had never occurred to her before—probably because she’d never intended to actually come face to face with him. Follow him around his own casino, dig into his past and present, and sneak through his penthouse looking for clues to his otherworldliness, sure. But actually sit down with him and ask him questions directly? It was an underpaid tabloid reporter’s dream come true.

Careful not to spill her wine in all her sit-up-and-shake puppy dog excitement, she asked, “Would you let me?”

His dark lashes fluttered over his even darker eyes. “I’ve never been interviewed,” he replied slowly. “Get more requests each week than you can imagine, but I’ve never granted a single one.”

“I know.”

And she did; she’d scoured the Internet, old newspapers and magazines, even microfiche, for God’s sake, for any hint of something personal about Sebastian Raines in Sebastian Raines’s own words. She’d found nothing. Oh, there had been plenty of articles written about him—about his properties, his multimillion dollar corporations, even a few with a where-did-this-guy-come-from? tone—but always from an outsider’s perspective.

With a small inclination of his head, he said, “I told you I’d tell you everything, so I will. But my frankness comes with a price.”

Chuck’s heart leapt. Whatever it was, she would pay. Did he want actual cash? Probably not, since he had about nine thousand, sixteen trillion more dollars in his bank account than she did, but she was still willing to offer.

If he was more in the market for a live-in maid, or even a live-in mistress . . . well, she was up for that, too. She’d already been drooling over him from afar, so putting herself out there like that (ha—putting out) for the story of a lifetime wouldn’t exactly be a hardship.

As for the other . . . well, she could scrub a toilet as well as anyone, she supposed.

“You won’t remember anything once I finish.”

She blinked, slamming on her brain’s brakes and laying rubber until she could pull a mental U-ie. Wait. What?

“What?” she repeated aloud, knowing she was blinking like a camel in a sandstorm.

“That’s the deal, Char—Sorry. Chuck.”

He said her name as though he didn’t particularly like it, and definitely wasn’t used to calling a woman by a man’s name. She got that a lot.

“What does that mean?” she asked carefully.

Was he telling her that he wouldn’t allow her to use anything he told her when they were finished? An off-the-recordtype interview. Or was he telling her she wouldn’t remember the interview when they were done in a Mafia boss, you’llsleep-with-the-fishes sort of way?

She honestly didn’t know which made her feel more sick to her stomach. Swimming with the fishes would be bad, but not being able to use the most coveted interview on the planet would be devastating. Heartbreaking. Even if he didn’t put her in cement shoes and drop her to the bottom of Lake Tahoe, she would probably take a voluntary dive off the Hoover Dam, anyway.

“It means that I can answer your questions. I can tell you everything you’ve ever wanted to know. But when we’re done, your memory of this evening will be completely erased and you’ll remember nothing.”

“How . . .” When her voice squeaked on the word, she paused, collected herself, and tried again. “How exactly will that happen?”

One corner of his mouth quirked up in a self-deprecating grin. “Come now. Do you think all vampires do is drink blood from unsuspecting victims?”

Inside her chest, Chuck’s heart was ka-thump-ka-thumpka-thump ing to beat the band. Holy hell on a hamburger bun. That was as good as an admission that he was, indeed, a vampire.

Granted, he hadn’t come right out and said, “Why, yes, ma’am, I am a bloodsucking fiend of the night. Wanna see my fangs?”

But she’d seen the fangs, hadn’t she? No full-on, double-fang action, but there for a second, just a minute or two ago, she’d definitely seen . . . more tooth where most people had less tooth.

And though she hadn’t asked him directly whether or not he was a vampire, she’d certainly made it clear that’s what she was after, and nothing he’d said so far led her to believe his answer would be no.

The glass in her hand trembled, and her lips started to go numb. Was she having a heart attack? Was this what one felt like? Or maybe she was simply on the verge of a panic attack.

Either way, this was IT. Big I, big T, nothing was ever going to top this in her entire life. If she one day gave birth to a litter of porcupines and got into the Guinness Book of World Records, she would still look back at the night she’d sat across from an honest-to-goodness vampire and gotten the story from his very own bloodstained mouth, and consider it the most exciting thing that had ever happened to her.

But could she go through the most exciting event of her life, get all of her nagging questions answered, know she’d finally proven that vampires really did exist . . . and then consent to having it all wiped away as though it never happened?

She thought about it for all of about a millisecond. The time it took for her fingers to flex more tightly around her wineglass and her gaze to once again zero in on Sebastian’s impressive, almost Romanesque profile as he reached for the bottle to refill his own glass.

Yes. Yes, she could. She had to know. Wanted it more than her next breath or her daily, top-secret Snickers bar.

It killed her, absolutely killed her to think that when she woke up the next morning, she might not remember a single thing about tonight, but it was a risk she was willing to take. Who knew, maybe his vampire mojo or whatever it was wouldn’t work. Maybe she would wake up not only remembering the events of this evening, but as far back as having her ass slapped by the doctor when she’d been born.

A frown crossed her face as one last thought occurred to her. “This whole . . . erasing my memory thing,” she murmured, nibbling at one side of her bottom lip. “It doesn’t involve any sort of electro-shock or frontal lobotomy-type stuff, does it?”

He chuckled. “No, I assure you it’s entirely noninvasive. Except for the loss of recent memories, of course.”

Of course.

Taking a deep breath, she nodded, and forced the words past a throat closed tight with anxiety. “All right. As long as you promise not to leave me a drooling vegetable staring at Phineas and Ferb all day, I’m in.”

“Who?”

She waved off his question with a flip of her wrist. “It’s a cartoon. For kids.” Something she knew only because she spent way too many hours awake when she should be asleep, with only the Disney Channel for company.

“No, I will not leave you drooling over this Phillius on Verb, or anything else. You’ll be perfectly fine, except for a few missing hours of your life you’ll probably wonder about. After a while, you’ll even forget that they ever went missing.”

“Then I want to know,” she told him, making her voice strong and sure in hopes of convincing herself, as well.

He inclined his head. “Where would you like to start?”

Well, shoot, she wasn’t expecting that. Her brows crossed. Where did she want to start?

She already knew he was a vampire. At this point, that was a given. He’d never come right out and admitted as much, but . . . yeah, it was a given.

And she assumed he drank blood, couldn’t go out in sunlight, and had been around since the invention of the wheel or soon thereafter. The whole nine undead yards.

She wanted to know more than just the everyday minutia of an immortal’s existence. Although, yes, she was sure that was all fascinating. She’d come back to it later. But for now, she wanted to dig deeper, learn something a little more substantial than whether or not he slept in a coffin or had to carry dirt from his native land in his pants pocket twenty-four seven.span>

When she thought about it, what she wanted to know most was really pretty simple. And probably what had driven her to go after Sebastian like a pitbull with this “there’s a vampire living in Las Vegas” theory in the first place.

Licking her lips and meeting his steel-gray gaze, she asked, “How does it feel to know you’re going to live forever?”

It wasn’t the first question Sebastian had expected from her. Frankly, it wasn’t even in the top ten.

What does blood taste like? Do you sleep in a coffin? (And can I see it?) How many people have you killed in order to feed? (And how do you hide the bodies?) Those were the kinds of questions he’d thought someone enamored of vampire legends would be most eager to ask once they found out the legends were true. Well, parts of them.

But he watched Chuck’s eyes, intensity written across her heart-shaped face, and he knew it wasn’t just idle curiosity that had her asking that question first. There was something else, something deeper. Something personal, maybe?

“I don’t know that,” he responded truthfully.

She cocked her head, clearly not understanding. “Vampire immortality is a fallacy. We can die, just not easily.”

“But you don’t age, do you? You don’t get sick and die like we mere mortals.”

“No, but mortals also don’t burst into flame when direct sunlight hits them. You can move about the world completely undeterred. Get on a plane in L.A. at noon one day and step off in Australia at noon the next. Visit Disney World every year and take a spin in the teacups with the two-pointthree tots in tow.”

“But you’re never going to die. At least not unless you forget to use your SPF 3000 or trip into a wooden stake. You’re never going to catch cancer and make your wife a widow almost before she was a bride.”

Ah. “What was his name?” Sebastian asked quietly.

The room filled with eerie, absolute silence for the space of a single heartbeat—or in Chuck’s case, a dozen, since he could hear her heart racing a mile a minute beneath her breast. Her mouth wobbled and her eyes turned glossy, tears pooling along her lower lashes.

“Matthew,” she said, the single name sounding ripped from her lips with soul-deep emotion.

“What happened?”

Expression bleak, she murmured simply, “He died.” Sebastian didn’t respond. He knew there was more to the story, and suspected she wanted to share, but wasn’t about to press. He might be a vampire—impervious to human aches and ills, according to her—but he knew about the pain of loss. Probably more than she could ever imagine. If she wanted to talk about it, she would. And if not, they would move on to another, less personal subject.

A moment later, she began to speak again, her voice a soft quaver. “We were high school sweethearts. Grew up together, did the whole hand-holding, note-passing, prom night loss of virginity deal. And then we got married. Too young, really, but we were in love.”

Lifting her head a fraction, she gave a ghost of a smile. “Head over heels, stupid in love. And we paid for it. Neither of us attended college. We just got mediocre, minimum wage jobs to put food on the table. But we were happy.”

The smile that had begun to build on her face fell. “And then Matthew got sick. We didn’t know what was wrong at first, but then he was diagnosed with cancer, and a year later, he was gone.”

“I’m sorry.”

Sebastian could hear the absolute devastation in her words, feel the grief radiating from her in waves. And yet here she was, sitting beside him, strong and whole and highly inquisitive.

She’d tracked him down, hadn’t she? Become suspicious of his lifestyle and figured out what he was when no one else seemed to give it a second thought.

He wondered if she realized exactly why proving the existence of immortality had become such a driving force in her life. But then, a lot of vampires became vampires for much the same reason—personal loss and a desperation to do something about the unbearable hurt it brought with it.

“So you’re looking for a man who can’t get sick and isn’t going to die on you,” he ventured. Perhaps not the wisest or most empathetic comment he could have made, but she seemed like the type who appreciated getting right to the point.

Her eyes went wide. “No. I—” She blinked, her mouth falling open for a second before she snapped it shut. With a sigh, she said, “I never really thought of it that way, but maybe I am. It would be nice not to have to be afraid anymore.”

“Afraid of what?”

“Afraid of getting involved. Afraid of meeting someone, falling madly in love, and then having my heart ripped out when I lose him.”

“Who’s to say you’d lose him?”

“Who’s to say I wouldn’t?” she countered.

“Just because one man died on you doesn’t mean another would,” he offered in a low, cautious tone.

“And it doesn’t mean he wouldn’t,” she replied matter-of-factly. “I’m just not sure I’m willing to take the chance.”

A niggle of curiosity played at the back of his mind. “How long ago did Matthew pass away?”

“Eight years.”

“Is that how long it’s been since you’ve been with someone? Dated, been involved with . . . been intimate with?”

He wasn’t sure he could believe that. She was a beautiful, vibrant woman. He would think that, even if she weren’t sitting here with glitter still caking her eyelashes, and he hadn’t seen her high-kicking across Lust’s stage just hours ago.

There was no way she could go nearly ten years without male attention. He pictured a bevy of horny, salivating men lining up at her door every night of the week.

Her gaze skittered away, a delightful blush of color staining her cheeks as she gave a baleful nod.

“Seriously?” he asked, more than a little astonished. “It’s been that long?”

The color on her cheeks brightened, but she didn’t hang her head. Instead, her chin went up a notch.

“Yes, okay? It’s been a really long time.” And then under her breath, she grumbled, “Which probably explains the fantasies I’ve been having lately.”

He lifted a brow, his temperature kicking up a notch with piqued interest. “What kind of fantasies?” he asked in a surprisingly even tone given that his throat felt as though it was stuffed with feathers from the headdress of her costume, which was lying on the floor near her feet.

Her mouth twisted and she gave him a look he took to mean, What kind do you think?

“The usual kind,” she said aloud. “And, oddly, they all seem to be about you.”